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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

reprimanded

the spark of ignite emotions occurs once again.
The blazing intensity of heat rises from within once again. =)
I know what i'm asking for.
you answered it in such a short span of time.
now all i asked of is that you give me time and hang on with me.
i may not be that ideal like those ideal gases because i'm a fool.
a fool that always taken in by surroundings.
give me that span of time where i can learn to make peace with myself.
have mercy of me if i do wrong against you
for i do not mean too.
i need that time and space you can give.
Thank you.

God i just need the time.
That space and that hand.
Hold me that tight within your arms.
drown me into your sea of love and forgivness.
Let me make peace with me once again.

moving on
david

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plethora

Recently i've been thinking a lot. I stood frozen many times in thoughts when it just dawn upon me. Slience rushes into my blood and it seems to be able to capture me to think for a little while. Time just past so fast if you do agree with me. When i was younger, i always wished to grow up because i fancy what the adults do. As years go by, maybe it's the disgusting and gross sight of human being makes me feel like i wish i could re enter my childhood days once again. well. it's all gone. HIstory is gone, yesterday is gone now let's move on. Those moments i enjoy will be a part in my life. Move on. =)
david

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permute

sinking into the gazing of the deep dark cloudly sky, a thought flashes through his mind, 'Who permutes my whole entire life?'. The intensity of thought was disturbed by a pronouncing sound that reverberates through the walls.

Things might be quite draining at times. Problems do suck away much energy from one. Being downcast seems like an option for one. It feels so damn lousy when things do not sail the path that you set the route to be. But you sure know that the waves will lead it to some land one day. Sometimes we do make mistakes by leashing out at areana we should have not. It just simply overtakes us. The devil is that smart enough to permute it in such a way that his only method is to make you feel damn lousy. 'His' ways. Do not let the problems suck ya life away. When problems come, it's a sign of growth. It's a time for character refining. =) I'm still in the process of it.

Thinking through of what had happened today to me. I know that smile will be there. =) It's really great to have friends that really know hoe you feel deep within you. To have friends that know you toned down while you do not even realized. Simply just comforts me to know that God has still been blessing through people. Those little things people do like a sms? lame joke? it helps. Thanks pals! esp. melvin, brand and bruce. =)

I know it's a period of growth. I know his hands well. HE'S STILL CARRYING ME! Things will work out! God i'm thankful for blessing me so i can be a blessing to others too. =)

i love you jesus.

David

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accentuate

the pandemic of bird flu in serval parts of the world are getting people to panic. The sound of fear seem to pronounced and it keeps reverbrating through the walls of the heart of many high school students. Results if they would promote or not seems to be the only expression on their faces. I am fully able to comprehend why they would feel this way. No matter what, would like to let all those anxious heart know that God is faithful. He will always see you through. His plans are never to harm you but to make your prosper.
the way we live our life only accentuate who do we live for. Think about it.
How do you live your life?
Endless chase. it just leaps past my mind. It will never end.
As i talked to my friend yesterday, the sound never stops. It keeps on telling my how much the person desire to hit it's goal. 'How much than is enough? After this car then tell me what's next? when will all this chase ends? will you ever have enough? there will never be isn't it?' i posted this to the person. Which made so much sense to me.
Meanwhile, i'm thankful to God for wonderful spiritual buddies i have. May it be spending time chatting over MSN, going home together, meeting up or even sending messages to each other to chat just alway brings me back to treasure whatever God has given me. To last in this race, it's important to surround yourself with good friends. I do have! yeah. really am thankful for jarvin, matthew, harry and brandon. =) Thank you jesus! yeah. i'm really glad having this great pillars of my life. This buddies always remind me or even encourage me and even provide a listening ear. I'm really gald for their presence.
The sound of slience was broken by a chilling wind.
david

