Wednesday, March 30, 2005
sitting infront of my computer typing what has happened for the past few days in the amiable environment of the world. I pounder upon the goodness of God as i step into the puddle of muddy, clayey soil in the jungle. Drenched in grey and partially soildify mud over my body. It was a experience that i could have never had in the city life in Singapore. God goodness through the nature keeps my thinking that he is definitely a wonder creator. Indeed a God that is awesome. Gazing through the shining stars through the night reminded me of being a salt and Light church. Though we are in the world but we are not of the world but to make an impact to the world. I know that i'm a person that seeks for thrills. I delight in thrilling activites. God has always never let me down! I'm proud to be his Child! He is bigger than me! Gripping firmly to the rocks on the wall and lifting my legs to a higher level and each time i do that, it demands a more tedious level. Though i may not have reach the top but i hit the spot of 3/4 and a little more for the whole wall. I enjoyed the whole event with a smile on the my face. Staring into the air i see a rope where people will have to walk on it and i wondered to myself, 'i would like to try it as well.'. No one got left behind in that activity and nevertheless i tried. I cannot believed what i did, it simply shows that the one in me can do greater things than what i can do. I walk on the rope with much anticipation and felt with a bit of blue feeling. I did not just walked once but attempt to do twice and i suceeded! Being in the open sea with alvin was something that i look forward to. Kayaking was indeed fun though i had tried it before. Speaking of Alvin, i was dumbfounded during our first day trip to the campsite on the bus, he took out his little book of John and started to read. Yes. I'm amazed. He only recieved Jesus last saturday. During our last night together, shared about what God can do through Beatty to him. A care group. His was enlighten that he could also take caer of people. He told me of people who i can work with him together to start a care group. This is not only a fun camp but also a time where life transformation begins.The classmates are a bunch of great people that i enjoy to be with as well. Especially today. Before we left, the usual me, hyper david came into action. Made them do morning exercise with me, dance banana dance, india dance and some breathing exercise. It's quite ambiguous because there were like 37 of us but truly it was fun. We had other great events as well.God's kingdom has never stopped lingering in my mind though i was in the camp. Thinking of about the care group that my guys are having and their spiritual life as well. I love my group! One thing i asked of the Lord is that he continues to reveal to my leaders and me the areas we should continue to work on and also my people that God will reveal to them. Though we anticipate for Kingdom growth, we are not to lack on character in our lives. The truth is that we only have one life to live. LiVE FOr jesus! If you can find any other cause more worthy then this then go ahead! Surely there is none. Talk about career, how long can it last? maybe a span of 80 years at the maxium? look for what's eternal! He loves you!Let's all continue to Grow God's church!North C on the way to see 2 new Care Groups by 23rd of April 2005!Catholic high and (Marist + RI)2 new CG!!!Praise him, praise him, praise him in everything.David
till the end;2:06 PM
Sunday, March 27, 2005
what a day it is today. i'm trying to imply that today is filled with many exuberant events to me! thank you jesus! i want to be a little bit closer to ya more each second! yup. Reflector!BlessinGs of the Day:1- Had a good feast in ddmm. had breakfast! haha..2- played bridge again. which was fun3- sat on cab to toa payoh after meeting with ruth and christine4- opps. doing hosting this wk with christine. gonna plan on wed5- met george! ultra fun! shared tons of things! (=6- went dinner with bruce and his mum and sis. haha//7- brought bread 2 long loaft. haha. just like eating it.8- read mere christianity. i love the way it's written. It triggers the mind. all these are blessings to me! =)hmm.. oky. gonna plan a loveing church lesson now. =)david
till the end;10:47 PM
Saturday, March 26, 2005
What a wondeful day it is? A day to remember what he has done in my life. A day where death bestowed upon him. where he faced excurciating painful death to tell me his love.Thank God it's friday! =)Blessings of the day:1- Had 4 visitors including DO side for our bball event.2- Had a great time inviting friends3- Glad to see more disciples4- PBS unit ever highest confirmation! 17 plpe!5- Just finished making a whole series of follow updavid
