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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

forgiveness is the hallmark of every chirstian. God forgives us before we even asked. But by asking we are taking forgiveness. Forgiveness nto based on circumstance. As you recieve God's frogiveness it's hard not to forgive.

david

For any growth to occur, it's inevitable that we must come out from the humdrum lifestyle adn stretch is essential. Yes talk about kingdom living, with all my convictions i can say that it's the only thing that will last till the very end. Let's live a life of kingdom minded. never lookign back but charging forward. he is faitful. yeah. circumstances may fail us but God does not. so why worry? just trust him. as simple as it sounds, it is that simple. a heart that believes in him and not doubt. his will work in his timing but meanwhile let's keep in step with him. yeah. talking about friends i really am glad to have them in my life. people who build me up. yeah. thanks a lot for matt in my life. yeah. thank God for him. i love this family of God. I love my sheep! yeah man! they are just great people to be with. different type of plpe. great man!!! but i hope they will interact more with each other. yah. that's my prayer. yeah. unity!

david

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To many life is humdrumed but to me it's not. It's always exicting. always new. not that i am cynical. but life to it's fullest have it's meaning. the view of the 'fun in world' have slumped greatly in my mind. I start to even see a greater depth in relationships with buddies and sheep. yea. sloving our daily issues in an ambicable manner. it thus results in fruits that will last. i have pregorative rights as a child of God. elated am i not? yes. you may be astonished when ya know this that 3ed service is coming out next week which means this wk is the last hs/jc service. dots. it's for the better. it's inevitable for kingdom of God to grow. yesh. complicated yet it just seems so clear. Let's not be susceptible to what comments others will give as we choose to be obedient to one but rather let's fix our eyes on him. He is faithful.
How much God can give is how much you can recieve?
Does God have a chance to speak to you if he wants to? still your heart before the lord.
excurciating sounds comes out from hell i guess. yes damn painful lah. why i typed that? no particular reasons. Just know that God is faithful. =)
david

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it just dawn upon me as i walk on the streets musing over thoughts that rush through my mind this afternoon. A truth that i finally understood.
Busy is an excuse but also an obstacle which can be overcomed as long as you stick closely to the calling of your life.
isn't that so crystal clear in the midget minds of youth today. one moment this and another moment dealign with that. stop ostracise what is the best for your life. God. To busy that you deicded to opt him out. do not be a fool. i had forty winks last night and felt relatively restless. scrap through those classes. thinking for a change. it's a superlative work that the creator has done in our lives. be grateful people.
i know my weakness. i know my eyes longs to shut off now. but i have to let it stay awake to study. yeah. let me state my point here clearly. My heart is not moved by studies. i am doing to the best of my capabilities. yes. wanted to do social studies revision. haha.. since that technology have paced up, i haev deicided to type out few points over the blog.
separation:
1963- General elections
SA goal was to take part in polictics event and asked PAP cooeperate with them by not contesting in those which they were. PAP rejected the offer. Thus when results were out, SA did not win a single vote and SUMNO even lost 3 seats. Tuku was supporitive towards SA and SUMNO. He came down personally. Implications towards Malaysia:
1- The Malyas were not interested in the commual based polictics
2- The Malays supported the the PAP non-commual based polictics because they were attracted to the social ad economy developments.
there are stiill others but seems like my immune system does not allow me too.

=)

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the ship may have sailed but my heart have not.
though circustances may not seems pleasing but i will try to accomadate as long as it's benefical. yes. sleeping lesser hours and pushing myself to the limits will be a form that i depend on God. knowing that's is not within my reach. i ought to trust him. yeah. swimming against all odds i will try to do it. renewal is surely imperative. i really appreciate something. whatever God place in my ways, he has his ways. all i need to do is to follow him and trust him. yeah. running after you.

