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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

days have passed me day.
Your presence is just that strong. Never ambiguious.The tenacity of my life in you still holds simply because of your presence that has never left. =) You have kept me within your arms of grace and love.
i came home thoughts went running. I thought to myself, 'What's in the mind of people who actually are lost but do not seems to be in their outward?'. I kept thinking.
Jesus i just want to say thank you for guiding me through this few days.
Surely the thought of breaking down was inevitable. But your grace has seen my personal life through and also the leaders of my team through.
God, i'm really gald to have a spiritual buddy like jarvin. We had a study maranton yesterday night with yk, melvin, esther and steppy. I am gald that God your grace went through us when we spoke in the room with each other about my life. Tears was in my heart. =) Thank you jesus. Jarvin, i just want to say thanks for being honest with me. Though at times we rub each other shoulders. But i'm really gald to have you as my buddy. =) Thank you for your sharing with me too. ilu. Thanks for lifting the crushed spirit of mine by praying together. It has indeed refresh me and brought me higher in my walk with God. Father, i have to attribute all my growth to you for sending people like jarvin in my life. Also my sheep who was very honest to me. =) Thank you once again.
Yup. I am GREAT! Cause jesus is alive.
Just a dip for you:
leaders. Let's be even more concern about our people lives rather then the things they can do or so. =) Let's love our plpe just like how jesus loves us.
well. God loves you! and me!
david

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it wasn't ebullience that engulfed me that few moments ago.
Total fear and anxiety just gushes through my vains.
'why?' always resounds in my mind after those incidents that i wished i will have never been there.
Though i may not fall. But i am disgusted.
Somethings i really wonder why did God made my life so 'special'?
I know it's for his glory. =) I really hate it going through battles, running away and just cannot be like any other person.
As i typed i this entry. the sound from simple plan just resounds in my mind.
'.. on the verge of breaking down..'.
It's not that i'm going to break down or something. But God i just wished that i was not there at that certain timing.
I can cling on to you. =) smile!
nevertheless God always send saviour to me. Thank you mr lumpy for saving me by the grace of God. =) thank God for you.
Just glancing through all those happenings. i must say that 'God, you have seen me through.'. Thank you jesus. =) I love you.
well. actually i wanted to blog some other stuffs but seems like my mood was destoryed by the most disgusted event of the day. =/ whaha.
oh yeah. i exercise today. atoned for my sins. whaha. ate a lot recently. i swam 12 laps. and went to the gym. whaha. a sense of achievement. claps.
david

believe in people.

as i came home i was just thinking through of my unit. =) i must really say that my care leaders are really leading their people to their utmost. =) I have come to a point where i just only need to meet my direct leaders as they very effective in leading their team. Indeed they have really ligthen my load in leading them. I am very certain that one day the leaders can even lead without me around. This proves the point of discipleship. =) Thank you team. My CL team is really a great support to me. Same for our UDMM team they are a bunch of people who love God's word. Thank you Leaders. God more than all these, i know you were the one behind all. So father, i just want to express my gratefulness to you by saying and living up my love for you. =) Yesh. i love jesus.

Beliving in our people? yesh. i uphold to it a lot. what does it mean to you? think through. Will you be who you are today if someone did not believe in you? yeah. think through.

Lastly i just want to tell my CL team that i'm gald serving God with all of you. =) nevertheless God is in control.

oh yeah. just when you thought the harvest has ended. WAIT!!! IT HAS NOT! let's keep allowing the harvest to keep flowing in. God wil anointed the preacher of his word. AMEN!

THE FINAL LAP!

DAVID

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just a little finger holding onto your hand. I feel the warmest that i missed for so long. I do not want to let you go any moment. Just hold it till i fall into your arms again.

