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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

BANG BANG!well. we played that game during wfl today and i think many of them was quite amused at the reactions of each other. well. Though this class was populated by many maturing new believers and believers i have to say that they are a great bunch of students seriously! Fun, dynamic and attentative. I'm gald to see those guys who really gave their best! Keep it up! If you are from holistic student life, remember to apply those practical pointers! Yeah!
well. i also went school today. it's holiday. it's kinda dots lor. haha. how i wish i can skip camp tomorrow and do more ministry. seriously! holidays aren't holidays lor. serious. i am not lying. why? next wk i have to go back school to seat for AL physics and AL chemistry paper in school on tuesday and wednesday. AL= advanced level. it's higher than pure physics and chem and a little bit of A level substance too. i hope can aces it lah. it's tedious. i only knew it today. and time is limiting me. i need to study with a pro in physics. i saw the mock papaer today lah. it's horrendous! seriously! asked lots of plpe and they can't do it. what's up with my school? AL paper? haha. like jc S paper. hehe. at least i stretch. hehe.
well. time to pack stuffs liao. =)
camp camp camp.. please lah. i wished i will bypass school camp. hehe..
david

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Boo! The intersection of what you believe and what you know is convictions. It flashes through my mind as i was on my way home on the bus ride home. This leads me to another cardinal point. Knowing and beliving is 2 completely diffrent things. Then knowing and applying is this different. You may know that v2=u2+2as but you may not know how to apply it. Thus it's the same as in our walk with God. We know what's sin, don't we? but we can't overcome it though after much prayers. You need your mentor to guide you along. yeah. to help you apply. yeah.
it was an impromptu (not sure if it's correct) meet up with my friends today and we were like walking through the night market and suddenly a girl bump to me and asked me for my no. and my friend gave her my no. well. hopefully nothing happens. haha. Serve God and will be attractive. whaha.. it's true lah.
Well. i went to breko's for breakfast today with matt and bruce. At holland V. the place that i loved the most. well. it's for ambience sake that i'm going there. well. actually i always go for ambience so i can plan and do my stuffs. It was a total enlightenment for me after a chat with matt. i realise that somethings just don't make a diffrence. haha. then after which i head down with bruce to somerset to meet brandon and some others to study while i did some planning at tcc. it's ultra ultra nice lah. you should have been there. then we met zinc and ruth for dinner. hehe.
well. yesterday was like a whoo day for me lah. so fun lor. haha. it's like seed meet we played some games haha. it's amuses me. hehe. then erm. oh yeah. sdmm at starbucks. cool. then went to bk to satifised the inner craving for solid food. haha. then i.. ermm.. yeah. crap a lot. then the c2 plpe and matt came. then i bump to them and crack more lame jokes. oh no.. think i'm lame king. whahaha. funny? nah.. then oh yeah. went to boat q with c2 and matt. it's like so fun lor. ermm. i mean i like the atmosphere. the relax. as again i said i like ambience. hehe. cool lah. satyed till 1.05am i think. then set off home. whoo. i think it's cool lah.
speak of kingdom one thing that strike me was this:
we are growing but to slowly!
hello.. anybody's home? slowly? it's like please lah. let's get growing man. no more still struggling with on cg liao lah. let's all aim to unit and sud d. you don't believe me? it's from God's word. dots. put your faith in God dudes. whoo.
okaY. time to stop and start typing our agenda for ADMM tomorrow. =) may hold it at starbucks or tcc. haha.
David

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Can they ever open their eyes?
Don't tell me that when you reach college you have to fall into bgr? it's simply ridiculous. I abhor such excuses. wonder how teenagers think these days. well. at least i'm saved in the father's hand. it saddens me when i see people falling away from truth. bgr is a killer man. simply stupid enough to fall. dots lor. i pray that they will wake up from their senses. please lah.
well. i'm gald that my sheep (s) are safe and sound now while one has flown off to malaysia for camp. yeah. hmm. i'm gald that the group is growing as it's undergoing much testings recently. yup. Glad that jesus you were there for me. well. buddies? hmm. there in spirit. yeah. haha.
holy spirit revealed areas in my life today to me while i hear a sermon tape which is entitled 'principles of ministry.' He reminded me that no relationships can exists without communication and we have to hornor each other. well. i wonder if that's happening to buds. i know i have it with my sheep. yeah. even if it doesn't have that element i will do what i can to let this relationship be God lifting! yup!
i was astonished when i got back my report bk today. it's like whoo lah. 1st in class 6th in level. it's God plpe. not me at all. i have to confess i did not mug that really much but some and God gave me such a result. so inorder to go rj i decided to mug a little more. well. not forgetting ministry hor. yeah. i love the chruch lah. hehe. It's really a blessing.
i want to do life with you!
David

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simply ridiculous. The obsession is stealing people minds away. Completely underserving. Well. credit it for being simply joy sucker. sin. well. come to think of it, it's just a 3 letter word. Nothing magnificent about it, isn't it? well. i think so too. Sin is such a small weapon that the devil use upon mankind so that man will fall away from God by either being kept in total darkness or do not dare to confront truths. Sin does give the ounce of pleasure to some. Well. it's termporal. the beauty of it is only a moment in the naked eyes of the sinful. it saddens me or shocked me when i see how people who are once who are introvert and due to the indulge in sin and have changed completey. Sin does not take effect overnight but it's a period. well. i have to make this point that everyone to abstain from sin. Sin causes a determental effect to our spiritual self.
well. there's a yearning within me to play tennies. haha. i decided to pick it up during this june holidays. I do hope i have time to spare for it. well. holidays aren't holidays after all. i am extremely RELUCTANT to go back to school for the first week. can you imagine how it bothers me a lot? that i have to go back daily. It's like huh. for the first week. please lah. whahaha.. things have changed.
well. i do enjoy my day today. i heard of the Catholic high care group they had today and it build a cloud of encouragement wihtin my sight. well. the cloud is not a moment in time. well. gald to see that they are attempting new things for God in care group. very proud of this CG. let's work towards breaking the 7 now and soon 2 Cgs. then a unit! yup. it can be done! amen!
was also glad to hear about MSHS care group today. well. i would say that they are 'freaks'. to a certain extend. the just so enjoy playing lor. hehe. but also today i'm glad that the leader and his team did taught the Cg about what they needed to know at the moment.
yeah! now the aim is to see all schools established strongly and growing to 2 Cgs! then unit! =) whoo.
ohh. i trimed my hand today in a salon. well. it's gd i think. for me. hehe. cool huh. then went to have dinner with bruce, zyann, jess adn bruce mum. whoo. kinda cool. well. what really matters now is that God's kingdom has to grow. =) actually i'm really inspire and encourage by people who have big heart for God. I'm also gald to know that schools like chinese high and acs are like 6-8 now. very gd. hehe. all the monogender schools ought to grow big time man.big time. well. don't forget renewal. whoo whoo..