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pandemic

Bird flu has been on it's feet once again. Though it went silent for a moment and within a sudden tick of the clock, it's back again. Nevertheless those birds that was in contact with those source of the pandemic diease have been culled. This brings relief to the ear. Nevertheless, one must still take very good care of his/her own pink health.This is especially imperative to those who are christ follwers and everyone. For chirst followers, your body is a temple of God and for pre belivers would just like to let you know that you only have one life to live thus go through it with a smile because you live a healthy life. =) Continue to eat healthy daily so that you will not undergo the excurciating period of illness.
if you have not sign up for camp!!!! GO AND SIGN UP! IT'S SO IMPORTANT!!!! DO NOT MISS IT OUT!!!
well. i buzzing off now to have a lot of meetings for today. =)
am i still smiling? =)
david

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sporadic

ocean blue. Due to the lack of amount of carbohydrates today, i reeled at certain accounts of it today. May it be during service or meetings. One very sure thing that left an impact to me today is this, 'Does every single one of your people know your vision?'. Precisely it makes donkey senese but are we doing it?
I'm even more convienced that mediocracy has no place in the kingdom of God. Any healthy living creture that has the ability to move or along those lines, should grow and must grow. Living a life of mediocracy has surely no chaces of slimming through the kingdom. We have to choose for ourselves then. ('',) I'm reaching for his heart. =)
Sporadic life for christ will never bring you far enough. Maybe enough for creating the visible atmosphere but not the one that is deep within every hearts.
well. i'm off now. to bed. =)
david

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skin

resuscitated life is one that no one can buy. The whole amazing thing about resuscitation is when it happens inside out and not outside merely alone. Thought even deeper about things today and i must say that i'm going to contend against mediocry in any arena of my life.
=) a marvellous day that i've walked through today. Of which, i would like to share a blessing with all of you. I'm glad that i hit my L1r5 goal on the dot and i did not expect to get 4th in class and 15th in level. That's simply mind blowing due tot he very fact that this very pathetic class that i'm rooted in is a hardcore mugger class. Crazy pupils. whaha. but still i'm thankful to God for always answering my prayers which are so soft. =) Thank you jesus! (",)
spend part of my day planning for generation X meeting which is coing up in no less than 13 hours. I anticipate for happenings to happen. not going to leak anything out. =) that's for sure.
Then as promised, i watched a movie today. some key show which is meant to be horro movies. Simply again a twist. But i caught the movie with teck yang, wei song , anglea and esther. =)
well. time to re look through my teaching notes. well. tomorrow my cls and me will champion the whole meeting. god may you sow the very seed into them this moment. =)
david

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time

this colour perfectly blend well with the background the post board. It does have certain attraction power towards my instinct to click on it as i still might not be able to comprehend why. Maybe i'm so down to earth that the colours i seriously perfer are down to earth. (",) earthly colours are simply great.
tomorrow will mark another week of mine that i have caught 3 movies which is inclusive of tomorrow.
but so far i have only watched two movies. Of which last friday it was with melvin, jarvin and justin. All i can say about that movie is that it's horrendous. Excurciating for me to sit on that crimson chair and tried to enjoy it. But i still enjoy the fellowship we had then. =) well. today was dk last party before he enters to a land of completely unknown to him. Not even a single foot he ever stepped into it before. So we decided to accompany him to watch 'flight plan'? if i;m not wrong. surely it's the best movie i caught this year. it 100% better than the maid. This show has a spectrum of feelings that they displaced that could simply trick into my heart. The start of the movie caught my attention and brought my whole self into it. I thought there will be some hysterical laughter from me but it seems like a total paradox to what i would react in the whole show. My heart went pumping, pumping and more pumping in certain scenes. it cativated me and brought my whole self into it. I shall not go on further than that. If you want to know more, go and watch if for yourself. As for today i do enjoy the crimson liek day as my out fit just simply blends it well with it. =) i visited raffles care group today. Great bunch of young people that will make an impact to the Kingdom of God.
i shall stop here for now.
God love ya!
david