david

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utopian thinking. not there yet but i'm still working towards it. santicfication will be the final product. i am not emancipated as i am living in a era that has freedom of choice. Thus i choose to make choices for kingdom benefit. yes. was thinking that if we would want to live our life to it's fullest, might as well live to the cream. superlative life. though i may not be polymath by surely i know that his ways are higher than mine.
yup. thank God for what had happened today. especially care group. phew. things aren't the same anymore. harvest i asked of you lord. sometimes let's just learn this statement. Let Go and Let God. yeah. who's the boss? it's him. Having been living on this planet earth i really appreciate what God has done for me in my life.
yeah. a thought just spins and rush through my mind just a moment ago. yes. i heard this comment when chatting with one of my considered good friend to me in school. so it's like we sat on the bus and i cna't remember what i told him and he told me that one day your closest friends will backstab you as there are no real friends in this world. he is one that has lots of friends but came with such a conclusion. Instantly, i told him 'No!'. i do not agree with him. i have true friends in church. i love them. i do not see them as being taken advantage off. people like my sheep, matthew, jarvin, brandon and my shepherds. and more. then i also heard a song by ssimple plan recently entitled 'thank you'. It goes a part that thank you for showing me that best friends cannot be trusted. dots. it's like hello. is there no true friends? to make matters worse today my teacher that there are not much friends left in this world. people are taking advatage over one another. then i seriously makes me feel so blessed to have such a bunch of people whom i loved and treasure a lot. yeah. buddies and sheep. yeah. so glad. i wonder about them. but for me i still love God. yeah.
hmm.. it's five mintues after ten which means i haev to start mugging. i hear ss, geo and dt calling me. oh yeah. today i decided to go to these few jcs. if God wants me to change i will. RJC, NJC, CJC or ACJC. yeah. and i'm trying for c.math, f.math and physics. i know it's a crazy combination but then i enjoy it. haha.. still have long way. haha.. but it was like discussed with my friend who also wanted to go ACJC. haha. but then i am not doing it for self. if i have to change i will.

what a long entire today. time to mug and mug.

david

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personal best record for the year today.
ran 5.2km and swam 10 laps. wanted to try it out and it work. yeah. thank God that i did not die half way. haha.. had a great time getting my health back to it's pink condition. yes it seems a little prepubescently but i care a lot for the temple of God as well. phew. had tons of work to do now. like physics, geography and a math. phew phew and phew. God i need you. yup he is my source. He is my everything. yeah. so all i need to do is to do my best. cool. hmm.. oh yeah. i have english as well. seems like things are piling up. soon to be a huge and giantic mountain. haha.. God is the voice of hope. yup. anticipate for care group tomorrow. wondered what's installed. i know. hmm.. shall not mention. heys. i better think of how to improve CG. yes. very imperative. doign life together? hmm. how. okay God shall figured something out. please help me. Thank you God. i think it starts with the venue as well. okay. fine will wack something out. cg will make a turn around. give me thoughts. yeah.

david

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i feel so blessed. yeah. after knowing which service will i be in i really appreciate all those great time i have with my buddies. yeah. really treasure them a lot. God placed them in my life. yeah. but i always treasure my sheep and them a lot! yes! my group as well. i simply love all of them because i've been so encovered by God's love. It's not superfulous. i really love the church. yeah. hmm.. i came to figure out my love language today during DDMM while priscilla asked us all to think. haha.. if ya wanna know how to make me feel love, my top 2 are:

1- Time
i really feel love when people spend time with me to really have fun and fruitful time. that's why i think i enjoyed going out with my sheep and buddies. i always consider spending time with them a blessing to me.

