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david hoe.
NorthC.
catholic junior college.
(more to come. haha.)

This is Just Life. Things surely do not seem well at certain points of your life. It maybe beacause of our finite physical, emotional or even spiritual self at that certain point of time. Then times and times again we think that God does not deserve to ne laud! Even to the point of us being ambivalent. BUt God has been working in our lives hasn't he? But it's just our finite eyes just can't see. Even as much as God has blessed you, we can still be not able to see it. Fundamentally it is cause by the following factors:
1- Not sensetive To God
2- Instead of thankfulness we grumble
3- The mindset
4- Lots more.
But that are the few. Thus i am Glad to be able to recongise God's presence in my life. Even till today! things have changed! hasn't it? But i do know that i will only want to cling on to the one who choose to love me without condtional. since i'm at this topic, i notice that i've love to use these few words- 'I am so graced by God'. I know that is because of his grace, i have changed! despite HOw high the mountians i testify that God Grace has been with me! many times i make lots of stupid mistakes but i do know that i'm so graced by God! so graced! haha..
I am again thankful and grateful to God that he has never failed to be with me and also sending me friends which i can share with! ThankS!

dAVidpEtER:D:D:D

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Thinking that everything WAS gone, i look up to him and say 'father i need you!'. I know he will come. Surely and i never doubt. I will laud him for his faithfulness. That is how i feel at certain points in my life. God had indeed be faithful.
I was thinking of something today.
when i was a little boy(primary 1), i never thought that i could grew to these far. It was like a imposible thing for me to even hit the age of 15. Times files, doesn't it? haha.. now i am 16 plus. when i was young i wished i could be an adult. But now how i wish i could reverse it. then again, why? think it's due to certain regrets that i have. e.g. past mistakes. yup! but i still give luad to him for he plans my life for me.

Power is not bad. But do not be sucummed by it. Let it not master over us.(For Guys) as it is one issue that Guys face. Generally. haha..

Blessings:
1- Thank God for his grace.
2- Joe printed notes for me
3- Had someone to share my penny of thoughts with

rEmember that it's not about the numbers but rather have we done it to our best. I'm elated!

DavIDPETER,

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Jeopardize

AMbIValent describes me at certain points in my life. Transitions do come in, don't they? But one greatest blessing i think is that God is with me in those decisions that i have made or even going to make. YUp! Results are coming out soon. I have dreams. But do i want to jeopardize my plan or even distort it? nope i don't. Thoughts do come in, don't they? but as for me i really want to take captive of every thoughts i have and make it obedient to christ be it decision making. Christ like mindset exhort me to actually probe deeper in why i want to achieve what i desire to. Yep! and i'm glad that i've found christ. was poundering of a question today. what if my life was without christ? haha.. basically think i will pursue studies. then again life it's not about just studying but knowing the creator of all. so i'm grateful for being called cum chossen by him. whao..
Oppsss... did i not mention that i went to watch the 'incredibles' today at plaza sing. with jian hao, si yua and chicky which was obivously our contact. damm nice. haha.. ermm.. when was the last time i caught a movie at the cinema? ermm. think months? that was with matt. we watched the exorcist if i'm not wrong. Yup then we headed for some local area network game-LAN gaming in cyberdome. Yup. This contact is a blessing from God. I thank God for being faithful by sending all these plpe to my life. YUp!
Was thinking over this statement as i was walking home. I don't want to do things out of ritual. but rather out of my love for him.
sometimes i wonder that as pastoral leaders, we spend most of our time on the field and leave our house relatively early and come home late. What if one day there is a change? like you won't need to go out that early? will there be a void? That's why i exhort all to serve God with a clear focus and mind. Getting things clear.
I wonder aremost serving God because they just want to fit in their time or they are doing all these bascially because of they love God?
haha.. think some may not understand the point i am trying to deliver. As i think it is bad sentence structure. Yep! but i do hope you get what i meant. which is don't serve God just because you want to fit in your time. But with the reason that you love God. i suspect that those who does that are work alcholics. haha.. which i used to be one! haha..