My new resolution is that i must remember people birthdays. =) will do something about it. and i mean it. =) i'm so sucky at that. thus i have to improve for the good of the kingdom. =) yeah.

it's close 12am? and i still have tons of workload still left open. God please help me. =)
i can never thank you enough for placing people in my life who are a comfort to me. =) thank you jesus.

oh yeah. just before i end. i realise that mshs has grown by 400% over 4 months. met the cl today. =) thank God

david

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i'm in chinese lesson now again. doing blogging. well. the simplicity fact is that i'm supposed to do some review. well. i don't exactly know how to do it. well. it's damnable. yesh. well. shall not continue. but meanwhile a sense of achievement i feel that i have. i finished 52 pages of the new book i borrowed. yeah. so damn cool lah. well. shall blog more tonight. well. having cl huddle with my unit tonight. =)
david
food for thought:
Start your day with thanksgiving to God. =)

then i'm back again. the moe guy spoke to me about my chinese. so i muffered my way through by God's grace. The truth be is that i kinda feel bored in chinese lessons. why? i can't read the questions. =x whaha. but i'm trying. i typed out few sentences. sure it's simple. super. well. while waiting might as well blog some stuffs. book of revelations is indeed an exciting book. as i'm embarking on the book for my quiet time i sure find it interesting. =) yesh. well. oh i must tell you that i want to do so much with my new care leaders team. 2 additional person into my team. which makes us 5 including me. cool. but the 2 new person in my team must sustain at least 5 excluding them before they can go for pris cl huddle. cool. but i have so much installed for my new team. we are going to eat steamboat? watch concert? pinic? and more. yeah. my prayer is this that we can train up more disciples of christ. whether male of female. We need more plpe to respond to God's calling. =) more plpe to say: 'here i am send me'.

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come to think of it colours are so limited.
a damnable sight of me. i just realise that i hardly get to wake up the time i wanted to on weekends. Maybe the contributing factor is??? i enjoy sleeping. maybe. i wanted to humor the craving within me today and i borrowed a book by stephen king today. I borrowed it from the new national library. It belongs to my country. sounds so parton. well. it's surely not me. i did not consider the hamsping i will encoutered while borrowing it. But surely i have started to read and i think i have read more than 30 pages? yeah. a sense of accomplishment. I must finish this book. it has 500 plus pages. whaha.

come to think of it, i really admire people who dare to face challenges. Not sweeping it under the carpet. I really admired them a lot. I pay homage to you. Your unceasing spirit keeps me so encourage. Even you have to went through all torture which is real pain for you, and you still kept to your belief. I take my hat off.

I think i shall stop blogging now. and go and read my new book. =)

davud

the final lap.
will you grow old with me together?

God surely does work in ways that the human minds cannot percieve. I certainly do agree with that!=)
To love someone means you have to run the risk of getting hurt. Isn't it just simply true that this was what the saviour did for us? How many times have we delibrately spilled pain on him? countless for me. Yet his amazing grace has been with him. Maybe the question shouldn't be 'Why is it so troublesome?' but 'Why me?'. Never came to understand the point on why God choose you and me. Why humans? What significanes do you behold in his heart? I cannot express to you in mere few sentences but surely you mean the world to him. Why be involved in such an endless chase of materials things? How far can you go? That far? think about it again. why are you on earth? God choose you and me. =)

Humans do not create truth but only explore truth. God created turths. =) full stop.

so colourful. =) so not david. hehe. well share with you guys something God configured out with me on the bus yesterday. Do you notice that God never answers what he promise right after he said that? it took a period of time but what did they people do while waiting? They waited in obedience. yesh. =) Obedience.

i'm so gald to welcome 2 new brothers joining the MSHS family. Welcome. You mean the world to God. =)

communication is VITAL for group growth.

we are not workers but friends.

david

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i wonder if you will ever come back into the arms?
i sure hope you will.