till the end;12:03 AM
What a wondeful day it is? A day to remember what he has done in my life. A day where death bestowed upon him. where he faced excurciating painful death to tell me his love.Thank God it's friday! =)Blessings of the day:1- Had 4 visitors including DO side for our bball event.2- Had a great time inviting friends3- Glad to see more disciples4- PBS unit ever highest confirmation! 17 plpe!5- Just finished making a whole series of follow updavid
till the end;12:03 AM
Friday, March 25, 2005
Debrief of my day:i may also type out my blessings of the day as well. Basically i woke up as usual but drag my feet to school as my throat was not at it's normal pink condition. But i went ahead. i was appreensive of what might happened. But thank God nothing bad happened. haha.. quite an obnoxious day. in a gd way i mean. haha.. so how did it go? well. i think it's my stupidity AGAIN! haha.. but it's just so typical of me. Since training was in the sea today, with my ambigious mind i surfed till very far. haha.. crazy. like the other time when i north ddmm went to kayaking. out of my complete ambition i tired to kayak to touch a ship. but was scolded. haha. as i was surfing, i fell into the sea and to my hurrendous moved, i was stunk by something. near my leg. haha. felt the pain and was seriously far from shore and all i could do was to wack the part that was stunk and peddle as hard as i could. then thank God when i reached shore, it was at ease. but there was a little brown mark on it and a line of vein exposed. Not that big. But i thank God that nothing much happened. Surfing was fun today as i really went far out. haha. then injured myself a lot today as well. Hustled myself and had to pay the consequences. haha. but it's was a remarkable moment for me. but seriously i am thankful to God of how he is using me in his plans. Like today my teacher approach me to be the leader of pool club. haha.. then also do a presentation on windersurfing for the whole school. it's like massive. haha.. gave out lots of invite cards for serivce today and hopefully they will come. yeah. then met si yuan and it was a great meeting. bascially i love all my people! yeah! we teach what we know but we reproudce what we are! yeah! easter is tomorrow! cool dude. jesus loves me!david
till the end;12:03 AM
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
By your bare eyes, you can see that i did not blog for yesterday. ermm. not hat i didn't wanted too but it sliped off my mind. hehe.. i was quite apprehensive of what might turn out for my chem paper today but i am still thankful to God it was within my reach. hehe.. but i'm certain i'm not suffering from claustropobia. haha.. actually i'm trying to put in those few words i learnt yesterday. the class lamoured when we had to stay back. haha..shall get to actual stuffs. blessings of the day:1- thank God for Ben. yup. he helped me to get my math q solved. or i will still be struck by now though still strucked.2- matt also tried to help. but still strucked.... help..3- though i may still not understand any glimpse of it, but know what? i am really thankful for those few plpe God placed in my life. haiz. thank you God. if not for ya i will be dead.4- oh yah. talking about me not understanding some stuffs, i understood some stuffs today as well. haha.. i know how to put a few signs.5- oh yah. met priscilla today and did some accountability. yeah. it's such a blessing to account6- chem test? quite okay.7- friday unit event, having some visitors. yeah!8- oh yeah. i thank God for the love that he has given to me.9- found a cd with planet shakers songs. yeah. i got more choice of worship songs10- prayer meet yesterday was magnificent. haha.. wrong word maybe.okay. thank you jesue. david
till the end;11:00 PM
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
A man went to a barbershop to have hishair cut and his beard trimmed. As the barberbegan to work, they began to have a goodconversation.
They talked about so many things and varioussubjects. When they eventually touched on thesubject of God, the barber said: "I don't believe thatGod exists."
"Why do you say that?" asked the customer."Well, you just have to go out in the street torealize that God doesn't exist. Tell me, ifGod exists, would there be so many sickpeople? Would there be abandoned children? If Godexisted, there would be neither suffering nor pain. Ican't imagine a loving God who would allow all ofthese things."