DAVidPeTeR

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It's has been years that i have not touch lan games. Today was the day where we went to play together. WIth the contacts! was like a blessing! haha.. so glad! i exhort all to strongly do SOW. it's fun! haha.. then ya tomorrow gonna watch movie. the incredibles. haha.. with the contact. haha.. it just rox! then had a new record i set for myself today! i ran from my hse to orchard at a timing of 35mins with te traffic lights. haha.. that's so fun! ermm.. shal;l not blog that much today!
hehe..

I felt ambivalent when i decided to stay home today from the morning till 3.30pm. that was like the first time in this year. I was mesmerised by what i did. It was an impediment towards me. Take time to enjoy few hours being at home. Manage to spend my time fruitfully at home. did some readings(newsweek), planning and type of a student notes for shpeherding which i had at 5pm. The lesson was growth lesson from paul- zeal. Yup! manage to at least spend it fruitfully! YUp! haha.. thus all those are a blessing. OMG! i tried the double filet of fish today! 1st time in my life! haha.. think there are quite some first time in my life today things that happened! tHat rox! YUp! according to agenda shepherding was supposed to end at 7pm but instead it dragged for good to 7.30pm. haha.. that's so fun! then i head home. read nesweek again on bus. Now my knowledge of the world is expanding. stem cells heard of it? haha.. read and you will figure it out! haha.. oh know what? it's a blessing that we are going to play lan tomorrow at amk with contacts and plpe. haha.. cool.. but tell ya the truth i sux at it big time. haha.. but who cares? God will anointed me! i will just do my best he will do the rest! haha.. so tomorrow think i will be exercising again! haha.. wonder should do gym or run? haha.. still in ambivalent state. haha... God is still faithful.

Davidpeter.
Figure Out the BlessiNgs in there.

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There is a first time for everything. A time to hope and a time to love. haha.. in simple words there is a time for everything.

BlessINGS of tHE daY:
ermm.. prefer to do it in so paragraph form. yup!
si i kicked of this day at around 930 by a sms which was from my shepherd no.2 cum DL. It was that sms that sought of woke me up! which initially was supposed to be 9am. so i procrastinated. That's the down side. Yup it's like a hill with it's up and downs. so headed to do my quiet time after that. was dramatic. it's was like a sence that so (no words to subsitute). haha.. but it was fun though, spending time with God. I enjoyed it! then shared my heart to my closest 2. haha.. always tedious but God pulled me through. Attended WFL and it was truly great to be able to help shirls doing those stuffs. haha.. then saw those ce guys playing rubgy after the lesson. quite awe by it. nah.. it was like a mini one. bUt i am Kin on learniNg! haha.. everything i also wanna learn. haha.. so crap of me! but i love it! haha.. then had dinner at fat mama some beef rice. ermm.. nice? 4 stars out of 5. that's quite good i think. Then i pass the cyber cafe saw those CE plpe and thanx God he provided rafel to go home with me. haha.. it was like we took a cab. haha.. oh know what? i finally understood how ben could actually stuff all those stuffs into a small bag to come for service. answer: small notepad. haha.. but it's interesting. Good idea. why come heavy handed? haha.. good to apply. one thing i seriously give thanks for again is the plpe he placed in my life. This time round is priscilla. haha.. today it's the first time talking with her over the phone like 30mins? so long. was honest and shared some of the things i felt with her. Thsi time was out of a claim mind. Actually i typed out a 2 pages long letter from MS word. But decided not to type any longer but just call. haha.. i felt glad after that. at least my leader knows what is happening to me! or i will be dead! haha.. but i seriously thank God for all those plpe who shared their life with me and mine to them. without them think i may be dead as well. God did not make me for a relationship with him but man. THANx BRo. those CENtRAl anD nORtH plpe! YeP! FRagIle life ThIS IS. haha.. YeT AftEr aLL tHESE i can sTIll Say IT'S not all 10ST! I'm stILL hOLdiNG on to You! ROx!

wonder if it's true that plpe blog politically in their blog?
shouldn't it be a place where they express themselves? if ya know of any let me know.


LEArNinGS:
1- OnE GIVE bIrTh to 2 and 2 gIVES BIRTH tO 3 AND 3 Gives birth to everything.
it's like understanding more for me today. haha..

