welcome!

the runner    entries    tagboard    links   

david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

listening to God is a FIRSTHAND experience. When he asks for your attention, God odes not want you to send a subsitute; he wants YOU. He invites you to vaction in his splendor. He invites you to feel the touvh of his hand. He invites you to feast at his table. He wants to spend time with you. Having a heart to heart talk is what he desires for you to recieve. And a little training, your time with God can be the highlight of your day. =)
I wonder when was the last time we actually had a heart to heart talk with the Lord? Do we just left the talk being the same? Or asking him to also reveal to us certain unseen areas in our lives. He is the lord of all the storms. Nothing is thus that incredible that he can never manage. He will brezze you through it as long you choose to surrender fully to him. Let him take the driver seat of your life.
God is so faithful to yi feng. He's really someone who is so simple yet desire so much of God in his life. Though he was infected by some fever recently. by some weird pests. his platelets was so low yesterday. Kept him in prayers. Today just before i were going to meet my team to visit him, he called me and told me that his blood platelets TRIPLE! can you believe it? TRIPLE???? That's really God's hand with him. He is young but learn to fully trust God. =) I'm so proud of catholic high core team. They are people who are simply simple. But dare to imagine. =) I love you guys! =) keep up the good work! God is a God that's always in control! =)
david

---

God love you. thus simple.
Define love. Love is patient, kind ... so on and therefore.
That's the extend of God's love for us. A love that can forgive =)

God you just made me realise this down to earth truth. Simple but impacting. i cannot help but to stand in the wonders of you. You ALWAYS speak simple truth but it beholds such a great power that can sweep me off this planet.
Grace that was never meant to be mine but now given to me.
I cannot express your goodness in my life. Whenever you see an area in me that's lacking you quckly sew the cloth up. You restore me from darkness and hurts. How can i not still love to swim in the depth of YOUR grace? This garce was never meant to be mine but his. Thank you Jesus. =) I love you.
Back to basics. Have i gone that far that i forgotten it? But you pool of grace keeps watching over me and reminding me. Come home now, heart. Stop running wild or even turn cold. Though the wind may be as cold as ice let it never sweep you frozen. Let the warm of God melt it. Come home. Stop running. Give him your heart today. Never let experience sweep you blind. Let him restore all cracks. Come home running. =)
jesus will mend it back for me. =) he has done it. just in spilt seconds. =)
Would you open your's today?
david
i'm off to zzz. =) nono.. qt first.

---

God loves you just the way you are, but he refuses to leave you there.
He wants you to be just like jesus.

Tough isn't it. The astounding fact is this, Christ lives in you. Since he lives in us, it also means that we are able to live a life that he once lived. It reuires a decision. Instead of viewing this whole issue from a depression viewpoint i encourage you to have a paradigm shift. Why think that you are enclosed to claustrophobia during commitment. Think of the results of commiting. Take a few moments. Think about the blessings. Caught it in your mind. Then snap the shutter. Keep it there. God's pool of grace is for you. =)

God simply loves you. Despite however greatest mistakes you ever done, he paid it all on the splinter wood. Simply this, he loves you. Can you comprehend his unconditional love for you. He love you for who you are and not what you can do. =) Simply you.

The mountains and valleys seems to be taken by the folding and vertical erosion. Think about it. Isn't it beautiful? Do they not have to undergo a process of change? indeed they have too. They simply just trust mother nature. BUt how about us? Mother nautre is not even going to last. But God does. so let's avail our lives but simply trusting him. =)

well well. how then should i continue from here? hmm. on second thought. i shall just leave now. haha. =)

shine for jesus. =)

1 life to give!

david

---

jia qi, chicky and anthony!

i'm proud of you guys! you guys are a real blessing in my life and a great encouragement to me!

ermm. it's a little dark. but it's the chs seed plpe. =) it's time to go high!

look at this. it's so cool. during our unit seed retreat we took it. whaha. still some foots are not in. =/

look at the smile on their faces. they look like they have the radiant of God on their faces. =)

our unit david's mighty men. without victor and jeremy in this picture due to some reasons. =/

jian hao's birthday celebration. who is behind? ermm. holy spirit? haha.

all of my great sheep! people that i really loved a lot. from this you can infer that my 3rd love language is touch. whaha. oh. this is taken at teck yang hse. which was after our seed retreat. haha. so cool. =) i love them =) keep shining.

wei feng: what do you want? stop taking our photos after our seed reteat. haha.

our unit stunt man. haha. i can't do that. that proves God gives us diffrent talent. and i don't have these. whaha.

sheep and me. it's wei feng. the sheep that always look elated.