well. relationships without communication will fade away one day. same likewise for God and Man. we should seek to build true friendship in chruch where people will encourage one another to grow. whoo.
well. there's no link maybe to the top part. But my key is that to finish this race well we need to have friends. yeah. whose your's? but morover it's jesus. hehe

David

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ergh.. what's the problem with people today? generations are just simply detoriating. i shall not condone all these behaviour. My heart goes out for the youth today as they will be of the next few generations ahead of us. well. i'm really not in the right state to do anything now except to seek God for help liao. ergh.. what's wrong with world? well. maybe not the world. but it's like... i don't know. hmm. well.. God i just asked of you to please do something in the hearts of many today. That all will never turn harden one day. please lah. ergh.. well. haiz. alright. just do your work in the hearts of the people. I pray the generation now will grow in maturity. Yup making decision based on truth man. well. ergh.
look at the non-glommy side now. well today i went swimming cum running. Did 10 laps for swimming. hehe.
well.
food for your spiritual self:
The key to live a life of joy to to have a strong relationship with the Joy giver. Jesus.
hehe. covered rejoicing with my offical new sheep today. and virtous speaking church with another sheep. about lies.
well. as of now all i can say is that i will trust God to change the hearts of the people! =)
David

Music is such a pleasing sound to our ears. it captivates our heart like the theif that steals away your heart in just a glimpse. I watched a french movie just now and it moved my heart. A teacher with respect is not one that shouts like a donkey or even one that resembles a wild and untame tiger. He's one that understands the need of the students. Helping all to reach their fullest potential. Well. This teacher brings the sweet voices out and changed their entire life. Purpose was built. Well. that's the same for us as shepherds, isn't it? The whole principle behind is love and passion. Do not do things or the sake of it. What can it reap? well. Nothing in precise. maybe a fair bit but what joy and delight does it brings to you? As shepherds we ought to bring out our people's fullest potential.Instill a purpose that will last in all of them.
Well. i'm home early. yup. it was unexpected. hehe. cause it's post exam and the school made us watched a heart moving movie before they released us. well. a nice show indeed. I was in two minds about it if i should head to bishan and mug a little first or head home. well. guess you know my choice by now. well. what inspire me to come home? hmm.. cause i wanted to get my training gear for a run and swim after meeting my sheep at 2.45pm till 4 odd. then exercise. Then will meet another sheep at 6pm. cool. well. it's about 2 now. think i have to get going soon.
yeah. kinda saw my mid years results today. well. it's not good i supposed. but i'm contented with it.
L1r5- 14
Well. looking on the bright side i top my class overall. whoo. with just 14 points? ermm. not sure how God did that. hmm. i'm working towards 10points for final. then 8 mid 6 final then o 6. hehe. a goal. far fetched? ermm.. i don't think so bah.
well. i'm heading off.
well i wanna say i love all the people God placed in my life!

david

It's 12.39am. whoo. what am i doing here. well. firstly i have changed my font to a larger type. Of course it's still some writings that i want to post. whahaha..
well. i have been mugging since ermm. 10.3opm? well. 2 hours i supposed. hehe. actually wasn't really that fruitful but still relatively fruitful. Opps. i just made a huge contridiction! haha.. well. i manage to finish the whole topic on approximate change with respect to dy/dx. hehe. ermm. what about physics? well. i kinda only invested 5-10minutes in it and decided to take a break.well i may mug a little more later. did some recap on viscous force, drag force, static friction and kinetic friction. that's quite few pages. well. recap.
static forces: Interface between 2 stationary surfaces which prevents sliding over each other
kinetic friction: Force at the inter surface between 2 moving surfaces which opposes the sliding motion
Viscous force are for things in fluid.
Streamline flow means st that point velocity is constant.
well. kinda off lah. haha. think the nap that i took made me feel so energtic.
well. time to mug? well. maybe. ermm. okay bah. shall do on 1/3 topic more. then i shall call it a day. whoo..
David

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the heart went pacing after what it heard. It kept pumping virgrously as if it was about to be thrown out from the small hollow hole. Pump and pump. It goes faster and faster. Faster. It never stops. The never ceasing flame kept on rising and bruning wihtin the hearts of many. Not contented with their lives as it was not pleasing to christ! it bumped and bumped!
don't exactly know what i was blogging. haha. well. i kinda of just wanted to wack something out bah.
alright get tp the point.
I got a shocking blessing to share. of the whole level only 101 students took geo you see and only 11 passes. As enthusiatic as i was i gave out the scripts and to my horrfic sight i saw there was no single passes as i gave out the answers script. My heart went racing and it's uncertain of what might happened. Since my answer script was the last, i scrolled my eye level a little downwards to look at my score! Praise God! i passed! it's like super amazing lah. Everyone in my class failed except me. phew. God hand is really with me!
well. i really enjoyed ri cg today. It's fun. played bidding game with them. haha. kinda of know them better. haha. they aer fun plpe to be with.
oh yeah. i just slept from 8-9.30pm. was planned. haha. after the hectic activites yesterday i knew that my phyiscal self needed rest so i kinda did it today. whahaha.. cool lah. then going to mug later. hehe. doing dy/dx more then some physics. haha.
david