DaVIDPEtEr:d:d:d

ImagIne me withOUt you? i think life will sucks. i can't survive at all! okay. fine! not the extreme! but no meaning to life. a sense of melancholy will fall upon me. that's ture! you refers to JesUS

BleSsinGS of The Day:
1- tONE up my boDy by goINg to GYM AND SwIm. - do ya know it's a stupid way of execising! haha.. long story.
2- Had many thanksgiving point that i can thank God for in my ministry
3- ACcOuntaBiLITy is a blESSing. many times i struggled with accountability but let me tell ya i've overcome it with God simply bacuse i who i am in God! yup! it's such a relief to account! haha.. cause simply i have God's grace in my life and i hate sin!
4- BlesSiNGS in terms Of $$$. haha..
5- had great friends who helped me in my teaching which i made. They added on for me! haha.. Ben and HArrY. Plpewho i can trust! Yep! i can't imagine if God did not place them in my life! i will be so screwed up esp with english! haha.. i love english!
6- OliviNE lend me a newsweek as well
Looks like i have lots of reading to do! that rox!
7- Thank God for Ben for helPing me TO REedit a teaching which had certain errors!

Oh i learn new words today:
1- Rear end orifice - not a nice word.
2- demeanor
3- and more. haha.. all in newsweek!

okay! so busniess to deal now:
It comes across our mind when we are given 2 choices. MAny times we would want that choice that benefits us. But i guess it paramount to your heart desire on who you want to please. when the thought of sinning comes (e.g. lying, greed, lust and more) how do you deal with it? Trying to touch it and hoping you will not sin? or a direct no? it thus reflects on who we choose to please after?
since i'm on the topic about pleasing God or other things, i would like to post to all those reading this blog a question- When you account, who do you want to please? are you telling your leader all the good things about you only? if so, let me ask another question are you fearful that you will be debased in the eyes of your leader? hmm.. questionable. i have learnt this in my walk with God that i'm not here to please my leaders but God so why is it so hard for some of us to account?
cause they think to highly of themselves.
We are sinners saved by his grace.
That's jUST whaT I WANna share.

DavidPetEr

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Grateful is the word. presence is the answered prayer. once again let me re de-clare it once again. God is faithful towards me. he has always been with me through my ups and downs. never has he left me or forsaken me. he blessings never failed to be upon me. simply numbers do not matter to me but not on the extreme that i don't have feelings anymore. don't let failures harden your simple heart. God told me just clearly these things during serivce and after that as well. presence and trust. be grateful. though fruits may not come in i will not give up or look down on my ability that God is still working on. why? it's God who choose me and only he can remove me. i won't want to quit. JUST WACK! think that's been my favourite 2 words recently. it brought a sense of elatedness to me. Just wack sounds good to me. it's has it's meaning in it. where did i get this words from? good question to post. from acjc track t shirt if i'm not wrong.

Once again i want to re affrim what i have always said. God has place plpe around who are blessings to my life. plpe who hear me out and listen to my wacky stuffs and even going supper with me.

few plpe:
North:
BranDon
JosEph Lum
DAvid Ong
pRISCillA taN
gAry sUE
wEI sONg
AlOYsiUS

EasT:
dENNies

CenTaRL:
MattHEW
bEn
HArry

SHeep:
nORTH c
sI HAn
ZHi hao
JonaS
tEcK yaNG
SI YUAn

NOrth B
SenG Fu

sHeep do mean a lot though many times i get bite. from another perspective i view it as it's a growth point for me.

BlessIngs of THE day:
1- coOL dmm at maRks and spANcer. cool huh? what a slow pace mood it gives.
2- Caught My last train to transfer to NEl
3- had supper. (real supper) like round 10 odd. with maTT AND one more pERSOn. from acs(i). oppsss they lame with me together. haha..
4- newsweek from HArry
5- How faithful God has been with me. never left me
i'm prepared that if one day i feel distant away from God it's God testing for my maturity. it's a decision to choose to position myself in a spot to meet God. yup!
6- great friend i have! ben and haRRy!
wonder how they can stand my lameness and sharing? haha.. so i count it as a blessing that God place in my life.
sometimes i really wonder what if God did not place all these plpe in my life. think my life just plainly sucks. opss.. not a nice word. But it's true! i'm grateful for being with me! ya!
7- had a great supper. ermm.. some noddles. first time eating at the orchard open area. while i was waitign for the food, i had a question. what if it rains while people are still eating? haha.. can't imagine!

oH TOMORRow RDMM startINg aT 5pm. whao. so late for first time. it's gd! so i can plan my time in the eailer slot and do some exercise. like swimming and gym. haha..

