348. let go

"you're frozen, when your heart's not open."

how can i let go of something so perfect, yet out of reach? i can't but i'll try.

posted by datf @ 4/13/2011 10:13:00 pm 0 Comments

347. friendship

i know that my posts are constantly revolving around school and how life sucks. but it's true that life is extremely mundane. the only thing thats actually spicing up life is interaction. and that is why school is a place i'd rather be. not home, not anywhere else, but school.

maybe that's why, more than ever, i've been trying to make more friends/strengthen current friendship. but sometimes you just can't help but have the feeling that no matter how hard you try, you still feel casted aside, either by accident or purpose. you may want to get into his/her heart, but you can't, because the heart(break) hotel is already full.

"life is a mystery, everyone must stand alone."
this is what i feel sad about friendship. at one time it can be so glorious and fun, and the next it sinks into obliviousness. towards the end, you realise you are still alone, living a lonely miserable life, despite having had so many friends.

it's all boils down to the inability to continue creating sparks and forge long lasting relationship. i hope this doesn't happen to me.

posted by datf @ 4/06/2011 09:09:00 pm 0 Comments