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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

prasie God! i finished giving my chruch building fund. haha.. it simply rocks to give to God isn't it? yah. i think so. haha..

yah/ Lord i need your spirit your word and your truth. hmm. good phrase. i like it.
discipline is needed at certain points in our life. No one likes it but then again it will help you to grow man.
hey. God is faithful can i hear an amen for that? i heard it. haha.. yah. He reminded me about stuffs again today during hs/jc clm and also serivce which pj talks about contine walking in the spirit. I want to live a spirit led life and i have made a decison. No turning back. The cross infront of me and the world behind me. yah. living for only one! No more inmature! yeah! haha.. i love GOD! yup. smile!

david.

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it's never the inward but the upward. long theory to it.
Thanks to buddies and also my shepherds who and those who heard me out this week. Thanks for being there for me. I am well now. Alive and kicking. I am all back to normal today after self retreat.

God
It's about loving and worshipping you and being the person that you made me to be according to ya own timing.
Love you lots.

David

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complicated yet it seems so clear.
my life is so complicated but it is so clear in your eyes. yes.
rebellious.
i know God is faithful. yup.

i want to stand up and regain my fighting spirit but the fear of failure bestowed upon me. i need the perfect love that can cast out all fear.

i want to be whole again.

i need to be restored.

david

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oh great. it's like for days i can't blog. yah. maybe that's good and also bad. yah.

talking about God faitfulness this week i am so stirring up in my heart to share. yeah.

let's break it down to few aspect: (sorry not that detailed.)

Physical life:
1- Manage to have time to exercise. yah. running as usual. Yup.
2- hmm.. 80% on recovery from being sick. still quite pink in shape now.

spiritual life:
1- manage to meet my shepherd for shepherding. like elo. months. ya know.
2- seen certain breakthrough in my life ever since start of school. rocks huh? matt will know about it. yup. pris also know.
3- stronger relationship with God.

emotional life:
1- through all those ups and downs, phew i knew you were there for me. what else do i want.

growth:
1- relationship with God.

hmm.. call me a fool. yah. in this race many times i just can't seem to notice God due to the hetic pace world that i am leaving in. but then again, his faithulness has never let me go. Am i fated to be with him? yeah. he is all i need. times and times again, he will direct me back to him. yes. i can say that you love me. but wht soemtimes i am just so blind. maybe it's time i open my eyes wider. yeah. thanks pal- God for being with me and always waking me up. yeah. last week was just so great. then before that wk was so damn. i will never forget the bk at plaza sing that saturday night where i knew i had to take to stop to start sorting things out with you. yeah. i am made for a relationship with you. God, i am just so out of words to thank you. for being so faithful to me. when i look back at my life now, i know that you have been with me. yah. times i failed but did you give up hope on me? nope. you were there. why will i leave you? i really love you God. though times i may struggle, discipline me Lord. for i do not want to fight this life alone. honestly speaking, without you,i hate life. life is just so unfair. but you are always my source of hope. the becon of light i can delight in. yah. i really love you.
one thing i ask is that i will always dwell in your temple courts.
i thank you once again for your faithfulness.

thanks for all those people in my life. God i treasure them. i love them. my sheeps! buddies! pals! and others. God though sometimes things may nto always be on the pleasureable side, i remember your faithfulness by placing them all in my life. who am i to deserve all these?

ohana means family and family means no one gets left behind.

forget it. forgetting what is behind and heading to what's ahead. yeah. running after you.

yup. i love you. haha.. =)

you rock my world.

gaze into your holiness.

help me from all those knots.

davidpeter.

God is faihful

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crap.i cannot believe this. i am blogging in school computer now. why? thanks to my english teacher who told us to create a blog to type about ourselves. yah. maybe things are going quite advanced nowadays. yup.

yah. as some of you are may observed, i have not blog for days right? yah. smart. hehe.. yup. let me make a disclamier that i did not orstartcise my blog. haha..

for the past few days, i am glad that the presence of God has indeed become stronger. no longer just a concept. but i really enjoy this relationship God yah. so i am back again. hetic city demands a lot from us, don't they? yah. that's why we ought to set aside time to meet God. yah.

