355. sounds of the universe
too much of no sound, uncomfortable silence can be so loud.
awkward much
354. bored
each holiday i have just makes me hate it more. i guess i just need to be around people. i need to go to school, i need to get out of my house and find people to study with. maybe when a level ends, i'm going to get a job, or i really don't know i'm going to survive till ns. but until a levels i think i'll be in school to study everyday then.
353. repent
im aware that i may be a bad person sometimes, but i really didnt mean it that way. please forgive me. i saw that bear gone from your pencil case, the first time i found it at the bench, and i hoped that you didnt take it out on purpose, so i placed it back. but then it wasn't there the next day again. does it signify something? i hope im being paranoid :( i hope the series of events isn't what i make it out to be. i will try to make up as much as i can. so please forgive me......