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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

The flicking fingers was susceptible to touching the keyboard.
To make the usage into something frutiful, i decided to do some mindful blogging.

Chemistry test has never failed to englufed fear into many hearts in my class.
Surprisingly, i placed my foot one above the other into chemistry class today and was early while others were still making their way there.
The faithful room was filled with plastic grey, blue, brown and yellow in it's glory.
Upon hearing that she would be giving back the VA test my eyes rolled shuddering in gasp of disgust
The truth was that i did not even touch a single bit upon the textbook on thursday. Not knowing that there was a test due to my lazniess to catch the sight of the board. Still, i decided to trust God for the best outcome he could give. My eyes cannot help but to get sturck onto the questions which were so lengthy and the first instinct that could ever come to a human imbecile mind was, 'HUH! HOW AM I GOING TO DO THE WHOLE PAPER!!!???'. I was not the only one that was moonstruck by the paper. Tedious it was. Many left the room with a sense of grive and disappoinment on their faces. They really mugged very hard, as usual and the whole paper was a complete paradox to them. None of the 41 of us ever expected something that tough. I did not escape from the fact that it was tedious and including the fact i did not study at all i was prepared to fail.
So back to the story. Oh yah. when i heard the sordid word on returning back the test paper, i felt like i wanted to run out of the class and flee from the school. However that was just imagination. =x
As she gave out the test paper, the feel and unplatable taste of results i saw from other students made me want to puke in disgust. The average marks that as far as my eyes could spectrum was 1-10 out of 30?!!! i was like OMG. When i got back my paper, i was simply dumbfounded. I passed! =) infact i got the same mark with the hardcore mugger in class. She's like whoa. Smart. My jaws were wide opened that instant.
'I couldn't believe that you guys could not do this paper. Only 5 out of 41 of you manage to pass the test. What happened to the rest of you?' said the teacher, giving the look of fake disappointment.
I am really thankful to God for being GRACIOUS with me. Seriously it's not like i deserve to pass even but God hands simply were with me. The lesson learn, continue to put God in the centre and he will take care of you. Yet don't forget to read whiteboard.

I must proclaim his splendor goodness in my life. As i continue to lay my life before his throne by giving his kingdom what ever i could by leading his people, it brings so much great depth of unspeakable joy to see life tranformation taking place daily. My life is a specturm of who God is. =) Never make exucses not to serve God. I really abhor people who gives God like BULLSHIT? so many donkey sense reason.
'OH! i have to study!', 'Oh i have no time?', 'oh i need to go out with friends!'. oh and oh. oh you head lah. Seriously what good is it if a man loses his own soul for the world? it makes no donkey sense.

well. never the less. God's grace is always sufficent for us.

the race which is before you, it's a race that only you can run with him. No one else.

davidhoe

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stentorously

I'm taking this time to blog to abstain from the current world that swirling at a rapid velocity in circular motion.
The form of relaxation just brings my heart beat down. =)

haha. as my thoughts for my blogging are still clustering together, i remember vividly that this week there was a 'person' who enunciated my name loudly across the hall with an excitment shown through 'he/she' gesticulation which made 'him/her' look superfically imbecile. I was like raising my eyebrown at then with a incredulous look because i could not believe asinine still exsist nowadays. That's just a thought that puffed out in my mind out of the deep red sea. =)

Something munchy i learn this week through in depth thinking with God. =)
As i was sitting under the rectangular glass sheltering my buddy and me from the rain if there were any. We talked about many stuffs that had occured or are occuring in out lives at the current state. Time was a word that was temporaily ommitted from out conversion at that moment. Suddendly i was awestruck by a thought.

Think about this word called Trust.
Then i came to realize that trusting in God does not mean we will know the end point result because if we know then it's term as wait. Tursting God means that we will rely on him and the outcome does not mean it MUST be what we hope for but it's God's best which might not flow with what we hoped for. When one says he/she is tusting God, he implies that he will trust God for the best outcome that the lord can give at that point in time and he/she is not demanding that God ought to give us according what we hope for.
As i continue to sink deeper into my school of thoughts, come to think of it, if we actually live our life in a scope of trusting in God then we have actually nothing to lose but it's a win win situation. Let's take for example we view an issue in this angle of perspective.
Say a leader has a goal and if he hits it and trust God, then he will praise God and rejoice.
If a leader does not hits his goal but has trusted God since the start of his ministry, what happens is that through that very event the person life emanates a greater level of trust. But if a leader who only leads according to experiences, what happens is that if everything fails, the leader is surely at a losing end. Nothing left for the leader to cling on.
In my final analysis, trusting in God cannot be infused at waiting. =) The moment when we say we want to trust God it allude to God i will take whatever is your best for me in my life. (",) interesting.

As i sat down this evening at Ah mei coffeehouse at bishan, the rounded chair made of wood made my back felt uncomfortable. The circular table made of marble which shows the little fleck of our image onto the table. Then i took out my usual materials for my retreat day. Then i was dumbfounded by how faithful God has been in my life this week. The gesticulating blessings such as parent's mum drives me to school and more.. =) Thank you Jesus.