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trust

exams results are out. Many types of facial expression you can read from the faces. So are glad with God while some are not. the simplicity of trusting God is that you give hiim your all without DEMANDING back something in return. It's like you say God i will turst you provided if you give me this whatever grade.hello! isn't it about trusting God? God i do my best and i let you lead me. well. i do not run away from the factual state of human feelings that you might have felt dissapointed or even elated but the attitude behind all those things are just simply TRUSTING GOD! so i urge you brothers and sisters, to completely understand what does trusting God means. It mean that God is worth your turst man. ("<) Do not be dishearten by what you mught have seen because you will never know what tricks is he up too. Just give him your complete trust and know that he will work for the good of you as you have tried your best. He's glad. Now the test of trust is so evident. So what's your choice? think through! =)
you simply matter to him. Know who you really are in him.
I shall take this little time to shall about some blessings of my results i have. Well. just in case you might be thinking of this that i thought people might question, ' Does david even understand the feeling of failing a subject or even screwing it all up?!'. Just for your information, I'm not just a guy that gives you what the bible sayd but i have been through it. Have i failed before? Certainly i do. Even now i still do fail here and there. But the attitude i carry is one of trust in him. Hey. think about it logically, by any means of crying, depression or what on earth ya think it is going to help you do better? Surely no. thus i learn to fully DEPEND on him. And just trust him!
blessing time! =)
well. i prayed for a b3 for my physics. but whoo. it came out a B4. But somehow along those lines, God answered it with a 'yes' by adding more marks to my paper!
I thank God i got b3 for chem though i prayed for a A2.
hmm. i thought i will screw things up for ss. so i asked him for a c6. yet he gave me b3 and i got 3rd in class? that's like huh. i seriouisly knew i screw things up badly in that paper. =) thank ya man.
geography. i got a B3! ahh. prayed for an A1. But well. nvm it's ok! God is still real! whaha.
e math p2. got 41/50. yeah. not bad. Thank ya jesus. i was like expecting full marks? crazy. whaha. But God's still real lah.
hmmm. think i shared about my a math alrdy. a2.
haha. nevertheless though i kinda screw a lot of things up this exams i'm still thankful to God for everything he has done for me! =) thank you jesus! smile! whahah..
well. today my team of cls and me celebrated si yuan's bday at pasta mania. we had a wholesome load of food that i cannot even stuff everything up. =\ haha. but it was surely an enjoyable one. =) haha.
then after which i had meeting with the ulas and uls at PS. we finished playing our sub d hs event. cool. =) thank ya God! Thanks team! =) haha.
i also saw jarvin today. haha. sb sb.. whaha. okok. thank God for a buddy like him. =)
but i just wanna say that God loves all of you! Tomorrow is an exciting day! I'm going for raffles care group! I wanna play dota. =\
waahaha. that's out of the point. whaha. =)
david

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encouraged

it's really strange to see david putting a post title. It seems completely vanished for the past hundreds of post? I only remember putting a post title in the past and have to squeeze my brain juice to take time to think about it. (",) The world is and kingdom of God have differing ways of each in terms of facing situation. Surely sometimes we find it a total incomplete paradox when we think of certain practices both sides do. But isn't it true that the voice of truth always tells us a different story? The world says, ' you are a rut. Good for nothing piece of lard!'. It happens when you screw things up, isn't it? But the voice of truth just says, 'Come on! You can do it! I believe in you! You are a conquerour!'. Simply paradoxing at times. Who knows one can even be hoax to believe the voice of the untruth. Why? it simply because many times living in our sinful nature, it is so easy for up to go through the unscruplous means to achieve to some point and no doubt one way is to live in condemation. Surely it does not put a smile on God's face. Let's live our life by know what does God says about you and not be so eccentric over comments that aren't true after all. =)
Once again, i'm really grateful to God for the friends i have in my life. They are basically my team of leaders and jarvin today. =) Jarvin, you just simply put a smile on my face while i read the msg from you. Team of leaders, you guys have never failed to ask if i'm ok! That's what makes the friends of kingdom and world diffrent. I really treasure them a lots! They never fail to be a blessing to me man! Jarvin just wanna tell ya that ilu bud! haha,. simply msg but keeps me reminded of this race though it's quite standard at times but i really see ya heart! thanks man! God indeed is a God that answers all prayers! =) smile! REALLY thankful for that.
One blessing that i want to share with you guys about God's faithfulness is my a math. Sure that's loads more. But shall touch on a math. The whole level, only 42% passed. well. that's very little. But out of this 42% not many got As. But i kept asking God for a A though i kinda expected a B4 or C5?!! haha. but indeed God never seem to fail me AT ALL! I got on the dot an A2. He also answered my prayer for chinese though i really kinda screw things up. BUt i still know that God's faithful! =) haha. i love jesus!
I went down for marist care group today and i must said that the people have matured a lot! Especially lin kait, at least he nows know how to ask the people to keep quiet to respect the leaders while talking! Great job! It sure blessed many! haha. not only that am glad to see that the group is lively and responsive in sermon discussion. saw malcom giving his best in answering. Indeed it again blessed many! Little acts of thiers does paint a smile on God's face! whaha. =) I love this family! (",) Nonetheless the Raffles people are finsihing their exams tomorrow. God i pray you blessed them with fruitful results and contine to grow their walk with you! whaha. yeash man! well. just one thing that i remember. God's word has the power to transform us to be more like him! (",) haha. yeah
oh yeah. i went to the gym today. haha. did lots of workout. waha. not bad though.
haha. okok. shall stop for now and look through some teachings. (",)
God loves you!
i love him too.
david