The customer thought for a moment, but didn'trespond because he didn't want to start anargument.
The barber finished his job and the customer leftthe shop. Just after he left the barbershop, he sawa man in the street with long, stringy, dirtyhair and an untrimmed beard. He looked dirty andunkempt.
The customer turned back and entered the barbershop again and he said to the barber: "Youknow what? Barbers do not exist."
"How can you say that?" asked the surprisedbarber. "I am here, and I am a barber. And I justworked on you!"
"No!" the customer exclaimed. "Barbersdon't exist because if they did, there would be nopeople with dirty long hair and untrimmed beards,like that man outside."
"Ah, but barbers DO exist! " answered thebarber. "What happens, is, people do not cometo me."
"Exactly!"- affirmed the customer. "That'sthe point! God, too, DOES exist! What happens, is,people don't go to Him and do not look for Him.That's why there's so much pain and suffering inthe world."I thought that was good and that's why i posted it. It's emphasize is relatively clear and good especially at the ending of it. I'm not makeing a mountain out of a mloe hill. hehe.. okay. i can't help to say God thank you for blessing me. Yup. may it be in terms of academic, ministry, friends and family. Life simply rocks with you around. yeah. Blessings of the day:haha.. have lots of it. hehe..1- was at the peak for my a math test result when i got back today and only 11 passes2- learn new games through teachers3- i thank God for matt and jarvin! my wonderful buddies! haha.. that they prayed for me that i will have strength for yesterday night and yes indeed. haha..4- glad to be able to wack out some plans with north B and C today in our combine dmm meeting. haha.. quite cool lah. though i almost blew my top off due to the activites we can have. haha..5- glad that God has given me enough time to plan for cobine B and C prayer meet tomorrow. cool.6- had great sheep! i love all my people and sheep!7- did not seriously fell asleep in class. 8- i love my peers as well9- oh yah. having frineds for service! rox!thank you for being my friend! david
till the end;12:10 AM
Monday, March 21, 2005
John6: 18-21
18A strong wind was blowing, and the water became rough. 19They rowed three or three and a half miles. Then they saw Jesus coming toward the boat. He was walking on the water. They were terrified. 20But he said to them, "It is I. don’t be afraid." 21Then they agreed to take him into the boat. Right away the boat reached the shore where they were heading.
In circumstance when we think it’s impossible to grow the group or even similarly we have our plans we must take note of the following factors.
Only when we allow God to come into the picture then will everything go on well. Notice that when Jesus entered the oat then everything was at rest.
Plans are great, like them who have wanted to cross the river and go back to shore.
Are the plans yours or his?
Many times we have our own plans to grow our group and it’s nothing wrong. But when we planned out a plan, do we ask God to accept it or do we asked him to guide us along planning? Then if we do not allow God to come and guide us doesn’t it mean we are trying to imply a statement to God. “You do it my way, God!”
Allowing God to come in to our plans means that we have to choose to submit to his will and follow his ways. Reason being is so that in order to grow God’s kingdom, it must be done in his way. It brings us to the fact that we must choose to dare to attempt greater things for our Lord. His ways are higher than ours.
Having the ‘Can Do It’ spirit with us because we know that he is with us on the boat.