Eyes of his were rolling unreservingly, 'I want you to paint this picture with me!' he flourish it with tender love as he spoke those very words to me. He asked me to paint this picture with him. A picture that initially i see just pure darkness or even unscruplous designs. 'Let's transformed this piece of shit into a piece that beyond the physical limitation!' it caused me to be stunned for a moment as those words flew passed my ears. =)
'I will!' with total excitment i exclaimed to him.
As time flew by, some parts of the oily and greasy portion was really a pain for both of us to scrap it off. There were tears and laughter of joy through those periods. 'Can i stop painting with you?' i silently want to ask him at certain pits of those moments of scrapping some portion off. It took a lot of energy from me.
After years, i finally saw the picture. A picture that i have never seen anywhere else on earth. It was marvellous and magnificent. I can never find any other similar piece any where on this planet earth. I saw the workmanship of his hands with mine together. Simply marvellous. It's a piece that so unique by itself. No duplicates.

what a colourful post im doing now. i'm so gald that i went out with harry today. =) haha. my spiritual buddy =) yeah. went to cut hair with him together. and also i enjoyed sharing with him too. =) whaha. of all those clumpsy happenings and great things that had happened over those days. =) he marvelled me again. he slept for 0.5hr. huh. that's like whoo. well. but he's still someone who i enjoy to be with. =) whaha. well. oh yeah. he came down from his school to bishan. that took him like 30mins? well. thanks harry! =)

just heard a great news! =) CHS has 7 visitors for service on saturday. =) well. let's keep jia youing! =) Break 30 this week. =)

God is faithful =)

david

我不好blogging in chinese. haha. blogging in class now. so dots. 不要。哈哈

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Faith. Made of simple letters which seems like each of them is weak. But when they come together and plays as one body, low and behold they form incredibles power which puzzles people. Faith though looks simple but faith in tested in situation when you don't have faith the most. =) Isn't it true? CRAVE 2 is just days away, My question to one and all is this, ' who is in control?'. If jesus is in control my next irrevocable question is, 'How should you respond?' Think through. Let's thank him before reciving. =) i'm in love with you. =)
well. i passed my chemistry. =) it was seriously meant to be tedious. =) but God saw me through. =) smile! i love you jesus. =)

david

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a red dot on the centre of it all.

God is indeed faithful. =) a smile on his face is all i ever want. =) This is my desire. to live for him and him alone. Many times the road gets steeper and a little rough but i sure know that he's carrying me through all those periods. At those points when i just want to say, 'I give up!' he will surely be there to comfort me. Isn't he simply faithful? yesh he has been in my life. Even as i typed i clearly remembered some incidents in my life when i'm really amazed at his works of hands upon my life. Take for example, how he brought me to church? it's real funny. How i am changed? Now i am yours. How many times this year he used me to lead in a supernatural way. countless. Look at the sheep i have. He's amazing. By looking at thier lives i am very encouraged though he still do bite. whaha. looking at my spiritual buddies is surely an answered pray from God. He knows it full well that i need friends in the church last year back then, he placed them one by one into my life. Well. I really treasure them all and love them a lot. =) Now i'm set free. I can worship freely =) Thank you jesus. Thanks for speaking to me today. I will obey! =) I'm going to take up what you have first ever called me to do. HERE I AM READY TO GO! SEND ME! Fear trembles in my heart but surely is christ love who has overcome it for me. THANK YOU JESUS! Now i lift my hands and sing, ' Ilive to sing your song and set apart for your use!'. CALL ME DEEPER INTO YOUR GRACE. well. rather a really quick post cause i am going to mug a little here and there. =) yup.
david

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the only time i ever saw him run. He ran to me and put me in his arms held my head to his chest and said ' Son do you know that i still love you?'
A song that keeps ringing in the mind of mine as i was taking a shower just now.
Simply the story of the son just brings back my first love with my heavenly father.
All i just want to said is that 'I love you!'
It just melts my heart when your love comes showering upon me.
I can sing of your love forever =) smile.
One thing i am sure very stunned by what God has done through me was that Beatty hit 10 for service. There was only like 2 plpe in the school but after the camp i decided to do something with my own school too and not leave it hanging in the air. =) thank God
Raffles hit 4 today! great job!i'm very proud of my team! =) They are a bunch of wondeful people!
One commitment we make today was this that this will be the last time ever again in history we do not hit our goal. The attitude behind it is surely one that will advance God's kingdom.
Oh yeah. after so long of coming together as a sub d. Never really had time to hold any combine meeting till today. we had our very first CL huddle today at starhub. well.we discussed about next wk event for our sub d. Very glad that i have this team of really wonderful captains to work with and coaches. North BCE let's break 60 next wk! We can do it as one big family! =) yeah.
whaha. i guessed most plpe are tired. well. not all that i know of. But surely my wonderful SBs. hehe. could see the tiredness of jarvin today. Well i'm so proud of him. he has been outreaching like nobody busniess. =x i love all my buddies and surely my sheep and team. =) yeah yeah. okok. time to plan my wk before i meet bed monster. =) whaha.
david