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smiles, tears and humdrum looks seems to be unbitquitous in places like singapore streets. (",) well. maybe that's the aesthetic framework of human feelings that could be diverted to the face. The creator must surely be magnificent in his thoughts to know that storing our feelings deep within the deep trench in our heart will never bring delight to us thus i guess that's why he made us with face. Face with flexible muscles. That can turn to all types of patterns which reacts one hormones i think. Surely he's a creator that's concern about who you are and how you feel. Thank you smart creator. (",)
Many people will be getting back their results soon or even have got back. Surely i know that he's in control. =) smile! I know he's always is in control! haha. just looking at my day today, i just want to smile to say that I'm grateful for friends that God has palced in my life. People that care enough to encourage and ask how i felt. That was not what i thought they might asked but as dumbfounded i'm i can tell that they are friends that i treasured. none other than jarvin, melvin, anglea even anthony plus teck yang. I just wanted to tell them how elated i felt though i flunked my chinese because i knew i would failed but i was seriously deep in thought about getting last. To my amazement,i found out that i was not. Infact the last 10 range. am i proud of it? well. no. nah. neither do i feel super glad? but i'm just thankful to God. Now i'm waiting for the rest of the papers to be given back. by faith i will do well lah.
i think there's just one thing that i'm always grateful to God for. Friends that he palced. Not just any type of those but people who i can joke, share, laugh and be myself with. =) there are just so special in my life. God i just want to say 'thank you' once again for those buddies, sheep, groups mates and friends you give me.
Today is one of those days where i could just spend my time visiting new believers with my care leader and his follow upper. Si yuan i mean. well. since exams are partly over for me, i can be home early and rest today. Let me share to you on most dumbest thing that i have done today! super dumb! Never in my life i comtemplate on if i should eat food or not. It took me more than 30 minutes to decide. It's simply eccentric man. but then again. it was imperative to fill my little tummy. whaha.
well. shall stop here.
david

