12. protecting myself
Please think about the below incident.I am replacing the flamer as XXX.
replacing the form teacher as teacher 1.
replacing another teacher as teacher 2.
replacing the person who is in the same boat as XXX as SS.
XXX created a bloody blog humiliating 7 people, including me. I feel utterly disgusted and went with someone else on Thursday morning to find our form teacher for discussion. However, she told teacher 2 about it and he came in the last 10 min of the maths lesson to lecture us about this. I totally support this.
However, this has caused public dislikeness against me. And that SS scolding me why I have to complain. Why I have to complain!? He still dare to ask me this bloody question! Of course he says that! If he was one of the person being humiliated on the accursed blog, let's see how he will react. Of course he might say now that he will not go tell the teacher, but when the time comes, let's see how he will go to the teacher complaining.
If I had not gone to a teacher, and instead just confronted the whole class, nobody will admit, and even if they admit, they would delete the blog and very soon revive it again. So I might as well just go to the teacher. Anyway, the class's behaviour is already too horrific for me, so for my own "not being wrongly humiliated" sake, I MUST take such drastic action. Anyway, I didn't know that the teacher 1 will go to teacher 2.
Really, if nobody had admit to this, I had planned already to go to the principal, and force the bloody blog maker to come out. And like teacher 2 already said, this case can be very serious, I could go to the police, and could even sue XXX for slander. And what I am still damn angry about is the fact that because SS came to scold me about what, in fact, I had the right to do. I presume SS has no brains. And I simplay do not wish to stoop so low as to argue with him anymore because I simply am too exhausted just being reminded of the blog.
And I must say, some pathetic idiots in this class is truly incorrigible, thinking that what I did was wrong. What I did was not wrong! If it was wrong, teacher 1 would NOT have gone to teacher 2, and would have just settled it in class. This shows that this case is very serious.
Because of that XXX, I am in bad terms with other people. Why does he have to be publicly humiliating us like that. Doesn't he know that once news spreads out, more than billions of people will be able to see the blog??? Soon, the school will be defamed, and I will have nothing to do except sue XXX for slandering! He simply writes something in the blog out of nothing!
Even though I may say that I accepted his apology, in my heart, I still hate him and will never ever forgive him. The only reason why I forcefully SAY that I accepted his apology is so that this thing will not blow bigger, and also partially to reduce the level of public dislikeness against me. Of course, I would not bear to see XXX get punished and eventually their parents get called up. That would then be totally unethical of me if I do that.
Now, not only does our class knows about this, almost the whole sec 2 level would have known about this. And those baskets still dare to speak about it. Of course I would not do something as crazy as the Virginia Tech Masscare, but I must express my heartfelt utter disgust about this matter on this blog, and not in class, as I don't want to continue hurting the class relationship with me.
And also, I wasn't the one who is so free to have found this blog. It's the only curly-haired boy in our class who told me about this. Anyway, “若要人不知，除非己莫为”. I will also try to accept the class's wrong attitude towards me. After all, “人不知，而不愠，不亦君子乎”. I am sure that the teachers will agree with my way of handling this case.
Because of this matter, I must confess that I am truly sick and tired of this class, with lots of disappointing students.
I wish the chairman and monitor could step down as I think they are incorrect in handling things, and that I feel their behaviours are truly not worthy to be a chairman or monitor, and to think both of them are students councillor. They have made me lose trust in the CMC, and also in the students council. The students council is nothing but a group with people with pathetic attitudes, and the CMCs are nothing more than a bunch of cronies who don't behave or do their duties well, and are only the CMCs because their cronies voted for them. In other words, most students councillor and CMC are not talents, nor are they really capable. The only thing they are capable in is misbehaviours and humiliating students they don't like.
Vocabulary I would use to describe this case:
- Concerned
- Disturbed
- Angry
- Disappointed
- Displeased
- Annoyed
- Perturbed
- Horrified
- Alarmed
- Taken aback
- Sad
- Traumatised
- Irritated
- Flabbergasted
- Crestfallen
- Revolted
- Dumbfounded
- Stunned
- Dissatisfied / Unsatisfied
- Totally unreal
The totally unhappy,
SilverboII :(
posted by datf @ 4/26/2007 02:49:00 pm
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