If you want to walk on water, you got to step out of the boat. Living a life of faith. Yes. A while ago i was reading the passage and trying to understand it and came out with few pointers which will go through in my dmm tomorrow with my guys. Quite sudden. But then again it's important! Easter harvest is coming! EVerything is prepared and now we needs converts! yeah! People matter to God! Yeah! Run the race!Blessings for the day:1- God thank you for renewing my spirit in ulm2- thank God for david ong who lend me his wind breaker as i felt quite cold in bk while stiudying with him in the noon3- had great feast at priscilla hse. 4- our meeting ended at 11.10pm. latest. haha..5- thank you for giving me strenght. it's 1plus. at least i'm done with agenda foe tomorrow and camp.still left with prayer meeting points. help. haha.. God's with me.BELIEVED IN GOD FOR HARVEST! THE WORD OF GOD WILL NEVER EVER GO OUT IN VIAN! SOWERS! DO NOT GIVE UP!!!!DAVID!!!
till the end;1:34 AM
Sunday, March 20, 2005
DAVID!!!! what on earth are you doing online at such a unsightly hour? it's 3.40am now!!! plainly put it that way i'm not tired and hungry. haha.. why i'm not tired? hmmm.. particularlly for few reasons. one of which is i'm planning for my next week. having great events next wk with my unit. ultra cool lah. prayer meet and ECG. praying for harvest! do you dare to believe? it's up to us! take this step of faith man people! don't look down on what God can you, you little fellow. There's nothing my God cannot do. sounds familar? hehe.. it does right? okay. thank God for my great friend cum sheep that asked me along to planet shakers concert. It was an eye opening to see how will it be like when whole world praise him, ermm.. it's only like a beacon only. hehe.. sorrie. was quite even more stir up when i saw whoever that lady is sharing the word in an agressively. i pay homage to her! yeah! i respect woman who speak their convictions! so do i want to constantly live my life pleasing to God and teach in a new dimension. haha.. wrong word usage i supposed. hehe.. God thank you. that's a blessing for my day as well. so blessed. service was chair by God through jasmine. it keeps me thinking of the standards of the world. world sux. haha.. no fixed standard. maybe they don't after all. haha. thank You God for teaching me. Brother bear simply roxs ah.. damn cool lah. it potraits the love that we ought to have in the ohana! =) yep!!! he rocks lah. i love God.yeah. so happy. long lost buddy is back. jarvin. that was one of the reason why i'm up so late. chatted with him over the phone for hours? hehe. i love those plpe God placed in my life and for sure i know life alone sux big time and God does not wants it that way. yeah. i love God!!!musing over some peanut candy just now to stuff the hunger i am experiencing. yeah. so jump!!!haha.. thank you lord jesus for everything. i love youdavid
till the end;3:41 AM
Friday, March 18, 2005
many people have presupposing views on catastrophe happenings. quite weird. but that's the at least penultimate thought they will have. Isn't it still in their thoughts? haha..just trying to crap some stuffs out.an interesting fact that i found out was that western and eastern scienist have differing view points of nature. One believed in the the linner law of nature while the other believed in the cycle of nature. it's like dots. i think i knew in a form of subset. then was reading today and got the clearer views.haha.. i am finally out from hell. haha.. that's a blessing!!!blessing of the day:1- was not that late for course though work up late2- finally out of hell. free at last. yeah. at least got a bronze bage for footdrill. why cause i don't really bother. get a pass can already. haha.. anyways, i hate the language. sorrie. i'm not racist. haha.. just in case3- dad bless me wiht $$$ or else will be dead4- my cooking improved in a step after the other5- still alive6- got a bit sun burn7- still surving. haha.. damn shag just now. But God thank You8- confirmation hit goal9-glad to see God working in plpe's lives10- vic coming tomorrowokay. fine. shag shag and shag.sleep now.david
till the end;11:50 PM
hehe.. went to catch boggeyman with my guys today. ermm. kindly to let ya know. ermm. the show isn't that marvellous. hehe.. but still good for effects. Good for a morning movie. haha.. celebrated grorge b day. yeah. happy birthday to ya!!! heeh..hmm.. relativley enjoyed my day with God today.it just keeps me thinking of few things.but quite lazy now.hehe..blessings of the day:1- watched movie with my guys2- Thank God for some great evaulation3- thank God for my shepherd who met me finally4- thank God for matthew. great buddy5- will believed God for fruits tomorrowyawns. tired. God is good! amen!daviad
till the end;12:26 AM
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
looking at this life, i can't help to say that God has been with me ever since the first day i came to planet earth. Sometimes i wonder why am i doing all these? it will bring me back to the root of his love.Yup.blessings of the day:1- thank God for bruce mum that i went their hse for dinner. nice 2- understood the physics lesson. by God's grace3- Thank gOD FOR victor willing heart to meet me4- great pal matthew for explaining somethings with me but it's really up to me now.5- Dad quite diff today. 6- great pal with me7- i love my leaders! =)-<david
till the end;11:21 PM
Tuesday, March 15, 2005
Platonic Relationship: How close is too close?