DavidpEter.

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If I PERish i PeriSH!
that's my heart cry! haha..
blessIngs of The day:
1- Not beIng latE
2- Had time on the bus to hear from God
3- mEt jJ today and he looks bettER
4- Had extra dosage of food given by the stall owners and i couldn't finish it! haha..
5- Thanx God for my Buddy that came to find me! haha..
6- hAD plpe whoi can share my life with
7- THANKful that i hit goal
=it's not the numbers that MattERS but the heart that matters=

LeaRnIngs:
1- ExcEL FOR God's KinGdoM
2- cHECK mOTIVE
3- tHOUGH I may not fuLLy understAND I WILL choose to trust HiM FUllY

life is just only travelled once. melancholy feeling do pour upon me at times. but i still can look to my creator! and say that he is faithful! i long to be over elated and at euphoria. It will be the day that i meet you.

My heart cried once again: i will not want to leave you. Your presence in my life has alwyas been so real. Keep me in your love. That's all i ask.

DavidPetER

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started OFf with a callIng. same like me. then was obedient to it and left the comfort zone. Things didn't seem to be as expected. continued to trust God. things just doesn't seem right. it seems he has left. is he still there. on the verge or giving up this relationship he appeared again giving direction. things work out right again. time move on and the person that you love went away. calling seems to not be real any longer. started to turn back on him. saying that 'i don't need you anymore'. has he left? no. he came back to him real again. he choose to re commit again. this time stronger. and his calling was fulfilled.
it move me as i read the whole story from the book fifth mountain. That was surely a bad summary. i could senese the euphoria at the instant i finished reading the book. i set aside time at esplanade today to complete the book after meeting si han.
God has always place things at his correct time.

If i perish i perish.

nice phrase i think.

seriously thankful for all those things you have place in my life.

won't go much in depth.

i am just so blessed with the plpe around me.

haha..

i decided to start studying. ermm.. tell ya the truth i agree with harry that gravity on physic a level is tough. i was just reading through that and it's like. whao..

but it's still manageable i think.

yup! going to esplanade again tomorrow! haha.. :):):)

DavidpeTeR
If i perish i shALL PerisH THen.
My life is at STAke but sAfe in his HAnds!
sTAKE? NOT sure.
haha..
i know! satan wants to kill me. haha..

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that's all for today.

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I seriously can't imagine how did they actually do it? was it due to the pressure of their peers. But i get disgusted when the thought comes. opsss.. then courage comes with wisdom. ermmm.. so why do plpe just do things out of foolishness?
ermmm... one thing i can suggested is that at their teenage years they want to try for somehthing thrilling. Then they give in. courage comes with wisdom. maybe it's because of the pressure that they recieve. Then again they are not sloving the real issue. which is overcoming the pressure.
Thoughts do trouble us at many points in our life. But the question still remains are we going to give you or stand firm?
though i understand that many times we want to give in due to pressure but be firm of your stand.

so that's another thought that came which i classified under learnings.

haha.. finally got the taboo game. i'm anticipating for the elites retreat tomorrow! haha.. then again thanx to my good buddy who brought the game down. haha.. from his hse to the town area. today i read till 100 plus pages from the book then ben lend me! haha.. very interesting story. haha.. i finally finish copying the courageous church camp teaching which was borrowed from harry. haha.. was so glad! YuP! WENT hunting for the retreat place tomorrow! so cool! Yup!

questions for you:
what happens when spiderman mix with corn?
it becomes cobweb.
which bug is most like by humans?
starbucks
what is the common thing that kids and cats like?
kit kat

haha..

davidpeter.

As i was coming home on the bus just now. Then it dawn upon me that i'm again very blessed. By default i ought to reach home at 3am due to some erred. But God hand was upon me. Not only was it even a better bus but a more effective one.