2- words
words of affirmation just make me feel sp appreciated. yeah.

that's just me. yeah.

hmm... i really thank God for the church. thank God for the church that played a major role in my life transformation. yeah.

okay. believed or not i just came home. it's like 1150pm now. phew. so ultra. went out with my ex school mates after meeting. yeah. had bonding time. yeah. i really apperciate being well taken care of.

whether i like it or not, i have to study now. yeah. got to finish a little more notes and do some physics.

yeah. today i pass by popular with my firends and i was so tempted to buy econos bk and also c math bk. yeah. better stay in focus. at least i have physics. hmm.. yeah.

david.

blessings. one after the other. hmm.. God is good. not only in good times but also in the dull times. he has his ways. so all i need to do s just to simply follow.
yeah today i would like to hightlight certain blessings:
1- yeah. glad and elated to see matthew. yeah. God is faithful. whao. really appreciate him in my life.
2- yeap! thank God for my female shepherd. yeah. cool huh. thanks for being being strict with me.
3- yup! God spoke to teck yang.
4- Yes! great to have simple fellowship and chatting with pals online.
5- yope! newsweek. yeah. Thank God for hhaarry. yehh.. i can have greater knowledge in current world affairs. haha.. i noticed that i'm nto interested in what's happening in singapore but more interested in europe. haha.. maybe it's because it's more interesting.
6- yeppe! All those who are in my life!

david

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after steeping into this world of light, i have made strongs buddies, pals, friends and others in my life. simply all of them matter to me. yeah. especially to those who i make covenant with. yah. they are people who have played a part in my life. They huslted me to grow. people that matter to me a lot. Guess in this real world the best friend is none expect Jesus who nevers fails and always there for me. yah. jesus simply rocks our world. feeling sad when your close ones leave ya? hmm.. now that God has his plans. I just will trust God.

we talked about our lives till the sun goes down in the past. How i wished that we will always be mature and stronger in christ? All we need is always more of him in those relationships. I thank God for all those buddies he placed in my life. I treasure them.

this race, many will leave. it's tough and only the surivor of the fittest will finished. It's not much training but being close to him. don't give him up. he loves you.

yeah. i wonder who will read this blog today? but i juts want to tell all of you don't give God up. he matters a lot in this hetic life we are living. Wait upon the lord.

Thanks for being in my life.

stupid. if i were to give God up. haiz. God please. I do not want to live you. let the world fade away. Take it away. I just want you. please. only you. i do not want to give up. i want to hold on cling on to you. i love you. please don't leave me. I do not want to have a day without you. please. God help those who are in my heart to be strong in you. don't tell me that it's the end. i love God. i am not blinded by the white lies.

david

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being born into this kingdom of light, i have prerogative blessings as i seek and desire to be obedient to christ.

I remember vividly how elated i was and even till now when i recongise God's presence in my life.

I want to be self-effacing in all those sucesses and credit it all to the creator.

Instead of hustling myself to follow him, it has become my desire to do so.

As i stagger through this life, i know that he is just there. Being flamboyant is not a typical me but after felt with much of his love, i have changed.

I am deadset to chase after him.

My implication is that God's love transcends all things. Inculdes emotions!

truth: it's not that God is unobtrustive but rather we did not position ourself to seek him.

yeah. I enjoy communicating with the creator! How about you? i can enter his presence feeling with much flamboyant because of what he has done for me! yeah.

It is simply spectacular to see lives transformation taking place, may it be in mine or others life.

I really appreciate God for putting test in my life to strengthen me in him. I am gald to see one of God's character recently stronger, a God that will work wonders according to his timing. He is faithful.

i do not want him to be unobtrusive in my life. I hope it's ya as well.

running this race by his grace,
david

Sometimes it's painful to let go of some of those areas He puts His finger on. Let me warn you in advance, if you're serious about a relationship with God, there will come a time where He will always say about one area of your life, I want that and that area is the driver's seat. He always gets around to it. He says I want that driver's seat that center of control to be mine. You go along for the ride. You take the passenger seat. But I want to be in charge. So He says make every effort to be at peace with others and not harm them. That ought to be the trademark of your relationships with others. And to be holy before God - as we go along we should be setting aside more and more of our life for God. Those are the things we're to try to include in our life. More of God less of us.

