CNY, CMI?

This year's CNY really CMI. Firstly, it came too fast when nobody is very much prepared for it yet. Secondly, there's practically not much places to visit and also because our towkay is always on holiday during cny, everything have to drag before we can have a proper gathering. But anyway, I don't care too much about what's going on le. I just treat this as a time to eat good food, and more good food! Basically I just go round eating good food la! I was so obssessed with nuggets and peach tea today! Though nuggets and peach tea are not good food, but they're my favourites! I think I ate 15-20 nuggets today woot nuggelicous~. CNY really doesn't interest me anymore because I didn't even bother to count the number of angpows I received, let alone count the amout this year; this is so not me. But still, I am quite happy to hear people say I've slimmed down/become prettier, TYTY! Nothing beats praises, not even nuggets ha!
*nuggenite, nuggetie, nuggeter, nuggetian* ok that kills boredom for a little while.

cny09

Happy cny! I will try to enjoy this new year

I trust in God

I feel that I'm ageing,
I think that I'm dying.
How unauspicious to say such things as cny is approaching but well it's true.
I don't wish to respond any more.
The more I respond, the more trouble I bring for myself.
It's really time to let go of everything.
Things WERE fine, really.
I don't understand why arguments and religious talks are brought in now.
I am totally disappointed.
To me, every word from you is a total brainwash now.
If only you can grow up seriously.
All the things you said and do during this period of time really revealed the childlike side of you and revealed so much how ideologies clash.
Dumb from now onwards, stop forcing me.
I am a Christian, take it or leave it.

口少

如果吵架真的可以口少一点的话，那就好了。
To the one I have offended in any ways, I am definitely sorry from the bottom of my heart but note that I am not apologising on behalf of the rest; it's for myself only, I hope you get the entire picture. Apart from the core issue, I sincerely hope that you can also reflect a bit on what you say and the way you say it. You might be pissed off seeing this but I hope you will continue reading it. It might be in the moment of anger you said those things but if you can say things like this, I must have really been such a person in your eyes I suppose. But am I really as fake as what you say? If I am fake, what about the rest who went to watch the show already? They are angels la? (sorry girls just quoting a relevant example, no means to hurt any of you) The way you treat me as compared to the way you treat the rest really hurts me a lot. Why is it that I am always the one who is getting it from you? I may not know if you did talk to the rest but I believe your tone wouldn't be as harsh to them even if you talk to them. And what you say about me, I really cannot take it lying down. You hurt my feelings, you hurt my pride, you hurt my character, you hurt my dignity and most importantly you hurt my mother for bringing up a child like me IF i really am such a child. Trust me people do not get angry for no reason, just like it is for you. If you really think I'm such a person and you think it's perfectly ok and that there's no need for you to apologise over what you say, then I also have nothing to say. I know you are the victim, I am the victim also. Not everybody can take harsh words like you do, you really have to understand and think for your friends (if you really treat the other party as your friend). I can only say I really want the friendship to get better but if you refuse, there's nothing I can do. Sorry babe.

爱的力量

Chanced upon this funny tag on Alicia's Facebook! It's really nonsensical la but I like, hahas!

1.Put iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4.Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY? Big Girls Don’t Cry – Fergie

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL? Perfect Moment - Martine

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY? Hurt, so Bad -張敬轩

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE? Listen To My Heart - BoA

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO? Revolution - FIR

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU? 传说 – 林宥嘉，刘力扬 (imma legend!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS? 菊花台 – 周杰伦 (choy!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN? 黑色柳丁 – 陶喆 (i prefer fresher oranges)

WHAT IS 2+2? 斗牛要不要 – Tank

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND? 倔强 – 五月天 (you know i'm not referring to you, hah!)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE? You Are My Only Love -王心凌

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY? 狠狠爱 – 徐若瑄

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP? 不公平 – Jenny Yang

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE? Bleeding Love – Leona Lewis

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU? No.1 - BoA (woot!)

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING? 我很想爱他 – Twins (ohmy~)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL? Beautiful Love – Tanya

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST? My Valentine – Martina Mcbride

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS? 拜金女孩 – 七朵花 (Sorry girls~)

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN? 夏日完结篇 – 郭美美

HOW WILL YOU DIE? 眼泪的味道 – Energy (I will die in the smell of tears!)

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET? Carry on My Way – Speed

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? Here Without You – 3 Doors Down

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY? 越来越爱 – 飞轮海

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED? 恋人未满 - SHE

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST? 爱情字典 - 孫燕姿

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU? Second Chance - Hillsong United

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE? Unwritten – Natasha Beddingfield

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW? 我比想象中爱你 - JS

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS? 爱的力量 - FIR

she is back!

Woot, my dear friend is finally back home!!! :DDD
**beams**

I feel so sorry for using up so much tissue today mummy. Everytime i throw a piece away, it's like throwing a 10cent coin into the rubbish bin! If only I can sneeze the troubles away..

New Year - Spring Cleaning edition

HEY PEEPS!

wonder what i have been doing?? well nothing much, just spring cleaning and MORE spring cleaning! anyway it isn't spring yet why should we do Spring cleaning during winter?!?

many people are puzzled why i have so many things to clean, i also don't know why. but maybe after i explain my workload you will understand?

lets say i have to wipe stuffs, i have to wipe 2 times! 1st time with 药水, and 2nd time with 清水. and if the stuffs are kept inside some box or cupboard or whatever (as long as it is kept inside something!), i have to take out the stuffs, wipe the "container", clear the unnecessary stuffs, clean the necessary stuffs and put them back into the "container".

anyway on monday i wipe the living room windows, cleared and cleaned the shoe rack. then i went for ladies night with my NIEs at PDW! it was really an awesome night cause once again, there's gifts!! and the bill was really shockingly 15 for me only.

on tuesday i cleaned the bigg tv cabinet and some barangs beside and under the computer desk. and at night i received gifts again ((:

on wednesday i cleaned the ITs in the computer drawer and cleared the over 1000bucks of "new book of knowledge" so now i don't have much knowledge already. i think those books (though i seldom use) really have a lot of info cause i remember using it for projects last time. hope the 1000bucks will bless third aunt's kids! after which i shifted the storybooks that was once on my sister's table into the rack that was meant to put the thousand bucks. at night i went to buy dinner with my jiejie. it was quite funny though cause it was our first time buying the ngoh hiong thingy and we got a shock by the pricing, hahaas!

and just yesterday my sis and i cleared and cleaned the big wardrobe! wonder how much clothes we cleared? from about 5-6 clothes hangers on the rack, we increased the amount to about 40? i think i am a crazy perfectionist cause i went to arrange the hangers according to their colours and shapes~lol! and then we did the bookshelf too. i wonder why we have so many shelves n racks to contain books when we don't really read? ooh well after that i realised in the shelves aren't really books. they are just more barangs and 摆设品, lol! and then i went to have pizza with my friend after my mama left house for aunt's house.

and now for today, i am so so so glad i don't have to do anything today! because my sis is at work and my mama went to JB early in the morning with her friend and i received sms from her saying "i go out with my friend (jb)", lol! i thought she was still asleep when i woke up until i received her sms while lazing on bed. okok i gotta get going to meet my babes at bugis! i really am deprived of some shopping! =b

cya!