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i can't decipher what i wrote in my past sermon book today. haha.. was supping some snacks- precise- ruffles? cheese taste. haha.. played some impromptu games with the central people after elites and DUAM at esplanade. haha.. the game facilitor was quite monotonous but was fun. Don't ask me why. as i'm unable to answer you. this is how they spend their time of fellowship which i find it a new idea towards the group and north. a new term of verb i learn- cowrdice. which is like coward.It almost eluded me that i forgotten to bring the file out with me- the camp one i meant. haha.. I erred in sleeping to late yesterday and felt a little tired today. haha.. erm that was for the introduction i guess.

whao... i sort of forgotten to inculde a blessing that i recieve recently in my yesterday blog. which is my coloured hair. haha.. which was being blessed by someone. haha.. it's for you to make a wild guess. haha.. finally i got back one of my old book which is seriously a good book i think. an enemy called average. haha.. with one book returned i have one more new book to read which is from ben(CentraL E) which is entitled 'The fifth mountain'. It's something new that i want to try out. A fiction christian. I read the book for 30 minutes though certain part was a little tedious for me to understand but i still think it's a great book! haha.. I have lots of things to stuff me up this holidays. Lots of bks i mean. haha.. oh it's my very few times that i read newsweek today. It was harry's. haha.. but i had a great time reading. haha...

Service today was great partly i think the preparation of my heart even before prayer meet and the Praise and worship. I can vividly remember that God spoke to me clearly about trusting him in both praise and worship. I thank God for his presence in my life. a reputable speaker came to speak the word of God. It pierced into the hearts of the people. After which came new believers thingy and i was quite nervous. It's my first time in doing that. haha. think it was a great experience! haha.. so cool! Yup! went to challenge the guys after which. drew out a plan on holding accountable of each person or two lives that they are holding on to see a sustainable size then followed by growth.

We had our first and ever ELITES meet. I led worship and the out voice me! haha.. but still manageable! haha..
It reminded of must study stats haha.. in the last point! haha..

we had a short DUAM today. think we cleared everthing in 15minutes. haha..

Jesus rox!

DavidPeter
erred means to make a mistake- another learning!

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Frankly speaking i was pondering over my life just now. WHich was not an hour ago. but an hour and half ago. Turly i'm very blessed by God recently. Things just changed. God has been really faithful towards me.
fOllowing are listed:
1- The watch
2- The Book
3- The shirt
4- was supposed to be late today. after meeting my sheep i reach home at 5.10pm and reach the bus stop at 5.25PM. hoping for a bus to come. Things just didn't seem to come my way. I prayed and God still did not send a bus but a cab. Mind you not any cab but a mech's cab. and to the other extreme i only had 6 dollars and the person appected me and the whole trip cost about 10 plus.
5- The Newsweek and few of his sermons that harry lend me.

to tell you the truth of all these blessings i'm really thank God for one! which i'm very grateful towards him. WHihc is the plpe around me. plpe like matthew, harry, joespeh, brandon, david ong, priscilla, ben adn dennies.
They are plpe that God placed in my life and i am thankful for them. These are people who hear me crap may it be in msn or phone. actually God need not to bless me the materials stuffs honestly. just this blessing of those people in my life that can hear me out crapping. and some who i can share my life even with. I'm really blessed. Ws thinking just now why would God favour me? i know the answer. Breakthroughs comes with blessing.

But if i could and i will trade all the materials blessing for one thing i would trade it for the whole north and the unit's growth. God i seriously thank You once again.

In this blog i always remember of your faithfulness to me.

If i would to leave you one day, i think i would be a damm foolish person on the earth.

How you have been with me and i am so stupefy.

Thanks once again.

To all my buddies, close friends and even friends.

I thank God for you being in my life.

smile.