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the very first thing that i am going to do and nothing will hinder the burning desire within me now is to type out what had happened over the 2 days. well.. i'm not doing it because i have nothing else better to do. i want to remember whatever i have encountered with the one that's simplily magnificent and glorious!
Firstly, i'm unreservely convicted that i need to constantly fall back into his very first love. well. come to think of it dudes.. SPRING? well. is it really about enabling you with the appropriate skills as their primary goal? nah. i doubt. The message was simlpy clear. It's all about your relationship with your creator and king. The proximity of you and him will evoke a unspeakable growth that will surpass many generations! God is neither cocern about your intellect nor your skills first. He's concern is about your walk with him. Keep falling in love with him again. Fall freely with arms wide open. The hands that you fall into will be a hand of complete joy and comfort! Have you forgotten about your first love for chirst? Why are you doing what you are doing? Is it because of your love for chirst or simply because the ability you posses? Let's bang back to our fundamental reason why we are here doing what we are still doing is because of his love.
Care group life is not just care group meeting! we have to create the atmosphere of love and fellowship in our CG.
I am very gald that through this retreat, God renewed the people in the church!
One point personally i would like is that knowing and beliving is seriously 2 diffrent things. Let's understand from the concept below:
we all know that God's kingdom will be established in our area of spheres, don't we? But my question is how many of us do actually internalise it and really believe that it will come to pass? bang. cut the act of just nodding heads but let's dare to belive for things to happen! Let's believe that victory will be upon us and claim it!
As of now, North B C and E let's work towards 60 by end july! Let's rise up in FAITH! a new generation of leaders chossen by God! Let's see the flooding of harvest this week! Never lacking in faith and zeal! Push all the way forward! Together we can! Willingness is the key! God is with Us dudes!
personally i want to continue to keep watch over my spiritual life especially to be kept in his love and grace! i want the proximity between him and me! jesus rocks my world.. huh? how he rocks it? well. just chnaged my life around.
phew. i enjoyed the fellowship in this refresher thingy. well. firstly this is my first time being a usher. well. lvib made a comment that we should join. haha. well. i really enjoyed the bonding we had like games during first day as whole north played some games. haha. then also first time my guys and me strolled up and down town after 12. and we went to bang bang bang. haha. sought of funny lah.
Samuel is really one brother that has a heart to see people to know God and wants to bring people to this family. I found out this characteristic in him after a overnight chat cum studying till 4 plus then i doze off. can you imagine? He slept at 7am. elo.. it's like he was mugging his chinese stuffs. whoo.. so inspire to even study. haha. this makes the jcs plpe too. they were studying real hard till they fell asleep. cool.. Claps to smauel. i pray that God will continue to enable a person with big heart for God! we need people like him! A new generation of leaders let's rise to our calling! =)
Whoo. this refresher helps me to know raphelp more. well think i got his name wrongly. the central guy lah. well. we played amusing race together and i would just describe that he is a focus person! very good! kingdom needs focus people! whoo. then he's also a sharing brother! haha. took food for me. and we ate a mountains of oranges. haha. well. he's one that dares to attempt. well. we wacked doing push ups after the race. we perspired like we just got into a drench. haha.
Through this refresher i manage to know new people too. and moreover i'm glad that the reminder of first love pirece through the naked heart of mine.
Feeling over the moon. My heart grows fonder when you left. JESUS! i just want you.
One prayer of mine is that let me fear that you will leave me. i want you!
yeah.. well. long blog.
well. can start doing some stuffs now. hoho..
David

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i'm your beloved.
Your creation.
Unashamed to call me your own.

It's all about you.
Not about me.
All these happens for a reson.
I know that all it well controlled in your hands

Who am i that deserve all these?
What have i done to recieve this unabudant grace that flows so freely like dashing waters through the waterfall?
I can't imagine life without you lord.
Once again i am held up by your love.

I'm held by your love.
On your shoulders you bore me, by your faith i stand.
Cherish by you lord.
By your faith i stand now and forever.

I'm like a flower qucikly fading.
Here today and gone tomorrow.
A vapour in the sea still you hear me when i'm calling.
Lord you catch me when i'm falling.
You told me who i am.
I am yours.

well. i came home with much thoughts dashing through my mind. All i wanted to do was just to worship God. A divine peace that's divine. well. look through at all those songs i can only conclude that what i am today is truly by God's grace. I stared balnkly into the air when i got my results. I could not believe that it was me but i do know it's God hands with me. I don't believe that i top for physics, chem and math for my class and some even level. well. i really have to say it's God. well. when i looked at the marks i got for DT i could not help but to give thanks to God. i expected like a c5-6 if it's blessing then b3-4. however God work wonders doesn't he? i got 84. it's like whao lah. i don't know. But it's him. I admit it's him.
i really ABHOR the fact that when we don't hit goals. .
NOT HITTING GOALS MUST AND NEVER BE COMMON! WITH CHIRST VICTORY IS OURS!!
alright. got tons of things to do now. well.

God i just asked that you stir up in the hearts of man to have a passion for you name.

david

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sometimes we just do not know what to say. It feels like our tounge has been glued to our lips and it can't moved. haha. i sought of have this feeling today when i got back my physics and chemistry papaer. I can't belived what i saw right infront of my naked eyes. It's God blessing upon me once again. well. i also belived it's 100% man and 100% God. you reap what you sow. whoo.. so as i was saying i top my whole level in both papers. well. it's really him and not me. whoo. yup. never do i even want to steal this glory from him. I feel so embraced by God's reality in our loves daily. Recently i have heard of people's growth in their lives and indeed i'm truly gald for them. Glad to see george growing too. yeah. A life that God uses to do many great and marvellous things that the human mind is unable to precieve. haha. yeah. ohh. i'm gald to also know that my buddies are also growing. well.. i have to make a apology to my buddies. it's like hardly even talked to them about their lives. oppss.. did not do my responsibility. but i know we all still love and care for one another. i know they will be there to correct, encourage me when i need it. well. i really thank God for all those people he placed in my life. Staring into the air i can't help to say that I love you jesus! I do. I do not and never want to fall off from this loving hands of his. whao. yup.
From my past juices i heard, i conclude that many people have been sick recently which maybe due to few reasons:
1- greasy food
2- exams stress
3- ???
haha. well. please take care of your health people! DRINK PLENTY PLENTY OF WATER!!!!
please lah. take care of your health. It matters to God lor. dots you. haha. well.
God heal victor's ear! healed! amen!

Below is what someone asked me today and i think it's a gd post for my plpe who can be ul soon. well. it's not really comprehensive i must say but good for reading!

Well. frankly speaking i think the roles of a Ul are quite some. But i will list out the important ones.

Well first and foremost i think our main roles as Uls are to equip our care leaders. Equip them with the essential skills and knowledge they need. I think that's the first and more important role talking in terms of leadership wise. Well why? Because it's your first layer of core team that will lead your group when you are not around. Thus your first layer of leadership haev to be strong in order to continue to let the unit keep growing to a great extend. Well. Let's see from this angle. Well.. if let's say we equip the Cls with the skills they need for this ministry, will they have that much problem in discipleship? I doubt. well.. they may encounter some but not that much though. Why? If they are equip well, they will be able to lead effectively. Then this just bangs to a point on the neck, this means the role of ul must be delibrate in planning for growth points/areas for our leaders. Create moments for them to grow and experience God so that they will be refresh and reempower in leading, won't they? then look at this angle again, CLs aren't refresh is a common thing we hear don't we? well. simply i think as UL we have to create time for them to be renewed. We should never assume i belived that they are always independent to seek for renewal by themselves. Well. this above point stated was point 2. Role of Ul has to create environment for the leaders to be renewed. Wait a minute.. why cls needs to be renewed? i guess all of us know. they are the ones who recieve the excurciating painful shots by the devil and plpe thus we have to allow God to work through us to renew them. hmmm. i belived that one more role that Ul can do more than Cl is to inspire the people who are in the flock of our Cls. It can be done through meet ups and during our meetings. yeah.

well.. come to think of it. Actually all roles are important, aren't they? like. Ul to teach, lead worship, pray for people and etc. All these are very important.

