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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

OHANA- it means family and family means no one gets left behind.
I thank God for placing ohana in my life. A spirtual family that i really love them. My team. They matter to me. In fact, when something goes wrong i feel sad. Cause they are my life. Yes. and i love them. i love my group and my sheep just like how God has loved me so much.

Yup. made the decison today. blessing in disgused. why? school want to make me leader of cca and also some counsellor (perfect). yup i thank God for placing me in a position where i can impact lives. yes. i may not really like it but i will love it.

started on my geek mode just now on amath. was rather fun. need more practice to make it to a As! all right! it simply rocks!

hmmm.. you know what people? 100%MAN100%GOD. so i have come out with my study plans and it goes like this:

friday:
Amath practice on chapter 4
Social studies
read on chapter one and make notes on it

Saturday:
Not sure. anyone wants to study with me? haha..

Sunday: tons of work
Amath practice on chapter 4 again
Complete chapt 1 and practice on it
Write an english essay
Geography
Read and make notes on chapter 1 and 2

The question is still resounding in my mind.
Where to study? who wants to study with me? anyone? i will be wiling to study with you. haha..
if not i will get execrable results. nto working to a pass but 6 points. tough but i will not give up.

Davidpeter.

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why am i allowing all to read today's blog. very simple. i want to state my decision that i am making and it cannot be erase. if i do it in some word doc. com may crash. but i know i can trust the net. by the way it is my letter to God that i wrote on a piece of paper today before i came home and i am typing it all out.



Dear God,

Now i seriously wonder how will my life be from now onwards. I am really on a struck.

will i ever feel tired of making decisions? The truth be it is that i am also quite uncertain of it. Tomorrow is the big day either i reject or accept. help. i kind off understand how pastor feels when he has to make big decision like the taking of HS/JC now.

God i really do not understand why is it me. Out of the mutitudes you choose me. Why me? i really cannot understand it at all. i made so many errs in my life and tons of sins and why your grace still choose to be with me? why? i have sinned so much that i do not think many will even sinned those that i sin before. why me? your grace just made me awestruck. I understand that i am a instrument that you want to use to shame others.but again why me? my life is so unique. the background and the routes i am to take. i know your plans are never to harm me and that is what i am certain of. can i just be a normal student just like others? maybe no. cause i know the plans you have for me are so much greater and it is for my best. You are a God that seeks to give me you best. I love you.

I have been through many hills and valleys in my life with you. God each time it gets tougher. Guess the goal is to build me up stronger in you. Your grace have seen me through.

I still wonder why me? really i am so unworthy of all these. what characteristic i posses to get all this blessings? i know you have a plan for me. it is heavy but i know you are with me. I will never walk alone as long i have faith in you.

This time the road is tougher. It not between the black and white already but rather the better and best. I am very much tempted to both. If i choose saint francis i will save one year but i may not impact that much lives. whereas if i enter to a goverment i may impact moer lives and being able to spaek in the media and press. i am not after fame but i hope to fulfill my dream. To be a teacher. If i enter goverment i will 'waste' another one year. But it will reap kingdom benefits. Even to enter goverment school, i will break singapore record again. No one done it before to go to 3E. yes. no doubt i seek to live a life that pleases God. It is painful sometimes. really painful to obey.

Call me stupid or idiot if you want. But i really love you God and this church you have place in my life. it is close to 5 years i am in this church and i have mature a lot through this church. Love you God. I want to live a life that is paralla to what i preach. Kingdom mindedness. 4 years compared to eternity is small or insignificant. i really dislike the fact to choose to redo secondary 3 again. It is like 4 years i have wasted. but then again, i know that you are still in control why should i fear? ya. This are lessons in life which you want me to learn and maybe it makes me a little wiser i guess. Through all this learnings i have to go through it matures me more.

To make this decision, i know what i am doing. To choose to love you more than studies.It is really like a testing- if i can give it all up. God above any other things. i do not seek for fame God. i want you and that's it. I want to live my life for you. I belived that you are in this with me. I can be secure when i choose to obey you.

I want to make this decision not because of the fame i may recieve. But God i want to state things down clearly. I love you. i want to obey you and live my life for you. Nothing else.