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saving my world with you.
feelings cannot be trusted as it always depends on circumstances. The power of circumstances could have shape a person wire to how he reacts. =) However, the impedence or resistance to it could be high or low ohms. Bacsically it depends on how oneself is deeply rooted into the truth. =) thus it's essential that we always bang back to the inmost core foundation. =) smile.
well. received a sudden great blow today. Then again blows are blows you cannot change them but can surely learn from them. Well. why does God even allows it to happen? He has his reasons. To mould the team and me to learn to turst him. Speak of tursting him i remember vividly this picture even as i typed which was cuppage the fire lift level 5 staircase. It beholds a memory of trusting God to me. =) Thank you once again for reminding me. He's still holding on the the waves and winds thus i know i can trust him. He's just so worthy of my trust.
well. i must really thank God for my team, my SB and qian jing. for really encouraging me. =) my team melted my heart. =)
yesh. i will be strong! Thanks man!
David

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'we must learn to live together as brothers or perish together as fools' surely it's a quote that made time stop for me to reflect upon. =) Communication is imperative and without it, it's a fantasy to see a group being united. Likewise for out personal relationship with God, how's your communication with him today? well. I have to also think of mine. I want to further extend my communication with the lord JESUS. to really make this statement. ' YOu are the Lover of my LIFE!'. =) I love jesus!
well. i must say this again. NEVER EVER HAVE MEETINGS IN LAVENDER! it's the lousy place to ever go as you can't find anywhere cooling so that your buttocks can rest. =) whaha. i met one of my guys there today and we were petrified by what we saw before our very eyes. NO PLACES FOR US TO GO! whaha. then i came up with this suggestion. 'Let's go to the bus stip and take any bus that comes along out way.' he agree to it and then we landed up in some place where we ate duck rice and talked outside the coffee shop. =) what a funny happeneing. =z
i must said this that i'm very proud of the catholic high care group members. you guys really keep pressing on towards the goal and i'm ultra gald that you all hit 9 for care group today though i was not there physically. More BREAKTHROUGHS ARE HAPPENING IN YNC! =) yup. oh my ss test is crazy. can you believe to write 700 words essay on 20 mins on one question? whaha. that's why i say that my class is not for humans. =) and the geo teacher taught like some bullet train. =) really brainy plpe. tomorrow have chem. ergh. it's not going to be easy i heard. =O cause it's again not a human paper. =) get rid of them then i'm free. but i have history tomorrow. =? i love my buddies. =) whaha. and my sheep! =)
david

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how much do i have to blog today? well. just before i move the motion i would like to thank God for once again placing wonderful people in my life. I cannot imagine life without all those people that God has placed in my life. well. The truth is that God does not make any mistakes, doesn't he? Thus i look at my team and the team that i'm serving with, i know that they are all here with me for a reason. Just take for example, my direct team. Wei feng being him always seeks to understand me. =) Thanks sheep!Teck yang being himself always leads in throwing up surprises for me. =) It really encourages me a lot. Si yuan being the more logical one always seeks to affirm me with words and ensure that i'm ok after tramatic incident. He would just dropped little words 'Are you ok?'. Well. I look at my team i must say that God you have indeed placed them in my life to encourage me while i serve with the. Likewise, for their teams too. =) It all happens for your reason. =) I just simply love my team! I love them! whaha. so cool lah. =)
Next up are my spiritual buddies. I'm very elated to announce that harry is my new spiritual buddy as of yesterday! I really appreciate this guy a lot. He is one person that really loves his people!=) and won't mind me sharing tons and tons of stuff. =) i look forward for both spiritual growth as well. =)
matthew, jarvin, brandon and harry are in my life for a reason.
matthew- a person that will keep watch over my life =) Thanks
Jarvin- encouragement
brandon- life with you in north makes me smile
harry- a person that will hear me out. =)
just as God has been faithful to me he will be to all!
ohh. i must say this i love my ulm team too! they rock! esp pris. mother of north. whahah. =x
well. also. i had my first test in my ultimate class today. ermm. i think it's manageable but just quite tough. ergh. i have test tomorrow and the day after. help. somebody save me. whaha. God will. =)
without communication your team can't bond together. we are not workmates but FRIENDS!
david