That's all i have to say.

david

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when things simply just do head with me in my directions, how do i respond?
think through people.
we react brashly, in abhor mood or gentle spirit. it's inevitable that circumstances do penerate in at times.

talk about decisions. pardon me if it hits you. it saddens the spirit of close ones when on chosses to make a wrong decision. to give in to one natrual self. to not pursue christ and pursue his/her feelings. Sometimes we do get so hack up by the overwhelming decisions we make to live out of comfort lifestyle living. hey. why do we see it in this manner? yeah. simple. do attempt to see the value of those decisons you do. please people. do not ever ever make decision based on how you feel but rather truth.

truth above feelings. truth hurt don't they? but it helps us to mature.

the fundamental brings us back to our relationship with christ. yeah.

david

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while waiting for my email page to be ready, i will do little blogging first. yeah. ermm.. connection is relatively slow.
yeah. cheers to singlehood. let's be single minded people as well. to live for one and to die for one. not two neither 3 nor four. yeah. living to please one! amen? alright!
let's run this race. run run run...

david

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lyrics kept resounding in my mind. it hustled me to kept singing.
you will never walk alone as long as you have faith cause jesus will be right beside you all the way.
yeah. i will never walk alone. as long as i have faith in him.

God thank You!!!
phew. it's a great burden you lifted up for me today to finally understand projectile motion. whao. you have always been faithful. had a great fellowship time with the ddmm people after meeting. we ate ice cream and played cards. then i head off to meet noel parents. whao. God has been using me as his vessle of truth in terms of my studies. it's like so out dated already and people still remember. yeah. then after which i head to woodlands libary to transform to a geek. haha.. yeah. thank God he helped me to understand.

hmm.. just something to muse upon.
Life is only live once right? How are you living it to the fullest? there is a wide diffrence in stupid and wise living. choose for yourself. pursue world or God.
LIFE= LIFE IN IT'S FULLEST EXTEND!

david

projectile motion. it simply a little complicating while you see funny symbols. as of now i only get few. the horizontal is Ucos and the Vertical is Usin. it's like why? i also can't catch any idea of it. wacking my brains off. and to make matters beautiful, it hacks. the tons. someone save me... God please help. haha..

hmmm... happening group is what i wanna build. fun, loving God, growing and holistic.

yeah. honour God with everything we have yeah.

geek time.

david

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yeah! i remember saying that blogging is a blessing which not many will have a chance to do so. yeah! i agree even till now! being able to blog is so ermm.. great? yeah! haha.. whao. no school tomorrow! yeah! service! yupyup! anticipate for that like a pig so desperate to eat.simply i want to meet God in a greater depth. i love the fellowship of the church! =) yeah! he rock my world! yup yup.

evaluation is imperative to any growth in personal/spiritual or even group growth. If you fail to plan, you plan to fail and if you fail evaluate, you plan to hit back the same spot AGAIN! yeah! Being able to think and muse upon my life and tally with the bible is what i love to do. not that i'm a slacker but then i love doing life with God yeah! he rocks simply! =) smile! hmm.. just something i post to us:
why are you doing what ya are doing?
what's the main motivation behind all those things?
does it root back to the fundamental 'christ love'. Nothing more than that. he love changed our lives! so cling on to his love!
don't be that moron to trade this love for temporal stuffs.
then it dawn upon me that many leave God's love and the simplictiy is that they leave due to circumsatnces. so who is bigger than? or would i say who is in control? yeah.
God plus us = no circumstances to heavy we can't handle. yeah! haha.
hmm.. feel like typing somemore. but then.. haha.. 4letters. la*y.

haha.. till then!

intercede for the land! =) 3rd service! the whole hs/jc guys must grow! we need more male leaders! hmm.. talking about my time. i so wanted to be a leader and be in meeting but now most guys are simply dead. hello. wake up lah. stop dazing in your wonderland!

davidpeter =)

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what hack am i doin online at such a unsightly hour? haha.. it's like eermm... oh mine. 12.53am. haha.. okay shall do this quick!
i broke my record once again!
i woke up at 1.45pm today! whao.. the latest. haha..
had time to doing visiting today. ergh.. i wanna blog but time just does not permits. okay. fine. not blogging.