Though i may not know what you maybe doing in my life, i still know you are faithful.

Many may call me damn idiot or fool. But who cares? i just want to run after you. This decision i have to make it is tough. But let my heart be firm. I love you and that's it. I do not want to regret at the end of my life. i adore you. I want to live my life for you. Full stop.

It may seems i have lost it all but i know that you are there. Really. I know you are there. i feel your presence.

Honestly, i really don't like to be put in this type of position. But if this is the best for me and i know it is you have i galdly accept it.

Maybe what priscilla said was true. I will do what others cannot do. Not a lot are given this chance like me. I will take it and excel in it. Studies is now my minstry. It is much heavier than before. Raelly heavy. How i wish i could just concentrate on leading only and studying to no kick. But now, since others can lead it will be better that i do my utmost in studying and glorified you. BUt i am still glad that i can lead my unit. yup. I love my people. i love all those people that you place in my life. My sheeps, buddies, pal and shepherds. Thank you God. Thoough i am really worried to just focus on study as it will be my main ministry. I am prepared if my ministry in leading have to drop as to do what others cannot do. Ready to work hard.

God i really love the people you place in my life. I love them. God thank you.

I know this time round i will mature even more. A higher level of growth in my walk with you. A higher level of trust in you. Though it seems i have lost it all, it is gone but i can say it is gone for a better one that you have installed for me.

Let me confess it once again. I love you.

God i thank you for placing all those people who advice me on all this. Honestly i feel like taking the other route but you know something, i want to live my life for you and live it out of my comfort zone. I may not like it but i will do it tomorrow.

i will accept the fact that you have given this chance to me.

My life is like this for s specific reason.

Thank you God.

Davidpeter

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Today's blog is special. DO NOT READ IT! and i mean IT!!! i just want to air it all out. Only few can read! ask me if you want to read. Respect my decision. Thank you.

IDIOT!!!!
waste. i wasted my life enough. enough of making stupid mistakes. seriously i hate it. i feel so damn it now. call me an idiot david. God i think i wasted enough. i can't stand anymore. i want o pursue my dreams to do a O next year. But the ministry will not let and only allow me to do secondary 3 express. i damn it! freak! so damn... what else can i say? the other path is saint francis. but i damn know it's so damn freaking idiot. ah ya. what words can i used? i really feel lost. It's all gone. my wishes. i understand that they will help me out to JC. but it's one year of studying all over again. i feel so idiot. but i know that that maybe God's best. Pris wanna me to go to take the sec 3.it's like studying it 3x when i already know it. what other choice am i left with? none. i know that my leaders are God sent to help me. i will obey. But God i just feel so damn it. i can't use other word already. i seriously need a meet up with you! please!!!! help me! i hate my life. why i am like that? why? why? why? i know that you used me to shame others but i hate it. not that i do not want to be a vessle but why another year? it's like 4 years wasted again! like repeating secondary school all over again. help god. This is what i really want to say. Yes i love you. I will never want to waste my life. it sucks. i hate that feeling. get me? wasting 4 years again. please i am in a mode of uncertainity. i wish i could end this life now. bUt i know you are with me. it's not wise. i love you God. help me. i want to live a life that shines your name. Is this the only way to shine your name? father! i love you. please help me. please. if this is the only way, i will obey and submit. i want to do it willing. i live my life for one. But God, that are all my thoughts. how i feel. all i can say is i am so damn freak out now. i am an idiot that mess up my whole life. i need you. me an idiot but you are a God that change an idiot to a non idiot. help. That's all i can say. no one is at fault serious. but i just hope to live my life per normal.