Running to you.

school till now has not much obstacles and i thank yOu God. you have always been so faithful. bever will you leave me never will you forske me.

yah people i strongly wanna encourage you to not practice selective obedience. yah. God wants your whole. yup man.

so let us continue then.

had 3 tests yesterday. relatively cool.

will be having one later. yep pa.

tomorrow no school! it rocks. i can sleep. haha.. can do tons of ministry.

yup.
okay.
Love you.

davidpeter

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Faithfulness seems to be a word that is out in many people dictonary nowadays. Look at couples and it is obvious. Yeah. therfore i am awestruck when i saw God faithfulness in my life. I thank God for my sheep. I want to take this time to affirm him cause he may read my blog and also to thank God for him. I knew he would sturggle today between pool and track training. Initially he was reluctant. But then i trusted him that he knew what he was doing. Then he gave careful thought and decided to go for track training. Sheep, i know it must have been tough but God honours it. You gave your best. More decisions will come along your way. Honour God with thoe decisions. i love you. Yup. =)
Friends that God has placed in my life simply ROCKS!!! rocks? what does it mean? sorry i do not know. I am just taking those words that people used. yup. i can't imagine the relationship i have with my classmates. rocks man. They are people who willw ait for me to play soccer though i could not play today. Sorrie man. I was so dumbfounded when i got the lyrics from simple plan ' Welcome to my World'. Yah. i did not expect it at all and i thank God for alvin who went to the mile of seraching it over the net and print for me. What have i done to deserve all these? Surely none. It is your faithfulness. All those relationships you have placed in my life i really love it. thank you for strengthing my relationship with my spiritual buddies recently. Ya. I simply love everyone in my life.
spastic? crazy?
can you believed that i have 3 ccas on hand? it's like huh. yah. so huh. i can't believed that as well. i still anticipate to join one more. Track/cross country. haha.. crazy fellow. haha.. so it makes up to 4. but the unsightly thing is my moronic school do not have it. Yah. if it has, i will quit 2 for one. yah. hope to join but cannot find one.

Break 13 and smash 110 and 585.

all the way down.

davidpeter

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The tension can be felt in the air when we see two teams competing against each other. Determination brought them this far. Like all other things, it has it's positive aspect and the negatvie. This could not be advoided. But understanding it outcome will do many people good. Why? The world is at such a hetic pace today, and it is resulting many to stop and take a step back and look at what is happening. So is detremination good?
To certain extend it is. It pushes people the extra mile to do good things and it also can motivate people to do nasty things onto people. But was that the initention of dertermination all along? No. I t was placed there a force that drives us to our goal. Motivations comes from different sources. Which is eternal and tempoary? Jeus is eternal. He is our source of determination to love and motivation in why we do whatever we are currently doing. Yes. He is the source.

why that short little paragraph on that topic? it just came across my min and i decided to pen it down.

Thank God for alvin, now i manage to get the song form simple plan entitiled 'welcome to my world.' That was the song i was refering for my past 2 days blog as my source. yes. people need Jesus.

Blessings:
Personal life:
1- Map reading no kick with God. Thank you for ya wisdom
2- The church who helped me in english
3- Another area shown to work on

Ministry:
Clap clap.. Catholic high had their first separated Cg with RI and MSHS. They had CG in school. CHS has offically become a CG size! Things just rocks. haha..
Also went to RI and MSHS cg. Cool. pioritise, commitment and love people. yes. that was the main ingredient.

yes.

Social life:
1- My spiritual buddies. There with me. crap and joke with me.

haha..

davidpeter

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well. face it. do you ever feel no one understands you? haha.. maybe you ever.
In adolescents period, once or twice at least they have thought of this question.
' does anybody really care or understands me?'
ya. i agree that they need him. only he can truly meet all the hole in our lives. Yes. he understands. feeling alone? ya. life can be quite demanding escpecially living in a hetic world like mine. it is rudimental fact that we were made for a relationship. yes. No wonder you feel so dry and empty. You need him.
Ya. sometimes, after a hard day of work we feel like breaking down and really think that no one understands you.
He will be with you. You will never walk alone as long as you have faith and Jesus will be right beside you all the way.
yah. if you do know, some of those words in top are from simple plan. No one understands you and ever feel like breaking down.