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genunie. one word that many of us know in our minds but it seems tough to live it out. Genunie is really a word that is so board that even i cannot tell you how genunie can genunie get. Genunie motive? sure. The facade of buildings and wimps of life always caught us in two minds about motive. Apparently it always seem this way, one side of your heart tells you the way where the other tells you the other. You have to choose for yourself, don't you? oh man. i pray that you will never be in a fluster to get the answers out but seriously thinking through of the motives. All motives will surely be manifested in some way or another. It takes time but sure it will be exposed to either the darkness or light.
Should i say that i'm dissapointed about this generation?
I glanced through over this few weeks and indeed i took a stop today to take time out to pounder over what i saw. I look at this generation of youths, i know they behold such an unspeakable potential within them but apparently it seems to me those youths today seem to keep it under the blanket. I'm not here trying to take my finger to point at others. But the generation of youths today, must make an impact. What on earth are they doing? I'm not saying that you do not count your cost to take your move as a follower of christ. But let's also not go to the extend of limiting out zone of comfort. Take up the cross and follow him today. Youths, let's stand up and make a radical transformation in our schools of people that we know. Let's bring one by one back to the kingdom of light and not keep them in darkenss. Take time to really reflect on how you would want to live your youth life. Waste it or invest it? You have only one life. Simply put, what's yesterday it's gone. What's history is gone. What's before you is wiating for you to make it a history or just let it bypass you. You hold the key to the unthinkable decision i could think for you. Make your stand.
A generation that will answer his call to build his house. =)
more than that, i want to go and read papers now to update myself with the current world affairs. i went for a run today as well at 9.15pm! it's seriously fun i think. I just loved to run. Why? it's a sport that's takes you alone to somewhere no one else can bring you there. It's within you and inside of you. unspeakable.
davidhoe.

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apparently it seems to me that i had a day of personal rest today. I managed to do things that i do enjoyed with people that i enjoy to be with? yup. sure it was a day that no amount of asset can buy it. =) thus i'm glad of this day that God has given to me. Exams are finally back at the shoe rack now and it means it's time to party. =) Apparently that's true. Nothing manage to transcend my deep desire to seek to build an intimate relationship with God even more after exams and i did plus nothing could stop me from having some fun. After all, i know i've work hard for one month and i just want to chill out. =)
what was memorable about the day i went past today?
well. simply it was this, i manage to caught up with the 'game' that helps me to go jumping around again today with my guys. It's DDR. Then i do not know how on donkey earth did anglea and her girls 'poof' out in the acarde. And that anglea i have nothing to say. Distract me from playing. But that's not the point. =) but i had fun while playing. =) sure i did. then i met melvin, jarvin and justin up to catch a movie know as 'cropse bride'. Sure it's a horrendous show. Our show only starts at 7 in the evening thus we went to play pool. Rookie being rookie i still kidna suck at it. but then again, it's a game. felt so ___ while playing. whaha. after which we head back to plaza sing to catch that 'good' show. Honestly speaking, i did not even know what i was in for. But all i wanted was to watch a show! After that, we went to fill our rumbling stomachs with some solid food. Then again it's dota chat again. whaha. no comments. i am a complete idiot in that. haha. i wanna learn too. soon. (",) then i shall not mention after that. haha. oh yeah. there's just this craving within em to play x box and sure God met my need by sending bruce and his guy to play burnout with me. we played till 11? yeah. sure was late. then head home. so when i reached home i'm so high again. That i played msn games with hannah. it's fun lah. bascially just to stuff the game mood. haha. so now. haha. at least i manage to finish planing my meting! haha.
david (overly high)
God i love you!

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7 HOURS OF SHEPHERDING!!! =)
Can you believed it? 7 hours of shepherding with my sheep, si yuan today? This is my first ever highest record in my whole entire life! Baciscally we went to three major areas today. Firstly we were at Kovan because they had care group. Let me side track for a little while. At hindsight i thought that their guys were good people. Untill today! Crazy people but sure fun! They keep going around and mine you 9 of them like 'we are from cjc?'. Hello. they are not even. haha. but then quite fun. We played catching? cause i was so ... haha. then they had care group. i was with them. I'm really gald to visit their CG today. It surely beholds many memory to me today! =) haha. oh yeah. so where was i? after Kovan we head to Bishan. Then stayed there for an hour and we head to town. many parts of town we went. We ate deep fired mars bar! haha. it's so lucrative. haha. ultra nice. =) Then we headed to taka coffee bean. drank that apple thing AGAIN! IT'S LIKE so HEAVEN ON EARTH LAH. =) just a taste of it made me feel as if time was stopped for me to drink it down my throat. Was at there relatively long. we did planning too. =) then after which we went to plaza sing to spend more time together. shopped and eat even more. haha. then the day ended at 10.05pm then we left the shopping centre. haha. it was surely a time of fun and learning together. =) yup. hehe.
oh yeah! EXAMS are over! i'm so over the moon! =) hehe. i'm going to spend time to take a retreat tomorrow. =) smile! yeah. i shall watch hiltler now.
david