sorrie if it stumbles you. but i just have no words to replace it.
DAVIDPETER

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ermm.. put things this way. God is always faithful man. Glad to see people growing and even to the point of taking care of someone else life. The best part of being a shepherd is not really the gifts and the hugs you recieve i think. But i think it is when you see them growing. Yup. i love my sheeps! so jonas actually shepherded 2 people today. oh mine! since i am talking about his life change, can't believe that God is superceeding faithful. After he has done shepherding with his 2 new belivers, jonas and me headed to city hall. We walked there from plaza sing. nah.. so what's so exciting? he actually misplaced his WALLET!!! oh mine! and when we found out it was like a hour after we left long john silver at Ps. God is only a prayer away. so i decided to pray. I then called the PS long john and praise God they kept it there. Is it not God? yup it is. then we head down to clementi cresent to meet our friend. his house was like so damn big. 5 storeys. haha...was so blown away. But thank God he took the book i bought for him. some mini version on purpose driven life.Yup. haha.. so glad. then now guess what? i am at my spritual buddy hiuse JARVIN! haha.. erm.. his house ls like so white. haha.. not bad for a house. haha.. and damn nice to sleep. yup.. i am so glad recently for GOD you have place all these people in my life. 2 main thanksgiving point for my whole year.

Pillars that you have placed in my life. My sheeps, buddies and tons of others.
Grace of your's has been with me.

Yup. Love you God! i ask for one thing. Your presence more in my life. I want to never leave you. yup. just keep me in you Love.
yes.
david peter

change of plans for team retreat.
will be meeting at amk ministry hse first for all personal retreat with God
follow by heading to a cafe to play simple games
then we will discuss on serious stuff regards to direction for the following year
then it is fun fun and fun.
which cafe should it be?
breeko at bugis. cool.

objective:
1- To refresh - done in the morning
2- direction - done in the afternoon
3- Fun and fellowship - afternoon

i anticpate to this retreat. yup.

i myself will be having a self retreat coming tuesday. plan for life and unit. rox huh? i think so.. i love retreats! yup! myself and God under somewhere. haha.. yep!

oh we had our thanksgiving dinner for north today. rather filling. God made me unique. why? cause i have small stomach. we ate steamboat but i was like super full after few mouths. yup!

one year is coming to an end. Time files. Today i wrote down thanksgiving for year 2004. i was awestruck when i thought of those thanksgiving points. God is always faithful. Yup! oh thank you God that as i did my mugging this afternoon i completed 1.5 chapt. haha.. which was only half of my goal. hehe..
will be mugging tomorrow. yup lor. Thank you jesus.

David

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i have not done this for quite a while. BUT it does not mean i will not do it. In fact, i am going to start at 2pm whihch is like 25 minutes more. i used to do it often cause it was important at then. Now it is important. MUGGING! oh mind! yes! is mugging! If not i will be dead. This week i have few foucses.
Personal life:
1- Mugging to prepare for 2005
2- have a retreat. long one i mean. I want to spend time to worship and evaluate and read the bible. Perfer on tuesday. In some cafe.

Ministry:
1- Retention (I row of blue seats)
2- Team retreat on wednesday. Objective. 1- to refresh 2- Direction for year 2005
we will be having it at sentosa. Yup morning at some place. maybe we shall do it at amk then we head down to sentosa.

11am= meet at habour front
1130am= set off
12pm= reach
12pm-1pm= retreat part one ( Quiet time, prayer and direction)
1pm onwards = fun and fun.

Davidpeter

Presence. dwelling in God's presence is the key. It is never trying to fight harder my friend. It is also not trying to do 101 things to find God. God is there. Will you be still and hear from him? He desire clean hands and pure hearts. People, let us seek God. This christmas period have been quite much hardwork to some. But that still does not replace your your purpose on earth. were you made to be BUSY? nope! but a relationship with God. seek God by setting time for few things at least, worship, studying the word, evaulating about your life and more. Draining out usually comes when we do not have enough source of energy from out creator. yup. after so much hardwork, it is time to rest for awhile. Have a retreat of your own with God.
As i was waiting for the train just now while going home from town, suddenly the word GIFTS struck me. I probe deeper to it. Wisdom for me. Gifts are there to remind us of what God has gave. E.g. Birthdays. Gifts are to remind you that God gave you a physical life on that day how many years ago. Like wise for christmas.
before that was really spending time with buddy matthew. Oh matthew! One gift that God has gave me! yup. A buddy that i really treasure. We shared a lot of our heart beat today. Yes! indeed it is a time of refreshing for me as i learn from him again. I love this relationship. A fruitful one. One that keep tracks of my walk with God.
God is a GOD OF healer. haha.. buddy jarvin is like sick? haha.. God will heal.
God i thank you for putting all these people in my life as pillars. they are here to build me strong. thank you for always being faithful to me. Thank you for loving me. I love you.