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indeed we need real talents in sports to win but we can also lose with them too.
Lousy attitude destorys a team!yup. i learn that today. =) The root of bad attitudes or even rotten is selfishness. =) very clear to me. In fact attitude is very subjective but then again we could still draw out some line don't we? like do you dare to admit wrong in a team? or even to the point that you think that the without you the team will die?
david
i need to do a lot of stuff can't blog

shall do this swiftly. =) yeah. well exuberent news for north conquerous! We warmly welcome two new brothers into this family of God! They are simply wonderful! Thank you people for your hardwork and also God's hand upon us! In short God's faithful to us!
well. my ADMM thanks for being a great team that we disucssed on structure and plans! I love my team. But sometimes i really really hope their team will be even more committed than my current one. I'm anticipate for more growth in their personal life and group too. =) wonderful group. I love all of you guys!
wei feng and me had a great time with the c1 plpe too today. kinda fun. did quite some stuffs together. whaha.
well. shall not go further then that. i aprreciate my team
i need to mug. =x i mean tomorrow. =x
david

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i feel as if i'm a NEW BELIEVER ONCE AGAIN! Clearly i knew the voice of the holy spirit was speaking to me. It emabarks in my heart. My heaty escalate with anticipation however fear came into the room. Was i in two minds about it? certainly. I wanted to give myself excuses as it was seriously late in the night and i could hack about it. But i knew it didn't please God. Questions gushed through my mind on what share i put across to him. 'Does green badge stands for secondary three?' i asked filled with much uncertainty of his respond. Indeed it was a Yesh. Cause i knew it. well. He knows my sheep. That's cool. soon we bridge to deeper topics and it was really cool. I took the step to invite him down for service and he sounds responsive though he will nto be able to make it along this and next week due to hectic time plan. But sure the following week after next he maybe able to come. I'm gald that before he alighted the train in NEl we managed to exhange numbers. That's so cool lah. Through this experience once again i must confessed that It's God working through me. It's never me! yeah.
What a great day i had since my cca was cancelled! I was so glad.
Then after such a long draggy months finally i could meet dennies today. WELL. as usual we walked and talked. haha. then i wanted to settle down at esplanade to do some reflctions however i went to borders coffee bean. It was cool lah. =) thought through about things. one word that God dropped into my heart today was the word 'double minded' links to 'doubt'. I probed deeper and thought if there was any area in my life i may even doubt God just like 0.000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000001%? Because when you asked you must NEVER EVER DOUBT GOD! yeah. thank you heavenly father for speaking to me. =) Thanks!
david

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situations just don't seem as bad as i thought it would be. The seriousness on thier faces just put me off. But nevertheless i still had fun with some classmates today. =) it's my don't know how many days in this new environment. i must said God's faithful. Yeah. Manage to share my life story with two of my classmates today and also invited another person for CRAVE. Yup! So elated. Well. i can't believe what i did. I ran around with mr wolf in the study area while he was trying to steam ___ me. whaha. we had fun lah. though we sound like so crazy fellows. Then when we went back to class we sprayed water at each other and the same scene happened AGAIN.we ran rounds and rounds in the classroom. So damn fun lah. whaha. sounds childish. But i kinda appreciate these great classmates. =) they are my friends too. =) God's just so faithful to me. =) yeah. yeah. haha. so fun lah. we even shared our crush. so dots lor.whaha. but kinda wacky. hehe.
okok. God has been real faithful to me esp in terms of giving me great support of leaders in my team.=) thanks my admm plpe for being effectvie and hardworking. =) thanks man! i love you guys!
this month focus is EXPLOSIVE GROWTH. next month RAISE OF NEW LEADERS following month after that STUDIES.
whaha. student life. whaha.
well. not going to blog so much diao.
david