God is indeed faithful. Or simply put he will not let ya off unattended. =) He will take care of you.

david hoe =)

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certain times, when i actually gazed into the background of the skies it just make me fathom at the awesome creator that the whole was made through.
I just find it plainly amusing to oneself that we forego the marvellous creator of the earth for certain unimperative issues always.
Still, i was fathom by the skies, covered with cotton like clouds, filled with the glistening sun rays, and the blue background today while heading to sentosa with the team today.
Indeed we had a great amount of fun that bustle out from dynamics of the team.
Simply wonderful.
We were in the sun for moer than six hours and i doubt anyone went home without turning to a little of lobster red today. The intensity of the sun light simply made us feel that exhilarated about it. It was a total burning sensation. Even the fine sand was burning hot that while playing games, we had to dig a hole each to stuff our foot into it. The sand beneath is a lot more cooler. The time we spent at sentosa was memorable event that no amount of money can ever purchased. I enjoyed the kayaking the most as we manage to sink everyone down to the sea. Aarron is my new found 'DO IT' buddy. haha. He attempted certain obstrucles with me that seems like no one else would. Like kayaking from a point to the other point which was VERY LONG AND THE CRASHING WAVES HAVE NEVER BEEN ON OUR SIDE OF UNDERSTANDING. But still i really enjoyed it. It's great to know that i'm in a serving together with a bunch of loving leaders that loves to be hyper active and do stuffs and not blend with the trees.
well i shall not blog to much for the time being because i have to update stats and eh. CHEM. ahh. okay. i shall go get certain homework done.
i'm at the greatest pit of ____. don't know.
whahaaha
hoey moey.
God loves me. =) and you too.

fleck with splattering of grace

The heart beat accelerated each moment i displaced my foot towards nexus.
Thoughts were dashing in and out each moment.
Splatters of trust and hope englufed within the midst of lava of fear and uncertainty.
Choose not to be subdued by it, i stood firmly on what was right.

As the speaker speaks, i made a prayer to the lord.
'God please grant them their salavation.' i asked desperately, as my mind was still foucsing on the speaker.

When i saw them raising up thier hands during altar call, a new found sense of exhilaration was flowing through my rushing blood. =)

In short, i want to thank God for his faithfulness in my life. =)

His grace not just having a fleck effect in my life but a great impact. =)

currently at gwen's hse.

eye lids are getting heavy. =)

david hoe

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dual actions happened at the same instant.
It was simply axiomatic that i salivated as my eyes sparkled at the mountain like dark chocolate ice cream.
Initially i ran away from the tempting voice of it, however being defeated to it's power i was susceptible to it.
The dark chocolate melts upon entering the gates of my mouth.
What a sense of ravishness flow through my whole body!
In expeditious moments it was all right into my stomach and ready to be digested.

That all happened in Bukit panjang plaza.
You have be stupefied upon reading the following line, it was my first time there ever since i was born.
I took the speedy train with keith to there for shepherding today. =)
The long hual was overcomed by the bullet speed train. haha. =x
alright, so we went to walk around and had to ourselves some vegatarain (sp) rice.
Apparently, both or us are fasting from meat and soft drinks.

I forgot to mention what we did before shepherding.
We were at cck doing sowing today.
simply marvellous.
Knowing me, my hands are naturally incline to take my moblie phone out to take pictures, with a fraction of doubt i took out my phone and took few jaws opened scene.
That was all on impluse. =x

I'm ecstatic at God's faithfulness to me everyday.
Indeed the song, 'Tomorrow' has made a kick start of my day.
Hoever things seems paradoxing when i took out my wallet this morning while i was heading for the bus stop and suddenly the thought that my ez card had negative value struck me right onto my face. In a frantic i seached recklessly to see if i have 55cents. For cow sake, i was shot of 5 cents. In a flsuter i prayed. Suddenly a sight and voice from the same source caught my attention. It was yi hua.
'Do you want to sit my mum's car to school?' she murmured, as she continue to walks.
I was like OH MY GOD! you are so super divine.
There was no logical sense AT ALL! i'm not kidding.
Why would i bump to her only TODAY?!!! AND ON WHAT DONKEY SENSE DID THE MUM PARKED HER CAR THERE YESTERDAY NIGHT?!!!
whao. i was taken a back after thinking through of what had happened today.
Indeed God is faithful.

If i were to still continue to type out God's faithfulness for today, it will dreadfully take me more than another hour.

if my memory did not fail me, i still have many piles of tests this wk.
and what on the monkey earth am i blogging here?
God's faithfulness.

okay getting back to history nw.

God help me! please!

davidhoe hoe hoe

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My eyes fluttered open when the news slammered onto my face like undescrible acrimonious hurricane.
I realized that i will be having a taut coming week which is will be filled with atrocious loads of tests.
One cannot escape from the hands of the hectic school.
From the faces of some teachers, it emanated to us that they do not wished to give us test as it's pathetic little topics to be tested on but they seems to allude the fault to the system of the school.
However, it's perfectly fine with the test though we might abhor it that hideously much. =<
That was all this morning when things just completely splattered onto my face.

However the air hung a sense of great anticipation for care group today.
Trying to hoax hai xing that we were not celebrating his birthday, we pretend to leave.
Still the party went on.
Honestly i was taken aback by the wishes both satay and hai xing made.
As young believers as they were, what made me flabbergasted was such that their wishes made was none for their personal life.
Every hinge of wish was for his kingdom.
Both of them have such a unceasing desire for God's kingdom.
Indeed everyone is consequential in completing the work in our life time.

i endeavoured to surmount some challenging questions today and praise God that he enlighten me to be able to tackle those questions.

Even as i take sometime to reflect upon how dumbfounded i am about his love over me, my jaws are wide open.
Think about it.
How deep, wide is you love for me? !
I probe further into my reverbrating heart and only to realized that his grace has kept me ongoing.
Maybe a way that God has shown his love for me was through this simple gift called 'GRACE'.
Love pushed me for that extra mile and grace hold me tight when i am about to fall.
Take away the G factor from the the GRACE.
Then it becomes a hectic and panting race but with the God factor the race can be graced through.
Grace does not hustle me but only to cheer me on.
Grace brings me down onto my knees and keeps me up still on my feet.
Sound irony? Think about it.
Grace brings me down onto my knees and keeps me up still on my feet.

I will nestle into his arms now.

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TALK TO ME.

My FRIENDS. (will be here asap.)

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