DAVIDPETER

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As much as i want to control the tears that seek to roll out from my eyes, i can't seem to do it. Who am i to deserve all these? thank you Jesus. Today service was one that God wants to tell me to remember that i am saved by his grace. I am only a teenage boy. But you love me. When i got the gift from jonas i was awestruck. I did not expect those things from him. I love my sheep. I can see it has been God's grace that transform his life. Teck yang has been so transform by God's love. Though i have not read the letter he has for me but i am touched. God i can't help to stop all these tears of joy. I love them. They have been a pillar in my life. I was so elated to see Zhi hao coming for service. When i was told to take up this new group, i really wonder to God how can i do it? i am just a ordinary boy like others or maybe lesser. But God thank you. I thank you for working in my life. I love my team. Si han has changed. The fire is back. How am i not to be joyful? Good results in studies i am glad. But i am more gald, elated to see their lives transformed one by one. I love the chruch. The church have really love me so much. I love my DMM.
My spiritual buddies i love you. Met up with jarvin today, he got me a shirt that i all along wanted badly. Dry ft tee. I felt so loved. He is one that is so willing to listen to me and crap with me. Same for matthew. Though many times i think i acted stupid but they accept me. I love them. Matthew has really been a buddy that i will never forget. Thank you Jesus. My tribute to you. Thanks for answering my prayer for matthew to be in my life. Brandon has always been one that will accompany me. This christmas is one that i remember God's Grace. Look at all these people. I love them. Not forgetting harry and ben. Many times i will just share things to them because they are on line. They listen. My shepherds have always been there for me. Priscilla and Dennies. Yes. I love all of these people in my life.
God i love you. Thank you. Though circumstance may fail me, but i know you are still with me. You have been faithful to me. It is a blessing. Thank you for the 3 converts and also breaking of 20 for service. I want to continue to seek your face.
I love God.

DAVIDPETER

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drama was surely great today from my view. today was also the day where i can proclaim God faithfulness in my life. If i am doing life without jesus, life will just plainly sucks. I hope my story will inspire other students to remember that God still loves them and do their best in their studies. Be christ like.i am just a simple person that God wants to use. You too. the issue is never you can or your cannot but are you willing anot? i will be sharing God faithfulness once again tomorrow! tell you the truth i really lovethe church! i love the people! all my buddies! i love you! all my sheep! i love you! my team! i love you! and everyone! my close pals! i love you too! not that i am musy but i have learn to be grateful and appreciate everyone that God has placed in my life. I love the church!For those who have heard my story, let's live our life to glorified him! amen? God will use you! do your best and God will do the rest. There is a reason for the season!

awestruck. it is God. though at times i seriously wonder where am i to head now? He has always shown himself faithful to me. I love the church! oh! i met up with shepherd no.2 today! priscilla! hehe.. had lunch and stuffs. yep! erm.. wanna write xmas cards now! so sorrie man!

davidpeter

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what if one day all these things passes away? will it never happen? it will. heaven and earth will pass away but his living word will never. people who are amazed or motivated by my life, i want to remind you something that do it with the right motive. seeking self glory will never last. why not pursue to be christ like? which is what i still seek to do. Follow me as i follow christ. Yup. so let's put our hope in God and not grades or even achievements. yes!

God is always faithful. yup! my school principla asked me down to school this afternoon. i went with much uncertainity. to my amazment, he actually is much keen to discuss my plans with me. so we discussed that subjects i want to take in JC. i hope to get to CJC or ACJC. doing this 3 subjects. Physics, economics and c. math. yes. he offered to help me in my studies through the teachers in the school. Thank God for working through him. means i have to study soon!!! oh mind! no time to play! help... who can help me? studies!!! AMATH AND CHINESE???? ANYONE???? haha.. i damn sucks at chinese. haha.. but then again. i wanna golorified God. yup! then head to visit one of my guys CG. and they hit Goal!!! 10 people! their CG was so fun. Guys cg! haha.. so fun. yup! love the church! ya lor. since was talking about studies, will be studying accounts later. yup. revise basics.