---

The shepherd and the sheep. looks so gentlemen.

bryan: Let's battle!

Teck yang: wait.. drink a slip of milo. whaha.

the marist clan group. =) all three are from the same tribe. =)

it's jia qi, jeremy and chicky! a group a men that will make impact in there schools!

---

 = This is the picture harry drew for me last year i supposed. =)  THNKS HARRY =)

I seriously love this picture a lot. Firstly it's really well drawn. which i have yet reached the standard. But most importantly it's about friendship i have made in hope church singapore. There are so many friends who are real and true in this church. I really am grateful to jesus for blessing me with such great buddies, sheep, friends and so much more. They have been a real blessing in my life. =) heavenly father, thanks for what you have done for me. =) Thank you.

I just realized that i'm having 6 tests nexte week and i think it's hyper actively crazy. To make matters worst, geo and SS are on the same monotonus day. =/ well. i'm still doing it with God anyways. To my horro as well. i realized that prelims are no less than 6 weeks. ermm. hello. well. nothing to say. =/

something i want to share again.

 You have a ticket to heaven and no thief can take,

an eternal home that no divorce can break.

Every sin of your life has been cast to the sea.

Every mistake you've made is nailed to the tree/cross.

Your're blood-brought and heaven-made.

A child of God - forever saved.

So be grateful, joyful- for isn't this true?

What you don't have is much less than what you do.

Stop finding your identity in things that are temporal.

In him we are found. Amen.

David

---

 fish.. haha.

 Tall giantic tree. =)

 eva and peter. =)

That's sing and ricky. yeah. wonderful brothers in chirst.

 The sight just brings a smile to my face.

 I really love this fish. =)

that's us. haha. thomas is the guy wearing the white shirt. and peter is the one in brown. yeah. the 2 david's. God love us!

He believes in you enough to call you his ambassador, his follwer. even his child. Why not take his cue and believe in yourself cause he first believes in you. He thinks the world of you.
This is his work, not mine. And my life is his life, not mine. This life we are livng is has so much wonders. =) God's hand is simply amazing.
Have been so tight down by workload recently cause if i'm not wrong prelims are not nearer than 47 days? or even lesser. That just adds more intenes pressure. However, God has always been by my side which gives me a ease of mind. Thanks for being effective leaders of north C. =) I'M PROUD AND GALD SERVING THE LORD WITH ALL 4 OF YOU LEADERS! you guys have been a blessing in my life. Glad that we are all growing in our care groups. Just met up with the 2 key leaders from mshs today. I'm so glad to hear feedback from about our people growth in God though i'm not there. =) Thank you jesus.
yeah. Thank you sing. for those few new photos of hong kong you sent me. Hey peter! thanks for that picture you sent me that dipicts us together. =) i wish i can fly to hong kong. haha
david

---

the unceasing fire that keeps burning within each and every indiviual soul.
the desire to want to attempt greater things for his kingdom seems never to be reclusive. However, so many times in our path we encounter inevitable situations while obstacles come along our way. dear all, keep the main thing the main thing. Know what are the side dishes and main course. Do not be lure away by that fancy looking 'ice cream' which will melt overtime. Keep the main thing the main thing in this race. Keep your focus on him. =)

this is the first time in the entire life of mine that i have been living on earth for so long that i had to stay in a clinic for close to 3 hours? it's so bored. Then i could find things to stuff myself with. sleeping, reading the bible and studying.
yeah. haha. i really enjoy the hope hong kong people. Peter is really a fun person to talk with. Thanks Sing for sending me all those nice looking fishes you have. God i'm just so thankful to you that i know all these people. =) yeah. yup yup. it's 105am. time to pack bag and bang to sleep. haha.
God i love you! =)
david