Silent is golden. maybe that is what i want to incultivate within me for my life. need not to always ask but simply just observe.

Chemistry rocks. ermm.. both i meant. haha.. if you don't then forget it. haha.. i meant crude. haha.. ermm.. i refer to the subject chemistry rocks. and think the other chemistry simply rocks as well. my chemistry with jesu? . haha..

Blessings of the day:
1- thank God for helping me to understand chinese
2- Thank God for victor for the ss notes.
3- Thank you for being with me.
4- i love talking to you
5- new self. in terms of character. keep quiet. don't talk. just listen.

nah. lazy to wack it all out.

davidpeter

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this lyrics keeps resounding in my mind.
Do you ever feel out of place?
isn't that what many go through today? feeling so out of place and trying to find one group where they can feel in. I do hope that people do not come to church with the main reason that they can find click here but rather they want to experience God FIRST. Nothing wrong having friends. i am sure about that. Why? God wants us to have a relationship with God and man. OH MAN! as i am blogging now, it troubles me about the youth today. I seriously put a thought of how do they view life now? well. typical answer. Guys answer i mean. Wake up, travel, school, hang out or soccer, home, dinner, homework, net surfing and sleep. That is like a routine. Then i post another question, what does life mean anyway if it was meant to be a routine? My heart goes out for the people that can't decipher what is happening. The messy life that they are living. yes. A smile on the face may mean something but may not be every thing. You may have a smile but i wonder how you feel deep down inside.
Christians. It burdens me when i see people do routine. God loves us and he wants us to live our life to it's fullness.

ya. That's what bothers me today. I am really troubled when i see what is happening to the youth nowaday.

God has always been faithful huh? yup. he simply shakes my world.
blessings of the day:
1- oppss. i woke up early at 5.30am and met zhi wei and ya wa on the bus.
2- drew on alvin, benson and one more person book. my tardemark pic.
3- join a new cca. don't even know what it is. haha.. i want to join one more. Eldds.
how i wish to join track but damn my school don't have. sad. haha..
4- teck yang is okay with his new leader and him being a shepherd.
5- oh ya. did you know that i love chinese. haha.. though i sux at it big time. ermm.. love? okay maybe not love but have a keen interest on studying it. haha.. did not sleep in chinese class.
6- oh ya. i love humanlities. It rocks. haha.. thank God for the teacher.
7- had great time with shi han from nea. YJC person.
8- Again the meal at S11. so sick of it. can we change place? haha.. but then again, food ya a blessing
9- went running today
10- blessing to learn to understand plpe. maybe i should just tone down tons more. yup. so shall not talk. =x
haha.. so crap of me huh? roger that.

okay so what's after blogging? going to read up a little on social studies.
this 2 days have been damn slack for me i guess. haha.. relatively not much to do while home. i mean i can watch tv. hello.. it's not like i have time to do it. ya. so cool. i appreciate it. haha..

davidpeter
oh test tomorrow. =) welcome to my world.

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Still seeking? wondering the reason why?
maybe sometimes it is really not about reasoning that sounds logical but rather having faith in him.
Christ love for us was quite unresonable. Why must he die? did we try to reason things out initially? All we knew was that he loves is and along the way as we grow we understand his love more and why he did that. God reaching out to man. It is not by our mere knowledge to be able to understand it. It is the supernatural. Understanding it in you mind is completely diffrent from you heart.

Shall not go in depth for that.

Blessings in a quick galnce:
1- Recieve some award.
2- Was not late for DDMM
3- Thank God for my sheep jonas who lend me a phone
4- Manage to do my social studies notes
5- Had fellowship while having dinner
6- Thank God for lum for printing my homwork for me.
7- Thank God for buddies and ben that hear my issue. yup

school is starting. fun? boring? exhuasted? i wanna join track. haha.. not sure. haha..

davidpeter.

well... sometimes, things are just meant to be that way. ya. haha.. i'm sure he knows what he is doing. his plans are never to harm but the prosper me. Yes. truth is that i lost my phone today while sitting on the stairs with brandon. while we saw darly then we packed our stuffs at fast speed. Not knowing i left my phone there. haha.. it's God's plan. yup.
Whoa. service was great. Glad to see how teck yang is transformed.yi he and victor receive the holy spirit and they sat in for combine team meeting. haha.. God spoke to me as well. Communicate to him. Yes. i love to talking to God. haha.. HiS WAYS are higher than mine. hello. Higher. Then what? after that i team meet had UA meet. We welcome one new person and say bye to the other. haha.. cool. haha.. then met sheep follow by an unexpected dinner with spiritual buddy - Jarvin then met matthew at PS. Ya. all my SB know about the school thing already. haha.. ben as well. they are just people i appreciate in my life. haha.. yup. thank God for placing them in my life. haha.. oh did some accounting. of course. haha.. it's a blessing to account.
going to pray now and spend time with God alone. yes.