Davidpeter

Dec 21, 2004O-level scholarship for top Normal (Tech) student
By Ho Ai Li
DAVID Hoe, one of the two top Normal (Technical) students in this year's N-level examinations, has one more reason to smile.

ALL SMILES: David is one of the few N-level students to proceed to O levels.
The 16-year-old from Beatty Secondary has been offered a scholarship from St Francis Methodist to do his O levels next year at the private school.
It is uncommon for Normal (Technical) students to go on to do their O levels, as about 83 per cent of the 7,000-odd graduating students enrol at the Institute of Technical Education (ITE) each year.
It is even more uncommon for them to take the O levels at a government school as they have to score Grade 1s for English, maths and one other subject.
In fact, no Normal (Technical) student has ever done well enough to qualify.
David missed creating history by a whisker as he got a Grade 2 for English. He had Grade 1s for science, maths, computer applications and technical studies and a Grade 4 for Chinese.
The second of two sons and active youth leader at the Hope of God church is determined to be a teacher. A former pupil of First Toa Payoh Primary, he did not do well in his studies as he had to help his late mother, who was blind, sell tissue and sweets on the streets.
His father could not work owing to a disability.
He scored 110 for the Primary School Leaving Examination and missed the Normal (Academic) stream by a few points.
After three years doing Normal (Technical) at Beatty, he moved to the Secondary 3 express stream at YMCA last year with financial help from friends and relatives.
However, he could not afford the school fees of more than $3,000, and after a year, returned to Beatty to do his N levels.
St Francis Methodist, which accepts an average of 10 Normal (Technical) students each year, is waiving the $8,800 annual fees for David.
But David, who can join a Sec 4 express class at St Francis, will see if he can get into a government school to do his O levels, before deciding whether to accept the scholarship.
Normal (Technical) students studying at private schools usually go to Sec 3 express, spending two years to prepare for the O levels.
David has appealed to Beatty and Anglo-Chinese School (Barker Road) to consider his application for Sec 4 express or Sec 5 Normal (Academic) although his grades do not meet the minimum requirements.
'I believe if a person is determined to get something done, he can do it. How we respond to failure actually shapes us,' he said.

why i bold them?
simple. cause it's the church and i have not decided to accept it or not as i wanna go to a gov school therefore i can do more in the high school side. and the last quote is my favourite quote.

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this is a world where many live in but working towards aimless goal. the world indeed is moving at a very fast pace. consider this my friend. when was the last time you could really take some time out to reflect and evaulate your life? Time and time again, we are so caught up in pleasing man and trying to flow with they system. so am i trying to say that following the system is wrong? no. but have you got sometime to do some reflection over your life? is there this emptyiness in your life? trying to fit in but still can't be contented? yes i once do. I think you need jesus. That's the answer.

i love God. sharing of blessings. Got a scholarship of close to 10k for some studies. manage to got to the media through the news today. want to be a vessle of truth to the students in singapore today! win the youth today and win the world tomorrow! yup!

My heart's cried has always been to lead youth to christ! here i am send me! i really want to see youth coming to God! all truning their heart and mind to jesus! it is not just boys/man but same goes for the other gender!

here am i send me! i love God!

QUote:
Long term vs short term

Davidpeter

Glad to see my shepherd on bus today. we were like supoosed to meet for quite awhile but didn't. It is by the grace of God that we met each other on the bus. yup. thanx God for always being faithful. never once left me. love him. yup. not to long today,
all i want to say is
God is faithful!
davidpeter

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God has always been faithful to me. Though times i was so uncertain about things but i am certain he is in control. He is. woke up morning and i was anticipating to go and have lunch with my close pals in church. i was rather devastated that i could not join them due to school called me back to do interview. I thought was just some top. Maybe top 10. dumbfounded was i not when i heard i got national top. Again i will say it 'it's not me but god'. I'm serious. There a story to it.
I admit the fact that my english is not good. To my astonishment, i got A2. Ask harry, ben and matt how sucky my english can actaully get. It's God. That's not the amazing part. Prelims i got a b3. relatively okay. but my other 2 classmates got A1. AWESTRUCK I WAS! when i found out they were B4. ermm.. wonder how God works?
math. hold it. stun was i not? i was the only student that got a1 in the whole school. my classmates who got the same result as mine got lower. ermm.. it's God! AGAIN! SCIENCE! better still. thought would get a B3. why? was supposed to do 2 and i did 4. oh i forgot to mention that math for p2 i forgot to round off to 3 sig. i have an amazing God! Oh i pass chinese! haha.. Thank God!