---

patience is the red carpet upon which God's grace approaches us.
Have we come to a point that we forgotten about being patient? Let's learn to wait in hope. That does not mean that you do nothing. When a spider waits in anticipation for it's prey does it not builds it web first? that's it. Let's wait in strong expectation. But preparing the grounds. Are you waiting for a prayer to be answered? Liek to see harvest? or even rentention? Build your web. Your web of contacts? You web of love? God does his best when we too give our best. How much ya heart anticipate him to pour in, he will do it in accordance how much you allow him too by working through your hands? yeah. Let's be patient with the lord by waiting in anticipation. He is patient with us.
I learn a lot from pastor ben today behind the backstage. He explained to me how to prepare a sermon. I didn't know to prepare one sermon it takes about 30-40hrs? just one sermon. I was simply awestruck. yeah. though it was few minutes i learnt a lot from him. Isa is indeed a marvellous bk. He showed me the diffrent angle of it. =) thank you pastor ben.
ULM was so hot today. but i surely enjoyed it with drips of droplets that flow from my face to my legs. whaha. we learnt a great lesson from shirls. i mean all lessons are great. but it's always gd. Pastor jeff joined us too. yeah.
I was so glad that i could really speak to the international people today.
Peter was someone i spoke to quite a fair bit. Peter,i'm proud of you that you have a simple heart for God. yeah. Keep running. I just melts my heart when i see all the youths today are giving their all to the lord.I'm so proud of all the hong kong people. Thomas, jack, ricky, sing, alex and more. thank God for all of you. I appreciate ya a lot.
God thank You for placing them in my life too. yeah.
btw i gave harry a new name. he's call INCUS.
he gave me a new name too. barnye.
haha.
david

---

God loves you. Personally. Powerfully. Passionately.
Others have promised and failed.
But God has promised and succeeded.
He loves you with an UNFAILING LOVE.
And his love- IF YOU WILL LET IT- can fill you
and leave you with a love worth giving.

Do not reject this very love offer by him to you.
He believes in you.
Breakthrough can only be to it's peak when you grace it through his love.

David

---

Will you sucessfully overcome _________? The answer to that question depends on what happens in your mind. Your thought life is a battlefield where victory is really won or lost.
What thoughts actually runs through your mind in and out daily? Think through. =) Your thought life does affects your relationship with God. =)
Building healthy friendships around us is imperative. The immpecable reason is so that we are kept watched closely off and thus we can be accountable to some person. This is 'hope' generally refers to your shepherd.
Let's live our life to be accountable. =)
yeah. keep that in mind.
I must blog this today. 'Thank You, Jesus for brezzing me through the chemistry paper today. Though some said it was tedious but you prepared me well enough to face it. Thank you for providing me with peers to study with me and my sheep that provided me with some questions to do with repsect to it. =) Thank you jesus. At least this test wasn't as bad as the moles test the other time. It wasn't as easy as you think as you need to keep finding limiting agent. But thankfully i passed by one mark for the test. Thank you jesus. =)'
Getting back physics paper and geo paper tomorrow. ermm. a sense of dawness engulfed me as i typed. ermm. i doubt i will do very well for physics but i think can barely pass. ermm. whatever i get i will still thank God. ermm. moreover it wasn't easy paper. haha. geo i think i can passed. ermm. why am i bloggin about my tests? yeah. makes no donkey sense.
I must make a comment. I think the topic on diplomacy and deterrences flunk to USA to the inmost core. it's so tough. You have to keep moving your mind like 180 degrees? yeah. but i will learn to love it. Yeah. having paper on that next wk and ermm, math too. well i still love jesus.
tomorrow will be a day of REST for me. Not going to do so much work but going to think a lot about life and stuffs. have you thought of your BREAKTHROUGH PLEDGE? haha. i will do mine tomorrow. well. off to read ss now. then i want to sleep. not yawning yet. whaha. not funny. dots. =\
david

---

the retreat ended when the clock strikes 12noon. i can say with much flamboyant that it was indeed a fun time we had. We slept at around 5 in the morning? yeah. we watched wishing stairs too and i could not hang furhter with them so i decided to entre heaven first. i slept precisely. =) Indeed it was fun! =) fireworks and stuffs.
I'm glad that i gotten chemistry down into my stomach while i was with jarvin today. so cool. we studied together. we went to kap. well. i just want to do a quick blogging today and go and read a book.
a learning to share:
Prayer doesn't removed your past experiences but it adds courage to you to face life once again. That's the power of prayer. God empowers us. =)
David