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soccer is damn fun. yup! today i really sweat like a mad dog while playing. so cool. initinally was rather reluctant to go with them. But then again, since ministry is going to start around 3 so might as well. ya. so it was damn fun. i really enjoyed the game. haha.. we reached the court at around one. and the God was empty! praise God! manage to do great sowing. whao. i still can imagine that leonard known as a sucide bomber. haha.. his blistor was so petrifying. Blood in it. Nah. he can take it. Was just so fun.

haha.. for the first time in my life. Teacher said i'm handsome. haha.. was put in position of limelight and could not handle.

I've to be on guard that i will not fall into wordly relationship. yes. Cause all it matters is God.

be on guard man.

Blessings:
1- Comlpeted a math hmw
2- Understood ss
3- Fun time playing soccer though i am still a rookie
4-saw a lot of nyp plpe in town today while i was there
5- Thank God for placing jarvin online. or i die. haha. nah la. not that serious
6- accountability

Davidpeter

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care group is where life begins. where burden are shared and showered upon one another. Glad to see that catholic high is a growing cg and loving one. They even go to the mile of stuyding together after care group. so cool.

blessings of the day:
1- the strength to listen in class. Geo class was fun.
2- make shepherd called to ask about my school. haha.
3- finished geo chapt 2 notes.
4- a math lesson was cool as a cucumber
5- had a great worship time with God while coming home
6- great CG i visited too.
7- Glad to see CG helping one another

yup. simply i love God.

it about understanding.

david

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doing the best is all it really matters. It has been the thrid day of school. school is fun and the friends i made with are wonderful people. my teachers are marvellous. no students were rather obnoxious. truth is this that it was very stress for me to try to be above everyone. though i know my objective is to excel and golorIFied God's name. It has become tedious recently. Maybe it is just those doubts i have. yup. but i sort things with gOD today and it's a blessing that God just reminded me that he seek for my best. yes. that's it. That the enlightment came a hour ago. I will scatter my subjects to be studied into daily breakdown. Not chuck what bothers me that day. ya. lighting of load. yes. 6 points. hehe..
i thank God for placing my buddies in my life. haha.. yeah.

oh know what? i played soccer today with zhi wie and some other people. though i really suck at it. was at my hse cc there. went down to there and play after school. no ministry? haha.. was doing self reflecting today instead. yes. wrote a compo as well. haha..

davidpeter.

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chinese was always a tedious subject for me. i endeavour to understand it but it seems to me i can't at the moment. 'well maybe it will take quite while' i conceded. yup. but am not going to give up. likewise for my social studies. ever since i was born till today, i never experience the feel of doing source based question and i know nuts about the skill. I was rather impromptu when i heard that it was being taught in secodary 2 for them but for me. yup. need help! God please. yah.. this 3 days have been really mugging tediously for my social studies though teacher have yet covered anything. why? i really want to do very well for humanilites. Aces it! haha.. Thank you jesus for helping me out this 3 days in adpating and studying. haha.. i anticipate for chinese lesson tomorrow though i hate it in an unfriendly tone. haha..

sometimes maybe thinking to much is not that good. why? it may hurt you. haha.. e.g. thinking of sinning. It may not hurt now but will hurt later. yup. but i'm not saying we should never think. is it worth the thought.

sometimes i really think few things are worth the thought.
People in my life. How can i be a stronger support to them. yup. cool huh? i think so.
simply enough i shall confess this again. I love God! i love his people! i love all of the people in my life! Though somethings things may not be on my side, i know it's a milestone for me. He is building me up.