DEFINITION
Platonic relationship: a pure, spiritual affection, subsisting between persons of opposite sex, unmixed with carnal desires, and regarding the mind only and it excellences.
Best friend: A confidant and support to the other. Someone you feel deeply about and care for.
Biblical best friendship: One that challenges the other towards God and to do more for Him.
Technically, having a best friendship with the opposite sex is not exactly impossible. But the thought of having one can and will be deceiving. For a person to have a best friend of the opposite sex, there must be some value or idea that they base their relationship on, be it spiritual or not (like the same things, etc.) Most of the time, they can and might justify that the reason is spiritual and thus, should not affect anything. But most of the time, we know it as a figment of their imagination that they choose to believe in. They want to create an image that they are in a relationship that is Godly, which may not be the case.
Jer 17:9
“The heart is deceitful above all things and beyond cure. Who can understand it?”
The fact that one is in such a relationship means he/she is getting something beneficial out of it. The carnal seeks to please itself and when we are in such a relationship, the benefits are suspicious. How does this matter? It matters because the benefits might not be a spiritual origin. We would of course like to look at the positive side that the benefits are truly Godly, but we have to be careful on this lest we deceive ourselves as well. We must also not be naïve to the point that we do not see the negative side of things. For example, a guy could be in a male-female best friendship because the likes and fact that he has a chance to talk to girls, or that a girl likes to talk and confide in him (its partly an ego issue as well). He/she may have a crush on the other party and is enjoying the time they spend together.
I believe if a relationship is truly based on the fact that both parties help each other towards God then it should be all right. But at an age where our hormones are raging and when our hearts can be deceitful at all times, one can never tell. It may start of right but who knows what might happen along the way? One or both parties may start to think otherwise. As the Chinese idiom goes, “The relationship deepens as time is spent on it.” It may start of well, but it might turn out to be disastrous. Close friends maybe, but best friends? Not quite. Even if they are close friends, they must be accountable to someone spiritually more mature in case something unwise develops.
“How close is too close?” Physical contact is a definite “NO”. One must be conscious of this area. But the same principle applies when sharing, be open not naked. Two of them must understand that they might never be able to help with the other party’s problems. In a normal same gender relationship, the two will be able to identify and help. In a male-female relationship, how is the male going to help with a problem that he has never encountered because much less help out. With that in mind, sharing deeps is really tough.
CONCLUSION
I believe for cross gender best friendship to be possible, there must be some guidelines. Age and maturity could be one of the factors too. But whatever the case, we are putting both parties in a vulnerable situation, because no matter how big the age difference, no matter how mature, there is still a possibility of us falling. The results can be devastating.
The most possible cross gender best friendship that I can think of, would be in the case of a marriage. Where the two of them are best friends to each other.
