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Wednesday, May 04, 2011

349. the last time in my life

all 144 of us, and the seniors who stood up in the audience to sing along with us in synchronisation. it was a truly touching moment for me up on the stage. when it all ended and the curtains were down, i really can't help but drop tears of sadness that it's the last time, the last time that i will be able to xie mu on stage, and also the last time i'm able to experience such a level of huang cheng spirit, and maybe also tears of joy that my time in huang cheng has reaped in such great benefits in so many aspects and stretched my creativity beyond what i can see.

this time round, there was no way to console myself that it has ended, and that past few months of work is over so abruptly. last year i could still tell myself there's still this year to enjoy, but never again. all i could look forward to from now on is watching huang cheng next year, and also visiting my juniors.

i'm almost certain i will be even more emotional when school ends, after 6 years, my favourite phase of life will end, and friends i hang out with might not be around with me anymore, and the times of happiness will never come back, or at least, not in the same way or level anymore.

why do all good things come to an end?