Yup. i love God!

breakdown of common test goals: (10 points)
English-B3
E.math- A1
a.math- A1
SC-A1
DNT-A1
Com H- B3

Chinese: ermm.. 30 onwards.

haha.. will still be mugging tomorrow. haha..

davidpeter.

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obligated is the word that keeps resounding in my mind.
God does not want us to serve him out of obligation but rather out of overflowing love that has touched our lives.
Many times we serve God can be because if few factors:
1- Peers
2- Killing time
3- Where all your strenght can be shown
4- Where you can invest your time in the correct place

But moreover, God seeks for a heart that loves him first then we will serve him.

Chill out.. phew.. just finish my social studies notes on chapter one. it was like. phew.. though man. so much facts but nevertheless God is still faithful and pulled me through it. Now i really hope to be able to do the exerices in the workbook. Not missing any blanks out.

First day of sCHOOl. i can't help to say 'Thank You God!' for helping me to get to know friends. da.. don't really know how to spell their names. Diffrent culture. Will adpat. Yup. school system is changed to like JC system where you don't have your own classrooms. Yup. cool? ermm.. not that sure. haha. but i have just one comment my english teacher which is also my form teacher really is as slow as a snail. God i just hope either you change a teacher which is better or i will die. Stop all her singlish. i feel damn disgusted aupon hearing it.

okay. face it. choosen as chairman and counsellor. haha.. cca soon. but having social studies tomorrow. cool. hehe.. hope to aces all. but i've to work damn hard. 6 points! yup my goal!oh mine.. having chinese tomorrow. so sucky. cause i know nuts about it. haha.. the rest i am quite contented with it. haha.. Everyday must mugged.

then after my CL huddle with my cls obivously, i went to town. expecting to study at there but know what happened? cannot find place. then met jarvin adn jonathan after that to catch a movie. the last time i caught a movie was with matthew and it was like months. haha.. felt quite relax. yup.

Tomrrow is an exciting day indeed. why? cause school ends at 2 plus then meeting zhi hao, teack yang then si yuan. haha.. cool. hehe..

okay.

davidpeter

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Life is never the same with jesus around. never melancholy. what can i abhor in the past? maybe minor things. But now, i have continue to want to abhor sins this year. Sin casues a detrimental effect on the community that you are living and you moreover. So my urge to you is never to scumm to sin. It will never do you any good.

My hair went back to it's orginal colour today. Black. yup. going back to school tomorrow. Objective: make impact.

I am here for a reason i strongly believed. I love God. yes!

okay blessings of the day:
1- Studies. manage to complete my a math and a chapt of ss. cool.
2- Met up with bro for dinner. like once in a bluemoon. when will blue moon even occur? haha.
3- Fruitful fellowship with jonas and weisong while studying at lips cafe which was after RDMM for me.
4- Teck yang blessed me with a pair of shoe.
5- Thank God fro giving me wisdom in studying

OKay. that's for e day. Tomorrow will be exciting. why? will be having my CL huddle. cool. hehe.. talking about Jan. also meeting vicetor with jonas.

david

linger in his presence a little more.
it just came across my mind as i got home.

Blessings of the day:
1- For months i have not ate home cooked food and i had one for lunch today
2- Had wonderful bday celebration with my team mates in my unit
3- I was really move during the affirmation from the uls and pris during their celebration with my. WHy is it a blessing? cause they fork out time for me.
4- had hyper charge up energy after my sleep
5- glad that my unit broke 10 again.
6- Glad to see brain coming for team meeting
7- start a clam meet today.
8- had great time playing pool with my guys
9- had great fellowship with jarvin
10- manage to impact kingdom by sharing leadership stuff to eva
11- went to esplanade with CB and CC plpe to watch some performance. First time for me. Relatively cool.
12- Brandon and darly met me to go home together.
13- God enlighten teck yang through me. Let God be glorified in all areas. Sports, studies and leading lives!

was just thinking what will my life really be without communitcation with those pillars in my life. Talk to myself? haha.. thank God for giving me fellowship with the chruch.

Honestly speaking, my life is really bet on this kingdom already after that decision.

Oh my thanksgiving point for year 04 is a lot but i summarize it to only 3 points:
1- God grace
2- God faithfulness
3- The pillars of my life.

Davidpeter

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