I believe the key question is this, why is there a need to have a cross gender best friendship? It is not as if there are no more friends in church who are of the same gender. Why put our people or ourselves in a vulnerable situation?
till the end;11:58 PM
blogging. i must thank God for all the amazing and astouding events he has placed and did in my life. Many times i would be relativley uncertain of what he is doing. He is up to something good i supposed. I am still stupified at his work in my life. it's axiomatic that i enjoy writing to God. Today i think it was the david world book of records. That i wrote a four pages long letter to God. I am not skeptic to writing to him as if he will reply or not. Infact he does. so i am glad.Looking back at these few days with all the hectic life that i'm placed in, God thank you. i will die without you in my life. I am seriously puzzled at the friends ya put in my life. Most of us came from the both ends of the world but yet because of you, it connects us together. One is black one is white. One is soprty the other not. so i am so stun by it. i love you God.from today onwards, i want to redo what i did in the past. By who or by cruel i want to blog my blessigns of the day! why? i want to be grateful to God. He is faithful to me! yeah! =)so yeah. let's look:blessing of the day:1- i can't help to thank God for working in my Dad2- that i have great time with my sheep3- have great friends and buddies. Plpe who will just keep me company. yeah.4- had a great retreat today5- oh yah. thank God that i can catch a movie. 'hitch' talking about love. who do i love? guess.jes?s - haha.. i love ya too. Cause love God love people.6- oppss. thank God for David ong for having dinner over the table with me7- oh before i forget. Thank God for bruce for teaching me chem. hehe.. bout electoplating. the ions and elctrohhmm.. ]God,i ask that you help the group to be sucessful in the movie sowing event. yup. to see 11 plpe. yeah. it's beyond me i know. thus i need you. continue to build unity in the group! help me and the group to grow! yeah. i love you! smile!davidwere you there when the sun refuse to shine?
till the end;11:37 PM
Monday, March 14, 2005
i want to see your face. I am taken away by your glory. i am desperate for your touch. All i want is you. Things may sem to fall off, but i am still tankful for the love i have found in you. Please take me to the secert place where i can see your face. Take me away with you. Where i can see your face and nothing there's to stop it. I want you. You have taken away my guilt and shame. It's all taken away by the power of your name.. Yes i love you. Go dbe with me.This is my prayer. i need you in my life.the sun just refuses to shine. but because of that i'm saved by your grace. after today, my views have changed. friends. a man on the island.i am grateful to God for all those plpe.no matter how strong i am, i am still weak and need a friend like you. jesus is my friend.david
till the end;9:33 PM
Saturday, March 12, 2005
sin. i abhor it to a great extend. it's inconsequiential whether how big shot ya are. sin is still sin. seriously let's not be that susceptible to sin. yup. clang and clang. wake up from all the the sleep.david
till the end;12:57 AM
Monday, March 07, 2005
i need a channle to recap what i have been reading for the past 1/2 hr and i doze off for few minutes maybe it's boring. yah. anyways, i don't really like the sub but i will try loving it, cam. When it move at a osciallating then will it transmit movement to the follower leading it to be in reciprocating or oscillating movement. A cam is a special shaped material which is fixed to an axle or a shaft. A follower is a device designed to move up or down as it follows the shape.3 types of cam:1- eccentric cam. Take note that the hole is not in the centre2- pear shaped cam. moves in irregular curves.3-snail cam. the hole is in the centre and it has a irregular movement.Types of followers:1- knife- good on eccentric as it has a smooth outline where is will not be struck at any point. good for others as well.2- flat foot- good for eccentric and pear shaped cam3- roller- good for eccentric and cam.with much understanding, no.2 and 3 is event based.Principle of cams:it cannot be negative slopeFrame corner joints:1- mitre joints2- coner halving joints3-dowelled joints4- corner bridle joints5- dovetail joints6- mortise and tenonCarcase corner joints:1- finger joint2- dovetail joint3-butt joint4- rebate jointCarcase tee joints:1- through housing joint 2- stopped housing jointhow i wish the drawing part could have been elimiated. haha.. back to learning,
till the end;11:17 PM