david

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i cannot believed what just happened about 45 minutes ago. i broke my personal record once again. yeah. i woke up at 12.45pm which is to date my brain cells can remember that is the latest time ever. i show much homage to myself so i deserve this sleep. Sleeping is fun to certain extend.

truth:
'woman are made for man, that's why God made Adam first before Eve.' Today guys are acting passive which leads to their lost of birthright. Woman are to submit and support.
It's not vice versa in terms of the first quote i made.
i am surely not a sexist. but just stating facts.

i reached home this morning at around 5 odd. Had a fun time with my peers hanging out at a friend of mine house. It's was cool. cause it's been long since i ever did that.

so why am i still blogging? don't i need to go off to 'get red packets?' yah. will be going off at 2pm. don' think i will be coming home tonight. yah. maybe i will wanna stay at relative house. hmmm... cool huh? yah. it's been so long.

let's all live to the call of our birthright. Do not forego it for some good bacause this is the best.

do not be fool.

david

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i wonder if the significant of new year still remain in hearts of many? i believed through the observations i made i notice that many are doign ti for the sake of doing it. It's like being that ritual. no specific meaning. oh yeah. had meal just now also known as reunion dinner. it's seems like it dawn upon dad that a year past so quickly. i was like 'hello! don't you know one year passes like a glance in the eye?' yeah. maybe it takes them long to understand. at least he was enlighten. haha.. cool. hmm.. i love reunion dinner, not sure about the rest in my family. it's a time i can finally sit down with my family to eat. yeah. i don't usually get a chance to do that due to my time and theirs. I shared in the cg i went today that i consider reunion dinner as a blesing together where bonds can be made stronger. yes. hmm.. at least w talked over the table just now. yeah. simple question. but it was damn cool lah. yeah. haha.. i really love it.
hmm.. i swam 10 laps just now. cool. haha.. i head home and decided to go for a swim due to the bright sunny hotty balzing sun. haha.. cool. like so cool being burned. haha.. then swimming in a pool where not that crowed is so damn fun lah. haha.. i just love that. swimming is fun and ultra cool. haha.. hope that it can happen weekly. hope lah. it's like so rare. come to think of it again, it's like a blessing. cool huh? damn cool lah. haha.. had personal recreation time. =) love God!
hmmm.. so just had my reunion dinner like ermm.. let's say 25 minutes ago? it's like 7.05pm now. so what hack am i doing here? haha.. just wanted to blog whatever blessing i recieved. hehe.. hmm.. i feel like ... ... ... going to chinatown. but who can go with me? nah. think no one lah. cause pals should be busy eating. maybe friends. hopefully. or i think i will simply rot at home. haha.. hmm.. if not what will i do? ermm.. maybe catch some show on tv or movie? who wil follow me to movie. haha.. crap. or read some magzine. time? yah. if no point then study. hello. study? ermm.. i'm out of my static pure mind. haha.. crap.
it's like rest days for me. i know just wack sleeping. pig. haha.. okay. fine. let's just await for time to tell me what to do. but i think i have it all in mind. haha.. rocks.
jesus my best friend. =)
david

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Though initinally i may not understand his plans but with that simple trust i decided to give it to him. With that simple trust, God rewards. Unexpected things happen. sometime in such a paradox manner. Though it's like in a husky tone at times, it's for the good of me. in a state of labyrithn at times, maybe simple trust will solved the whole problem.
yeah. so what's my point here?
okay. i'm here to testify God's goodnees in my studies again! yah. it's has past one month and let me tell you guys something God has pulled me through tremendously. I did not expect those results.
As i did not do combine humans before and i was in a state of shock that i got 15/20 for ss and 23/25 for geo. whao. it's so not me. A math. Test 1 10/10 test 2 13/15. Dnt 27/30. it's like whao. so it's like a1 for all. hmmm.. simplicity is God is faithful. Just obey!