I give all credits to God! partly school.

most of all i love all my people! My team! My pals and buddies!!!!
i love jesus to the core!

Davidpeter

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God isfaithful indeed! he always knows my needs! today is another big day for me! haha.. why? not because i'm smart or anything like that. But found a new spiritual buddy. someone who i can do adn share my life with! haha.. Is he from north? sadly no. west? nope. East? nope again. North east? hmm.. maybe but no. central 1? nope central 2? yes!!!! he is jawin from central B. a lamer like me. haha.. maybe he is not that lame la. but i am. which i am changing. pardon me people. it's a blessing! i love the people God place in my life! thank you for reminding me how much you love me! i love you! yep! whoa. Care group simply rocks man! haha.. i love going to visit care groups. i love all my people! i love my team! they are a wonderful group of people that i love! i love those people! not forgetting my spiritual buddies! i love them! my shepherds! i love them! yup! i just love all of them.i cannot imagine what will life be without all these pillars? moreover! i have the jesus as my core pillar! i will never want to trade him fro anything. yup! i love him! hmm.. getting results back.. heart is pacing at a fast rate.- bad mataphor. haha.. but i have learn to appect his plans. no more slef foolishness to make a mess with my life! yep! rox!
david peter

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uncertain. fear. dispair. out of this 3 words, what descirbes me the most since this morning? uncertain. though i may not be certain where will i be heading to, i am certain that my creator holds the best for me. Be first or like the stream. Never once did anyone did it before. Will God use me? even if he do not, i do know he knows it is the best for me. My heart stand firm! Do not be moved! i want to love only one! Jesus! the pursue of knowledge can overpower God. But i will never want to. I do not want to make mistakes again. I love God! Many times i feel uncertain about what God tells me to do but i am certain that he is there. Keep me in your hands.
Was spending some time making some CG gifts for the CG that i'm visiting tomorrow. i find it interesting. I did my best though my art seriously can barely make it. spend 2 hours. haha.. think i was on a burget today. think i spend less than 3dollars today. i was so dumbfounded when i caculated how much i spend. Gave out 9 invites card today. cool. one was quite responsive. haha.. met matthew along and was quite unexpected.

blessings:
1- the drink that God blessed through matt
2- Food treat from joe
3- had someone to share how i felt about this friday
4- GAve finish all the 9 cards
5- one more to go to hit goal!
6- got back in contact with one of my pen pal from other country over mail.

Davidpeter
Love ya jESUS!

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i do not believed in experience but i believed in a God that will work miricales. God is always faithful and truth about it is that he has never change through the seasons. i thank God for answering a 'yes' to that simple prayer of mind. sometimes, i find my life is like a depict. That is painted by him and he tells the whole story. Glad that god open doors that we are able to contact qing wen. Now my prayer is that he will get out of the family objection! it's a time for growth in his life and for jonas to take care of him! yep! whao.. think i am a person that likes carbo food. haha.. ate potatoes just now. haha.. that's so typical me. oh! i went running today. quite fun. cause i wanna do it for quite sometime. haha.. i pray that works of devil will never win! my team and i will not sucumm to it. think i spelled wrongly. haha.. God help us!

Davidpeter=)=)=)

i do not believed in experience but i believed in a God that will work miricales. God is always faithful and truth about it is that he has never change through the seasons. i thank God for answering a 'yes' to that simple prayer of mind. sometimes, i find my life is like a depict. That is painted by him and he tells the whole story. Glad that god open doors that we are able to contact qing wen. Now my prayer is that he will get out of the family objection! it's a time for growth in his life and for jonas to take care of him! yep! whao.. think i am a person that likes carbo food. haha.. ate potatoes just now. haha.. that's so typical me. oh! i went running today. quite fun. cause i wanna do it for quite sometime. haha.. i pray that works of devil will never win! my team and i will not sucumm to it. think i spelled wrongly. haha.. God help us!