Well in short i do not want to make this mail a hussle. The simplicity is that a role of a Ul is to:
1- Equip (Discipleship) If it's succesful to our CLs they will reproudce the same result in the ideal state
2- To empower by brining renewal to leaders and people
3- To insipire or empower the flock below the leaders ocassionally. Like once per month?? yeah.

the end.

David

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bang.. bounce. haha. back to blogging. well. i must commend that i really enjoyed my day. met one of my sheep and we went to shop for bday gifts. and we got a clip that states Jesus. haha. well. looks kinda cool. well. it's huge. haha. well.. am i a shopaholic? hmm.. not that sure but i'm sure i enjoy shopping with people. haha. not alone. that's so ermm.. nothing to say. well. then after which i head to town to met gwen. well.. we have planned out the wfl lesson one already. well. round 1.5hrs++.. haha. ohh. we did it at some bread shop. well. the bread was ermm.. relatively food to me. nothing special. haha. oh yeah. i really enjoyed my day cause i could take some time out to talk to my sheep and jarvin over the phone as i head back home. well.. why i'm so happy? cause i spent my time fruitfully. suddenly i have this craving to watch a movie.. what show? any show except chinese shows. anyone? haha. well. so as i was reflecting on my day today there is just something i would like to share. My penny of thought:
Everyone can start a vision can't they? All of us are vision casters. Sure. No problem. Well the problem is that not many can make the vision remain. well some are forgotten, aren't they? The problem is how to make vision stick. hmm. actually there ae many factors yeah right? yup. More importantly i am suer that you must know why your vision even exisit. The why you do what you do factor. Yup keep refreshing yourself with the why and answer it! yeah. haha.. yeah. let's keep our motives clear amen? yeah.
ohh. yeah. i love all my people! whoa.. yeah. yes yes..
God i love you! Keep me close in your arms!
Praise him!
David

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bang.. bump. ring. bosh. ouch. hit unto blogging again. i blogged only few hours ago but that was at lumpy house. well. went there to do some computer stuffs. well. kinda decided to change fonts. well. partically not specfic reasons. well. i endear over what i'm havign tomorrow. well. firstly i'm meeting my new sheep and celebrating his birthday with him. kinda cool yeah. well. i simply love all my sheep, buddies and pals in church. Why? God has placed them in my life to somehow or another has impacted me a way or another. So i'm thankful to God for that. well since i'm speaking of ministry. well. Phew.. God it's really fun leading CG again. yeah. Today it's the first time i had CG with Ri plpe. well. this is my new CG that i took and lead them. when my other care leaders focus on indiviual schools each. well. we had a great time. the gifts was great though simple and also we had a raffles clan book. Our history. haha..it's our bk 1. well. let's all make CG memorable and plpe feel appreciated. Sometimes programms may suck. but do plpe come for programm sake sorely? nah. they come cause they feel appreciated. well. kinda cool huh. haha. just had a chat with buddy matthew. was talking about i kinda hate the idea of becoming older. it's like.. eloo.. time just files within that few spilt seconds. haha. becoming old. next time my kids will call me daddy. and their mum mummy,. cool huh. well maybe not getting married if God does not permits me to do so. well. haha.. cool huh. today as i came home i glanced through all my msg in my hp and it's just simply encouraging. well. call me sentimental or whatever. i keep encouragements may it be in the form of cards or msg. yeah. well. oh yeah. today i called jarvin. haha. asked for direction for camp. haha. basicaly God i thank you for sending him to encourage me. haha. though i'm fine. well.. i must said that north people that i know are loving people. well. i can tell from dk, brand and do. thanks for all their concern over me for past few days. i'm always ok with Jesus. haha. so glad. anticipate life to fullest extend! cool huh. think i just typed quite a fair bit. haha. (>"<)
David

time to blog again. well.. have not been blogging since few days.. cool.. ermm.. nono.. not cool. well what am i saying. ok it's cool. haha. well.. shall continue.. hmm.. so glad that exams are finally over. yeah. thwen manage to finish my 1/4 plan for my unit yesterday. whao.. thank God. so enjoy planning esp. in terms of growth points. haha. yeah. well i got back 2 papers today. well i have to credit my sucess to God once again. yah. when i got my pure math papaer back today it's like B3. yup a sense of ______ dawn upon me. haha. but i was still thankful to God. haha. then what happened? i found out that teacher gave me 2 marks lesser than what i should got. then hoorray!!! i got an A2. well.. for chinese.. ermm.. yup yup.. passed my listening 24/30 and i ______ my chinese paper 2.. not very bad. haha. added 2 mraks cause again teacher missed it out.. haha.. well. now back to stuffs... blog again later.
david

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well.. i feel like i'm completely over the moon now. well.. it's for good i meant not bad. i seriously had a very interesting day. it's such a remarkable day in my whole enitre life as of now. it's like whao. don't even know how to use naked words to describe it. well. speak of ministry, i learn about gowing to 30 today. oh man. it's like secret of treasure stored in the dugeon. haha. well. was happy with that. but the highlight of my day was minutes ago with someone from our church. well. i spoke to dan about some an issue and asked of his views. whao. it seriously helped me to see it in another angle which simply it's solved. whao.. it's a issue that i mused on seriously for 24 hrs as of just now. it's like.. whao lah. don't know how to say. but it's whao. haha.. God can used plpe like dan to speak to me so that i can learn too. that's why i never feel that i am the best. i enjoy serving God this way with plpe helping me along the way though my last action of love is deeds. haha.. but i really enjoy talking to leaders who have passion to build God's kingdom on earth. yeah. i'm so glad to have plpe like them. haha. dan is one of them. yeah who wants to see acs i grow to so big. yeah we need plpe in this kingdom to push it forward. yeah. i'm glad to see my guys also together with me completing schools for jesus. seeing beyond 5 and 10 but 200! 10% of our schools to God. well. bascially i felt aprreciated again today. thanks to my sdmm and ddmm plpe. well. actually they know me. haha. they can tell from my face. haha. well.. i'm gald to have jarvin who stood and ecourage me when i needed it. yeah. God thaks for ya grace k. thanks pal jesus.
David