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haha. out of my paradox mind, i decided to take a run today.
Running is an undescribe art when it's in no intention of competition. Even if there is the person you are going against is yourself. It's the greatest enemy. Yet it sure easy to fight but aslo tough at times due to the velocity that never ends of being lazy. Running is really a discipline move. That all point to my personal perference. =)
okok.
during the run today, i passed by my past today. i thought to myself, 'How foolish was i at then? thank God for saving me!'. that's about it. i'm lazy now. i need to mug for geo.
david

stepping out of the bogus thought of winter makes me feel like i'm steeping on warm ground that in both ways energy are transferring to each medium. =) finally all those huge blocks of ice are removed and now i'm left with a block of ice width 5m by 5m. Physics the big blockage is finally off my chest today. =) well. personally i'm gald that it's removed. I cannot describe to you the specturm of feelings that undergo within me. But surely it's not better than heaven. yeah. haha. i think i can scrap through physic this time round. think might Bs it. =) that's my goal to B3 it. if not i wll owe someone a treat which i surely not want to. =) yeah! that rocks! haha. was just thinking. things would have been much easier if took my old physics. in total flamboyant i know i can aces it but this phy s i'm taking kill me to the inmost core.the thought of passing seems so far away. But surely the lord is faithful to bless me today that i can comprehend the questions though it was tedious. The question was like so hur. so long yet tedious. then esp those A level stuffs almost killed me. God gave me brains to wack all formulas that i know. all those cos and sine stuff. and try to link them up and yeah i got it. haha. thank you Jesus. math paper today was kinda easy to me though many people cannot do it. i do not deny the fact that those questions set by this particular teacher is always damn tedious. But i kinda did it. This time round she plays with english in math paper and also your knowledge of conversion in all manners. but i did it by his grace. well. i think since i'm kinda relax now i shall give a debrief of all my exams paper. =) haha. but i will still mug geo later. it's paper one lah. haha.
well so where shall we start from?
english: easier than i thought.
chinese: i slept through paper 2 most of the time. cause i did not know how to read. i minsunderstood the question and i wrote about a fish? dots right? haha. yeah. my chinese well. nothing much to say.
a math: killer. =) trying to kill us in such a short span of time. my a2 or b3.
e math: think i can a1
chemistry.: i kinda have this feeling i can get a1-2. though my average is 3.
physics: mention above. b3? or a2? if a1 then it's crazy!
geo as of now: i think ermm out of 75 marks i think i can secure at least 45? i think. but i will try to A it.
hist: hmmm. i think i can aces it too.
social studies with policitcs affair: i will screw up in it. it's damn tedious. how can russia and korea come together? ahhh. but i think can pass but i think a c or b. ha.. i usually don't flunk my polictics and ss together one. but this time it was so tedious. totally out of what i studied. =\
ermm. any more? i think not. so i think average l1r5 might be ermm 10-15 range? kinda bad lah. but haha. still going for 10 and below. shouldn't have changed subjects if i did maybe i could get 7-9 points. haha. but because it tough that's why i like it. haha. =) insane.
well. now i shall slack awhile more then head to bishan to mug. phew..
i wanna catch a movie! anyone? haha. i know friday i have a slot alrdy. but i wanna do stuffs lah. any ideas? other than ministry. i have plans for it alrdy. but i just wanna chilled out.haha.
david

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DAVID HOE IS INSANE!
i seriously think i'm so insane! Hideously insane!
i cannot believe what i just did! I did surely more than 200 physics questions today! I have gone totally eccentric on it! 200!!! i cannot believe myself! this is the first time i'm such a HARD CORE MUGGER! never in my life i am so HARD CORE! but then again. i'm doing this to seriously wanting to lift the name of God up higher each an every single day! I know that phy is something that many people cannot ace it. But i'm doing my real best effort to lift God's name by doing to my utmost. I think there were few intervals the thought.'i want to give up!' but i just cling on dearly to God. I know who i'm living for.
haha. i tried the deep fired mars bar today at far east with weisong and anglea. plus we mugged like mad too. whaha. okok. i shall mug hist now.
david