Davidpeter=)=)=)

nominated to be the most lamest person in north. Clap. David hoe. haha.. don't ask me why. think i am the most lame person in north. nah is it good? hmm.. let's think in 2 aspects. Does it builds God kingdom? worth sparing a thought. next think is quite esoteric as well. haha.. maybe it's just me. The other aspect is lame for the sake of being lame. haha.. laming to much may not be good for health. haha.. think i wll cut down on being lame. haha.. speak more words of wisdom. yup! whao.. again, i procrastinated again to wake up. Bed monster has been getting bigger nowadays. haha.. nah.. will be wacking him later. haha.. woke up at 11am which i was supposed to be do 'rise and shine' at 10am. so it's a hour of extra sleep. then spend time with God! oppss.. love it! word for life was again a mind blowing one for me! why? ermm.. basically the words usage? haha.. nah.. maybe vocab weak. need to work on it. haha.. cool! 2 attitudes we must have! not to condemm and also nto to feel guilty- shilrs. haha.. it just shows how sinful man are. we always mutilate things. haha. wrong word usage. haha.. opss.. i went to help out in deco so fun. God gave me a pair of hands!
bLESSings:
1- TecK yANg came for shepherding and he wrote notes
2- WFL highest attendance.
3- knew more plpe today. - jawin
4- know myself better
5- God wisdom in planning for unit structure for xmas.

Gonna spend great time meeting plpe tomorrow! haha.. will be helping to understand what God wants to do in their life specifically. haha.. no more barnen land!

Growth!

DavidpetEr:):):)

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oh minD! there is a urge within to sweat! haha.. think i will be going to the gym or do some exercise this week! Gald that more and more people are wants to join the group! yup! had a team outing today. had some great time together. played lan! and also went to lips cafe to slack. haha.. the best part was they were supposed to write their current crush and one thing we do not know about them on a postcard and i read it out and they have to guess who is it. ermm.. hope you understand what i was typing! haha.. damn funny. haha.. to bad won't reveal out. haha.. oh then after that jonas and me head to plaza sing and we went out with the drama people. New aspect of church he has seen today. Pool as well. Oh did i not tell you i am downloading warcraft now? haha.. but it's damn long. haha.. really long. it can take up to tons of hours. haha.. nah.. think i will close it of later. later i mean. not now. haha.. oh! so glad that wfl is tomorrow! and it's the last one! haha.. thanx to God that enable the wfl instrutors or else much knowledge would not be imparted! haha.. really deisre to see God kingdom being established in all the spheres! haha.. working towards 13 this week! end of this year 15! yep! It just rox to serve God! after the xmas servcie gonan find one day to SLACK. what's slack in my terms? ermm.. basically, exercise a lot, read books, play dota and maybe in a cafe doing some planning. yup! that's it! haha.. oh bday coming. nah not excited. haha.. know what? i love my team! they are my support! also my team of close friends! like matt, harry, ben, pris and more lor.. haha.. i love all my team and the people God place in my life either to teach me or not sure? haha.. i love God moreover!
Pray with me! that our convert yesterday kelvin will come for WFL tomorrow! haha..

DavidpETER

what else can i say but to be overjoyed? Indeed i do really enjoy seeing how boys turn to man! Many times we think all the hardwork we placed in lives are futile but it's not. Step by step God has been working in thier lives through all the hardwork that you placed! Let's not do things base on the current fruits alone but being able to see what is soon to come! I'm indeed elated to anounce that we hit our service goal today! Teamwork works! We also had our breakthrough convert! Clap X11! i thank God for being faithful in my life and the lives of my people! i'm glad to welcome jonas into my team! yup! Jesus just rox! doesn't he? haha.. whoa.. though sometimes we may not know much but we do know something! Our God can be trusted! AMen? SO we just do our best and he will do the rest! yup! haha..God is faithful! oh did you not know thati'm having a team outing tomorrow with my guys! Think we will be lanning, eating, crapping and some planning! whoa... i love serving God with my team! haha.. what about you? haha..
DavidPeTer!