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i call him my father, Lord and friend. The unseen tears rolled out of the naked heart today as i travelled home on the bus reflecting on the devastating things that had happened today. 'Let your presence fall on me then will i be free once again!' periced into my heart as started balnkly into the air. Thank you jesus. I could have just release myself from the rope that i held to but i did not just because your hands were gripping my hand and holding me firmly. Yet i will praise you!
Indeed i cannot believe in some fairy tales but i know the truth. Yesh. Fully well. I'm undergoing though a new period of growth this moment as i typed. It's so that i can continue to be growing. well. God i must say that i really need you in times where i wished i will never be. But i know your purpose for me.
Who am i? What am i doing here on earth?
Thank you jesus! I'm dumbfounded once again by his amazing grace. =)
David

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i do not know about you but i sure know about myself. I wonder to myself, 'Who really likes to be placed in a competitive situation?'. i doubt many like to but it's just because they have been placed in that environment and cannot have control over it. Well. it can be the fact that fame would be the thing where they can hold firmly on too as they have yet to encounter what God has for them. Caught in a dilemma when i heard what my teacher spoke to me today. I'm in a ultra competitive class and it just adds more pressure to me and stress. Somethings i really hate the feeling of transfer class. well. I enjoyed my ex class as it's fun. There's isn't much of this tenison atmosphere in class but it does seems to be a lot heavier in the class i'm in now. It's really fun. Well. No point comparing but taking whatever i have now and push it forward for God's kingdom. Just one thing i seriously don't like about the sicko class and it's not e students but the MRS L TAN. well. i got nothing to say about her but just that God placed her in my life so i can be a little more discipline by doing more self studying. Teach less and we learn more. yeah. whaha.
well. after all these happenings today once again i was remninded by the holy spirit as i stepped out of school that God is still faithful to me. He has sent me 4 persons to encourage me just over a span of two days. I'm really grateful to God for that. I know that God is in this with me. Thus i'm giving it my ultra best. If i have to be a mugger i will be the BEST for chirst. But i hope i'm not one. whaha. anything that God gives i seek with the attitude of giving it to my utmost. =) i love jesus.
david

it's a minute to 2.30am. Thankfully by the grace of God i manage to finish 1905 revolution, Feb and Oct revolution. Thank God for HArry a really wonderful bro in my life. whaha. he kinda also stay up with me till so 'early'. well. i'm thankful that i have jesus or all these things i'm doing is meaningless. At least it beholds a meaning. yawns. sleeping now. well. tomorrow i'm having sheep day. kinda cool. it's self learning day for them. =) yeah.
David

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THANK GOD! God answered my beseeched prayer that i would want to accomplish my physical geography which consitutes of many chapters within days. Indeed it's an act of the supernatural ability for me. But i have to confess that i doubt i seriously went through everything inside out. Well. maybe 70%. Think i will just revise a little on plates tomorrow. Just a short read back. Then it's time for HISTORY. well. i hope it's kinda cool. =)
well. we have to feed faith and strave doubt. =) clear? well. it's crystal clear for me. =)
well. it's youth day tomorrow and it's going to be wiht my 4th layer of leadership team tomorrow. =) we are going to catch a video at teck yang's house tomorrow about 1 life to give. I was simply blown away when i caught a sight of his preaching.
Let revival begin! It has begun! =)
This week is rather interesting week as i decided to have a 'sheep day' adapted from some person. Kinda cool i supposed. We will be watching wars of the worlds. whaha. =) cool. yeah
David