maybe i just like to type things out. well. things have been changing rapidly for me in these recents years. God i do appreciate all those things you have done for me. I reflect upon the first time how i met you and the love that i've recieved in hope. Well. why do i remain in hope is something i asked myself once in a while. I have experience him that much over here that i don't bare to leave and moreover even if i do so i think i am worse than humpy dummpy. He fell and was broken to pieces. Friends that he has placed in my life i was grateful to him. indeed i am.
many times we fail and we picked up by standing tall once again. Feeling that high to charge and bang against the walls of the enemy. I don't deny the fact that we may fail AGAIN. Which to many is a damn sucky eccentric melancholy feeling and crazy feeling. Many dare not faced it again. why? been hurt so many times by personal failure. Fail and fail. when will you ever stand up? wake up!!! It's ok that you fail but do not dwell in it.. you cried over your failures and set a wall in your heart towards all people. why? it hurt you that badly in you life? Jesus stills understand. We all will fail one day in an aspect or another. but press on. don't shut your mouth anymore and dare to try again. Don't fear to venture out once again boldly. Though i may have said all these to you, why have you still turn receptive towards people now just because of your failures? It's not that people don't forgive you, my friend but do you dare to forgive yourself? Don't hide in the dark anymore. Open your mouth. Don't be back to your old self. God did not made you for a relationship with yourself my dearest.. please wake up lah. don't sleep anymore. wake up.. the more i tell you the more you heart has harden, this moment i have hear a cry from your heart to ask him to give you a new hope. Don't close it. welll.. please don't. give him another chance to prove it all to you again that he still loves you. Press on..
welll.. it's harden. 'why?' i asked. i decided to give up in relationship with man already. i failed that badly and i cried to myself over the trip. don't forget that Jesus never fail. 'Thanks for being my friend.' was the last few words i heard and the person decided to keep it all to herself/himself eversince that day. No longer did i ever hear from that person again. he is dead i think. well.. the person is gone now. why i really wonder that people fail and stopped. don't ever give God up dude.
well. that's just something i actually thought about that had happened not long ago. This was what i heard from that person. Never did i hear the person again. kept in darkness for that person life. diving through life alone now. i hope you will be fine, my beloved friend.
david

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well.. sitting frozen infront of this computer and typing out what had happened today. well. currently now i'm at jun yao house. haha. i went to river valley shopping centre starbuks for retreat just now. well.. told God how i felt. Many things have happened recently. well. i got to know myself better that's all i can say. I hope the people around me will be even more stonger in God after their testings. well. i really am grateful to God for what he has done in my life. I wonder how i life will be without all of the,. The pursue of fun will come to an end one day but the pursue of Godly relationship with each other is everlasting. Is it a worthy cause and i do not regret it at all completely. really. God i askd that everyone around me will experience you like how i do. It's a foolsih thing to levae you isn't it? i think so. What purpose can i chase after? an endless chase that brings you nowhere. Gazing upon this dramatic life all i can say it's i am in a race that is worhthy. Thank YOu jesus. I love you! well.. thank YOu.
God

cause if i would fall into your arms i don't time will ever pass me by.
I want to fall back into your arms always. When i fall back to you i will never fear cause you walked with me through the shadows of death and the valleys. Being held in such unbreakable hands that is instill with abubdant flow of love, how i wished i was there every moment. Indeed i am working to it. To swim in the ocean of your love. Love? well. what's love? Love does have many terms, so what love are you refering to? well. i am not asking socrates questions. well. love that heals, correct, rebuke, affirm and encourage. Yeah. Jesus never fails doesn't he? I do not want to just fal into a arm that always affirms but never speak truth. Truth does hurt, don't they? It's up to the capacity of one to chosse to comprehend it to something for a greater cause. yeah.
It has been 5 consecutive days where i'm having my exams. Well. for these five days there were papers that demanded like a bucket of blood from me and while some just only wanted a drop from me. Yeah. firstly i'm very gald to hear of my chem result when i asked my teacher today. Not bad. It's 50 plus out of 65. Which is good. And i top the class in paper 2. well. not so sure of paper 1. heard we did not bad too. but then again. All glory goes back to God. Actually it's seriosuly least minute revision. I am more than amazed of the results. yeah. well. this term my goal is to get 10 points and below for L1R5. Well. i think i may exceed by a bit like 2 points? or owrse still 5 points.. it's horrendous lah. but no matter what God give i will be contented.
The break down is something like that i thought:
El- MinC6 Maz-B3
Emath- A1
Amath-A1
Phy-A1
Chem-A1
CH- B4MIN A2max
Dnt- A2??? or 1??? not sure monday is the paper. the subject that i detest a lot. but will work hard to get an A1. yeah.
Chines-U min Max E8
So L1R5 will be:
Min:15???
Max:10
welll.. all it's in the jesus hands.
Yeah. going to meet sheep in town later at 2plus then after that yeahhhh.. meet male shepherd. then the best part:

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puffy little eyes. Black rings that seems to encover it. well. been having forty winks lately. well. i decided to take a break from the geography i'm studying. well. it seems like tons of time to memorize with regards to agriculture. however i seem to know the basics. haha. not bad. wait let me recap. what's hi tech farming? it's the intensive farming whcih apllies sicence and techology and to produce food production. well. yawns. ultra tired. yawns ywans ywans. let's run this race with him as our goal.
David

Your #1 Match: ESTJ

The Guardian You're a natural leader and quick, logical decision maker.Goals are important in your life, and you take many steps to acheive them.You enjoy interacting with others, mostly through work related activities.Your high energy level means you are great at getting things done! You would make a great teacher, judge, or police detective.

Your #2 Match: ENTJ

The Executive You are a natural leader - with confidence and strength that inspires others.Driven to succeed, you are always looking for ways to gain, power, knowledge, and expertise.Sometimes you aren't the most considerate person, especially to those who are a bit slow.You are not easily intimidated - and you have a commanding, awe-inspiring presence. You would make a great CEO, entrepreneur, or consultant.

Your #3 Match: ISTJ

The Duty Fulfiller You are responsible, reliable, and hardworking - you get the job done.You prefer productive hobbies, like woodworking or knittings.Quiet and serious, you are well prepared for whatever life hands you.Conservative and down-to-earth, you hardly ever do anything crazy. You would make a great business executive, accountant, or lawyer.

Your #4 Match: ESFJ

The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

Your #5 Match: INTJ

The Scientist You have a head for ideas - and you are good at improving systems.Logical and strategic, you prefer for everything in your life to be organized.You tend to be a bit skeptical. You're both critical of yourself and of others.Independent and stubborn, you tend to only befriend those who are a lot like you. You would make an excellent scientist, engineer, or programmer.