David peter

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Fear always comes in when we choose to do anything that we want to please God and God alone!
i agree with this statment!

iT was a blessing to see jonas anticipated for CG. Did we not had fun? i think we had fun. his rm was like ermm... very nice. Multi colours. haha.. so beautiful! haha.. lots of CD. what a morden mum he has. haha.. his mum was hospitable. She actually cooked some noddles for the some of us. haha..
I enjoyed CG today! it's a blessing! haha..
had much fun playing tennies today with yi chong. haha.. just put it this way that i'm a rookie. whao! i'm like so astionised- 'wrong word i guess' by what i did. The ball flew out of the court like many times. haha.. can't seem to stop thinking about what happened! haha..
that was not the most hilarious thing that happen today was 30 mins ago. I tired cooking some nuggets and to my own stupid idea i decided to cook it at the maxium fire. Know what? 90% the nuggets was like 1/2 black. haha. not calibre to be a chef! haha.. but nvm God stills appreciates me! haha.. so joyful!
oh that's not the end. i was went to ikea today and i overslept on the train! haha.. so funny. suppose to alight at queenstown but i slept till bouno vista. haha.. so funny.
oh i was quite shocked when i saw 2 gals from central d group at anchor point. which is infront of ikea. haha..
think i'm really blessed with plpe who keep watch over my life and also ple who can stand my lameness or craps. haha..

leaRNiNGS:
God will open the hearts of the plpe at the right time!
thinking is learning as well!

dAVIDpETerNc

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parables has lots of meaning to it. View it from another perspective and you will be able to see it!haha.. so cool! had a great day of learning! then was so blessed that my grand sheep bought me a book which i anticipated to have if i have that sum of money. which was like 30.. haha.. a great bk seriously i mean! it's entitled hurt! yup! won't explain much about it but was quite blessed!

BlessiNgs of the day:
1- The book
2- was not late for the class
3- manage to do sow with one of JH contacts.
4- finish chapt of another bk
5- had a great time meeting up my shepherd!
6- had new ideas.

haha..
think i am such a craze about books. nah.. not those chinese books. but christian books i mean. i wana try out some not christian books soon. haha.. whao! gonna borrow from ben a bk to read this coming sat. haha.. so on my hot list i have few bks to read. at least will stuff me up till end of this year. so i spend my time fruitfully! yUp! rox!

davIdpeter

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healthy lifestyle living is surely good!we are all stewards of whatever God has given to us all isn't it? so i'm glad to announce that i think north leaders are quite healthy to certain extend! firstly we have a UL that is a fanatic about eating healthy who usually choose to eat food like salad or fruits. Come direct David! Okay! fine!
I actually went for a run today!i would consider it as a new breakthrough! why? cause it's like i ran to toa payoh interchage! hehe.. rox huh? think so... This time was much tougher then the other time as i the other time i ran to shu fu was cause i had a short run in the morning. Cum i am quite tired recently. nah... tired... hehe.. still so exuberant! haha.. i was stupefy when joeseph agreeded to had dinner with me! hehe... the most horrifying thing was after our meal at long john we headed to world of sport and it was at then that we saw ruth and debbie and ruth told us that they went gym.

See, so north leaders quite the healthy rite?

haha.. fine! i seriously agree.

Had a great day of LeaRNiNG WIth God!
manage to understand that the gospel was written for diffretn type of plpe. in the past i would be turn off by mark luke and john after i finish the bk of matthew as i thought they were the same. Yup! Untill today it dawn upon me that it was not the same! hehe.. YUp da! ROx! then MORE learnings. If i were to type is out i think i will be so wear out as i am so tired.

It's a blessing to learn so much within a day! it's just so cool! don't you agree? if ya don't then nvm! hehe.. i enjoy learnings! YuP!

share some truths with ya guys!


Davidpeter

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Just came home! was stuffing some food into my mouth before u started to blog. YUp!
Now i really find that being able to blog is such a blessing that God gave me!

whY?

1- Not many plpe in the world has the computer
2- So much so that some that they don't have internet access
3- Some have computer but no internet
4- soMe are just so caught up with things that they can't even sit down and be still and write down everything
5- SOme don't have the time to do so.

For any other reasons now i seriously think that being able to blog is not just a thing for me to wirte my penney of thoughts down for the day! But a seriously wonderful blessing that i can have!

so from now i have a new perspective! DoN'T TAKe blOGGing for granted! hehe..

This week has been a fruitful i certain aspects.

Like personal life?
1- had a wonderful retreat with God!

Like lEADersHiP WIse?
1- BondiNg

LiKE mINIStRy wiSE?
1- Lox mORE DISciples WERE buiLd!