opportunies do not come often. When you missed that bullet it's gone and never will it ever make a turn again.
The inability to comprehend the value of time wil cause one to not understand the vaule of catching hold of every single opportunies that passes you. Grabbing it is a verb. An action word. Meaning we have to do something about it. You are not in your class for no particular purpose. Ever pass by someone you knew or even encountering someone that you just know by name but not really in person in the traffic light while waiting for it to turn green and head to school? Does it never occurs to you he/she is a human? People need God. People are not here always. Here today and gone tomorrow.
Make the decision on your own.
well. i look through at my first layer of leadership today and i must say they really do understand how i feel.
They are really a bruch of people that i love to be with. I intended to do more things with this team. I want to make it a fun and dynamic team. =) yesh.
WELL. I'M PRESS FOR TIME!!!! I HAVE TO FINISH MY GEO THEME ONE TOMORROW! OMG! HELP! CHEM TOO!!! LIMITING AGENT? ERGH!!! HELP! ANYONE WANTS TO MUG TOMORROW??? well. if no one nvm. will mug with JESUS! =) he rocks my world? ever wonder why jesus will rock? i don't know. whaha.can ya imagine if jesus really rocks with a electircal guituar? whaha. my imaginations in running wild. whaha. run run run run in the light.DOTS.
david

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well well well. it's 15 minutes to three. I have better get some sleep soon.
well. after watching the syf thingy today i am very convicted about few things. Not much elaboration will be done.
1- The church of God has to impove in performing arts to see the hsjc breaking 1000
2- In order to further expand, we need to not just win average students but gifted students too. They may be tough but think long term with me friend. Never looking short but long.
yesh. Glancing back at today, i must say that the exsistence of God is surely within me. His presence never failing.
you can always fall back freely into his arms again so why not let's step out in faith?
Talents are are unopened is a sin. Why are we fearful to open it up? Inadequate? Let's remeber our identity is never found in the things you have done but who you are. Who are you in God? Thanks.

well. i'm copied the below stuff from samuel's blog. He's really a interesting guy that lOVES God.

The existence of God is beyond the hard facts and evidences from historical accounts, from prophecies tt came true, from healings and answered prayers. It is in your own daily life when u choose to walk with Him and talk to Him every possible second. And it just refreshes you every few moments, it makes u thirst for more time with Him. Even while trying to squeeze textbooks into ur head at 3am for the test at 8am, you cant help but looking at the bible across the table, the christian literature scattered around the room, the tangibles of the intangible, and u really want to take a break and snuggle up to Him for just a few moments.God has freely given you a new and free life, why arent you cherishing it? Why are we using our everyday to complain abt the problems and the shit we get from others? Why do we spend so much on making mirrors look nice? Why ogle at flesh? Why cry for bgr when u cant commit but only want to satisfy urself? Why do we ignore the lost sheeps who lack security? Why do we keep breaking His heart?He knows its not easy for us, but He promised to be with us all the way. Why cant we get up after we fall down? Why do we sit there and cry when all u need to do is pick yourself up? Look at what u dont have, then look at what u have.. How much more is the latter then the former!! The very words u said when u complain abt hardships were spoken from the that mouth He gave. The legs u used to run from Him, were the very ones He gave unto you! You are junk w/o Him, you are crap if not for the beauty that He sees in what u can be.Now where are u heading? hell or heaven? You are the very one child He so loved that He came down into the dirt of the world to suffer for, to get spit and insulted at, to be hated by the world, to be scorned at with malice and evil in the eyes of many, to get whipped and humiliated, to have his flesh torn and endure all agony, and to have nails driven into His very palms by sheer brute force. You are the reason why He came and died. He hung on thinking of you right now as you read this. The empty tomb He left behind, promises a new life for those who call upon His name. Those who lives by His ways."Thank you for dying on the cross for me".. a cliched phrase that many of us speak every church service. How many of us live our lives the way we should after all He has done and given. How many of us even put in effort to try? How many of us choose to walk away and reject this life coz we want to have fun and play all day? Too many have become numb to His love, have become tired of walking, and choose to join Lucifer. "These people honour me with their lips, but their hearts are far from me. They worship me in cain; their teachings are but rules taught by men." Have we gone too far off-track?Yet God welcomes His lost sheep back with open arms. Our sins are uncounted against us, but merely added another wrinkle on His forehead while we were blinded. He looked at us with compassion as we dishonoured him by worshipping idols in our hearts, as we ruined our new life with lust and pride. Our Father's love is not and will never be dependent on our love for Him or on our obedience to Him. Leaders.. do we love our sheep the same way? Is our love dependent on their obedience? Let it never be this way, but instead, look at our sheep with God's compassion. The same compassion that Jesus had when he looked on at the mob snarling at Him at the foot of the cross. It is out of God's love that we love, nothing more than that.[1 corinthians 13] v4-7: Love is patient, love is kind. Love does not envy, love does not boast. Love is not proud. Love is not rude, Love is not self-seeking, Love is not easily angered, Love keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. Love always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.v8: Love never fails.Lets try replacing all the "love" in the few verses above with our name. How does it sound? Now, lets try replacing all the "love" in the verses with Jesus. "Jesus is patient, Jesus is kind...Jesus never fails" It is without doubt that we fall short of the glory of God. In this few decades that we live on this earth, why not strive to fill in all the blanks below with our names..v4-7: ____ is patient, ____ is kind. ____ does not envy, ____ does not boast. ____ is not proud. ____ is not rude, ____ is not self-seeking, ____ is not easily angered, ____ keeps no record of wrongs. ____ does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ____ always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.God looks at the hearts of man, the efforts of man. God doesnt care much abt ur abilities, ur looks, ur talents. He just loves you so so so much that He gave His one and only Son to die for you and take ur place in suffering. God sees us more than just who we are, but who we all can be! Why be jealous of the talented around? It is the 'better' ones that fall into pride and scorns at God's face. It is the weak that cherish and love God coz they know that they have done nothing to deserve His love, but have done everything to not deserve it. Jesus came, not for the righteous, but for sinners. " It is not the healthy who need a doctor, but the sick... For i have not come to call the righteous, but sinners""Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has gone, the new has come!" Has the old really gone? This is gonna be a life-long journey. Bumps and blockades He has warned, but ever-lasting presence He has promised. " And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age." Lets put a smile on God's face. Brothers and sisters, with all my heart, i urge you to Pray for your own spiritual lives. Ur sheep, Ur leaders, ur loved ones.Be desperate for His touch every new day! Desire to grow so close to God tt You can feel His presence always. Build each other up tt all of you may be mutually encouraged by each others faith. Steer away from pride, love each other as urself and as God loves. Loving is not the absence dislikes and differences, but is the constant awareness of God's love for us and the rememberance to channel it into the people around us.