it's the nation birthday today! =) happy birthday singapore. =) What a history it has come so far. =) well. I'm gald that God has seen this unit through for this 40years. I can infer one principle, God uses the weak to shame the wise. =) Yeah. God uses simple people to do his work =)
Thank You jesus. I'm gald to be living in this country.
North C has so much memorable dates i believed. Like yearly, we will be added a year on every family camp.
Today we had our first ever successful retreat which has no much word focus but fun. For CLs. I mean. Just so glad. we had a fun time of eating steamboat. This just proves that my guys have a hindsight in cooking. =) Good cooks! Yeah. well. we had this very 'funny' squid. yucks. it has a black rounded pack which contains a loadfl amount of ink in it. Well. simply disgusting. so we just pulled it of. AND IT WAS MY FIRST TIME DOING IT. Jian hao and me noticed there was a plastic thing in each squid. =) haha. we had great time eating. Si yuan and Wei feng prepared the food for us and thanks for offering us your humble homely home. =) ThANK YOU. That house just beholds few memories for me. =) First CHS CG was held there. And our retreat too. The retreat couldn't have been so ' Fun' without the contirbution of teck yang 'riddles?'. Kept many of us in suspense. there was few that we had:
1-Black magic
2-How may sheep sheep jump over the wall?
3- Bang bang! Whose dead?
4- Corss or uncross
5-How many angles fall from the sky?
haha. seriusly it was fun. =) I enjoyed the time with my care leaders. They are just so fun people. Next time we want to go for kayaking. yeah. yups. soon this team will become a coach team that leads their captains. =) yeah. JIa you guys!
That's not all. Pris and team were together al city hall just now catching some sights of the fireworks. =) it was a nice sight. then we went to chinatown to had a superbe dinner. had my favourite STINGRAY. i love fish. can't help. yeah haha. so fun. Now we are at bruce house together to celebrate dk bday. =) so cool. it's an overnight event. yeah. so glad.
just one learning to share.
The concept 'all or nothing' mindset is never even right. Change is a process not about eihter i can or cannot. BUt it may take years thus it's a process. =) Have faith in God. Accept the fact that temptation is all around and you should never let your guard down. NEVER. There a time lapse before sin is concieve and you have CHOICE. yeah.
I love God plus my team and my SB. hehe.
HAHA.HOW MANY PIGS JUST FLEW OVER THE SKY???
NONE. CAUSE NO PIG CAN FLY. HAHA. LAME.
DAVID

---

BANG BANG! SHOOT!
hehe. well. taking time out with God is imperative in our own walk with God. =) Yesh. Your walk with God is more important than any other thing else on earth. God made YOU for a relationship with him. yeah.
speak of that, =) TOMORROW WE ARE HAVING A CL RETREAT and we aer going to homecook steamboat. yeah. claps. time to take a little out to rest instead of minstry. Time out to rest. =) By enjoying each other presence. yeah. claps. hehe.
david

---

change my heart of lord and make it ever new.
Change my heart of lord, may i be like you.
You are the potter and i'm the clay.
Mould me and make me this is what i pray.

DAVID HOE! MR HOE!That was just to green. To bright. I was gravitated to my seat to blog about thoughts that ran through my mind today. This entry, i am unsure how long/short/fat/horrendous/euphoria or anything it's going to get. =) A smile indeed.
Speak of that few catchy statments of a song that flew past my head while i was in the lift. That's just my simplest prayer to you my Lord. PLease take the throne of my life that no one else will ever replace it. This life is just so unpredictable but being with you made me understand you infinite hands that touches the ends of the earth. IF ever one day i will to fall off from this time bomb planet, i know the hands of grace will let my fall freely into it. =) I think i have known you personally for 5 years and 5 months already. It was just a wink of an eye. =)

Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Philp4:8

The verse above this sentence just came across my mind. I wonder how's our thought life today? Think of things that can put a smile on God's face and not a frown. Take time to pounder upon your thought life. Is it pleasing to the Lord? yeah.
i come to realise i know myself too well and God too. Only i understand when, how, what, why and where are testings coming in my life. I know them fully well. God please always see me through it all. You are the eye in the storm. =) thank you jesus. =) Yeah. hmm. i feel as if tomorrow there's no school but the fact is THERE IS. =\
david

---

well. I'M HOME EARLY! 10.15PM! breakthrough? think so. It's really not common of me to reach home early. =)
well. what do i have in mind today that i want to blog?
It's about accepting God's best in our lives.
Many time when we enter crossroads, it escalates to us that we should either think about it or just put it in a corner till we are confront again. The infinite ability of the mind of the one surely has great plans for all of us. But the naive mind of ours just could not seem to comprehend his ways. Thus we think that surely our's is the best. What makes you think so? Due to past experiences? What happen then and now cannot be compared. Though they may be the same but the being of the issue is not. Why follow such a rigid mindset of thinking that your plans are always the best. That's for the high 'D' people. Never think you know it all. It's just so tempting at times that we are susceptible to our own ego that we have forgotten we need to seek the creator. It may make some no donkey sense in God's direction sometimes BUT along the way you will see it. =) You will. All God's testing have 2 purpose. One is that you walk by faith and not by SIGHT and the other is to trust him. Be very certain that he will pull you through and never never will he leave you. =) His plans are simply infallible. But it's still up to the rigid humans to make a choice. God plans are never to harm us. =) Choose to live a lifestyle of obedience. =) i pay homage to people who set their lives for God's calling. =) your life is not just about church but GOD.
david