till now. i abhor people who experience God and know that he real and even treasure him and backstab him (delibrate sinning). They are fools. yes. fools. idiots. damn moron. stupid fools. No one is force to leave God. It's their decision. Think life is long. nah. It's short man.

please lah. what hack do you want? world? elo. it's not going to last man. hack hack hack. you just hack your life away. why hack? haha.. i just hack word so much. but my point is what's the point.

yah. God still love us. yeap!

hey. blessings of the week:
1- thank God for matthew in my life! haha.. God used him to wake me up in certain areas. that's what buddies are for. yeah.
2- it's a blessing that i see all my buddies growing. yeah. damn cool. i love them.
3- glad that my people understand the importance of team.
4- studies.
5- had time to evaulate. cool. knew what to work on.
6- a life above reproach.

okay till then okay?
what a early tag. haha..
it's like 1025pm. haha.. simplu rocks.

david

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No matter what may come my way, i'm running after you.
yeah that's the inner core most being of my soul. to run after one and not tons.
God has always been faithful. Then it just dawn upon me if there is other word that i can use to descibe faithful. hmm. cause it's like i've been using the repeative word for like months. and it's like HELLO. haha.. hmm.. maybe great trust worthy God who handles everything at the right timing. Then isn't that to lagy. haha..
Life sometimes never seems smooth yeah? true. But maybe it all happens for a reason. yeah? hello. it's like it's that to wake us up or to point us somewhere else. hehe.. yup.
i love quotation. God ways are than my ways and his thoughts are far higher then my finite mind that never undersatnds.
Jesus simply echo my world. haha.. he rocks yah!
He is always JUST IN TIME. haha.. love him tons.
alright. feeling shag now. tired. it's like close 2am. yah. haha..
he is still faithful.
oppss.. i thought i wanted to change the word. ergh. nvm. sleep bah.
david

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sometimes i really wonder 'why?'. They know full well of it's impact in terms or the negative effects yet still blindly do it. It was solicited. But why? the simplicity of it just states do they treasure what he has done in their lives? yes they do at times. But many times the decision they can even admit that it's one based on feelings then truth. Uncertainity flashes through my mind even as i blog it out. why do people do that? what's next? i await for the next testing to come. Each time it gets tougher but also makes me stronger. Sin has a ripple cum determental effect. It's not without effect. Even projectile motion has it's effect how much more will it not happen? With a husky tone i declare that i will not let him at a foothold of me. Never. He is cursh under my feet. i do not care what people say or will do or even have done cause all i'm doing is running to you. labytrinth. am i? no. cause i know that his plans are certain and safe.
i really thought through this question that keeps resounding in my mind.
Is it worth it? everything you do is it worth it?
trade him for sliver or gold?
wake up from your illusions.
David

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hustling is one of those means to help those who just can't simply see what went wrong with thier lives. yes. that's is indeed the most unwanted way i believed. i notice some people enjoy speaking with a husky tone as they would like to attract attention. yeah. that's makes the tone of voice imperative. i've been on the ride by taking the medication and hoping it will be healed. Economy rates are non uniform in the past years. That's why we must tighten our belt in whatever we do. cryptical questions simply makes us more cryptical nowadays. It smashes your mind to think.

haha.. crap i think. what was that paragraph for? frankly sepaking i have seriously no idea. it was solicited. haha.. then again. haha.. crap just flows. whao. seriously speaking i have yet to do a serious blog recently maybe due to the time constraint i faced. yah. haha.. but i can still say God si faithful to me in and out of seasons. yah. God rocks.

I was recently listening to a song entitled 'crazy' by simple plan and i think that lyrics are so simlar to what adolescents faced today. is everybody going crazy and can anyone save me? yah. that's one part. the world today are chasing for money and stuff so many are dying and longing to be save. the are on their last leg. But would anyone care to look at what they are doing? yah. maybe you don't but i can say God does. even if no one saves you, he will.

yah. so let's trust him yeah?

above reproach. yah.

david

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