revival is my group name. yeah! praise God! we have on convert today and it's God empowerment through teck yang. George came to recieve christ today. It must surely be a significant day to him isn't it? yeah. i am so glad to see people crossing the line of faith and believing in him. Jesus never fails. Looking at transformed lives, it is surely the best means of evangelism. yeah. and he is one of those. God has start the ball rolling and let's contiune man. yeah. i am so glad having people like him in my team serving the lord with me together. united in one vision and heart. =) unity is the key to see agressively growth in any group. yup. Jesus rocks my world man. i love him. He just never fails.My love language is time and today i really appreciate what bruce did for me to accompany me to trim my hair. yeah. though it's a small act i really apprciate it tons. yup. loving people God placed in my life. talking about that, i was just writing an essay. I wrote about friends. i really love my buddies in church. yeah. they are great pals man. can't seem to thank God enough because of that. i do treasure all those times man. God just loved me so much that he placed them in my life to stand my crap. haha.. brothers and sisters as well. yup. hmm.. really felt loved when mr lum. haha.. brought a shirt for me today. it's a climate polo tee. elo. damn nice ah. and damn x.. haha.. it's like 45. it's for my last year bday present. i wanted it so long ago and God has never failed to be faithful to me by blessing me. i really like sporty wear. like dry fit rocks and climate cool. love shorts as well. perference changes as well overtime. yah. but i like them for now. haha.. hmm.. thanks people for being there for me when i need you guys. ohana. family.God is faithful. david
till the end;12:44 AM
Sunday, March 06, 2005
in my loneliness, you are there. Jesus i long for you. in my despair you showed your love for me. i long for you. thinking of eccentric life i have seen. eccentric refers to weird right? so as i was saying, that in this demanding life, he has always been there for me. i am no skeptic towards his love now. It has embraced me that i am sercure. Life has never been the same with Jesus. axiomatic changed lifestyle. Thank you for being there for me. Especially in my despair. You were there. Your love keeps me probe deeper of clinging on towards you. i longed for you. It's in my despair that you came and found me. How stupified am i about what you have done for me. Looking at the sky, poundering if things will work out and if it does not how am i going to answer everyone. Initinally i meant a faith Goal and it is. 2 digit goal which was worthwhile celebrating for. Cold bucket of water poured over my spirit when i heard that new was not pleasing to my ears. To make matters worse i was not able to contact my group memebers. Felt much agonised. I still told God this during prayer meeting. ' God i have done whatever i could. I know you are faithful. I will trust you.' Marvellous is he, isn't it? Then after prayer meet, i saw wei feng with his friend, i jumped for joy and dashed towards his and welcome him. My heart was in a state of 2. Trusting God was simply the key. Gazing across the row i remembered that our goal was 2 digit. Mind me. it's only 9. Felt confused. nOt that much then. I still was grateful and trusted him. Just 5 minutes before sermon offically started, Jian hao showed me a sms that he is going to fetch and on visitors. I was over joyed. Over Elated. Yes. we hit 10. can you believed it? our confirmation seriously sucks. But it proves that let Go and let God. It's never melancholy to serve the king. After all he is the king. yes. then after which there was a convert. from cresent. hello. why am i talking abou that school. because it was teck yang sister. phew. trust God man. serious. i am also very glad to see how God has transfomed lives in the church. Glad to see the persistent sprit that does not wants to be finite by circumstance. yes. i cried holy you are holy. God is faithful. oh yah. also caught up with jarvin over the phone just now. a great buddy that loves God. i love my buddies and sheep. =) in my loneliness you are there.i love youDavidpeter
till the end;12:30 AM
Friday, March 04, 2005
