65. holiday
haven't posted for a long time. i own an ipod nano (3rd gen) now. i tried to put videos into the ipod but it doesn't work. wth, seems so scamming. well, i listened to ray of light for 2h45min, but somehow the song couldn't play after that. i restted everything and now i have to restart my count for listening to ray of light for 3h continuously.my birthday is coming soon, 27 november. and well, its nothing.
im going to new zealand on 8 december. and xujun told me to beware of being pecked to death by kiwi. like its so easy. the kiwi's so small. then we talked about the best way to die. i think should be gas poisoning because you would have lost consciousness before the gas kills you. i would try euthanasia, but i don't know really how painless it is, because people who tried euthanasia could not possibly tell us that it's painless when they are already dead.
also i have the fear that the doctor would proclaim me dead in the hospital when im not dead yet. then i would be placed in a coffin and be cremated in a 1000+ degrees celcius fire, and that would probably be the worst and most painful death. or else, i would be buried deep in the soil and suffocate to death, also damn scary. and of course, if i were mummified, i would have to have my internal organs pulled out, which is quite disgusting, and it would be even more terrible if this was done alive. maybe i could be brain dead first before dying. this way i would lose consciousness of everything around me.
anyway, the process of dying should be damn painful no matter what way you die and it will be damn scary.