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back to the mood of blogging. haha.. thanx God i'm not him or else i will be so emotional. i simply can't believe this! Camp is like few hours only. whao. just reached home. nah.. wasn't slacking but rather preparing the word. Thanx God for his blessing of being at jOE hSE. or else will be dead. Not that far fetched. Yup! seriously God has been faithful to me. His ultimate love for me is protection. i am blessed. do you know that many or us are quite susceptible by what ohters do and it cost us to bring down the measuring rod in our life? many times it's like peers. It has been all along our destiny to build God's church. That we live by one standard only. A irrevocable standard. which is the word. Problems are there to bring our attention to God. yup! i enjoy typing down so pointers that flashes through my mind! can't belive this that central, east and west are having camp now in diffrent venue. Our's will be tomrorow. Oh i sort of figured out that north east camp is this saturday, sunday and monday! whao.. that damn rocks i think. haha.. truth be it is that i pray that God will use all the minister in the whole youth in this camp. That after this charge, we will see HSJC people coming out the 3rd service! Overflow! flow and flow. haha.. i ENjoy life with JesUS. was thinking of this today, i have been in hope for let's say's close to 5 years. Ther were times where i felt high and times when i felt low. After all, i have mature through all this year. I was telling few of my close friends in church that i screwed up my life. If i didn't know jesus i think it will make matter worse. will i leave God? i do not want to. i love God and the church. My prayer is still i will be never leave jesus! i will always be with him through the ups and downs. Tahnx God!
Love ya!
DavidpetER

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Not that typical me. That i will blog at such an early hour. Just finished typing out the teaching for north camp. Will be doing one tomorrow. haha.. oh did i mention that i felt quite high and damn just now? haha.. shall not tell you why. bUt got it sort out clear with God. Only plpe who i consider are close to me knew why i said that. Whenever we wnat to do somethign great for God, devil will try to stop us. So lets' not give up and focus on the big picture! NOrth Camp in 2days time!

DAVIDPEter

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Let's just put it this way. Think i have not seriously blog for days. The best part is that it will be so for the following week. Blogging is just a mean where i can record my blessings etc. Yup. One thing that God convict me of was that his word will bear fruits. All i need to do is to trust him. It works. Pray according to his scriptures. Humble when sucessful is a key characteristic of a world changer. Power is one thing that will cause man to fall, isn't it? yup! it is! Moblizing evryone is thus urgent. Should not be suceptible to the slogon 'One man Show'. We all have limtiations, don't we? haha.. oh. thank God that my sheep is back from hong kong. haha.. gald to welcome him back to hope and also this team. Ultimatley he is still a child of God. haha.. Was just relfecting on how God has changed some of the people i know lives recently. Today was matt first time to shilrs CLM. and i could see how marvellous God work has done through his life. haha.. The covenant part during the camp was awestruck for me. nah.. not that it's new. But this time round i made with people that i regard as important to me and i mean it. haha.. so it was life transforming. I remember one saying that pastor jeff said ' It better to over care than under care'. ANd i mean it. haha.. i thank God for harry that he lend me his newsweek again! and i'm very joyful. haha.. ben and him are like my english teachers. Edit english for me always. haha.. then was like sort of screwed up in the notes for the north b c d e meet. it was like haliriously a lot of mistakes. Believe it or not God was still faitful. I think i sort of excedded the time limit and we ended later. haha.. but i believe that God spoke to many! Me being the vessle. i love my God and my group! yup! Thanx for being with me! haha.. okay. shall stop here. whoa.. tomorrow i'm gonna go to the new cafe near my hse there to wack some plans. hopefully i can get there by 9.30am. staying there till 11am. It will be great. haha.. okay.

Davidpeter:D:D:D

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It has been years that i have not blog. This blog is quite abrupt . pAstor aRTicUlated The serMoN WELL. SO how do you define if one sermon is good or bad? there isn't a bad one! all word of God are good! aMen? This camp has ben a refreshing one for me! vision expanded and deeper convictions. Monogenders school can be completed by end april 2005. 5 Schools: MSHS, RI, CHS. CGS and CHIJ(TP). i believed it can be done! Not by might nor by power but by God's spirit. One last thing. Clean hands and pure hearts.

david peter

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