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well.. think recently i have been using a lot of well, haven't i? well. for no apparently reasons. haha. well. would simply describe my day as stunning and mind triggering. haha. well. Life with God is so much so exciting.
Looking at the sky we realised that we have been living on this planet known as earth. Sometimes the magnificent sight of the sky just takes us into it and our mind starts wondering in the mid air. In our lost some remember their past some even dream of things that which completely seems impossible. Hoping that we can dwell in the thoughts that runs longer yet our finite self is unable to comprehend to our susceptible nature. 'What can i do with my life?' we wondered as we looked intently into the sky. Thinking of all the pursues we can have we start to realise that it's an endless chase. Running after things that won't last just brings us nowhere. Glancing through our thoughts once again, we decided keep it silent by throwing them aside. Dreams are never achieved. Let's dare to dream for the kingdom of God as it's never a pointless chase but one that's meaningful.
wel.. today i had my ss exam. i don't really know how should i put things here. ermm.. i wrote 3 pages for a structure q which worth 12 marks? 3 pages? Yeah. sounds like i am eccentri fool. Well maybe i may have written out of points. haha. i did on northern ireland which was like how important were divided loyalites an important factor to what extend. haha. then source based i think i suck at it. well. hopefully i can still preserve my A1 for SS. My mid year goal is to get L1R5 below 10points. yeah. haha. many unexpected things happened today like changing of shpherding days also reciving message from one of my great friend even studied at PS Bk with Dk and lum. yeah. haha.. then we drew on each other hands. i mEANT darLY AND ME drew at each other hands and i also drew on lum's arm. haha. so cool huh. haha. eccentric plpe like us makes the world go round. haha. well. i need to go and studied for math. well.. what to study? just read bah. haha.
David

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well. It sought of dawn upon me like a lava flame that flows from the crater to the ground of my heart today. Well.. i really miss those times we had together. Though it was really short but i appreciate it. Those msg of encouragements and stuffs etc. well all of us have to grow and move on so we too move on. yeah. One thing i know that you still matter to me. Those times where you build in up in chirst strongly by encouaging me to take a step of faith. in the darkest moment of my life you were there for me. Thank You. I will never let you go in my life. well. sounds abit mushy? haha. well that's how i feel to plpe who build me up. I will never forget you. To know that you are all still walking with God makes my heart at rest. Then i found you then it all became clear. well... i just love you guys.

haha.. don't ask me why i thought of plpe that mean to me a lot in my life. I JUST REALLY APRRECIATE THEM! my sheep too. Finally i am able to take time to smell the flowers already. To just smell the fragrance of friendship in chirst.

well.. I had a horrendous time stuyding ss. Though it's 2 topics but have to memorize. and know what? i hav yet done my physics. well.. i will have to do it at 11.50pm. well. my goal. do all mcq tys. 5 chapts. God please help me. Thanks. I really appreciate you.

Last but now least just want to tell my sheep, dmm, buddies and you know who that i love all of you. who is you know who? haha.. i also don't know. Just wan to take some time to appreciate plpe in my life. It's God's grace by sending these plpe to my life.

Cannot imagine life with those plpe. haha.. i am pressing on. yeah.

david

brezze through the papers today. well.. God i have to say a word of thanks to you. Looking at the capacity of time i had to study i must commend that it's through working hands upon me. Well.. Thank yoU! sMIle! God s faithful, isn't he? haha.. tomorrow i'm not sure what paper am i having but will be looking at it later. haha. going to meet Ri plpe today. cool.. yeah. hmmm.. was just reading a book and it goes something like that,
' The is no knowledge in knowledge but the only knowledge i know is that i know nothing.'
the other thing i read was 'Cold or hot, good or bad is not by nature by by convention.' I'm still thinking what's convention. haha. okay. time to read teachings now. till then. maybe i will blog tonight. =)
David

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bump... back to blogging. well. i have a very interesting leader, don't i? haha.. only till today then i learn that mugging means ROB. haha. i didn't know that. well.. God has indeed been faithful to north C, hasn't he? Had a great time today while having meeting with the catholic high core team. Haha.. after meeting derick at pasta mania out of the blue, i am even more inspired to quickly see RI completed and soon we will start RC. that's so super cool lah. Well. i have a wonderful sheep that i know is close with God. How do it know? well. looking at his mentalitly and actions i got to say that he have grown over these few months. God i love you! =)


well. this is a venue for me to channle whatever i have studied today. haha. cool huh.
well time to make is a chemistry lesson.
sulphate is so4-2
Sulphite is so3-2
Sulphide is s-2
Carbonate- co3-2
Nitrate is - No3-
Phosphate- PO4-3
Ag-1
Zinc2+
Bromide- Br-


recap:
Covalent is between non-metals and non-metals. It has low boiling point due to the fact that it has weaker intermolecular forces that held it together. It is non souble in water but souble in organic compound. It cannot conduct electricity. It is the sharing of electrons.
Ionic is between non-metals and meatls. It has high melting point as it's held by strong inter=molecular forces. we;;.. It canducts electricity as there is movement of ions. It's souble in water but not in organic compound. It's the giving and taking in of electrons.

Crystallsation.
The longer the evaporation takes place the larger the craystals and also apply gentle heat or it will over heat the crystal or it will damage crystal. Ermm.. It's done when the thing is a solution. yeah. ohh.. if it requires higher temperature change the water to oil and add sand bath.

chromatography:
Why should the slovent front be on top?
So that the whole process can be fully completed
Why bother to apply light ink?
Thus it will not move sideways and will not smurge with other inks.

Ammonia chloride, iodine can only be seprated through sublimation.