Like famIlY WIse?
1- sTronger bOND

lIKE STudenT lIfe wise?
1- cOMpleted The Bk!

This comInG Wk wiLL be hITTing more on hands on disciPleshIP and Personal LiFE traNSfoRmaTiOn DISCipLESHiP! (:(:(:

yUP! it RoX!

dAVIDPETer!

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wonder why i couldn't blog yesterday? narh... was not so devastated by not being able to blog! hehe...
I reaLLY enjoyed the sermon today! it's been seriously long time ever since i last attended a 5 ppints sermon in service!
It's thus helps the people to percive a new mindset of serivce sermons are not limited to 3 points or below!

haha.. times files. It has been 4 years going 5 in church. HOpe i MEANt.
caught with one of my ex sheep for supper with mat and brandz.
was talking to him about the past when i was his shepherd- Not a good one (copycat type)
haha.. things are just so funny then! we had CG from 8pm-10pm on friday weekly! Lots of funny things we shared! was quite stupefy by God grace and mercy in my life ever since i came in to church! haha..
Things are never The same in siMpLE WORDS! everything has changed for Good! yep yep!

i really enjoyed God placing those few people in my life. Now i really enjoyed my UACG! They are a bunch of wonderful members to have! smae goes for my new NCDM - nORtH CoNQUEROUs DisCIPLES MEEt. LoVE TO see plpe being open and shared! ThInGS Has changed ever since Jesus came in! though i may not like changes at point but i know it's super Good! and i like it! I have wonderful people in my life which are all God given like the noth thing i mention just now! i thanx God for putting plpe that i can relate to in my life! God never neglect my need for friendship! there are many plpe! but these are some of the plpe that i'm thankful for being in my life (Yup My WHoLE UACG,NCDM and RDMM), GaRY, ming hon, brandon, maTThew, lum, wei song, dennies and priscilla! If i did not mention ya name but i do know you it does not mean that you don't mean much to me! You do mean a lot to me! without of of you i wonder will i still be here? hehe.. God work through all of you! Rox!

i enjoy fellowship! God made us to have fellowship with him and his people! the cross- the vertical one represent the relationship with God and the horizontal represent ya relationship with man! hehe.. yup lor!

I enjoyed our NCDM today! taught till i went like quite hoarse! heeh.. ermm.. know what i kearn a new word! doddle! haha.. it has meaning behind it! so cool! whao! da! cool!
For out UACG! We are glad to recieve 2 new members and release them to other places! By faith the wil grow even much more! one is going to other country! haha.. rox da! the other one still in singapore but think doing other stuff! Yep yEp!!! whao! so cool!

goNNa start saviNg for these few books:
1- HuRt
2- the discipline life
3-Every man challenge
4- Love beyond reason
5- all max lucado bks!

ThINK I'm a monster for learnings! whao! i enjoy learning!which i used not too..
hehe..

Yup! ThINK WIll stop here for the day!

DaVIDPeterhoe!

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i know that Life will Never be the same ever since that very day i choose to recommit myself to you and you alone. Simple mind heart and spirit. Is what i asked of you Lord. Many times in this life we do face ups and downs. But also many times we choose to circum to it. wonder if it's the right word. Why? we don't have a simple heart that trust God enough. It saddens me when i hear that plpe just want to leave God because of circumstances.Didn't they choose to commit to God? But why? tell me why? why and why?
simply they just can't wait on the lord and trust in him!

let's not rush through this very life in such a fast pace! let's take time out to hear from him! the author and perfector of lOve! Time out to hear form him! don't rush!
I enjoy being in your presence! and love to hear form you!
yoU ARE my source of MOTIVtAtIon! Jesus!

I ThAnx YoU FOR being iN mY LIFE. Was Just PONdering the ohter day what my life will be without JesuS! it sux!!! so i appreciate JESus for being in mY life!

Thanx for using me as a vessle to show the way you have for me in others life! am i not blessed? i think i'm!

so if ya ask me what the blessings for the day i would say:
1- HAving JEsus
2- BEING A vessLe
3- saw NEW book
4- Ate NOddLES WITH lUm
5- hAD nICE cuP corn with LuM, SHEEP AND me. His sheep i meant.