---

God is never unjust. He will never forget the acts of love you have shown towards his people.
Read hebrew 6:10
Everything you have done for him is always worth in his sight though at times people may not taste the goodness with you. Though David in the bible, did a very small and insignificant act but God honors it and lifted him up. Pursue after God's own heart. Is it not such a behind the scence task? But yet he did not leave it alone rather was faithful. Look at the amour beaer of his, just a cup of drink, they fought through walls. It's just a simple cup of drink. But God honors it a lot. God does not despise your acts of service to him. When you call your people, friends or some people for confirmation, do you know that God honors it a lot. Everything you do is just like treasure to God himself. =) You mean the world to him. So let's grow to a newer level by growing in our faith in him with deeds. Since God's faithful and just there's no lost to it. =) Step out and attempt GREAT things for the LORD. Dare to dream and imagine. =) Little acts do matter a lot. =)
Greatest love is seen through him. =)
David

---

Pain.
Surely it's not a word that ebullience will build up in the air. Even a polymath will be able to tell you that he/she also understands pain. What pictures or images flashes through you mind when the word 'pain' occur to you?I sure hope that the picture only last like for an expeditious period only. Isn't it axiomatic that no one seems to like the word 'pain'? It's sure obvious to me. Hysterical and pain just are completely diffrent worlds but it does pain a picture in our minds.
Pain.
Jesus undergo that excurciating torture 'pain' for you and me. Surely as mention it's a process that no 'normal' human beings would like to encounter. =) But he went through pain for you. What the big craze all about now? The simplicity is just this. Are we GRATEFUL for what he has done for us? Many times we just take things to lightly about his death. Why in the first place he died? What hung him on the cross? Simple questions, aren't they? But what have we done about it? Have your fire for people ceased off? Just because of few blocks of dicouragement. Discouragement, fear are not adequat reasons for not being grateful as he has given us a new heart. It will results to furition. Think through, how have you been grateful to God today?
Don't live your life as if it's without God. =)
You only have 1 life to give. Make it count. =)

North C breaks 20! Unit T shirt on our way! =)

DAVID

---

shall do a expeditious as to divert my energy from doing other things. Blogging is such a blessing isn't it. The letters never have claustrophobia. Wonder if it was me, i think i will go insane.
Time passed in a wink of an eye. I thought about that when i was on the bus travelling home just now. It just happens so quickly. I never expected to be able to even grow till this age when i was a toddler. Life is so expeditious. Nothing can ever transcend the swiftness of time. It never stops. The question still remains, 'How fruition is it in our hands?' It's just a thought.
In some way or another. I really am grateful to God for given me the ability to adpat to those changes that have been dashing through my life recently.
An offering of praise. - Just came across my mind. =)

To the someone that i have not met for 3 years.
Your image kept occuring in my mind for these few days. The last time i went out with you, we met at somerset MRT so many years ago. It was on a saturday. I met you after my meeting. I wonder to myself, 'How are you now?'. We have lost contact. You really have left and impact in my life. Till today, the bag you gave i have never threw it away. I remember you. I do not think you will even know about i'm seraching for you. I wished that you could come back into his arms again. Thanks for being there for me those times when i needed you. I still remember that faithful sunday morning we met, we talked about things. That was year 2000. Your life made me realize that how much God loves us. Please come back. =) Thank you! I hope to see you in the streets someday soon. If you ever come across this blog, which i seriously doubt, contact me by leaving a tag. I will get back to you real soon. can i tell you that i still love you just as how much he loves me? Come home running then. =)

FYI. please do not worry plpe. It's a person that i have not met for ages. The person came flashing through my mind. That very person left a great impact in my life. Will i forget the person? No.

Thank you jesus for placing these plpe in my life. =) Thanks.
i will not want to lose anymore people. =)

David

---

TALK TO ME.

My FRIENDS. (will be here asap.)

archives~

July 2004 August 2004 September 2004 October 2004 November 2004 December 2004 January 2005 February 2005 March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 June 2007 July 2007 August 2007 September 2007 October 2007 November 2007 December 2007 January 2008 February 2008