The moelcular realtive mass is the mass of an molecule in an substance compared to 1/12 of a carbon-12 atom..

ohh.. hydrogen sulphate is Hso4-1
hydrogen carbonate- Hco3-1

mole can be found:
Mass/ mr
Volume/24dm3
Particles/ 6x10^23

Concentration:
Number of moles= Volume(dm3)x concentration (mol/dm3)
Concentration(g/dm3)= Contration (mol/dm3) x MR

Simplify way for me:
GM/m-C-M/v

emprical formula:
Simplest ratio
Molecular formula:
N: molecular MR/ Emprical Mr
N(emprical)

N=M/E

we all came into this unknown world. Trapped inside the womb and anticpating for a beacon of light, didn't we? Well.. we did not expect to step into this world that has that much darkeness but somehow we got our foot into it. Hoping that things will recuperate to what we thought about in the womb but it seems like it will never happen. In a world that is full of joy and no more pain. Well. As we grow to the next stage of life as a teenager we begin to see that it was never tears of joy but tears of pain.
We questioned 'Why did it turn out this way?'
For some reasons the world that we thought was full of justice was just a thought that will vanish soon. In this world, is there justice? Well.. The naive mind thinks it does however the mind can no longer decieve itself and starts to understand that this world is a total cheat to his feelings.
Hoping that some light will shine onto the world on day. We hoped.
well.. maybe we are unable to comprehend what the world is constanting doing thus we just stared into it blankly and soon we will be susceptible by it.
Time still files and we are allowing our mind to be mould by the world. The so called virture of ours has been debased. Well. it starts to fall as we continue to see what the 'right world' is doing. Lying, cheating, stealing and sexual imorality were once wrong when we were younger but now... Things have changed. The will of our mind cannot resist the tachings of the world and we allow our mind to be susceptible by it.
Trying to find a way to escape yet we can't. lost in the maze. We got ourselves into it. So lost. We wished that the thought of the world being infallible will come to past. 'Dream on' the other side of your mind says. The naive thought when we were young is now offically dead. The hope is given up.
Now since it's an endless chase in darkeness we continued to run in the maze. heading to no where and soon finding ourselves in the death bed.
Just instant seconds before death we wonderm, 'What have i done with my life?' The pursue for money, fame and imoraility. nothing wrong. But it has been such a endless chase.
Closing our eyes tears rolled down. With a great sense of guilt. 'Why did i let my guard down?' was the last question we asked then we sleep forever.

That's just something running through my head about people without meaning in life. I remember those days when i was younger i thought that the world was a peaceful place till i grew up. Now i have seen certain stages of my life and i am glad that i am not in the rut of endless chase but in a race that glorifies his name.

Well.. one paper is down today. Made some here adn there errs. Well at max i hope i just lost 20 mraks out of 80. haha.. i don't think it's diffcult but i did not study that much. i only started studying yesterday on a math. haha.. well. going to study more later. chem and e math. haha..
=)

David

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I would describe my day as hmm.. simply marvellous? yup. that's the word. haha. hmm.. what happened? hmm.. firstly i hope that my testimony was a blessing to others though the content wise mat sound relatively the same. hmm.. Just want to be a blessing to other. Ohh.. Glad to see joshua mum and si yuan mum came for service today. well. That's great! Keep it up!
Nonetheless i really enjoyed today due to the fellowship i have. Hmmm..firstly i spend a bit of time with jarvin. well. my wonderful bud. Hearing me out always. haha.well.. i enjoyed those little bits of time. haha. then also with matthew today. haha. a person i know that's running the race with me. My wonderful bud.
then also spend a lot of time with jun yao and DK. well.. we did lots of stupid stuffs. well. share not telll ya. only my buds know. haah.. very stupid. but quite fun then again. I just love spending frutiful time together. yeah. haha..
oh yah. let me make a disclamier!!!!
I DID NOT WEAR PINK TODAY!!!!
dan and harry said i did and i persist on that i never wore pink at all. haha. serious lah. i did not wear pink.
=)
David
yawns. so late now. shall sleeps. yeah. going gym tomorrow. haha.

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Tell me.. How many times have i broken your heart to pieces? Indeed many times. All for Love You gave it up for me. Everything i need is you.

That's just a reflection of something i heard today. Well.. I love friday! Especially today! well.. met Jian hao. Whao.. such a blessing! Why? I'm Glad to have people in the kingdom who wants to do something for God's Kingdom!

Wait! Exams are about to be over! People let's get out of our cupboard and start DREAMING! Dream Big! You have a big God, Don't you? Let's claim it man! yeah.

So as i was saying i love firday. The i went to town to shop with DO, Brandon and JJ too. yeah. so cool. Brought new shirt and running shorts. yeah. haha. spent about ermm.. 69? yeah. haha.. hit my goal. I wanted to spend less than 70. yeah. But more than that i love my brothers in church. yeah.

Well.. I am anticipating to see 3 CGs in north C real soon. Prayfully by end of July we can see 2 mroe person in clm. yeah. a discipleship church.

God please enable to do your work tomorrow. Use me as only you could and would. yeah. I love you.

Well.. bb.

David

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found my way out of the darkness.
well.. think everything turned out better this afternoon. Jesus i live for you. hmm.. bascially , i took a time of retreat this afternoon after blogging and finally i think i am back on my feet again. God's gracious hand has been with me ever since the first day i came to know christ personally. Mt heart leapt for joy daily as his love covers me. Well.. I really appreciate what God has always been doing in my life. I do not want to miss God out even a spilt second daily. God, help me to experience ya daily and every moment. Please. It's good to know that i'm not the only one in this race but others are also undergoing some test in their lives. It's a damn lousy feeling to do life without God. Yup.

David

Where are you?

I thought my hair would stood on the end when i looked at the paper. Thankfully it wasn't as hard as i anticipated it to be. Well.. i am not not that sure on the grades i will get but i am hoping to get a B3. haha.. not that sure then again. But all i am certain is that he's in control. My God is big. Well.. Whatever comes along my way i will just be grateful for what he has done in my life. At least now one paper down. All the other papers i'm more at ease to do them. haha.. i think can aces all of them by God's grace. Ohh.. i am early home again today. well.. my paper ended eariler then i thought it would. Will be mugging today for nx wk papers. But i will be leaving my house soon to meet David ong. yup.

For past few days things have seemed to pick up and also fall. well.. who can comprehen all these except jesus? Don't know what has happended to me.. well.. maybe it is because of a new change in my life that cause everything to turn out so sucky. well.. no other words to use i supposed. haha.. hmm.. but God one thing i asked of you is that i need your presence in my life. Father draw me nearer, draw me nearer to you alone. Father draw me nearer to you alone. That's seems to be my cry now. Do not stop me from running to you. I NEED YOU.

Yeah this saturday is parents day and i really pray that God will let us break our goal! To see 3 strong established CGs in NC!

Nothing will hinder!

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'I don't know. It seems like eternity for me to get rid of this phobia that irriates me that i can blow off anytime,' my thought for that moment. 'God, i wished that this will be my strength but much fear and anxiety bestowed upon me! I am at the end of my tether for the courage to do well.'

This is the only killer paper that i ever encounter in the whole eternity of my life on earth. English. 'I don't know how to aces it but somehow i do know how to fail it,' i thought to myself.

'Though as much fear and axiety within me, David you must still trust in the God who is faithful! Amen?' sounded like the holy spirit. Well.. i am going to trust God.

