September 11, 2010

911 纪念着为你生命里所爱的人活着.

Now I know I do not belong to the world.

剪不断，理还乱

C'est la vie

最近生活得非常没有规律。睡到自然醒，吃早餐，看电视，之后想做什么就做什么，想去哪里就去哪里。真是名副其实的活在自己的世界。但这也没有什么不好。因为以后应该没有什么机会过如此悠哉闲哉的生活。所以，不要太在意我最近的反常。

I don't know what's going on; I'm just plain frustrated.
I hate the ugliness of this world.
I hate the worries of life.
I hate the troubles that surface from no where in life.
I hate what reality brings.

I recall the times when I knew nothing about it.
I recall the times when I could have shunned away from it.
I would rather view it at a distance than to get myself to where it is.
I knew the outcome but I chose to grab a hold on it.
I guess it's just the consequences.
It haunts me every now and then.
I force myself to move forward but I fall every now and then with each step I take.
There is no turning back and there's no moving forward. It's such a tragedy to realise I'm still walking in circles after so long.
T_T 我需要的不只是一剂强心针.

我也不想那么败家

Dear Miss Zhuo,
POSTING – Beginning Teacher (Dip ED)
I wish to inform you that you will be posted to Yew Tee Primary School as a Teacher with effect from 22 May 2010. You will be deployed to teach Chinese Language and Moral Education. Please report to the Principal of the School for duty on 24 May 2010.

终于成为堂堂正正的miss卓la! miss卓felt that a celebration is needed!

SO......

Went town with Peiling yesterday, long time since I last saw her! 就如我妈妈所说的，她越来越漂亮了哦. 其实她也不赖 hahaha! I wonder what's wrong with the current fashion, it's so hard to get something I like at FEP. But so glad Ling found her perfect Zara top, whee! Can't wait for GSS so that I can get something there too, hee!
Went Vivo with Rene today! It's so cool and more fun eating steamboat with a close one cos all the nonsense starts to come! As usual, we went to our favourite JPot! That place is really good for steamboat la! 买东西吃东西~ Forever 21 is another killer outlet. To console myself, I shall tell myself what I bought are all necessities for my profession hahas!
To make things worse, miss卓还配了一副新眼镜!
Total damages incurred for the past 2 days = <$200. Sounds too much for a thrifty person like me hahahahas!
Can't wait to see my students next week! (:

4Grace

Why is it that the kids get more and more lovable each day only when I'm about to leave? (",)
It was a heartwarming yet funny scene with 4 Grace today. I bought cute little donuts from PopDoh for them and gave it to them after recess. They asked excitedly if they can eat them in class but they got a sad no from the CT. If you have been to PopDoh, you will know that they pack their donuts in these pretty pastel colour boxes. After I finished distributing the donuts, my CT asked if i want to give the boxes to them. I went like: Huh? They will want them meh? True enough, when I raised the question, all of them raised up their hands like nobody's business, ha! I had only 3 boxes but there's 31 of them so I got responses like: 卓老师，你丢那个盒子then看谁拿到la? Kids are kids, full of ideas, ha! Then my CT went like 你们以为卓老师在抛绣球啊？所以等一下老师丢的时候，接到的男生要娶卓老师ah. And so they giggled. After all the ra ra, it was about time for me to leave but CT added a hugging session lols. She asked if any of them wanna give 卓老师 a hug. 既然有人举手! How does it feel to hug your student? How does the student feel when he/she hugs a teacher? It was really an awesome time with them. Even though I teach them only CME and see them only once or twice a week, they remembered me and all that I did for them during the short 2-3 periods ;') Thanks for making my day 4 Grace :)

受保護

曲：龔芝怡
詞：小寒

心疼你一臉無能為力
你最不擅長演戲
反讓我更愛你
　
心領了你的小心翼翼
是怕我會委屈
傻瓜別怪自己

有你深愛過的我
有甚麼事談不妥
乖 聽我說
過你要的生活

我們其中一個幸福
好過兩人都不知足
你懂我最愛哭
眼淚並不表示我怕孤獨

這一刻最大的幸福
是錯下去前說不
分離不苦 這不算苦
不要想著彌補
我不是個孩子 無須再 受保護

別以為我的心像瓷器
心碎並不是委屈
是成長的必須

別小看這一路的回憶
它會開成感激
給我存在意義

有你深愛過的我
有甚麼事談不妥
乖 聽我說
過你要的生活

我們其中一個幸福
好過兩人都不知足
你懂我最愛哭
眼淚並不表示我很無助

這一刻最大的幸福
是錯下去前說不
分離不苦 這不算苦
不要感觸

不要反覆 不要反顧
不要愛她吞吞吐吐
女生最恨戀人還想保護
上一段追逐

我們其中一個幸福
好過兩人都不知足
你懂我最愛哭
眼淚並不表示我很無助

這一刻最大的幸福
是錯下去前說不
分離不苦 這不算苦
不要想著彌補
我不是個孩子
無須再 受保護

我因為愛了你
無須再 受保護

格杀勿论

Today, yet another elephant sat beside me in the bus. This elephant certainly doesn't have any cow sense to stand up rather than to shift his butt knowing that he is an elephant. People are getting more and more senseless nowadays! Grr...

我很在意你们不站起来让我出去！请你明白我虽然不胖，但是我也不瘦！下次见一个，杀一个！你们最好是闪开！

Ever Say Never

I will NEVER say thank you to those who sit on the outer seat in the bus and yet have their butt so glued to the seat that they refuse to stand up for just a split second to let me out when I am carrying a big bag and a handful of files. Thank you so much but stay away from me!