LEarnINGS:
WAy on toP..

DaVIDPEtEr

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second day of our retreat has ended. We had tons of fun and excitment today! i met my objective to sun tann and i was sun burn and quite happy about that! haha.. my good buddy just won't wanna go sun tann with me! matt.. BUt the Uls we went to do kayating! the typical david was back with his clumpsy and corny ideas! David ong and me notice that we actually sat on the wrong side of the 'boat'. Then when we found out we were like quite anticipating for movement at a greater speed! ambitous was i not that i suggested that let's kayat to a ship and touch it as i don't think many have done it before. There were we kayating and we notice that the ship started to move. We took a break at then. Loud shouts came across the sea and it was the other Uls. we headed back. was scolded for the stupid idea i gave and i didn't know that i was devastating wrong!!! haha... funny? i think so. Not only that Darly and me tried paddling with out bare hands and it work out!!! haha... so cool! then we headed down to wild wild wet! haha.. was like kinda cool! was expensive! not value for money i think! only like few rides ya can enjoy! only few! the rest are for toolders? or children? haha.. rox! 12.50?
It's the ifrst time in my life that retreat i spend more than 50 bucks in total! We had fun! which was the good thing!!!
Through this whole thing God atually bonded our relationship stronger and thus we understand each other more.
E.G. zine and ruth would peel of the chicken skin and take a plastice spoon to scope the fats out of it.
and more!
God also sopke to me yesterday and today all with instances on water.
I seriously enjoyed God creation by hearing the sound of the waves today!
haha... bush must win the voting! for the nation good..
i think it's gonna be a long debate even after it!
haha..

But then again Jesus ROx!

Back to field work tomorrow! Yep!!!!

David peter hoe!

I can't believe it that we stayed in a cafe with games from 2.30pm-11pm. Whao that was like a lot and it's the first time in my life i could stay in such a place for such a long hours. Though we have lox of fun playing games and writing encouragement letters to one another. But we met at 10am in the morning. It was like my need was met by buying the strits time which i wanted to like for months? i wanted to read the newest version. damm cool... haha.. was like such a hermit for months not really knowing what's happening to this reproach world. Quite suscpetible because i saw people reading in the train for the past few days. haha.. was quite fickle minded in deciding to buy for the past few days till today! yupz!!! rox rox rox!!! haha.. next thing is to read the NEwsweek! haha.. wanna accomplish that deisre of mine!!! better get out of the hermit shell!!! haha.. In the world but not of the world!!! Was glad that i met Zhi hao just now! another commitment to God! rox ya!!! haha.. Life never the same with Jesus!!! haha.. whoa! need to wake up rather early tomorrow like 7am? why bother? cause it's retreat part 2!!! haha.. so cool!

more and more plpe should wanna and have the desire to be a shepherd!!! haha....

Okay ya.. till then we meet.

DavidoeTerHoe..
jeSUs Rox!

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SuScEPtIBLE

lEARNiNGS, learnings and LearNinGS! ROx!!!
1. Motives what we are doing.
2- expANdiNg my coMFORT ZOne
3- often when a person sin, they are more aware of his sinfulness than they are of God's graCe and mercy
4-It'S NOT complicated but it requires diligent, faith and daily obedience on his grace
5- No raTing system based on content can replace a heart that wants to please God
6- Be wiLLing to wresTle wiTh our standardsand refuse what others think is premissble
7- After everything ya do can ya give thanks to God? like a moive?

whao! manage to complete a bk today! ermm.. entitled not even a hint!
about the issue of lust.. haha...
It's like a day i finish it though not that close! haha..
But had quite a fruitful day today at some cafe planning and evaluating! yup! it just rox!

I thank God for being in my life! Guding me and watching over me!

NEVER LET MY GUARD DOWN!!!!

Yup!!! haha.. then i return 2 bks to matt today! haah.. in 2 intervals. One was b4 he watched a movie the other was after. haha.. but i seriously think the cafe was cool!!! seriously!!! haha.. ya won't really get it cause i didn't even tell ya guys it's at where!!! haha..
at wisma!!! level 4! YUpz!

evERytHING cHAnGED!!!!:d:d:d

dAVidPEter

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