I do hope to be able to get at least a B3 for english. My L1R5 to be below 10 points. yeah. that's my goal. No unscruplous means to do well for my mid years. I condone behaviour that are beyond the moral self of a human.

Man are fickled minded aren't they? That's just something i abhor about it. That's why i choose not to be fickled minded and just trust God while i do my best dude. yeah. Probe a little deeper to my personal motive of doing well. Basically i do not mind getting bad grades but i just want to glorifiy my beloved King and friend.

'Has is turn harden?' i murmured to myself. 'Myabe when they really understand God's grace for them which may cause a stir up in their hearts.'

The part which detest my eyes is when people heart turned harden towards God. Why? Simply how strong is their relationship with God. Yeah.

I pay homage to people who actually keep thier hearts pure before the lord and they are benevolent people as they have recieved God's abundant grace.

Infact i am not making a mountain out of a molehill. yup. Your absence made my heart go fonder. A day without God is sucky. I hate the fact of doing life alone.

Well.. Today i went to pay a respect to the whoever president wake. Magnificent is the only word i could used to describe the whole ambience of the place. My mouth went wide opened when i stepped into it. His face petrified me. Simply i was also stupefied by the whole istana park. Well.. Basically i went so that i could skip loads of periods of classes. Hmmm.. what i anticipated for came true. I sought of anticipated that people will be crying over him and bulls eye. haha.. yup.

ohh.. i met David ong and some others for a run today during evening. yeah. i really like having people in church doing life with me together. And i've decided on one thing. I will bring my sheep to go exercise with me. yeah. haha.

'Alright, i will be mugging on Geo, chem and El today,' anticipated in my heart. Did i manage to finish my goal? well.. Nope. haha. i seriously have to mug harder already for exams. BUT hold on!!! IT DOESN'T MEAN EXAMS PERIOD MEANS I FORGET ABOUT MY RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD AND MY GROUP!!! THEY ARE STILL IN MY LIFESTYLE! just incase you think i am so into mugging that i forgotten about plpe. yup.

A balanced church.

David

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i strolled into the my homeroom after meal today and suddenly the thought dawned upon me 'Exams are coming in only few days time!What have i done about it? WAKE UP FROM YOUR NAIVE MIND, DAVID!!!' Anxiety filled my heart instantly without my permission. What a rude guy anxiety is? haha. i kinda seriously figured out that it's time for me to get in total concentration in studyin as exams are just round the coner. It never really ring within me that i should really mug even harder till today. The best part of the whole package is that my second paper is only 2 days away. oh mine gosh... haha. then 3rd paper is like ermm.. 6 days? haha.. 'What i can help all of you is that i can only give you guys the answers and you do the working by your own,' squeked mdm ong. 'As if students can firgured out all the answers!' i mumbled.
sometimes i think i am a freak. haha.. wait till last minute that mugged like a worm. haha.. so amazing. but think with the consistent revision, things aren't that worse. haha..
i feel that i am very blessed to be who i am. Though by default i shouldn't but i come to recognize it even in a deeper measure just recently. In the past my dad and my relationship was like heaven and hell. haha.. damn distant lah. hardly even talked. well.. maybe we did. 'Where's my allowance?' would be my highly frequent questions in the past. But now things have changed over the years. I feel blessed when i can have home cooked food or even just having a little time out to be at home with dad around. hmmm.. we are still building on relationship but still improving. yeah. not only that. one greatest act of God in my life i could never ever thought it will ever happened is where i am today. being able to pursue a A level certificate. yeah. never once did i ever thought it was possible. I feel also ultra blessed to have a wonderful sheep and DMM members in my life. yeah. they are just simply wonderful plpe. Today i was thinking of all my ex sheep in chruch ever since the first day i became a shepherd till now. And they all have played a significant role in building up my life. lastly i am really blessed to have wonderful buddies and pals in my life.
buddies? Matthew and Jravin. always there. =)
pals? Brandon, bruce, david ong, darly kang, joesph and loads more.
ohh.. last but not least all my past shepherds. the very firece to the gentle one. e.g of very firece one is my current shpherd. haha. don't tell ya which one of the two. haha.. and the encouragement yet firm shepherd. yeah. haha..
i just feel so blessed. i am not looking in terms of the materials things i have but all those things that i simply tresure.
I love all my plpe and sheep. =)
Moreover Jesus i love yah.
David

'Man! This is really one of those very countable times i am at home in the noon.' i mumbled as i walked home this noon. The scroning heat was beyond description. In short it was blazing hot. Maybe once or twice this year the weather was that hot. One may wondered why i am home so early today. Well for 2 reasons i supposed.
I am trying out my new plan for this week and will evaulate it again end of this week. So what's my new plan? well.. it revolves around a simple theme. 'it's not how busy you are but rather how productive you are.'. Yup. Secondly, i am home early cause i wanted to get change as i am heading off to town in a while's time. Then again it makes no diffrence. Haha.. i kinda seriously do not like this day in the entire week. well.. provided nothing goes wrong coming few days along my path. haha.. can't believe that fact that chinese lessons is on even though exams are over. come on man. it's like huh. i don't really know what to say about it but i seriously do not like that idea. yup. haha.. then got to asked to stand outside just because of the pathetic textbk. It's like only one page lah. yah. it's my mistake too. haha.. but i just hate the idea of chinese. nah. not really hate. but i just want a short short break, can't i? haha.. shall not muse over this issue then. hmmm.. it's going five. shall stop here. may blog again tonight. yeah. i love God.

DavidA

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Credit for this new blog skin goes to mr lum. claps for him. yeah. couldn't have imagine life without mr lum who is such a computer cebbey which i am of not even a noch of it. the notion of some people's mind is so much so of technology which i am not of them. Indeed it's a nice blog skin. yeah.
I turing curve appeared on my face with the expression through my lips as i walk towards the overhead bridge this afternoon. Glancing back at the life that i have lived for tons of days on earth, i can't help but to simply thank God for placing all those people in my life. Everyone plays a story or even a pillar in my life. Simply they all matter to me. Sometimes i pounder upon if i will ever backslide? though i am not certain but i have faith to say NO. Why? The God that i worshipped has always been real towards me. He's simply faithful. It such a laughable comment to make if i say God is not real as i have experienced him. Yeah. It takes some people covincing to believe the reality of God.
this few days have been a learning journey for me:
1- it's not about being busy but productive
2- is it a need?
3- we must have faith in our people and friends
learning are blessings as well, aren't they?
yeah. hmm. think i shall blog till here for today.
David

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