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such a magnificent spectrum of feelings that always births out from a human heart. Humans are unique creatures that based on it's surrounding it will adapt. They are the only creature that can be able to to speculate in the fastest motion at the oscillation of a spilt timing. Their faces hold such a unspeakable expression which differs from time to time. Then again, how can one fully study the other feelings? Putting yourself in the person shoe only allows you to be in the situation but only untill and unless you can step into this person heart then will you be able too. Who can exactly do that? Whose hands can go that far and reach it all out? Whose foot can really go that deep to step on the rocks? Who can? Who is able to comprehend fully the thoughts of others except self but even at times they cannot figure it out for themsleves. Do human really understand what's really going through? The gushing of thoughts, the fathom of feelings simply has a spectrum of unexplained interconnection. This invisible forces of attraction is simply more than an ionic lattice bond but so much to it. Who can really go that deep and that high to know you as a being?
Jesus.
I do not know why i actually type that but just did it in an impromtu manner. Just a rush of thoughts. haha. well well well. few more days and I WILL BE FREE!!!!
haha. i shall go back to mugging nw. =
david

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2 papers are being shot down! =! yeah! that calls for a celebration! HOLD ON! i still have tons of papers ahead of me but i've this paradigm shift already. Exams are not tough if only you enter it with God's peace. =) That's for those few papers before me and theose after me now. I cannot imagine the fact that i'm having a math and pure geo tomorrow. well all i can say is that 'i only have one life and what on earth are they trying to do?!!!! MAD people!' but still i'n going with a joyful spirit. I'm really taking risk though. i'm only going to study 3 topics out of 5 as there'a only a need to attempt 3 essay questions. =) hehe. but might try one more if time premits tonight! =) yeah. a math? what should i study? i think it's practice dude. hehe. i'll try. my class is a hardcore mugger class lor. damn hardcore. but haha.. i will do my best dude. with God i'm invincible! hehe. that's who i was made to be! well well. for my dearest fellow bro and sis keep running and trust him!
bb.
david

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sleep engulfed wei song and me yesterday as we were having our overnight studying. We all went into sleep unknowing in the early morning say three? Teck yang was supposed to come but due to some obstacles it was much wiser for him not to come. It all started with a 5 minutes of rest since we completed out first step to our unceasing goal. The soon we fell under the spell of sleep. =) it was a great time studying with a companion for me. =) Also i believed that this was first time that i took the train with teck yang to yishua on a saturday. =)
'Sorry for making you wait.. and thanks a lot for the book!' i kept repeating it to melvin as we walked to the train station and even on the train. 'I really feel very bad!' Which was what i kept telling him. But just one thing i'm glad out of this from this whole situation. I'm gald that im in this family of God. =) With brothers and sisters that i treasured and they are really 'family and friends' to me! I'm so glad to be in this family where we wait for one another and encourage each other. Such family bonds seems to be nowhere found. Thus i really appreciate it a lot. =)
Today i have seen many faces that are bogus. I was flabbergasted when i saw so many 'homosexuals' on the streets of orchard and even on the bus i sat to go home. I cannot stand the feeling of even seeing them holding their hands together and worst still KISSING in public. That's simply an absurb behaviour of adults. It's really tough to unravel the reason why humans behave this merciless act at times. Well that's back into the cupboard. Never the last, it just paints another sector of society for me today. I accept the fact that there are such happenings in the world today. However it does not mean i do not condone such behaviour. I can't denial the fact that under incandesence presence it's simply wrong. Surely it's an subtle issue that's happening today.
well. exams are so dead near. TOMORROW! what the.. but haha. i have jesus though. I'm going to enter in with faith and come out in FAITH! =)
okok. i shall get doing some stuffs nw and mug on a little of geo then bump to slp. hehe. nights to the world.
david

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