looking at the frequency graph if plotted, i would say it's like a constant velocity. it's like a horizontal line. it's was so agonising for me that very hour. confimation without visitors is not that they can't but whether have we really done it to our utmost. our proficiency in sowing and inter-personal relationship skills. it needs the empowerment of the holy spirit. it requires delibrate improvements. we can't always stare/gaze at the sky hoping that vistiors will come by only gathering contacts. mind you people. sowing is essential. seriously speaking my heart is so heavy seeing the one digit weekly. God, i've done my best. please grant us growth. as i was seeking you just now, you assured me that harvest is here. God i trust you. yeah. i am gald to annouce that north c broke there cg goal. 3 aspects:1- we broke the 1 digit for cg2- then it's axiomatic that we of course break goal3- care group had improvements.i want to bring the dmm and me to celebrate tomorrow. please God, i plead of you to have mecy on us and let us hit at least a 2 digit tomorrow. our goal is 11. please. it's divine intervention. God my heart really wants to see this group venture and grow. yeah. please. God i will wait on you. Your timing is the best. yup. ever consider why things never always go our way? yu[p. there is certainly some stretching growth out of it. come to think of it, if you don't stretch how on earth will it grow to be stronger? huh. yah. something kept resounding in my mind:I love you, i need you though my world may fall i will never let you go. My saviour, my closest friend, i will worship you untill the very end.yup. i love you God. you are ultra faithful. time files isn't it? close to 10 weeks have past. what have we done about it? have you grown in your walk with God? think throughGod i love you.i trust You.david
till the end;10:45 PM
decided to take a peg out from what i am doing and just relax by blogging a fair bit. to me, God love must be ubiquitous. so common. yeah. looking this life i'm glad to say that i did not walk this empty street alone but with love of his. this easter let it be one that all of us go and share his love that have dwell amoung us. let's endeavour in this easter. Blessings:1- got back chinese results. though did not fair that well in view of classmates but i'm glad i hit my goal. i got 15/70. yup. i hit my goal. you may be thinking that i'm a launatic but nope. i am contented with it. my next goal is 30 marks. yeah. at least i am not that hysterical. though i am still a fair bit of being loggerheads with chinese but God pulled me through. yeah. this is not a captapulted at then when i got my results cause i knew i would not do that well. but i'm improving.2- had training today. balcncing on the board and holding the boom to balcnce it. wind surfing is fun. though a little tiring where it stretchs ya tighs part cause we have to yah. long story3- glad to hear that God is working in people's life in this group. heard another stroy from teck yang4- thank God i understood circular motion in constant speed. v2/r. then velcity is depended on both speed and direction. so if one change there is velocity. yeah. then we don't always used the formula displcament over time as that's use when velocity is sought of constant. not sure with that concept. have to recap tomorrow5- i manage to sought of memorize the ions. like c03 -2 so4 -2 so3-2 so-2 no3-16- had great food before i came homeGod always takes care of my needs. =)david
till the end;12:14 AM
Thursday, March 03, 2005
it so axiomatic that christ showed his very inconditional love for us through that cross. 'keep on running! One more lap to go.' shouted jesus. Trying to push down all obstacles and he did it. 'just 10 meters more!'. Exhausted is he now but with persistent spirit he remain focus towards the finishing line. Then he fell down after he crossed the line. Feeling that he has fallen into his arms all over again. It is so worth. i think you guys get my point, don't you? always remain focus on the big picture or else the obstacles will hinder your growth. Just a slight reminder for everyone and me that let's remember God's mercy in our life and that's is significant towards your lasting in this race. yes. God loves us.david
till the end;12:55 AM
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
the diffrences is simply subtle when it comes to much working in mathematics. It's usually one minor fault. i pay homage to God's faitfulness by sending people in my life to help me out. i am more than elated to have a pal/friend? like harry. Thank God for him for helping me in math over the net just now. i mused over 2 q adn could not get to the final answer. it's was so subtle mistakes. God is faithful. i enjoy the CG today. new venue. rocks man. God place sheep in my life to complement me as well. thanks to ty for reminding me of something today. bridge diagram. yeah. had non believers in cg. The atmosphere wasn't husky which i am flamboyant of. yes. i love my unit. i love God. i love the people in my life. it agitates me when i do see people trying to bring others down. for goddness sake don't drag people to sin with you together. selfish. yup. running this race. geek geek no more. will do what is needed.david
till the end;11:59 PM