yeah. long long entry but we can learn from him.
appreciate him in my life too. =)
David

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once AGAIN. i'm home at such a brightly hour. It's ten mintues past two with the scroning heat of the sun penertrating through the windows.
God has always created opportunities to influence and drop the seed of gospel into hearts of many. Just take for example today. I went sowing with some friends in my school from here and there classes. We had meal at KFC. sickening chicken. well. when ya are hungry anything taste supreme. hehe. Well. i just took time to bring another guy from whatsoever class with me to walk to see wallet and spark the topic of service to him. Will continue sowing. But what struck me most was the fact that i met a targated person that i'm working on now and we took the same bus home. He aspire to be like me was what he told me. Through it, he asked about what gave me such a undivided motivation to do well in whatever has been given to me. Then it was the moment where i once again shared what christ has doen in my life. I pray that God will do a stir up in his heart. He's one that can highly influence others. =) yeah. Thank you Jesus. It's really has been God's abundant grace with me all this while. Take for example today. I will never belived it's me. I had my cross country today and i prayed to be in 25th position. BANG! it was on the dot. Never did i once got any medal for running and i had it today. I shared that to him too that i asked GoD for it. It's really God's hand. Well. i'm glad that i didn't stop at all in the race. I kept running and it reminds me of staying focus in this maraton. yeah. 1195 was my number tag. Thank you Jesus.
it's kinda sad when the room thati booked is rejected for meeting tomorrow and i can't show the tape that i wanted too for my seed people. BUT. Combine seed meeting tomorrow i will make it fun and learnable. yeah. that means i'm going to plan now. well. tonight i will be heading for the esplanade to watch somewhatever thingy. It's kinda cool. =) yeah
I love jesus. =D
David

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