Somehow, I sensed that the feeling you have for me had weaken.
Or is it me thinking too much? I hope so it is .
Monday, September 12, 2011
Love Of My Life
I love you Honey
Am glad that I met you 5 months ago.
You brought so much colors to my life and took th dullness away.
I really never ever want you to leave. Please stay with me forever <3
Am glad that I met you 5 months ago.
You brought so much colors to my life and took th dullness away.
I really never ever want you to leave. Please stay with me forever <3
Think I'll be back to blogging. Seriously I need a place to write down my feelings.
Somehow, we quarreled again today. You told me you are stress up because you're always thinking for our future most of the time. And also many other stuffs like your work etc. But from hoe you phrase it, I feel like I'm your burden. Ya, because you said when you stop thinking, it's when we ended. I'm th one who made you so tired. You made me thought that perhaps you're better without me. It hurts when I see you so tired . But no matter how tired you are, you made th effort to meet me, trying you make me laugh always. Im really thankful to god that I have you. I hope we will keep all th promises we made throughout this 5 months. I love you.
Grandfather admitted into th hospital. Hope he'll be alright. Please. Till this situation, grandfather is still being stubborn that he only wanna eat what popo cook.
There are still so many stuffs in my mind.
Boyf told me to learn to endure and make my mind strong. Think I need to start learning to be mature and independent and stop adding more burden to him.
Somehow, we quarreled again today. You told me you are stress up because you're always thinking for our future most of the time. And also many other stuffs like your work etc. But from hoe you phrase it, I feel like I'm your burden. Ya, because you said when you stop thinking, it's when we ended. I'm th one who made you so tired. You made me thought that perhaps you're better without me. It hurts when I see you so tired . But no matter how tired you are, you made th effort to meet me, trying you make me laugh always. Im really thankful to god that I have you. I hope we will keep all th promises we made throughout this 5 months. I love you.
Grandfather admitted into th hospital. Hope he'll be alright. Please. Till this situation, grandfather is still being stubborn that he only wanna eat what popo cook.
There are still so many stuffs in my mind.
Boyf told me to learn to endure and make my mind strong. Think I need to start learning to be mature and independent and stop adding more burden to him.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Friday, June 24, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
You brought colours into my life
Life is so bored recently .
school started , made new friends .
needa start waking up early & stuffs , which is a killer .
omg .
few days back , which is Thursday , met up with Esta , Weili , Edwin & Bear atChompChomp
had an awesome catching up . & also nice foooodie . HAHAHA .
i think i will gain weight eating so much recently .
always had Mcdonalds for lunch if there's break at school . like WTH isn't it ?
ohya , i'm a sad girl , im damn broke recently . i need to chiong work already !
iPhone4 , you'll be mine one day !
school started , made new friends .
needa start waking up early & stuffs , which is a killer .
omg .
few days back , which is Thursday , met up with Esta , Weili , Edwin & Bear atChompChomp
had an awesome catching up . & also nice foooodie . HAHAHA .
i think i will gain weight eating so much recently .
always had Mcdonalds for lunch if there's break at school . like WTH isn't it ?
ohya , i'm a sad girl , im damn broke recently . i need to chiong work already !
iPhone4 , you'll be mine one day !
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
(:
was influenced by Esta to start being interested in horoscope stuffs.
Magnetic, elusive, sexy and determined. That’s you Scorpio! You were born under the eighth sign of the zodiac which is referred to by astrologers as a fixed water (ice) sign. In a lot of ways ice sums up your emotional character. But why is this, when you have fiery and warlike Mars ruling you?
Your star sign is probably one of the most misunderstood signs of the zodiac. It has had a pretty bad rap over the years, but that’s just because what people don’t understand, they tend to fear. That cool aloofness is just the surface of your complex nature, and is by no means bad. Below the surface of your cool exterior is a scorching and passionate fire. You know it and others sense it too.
You’re an emotional being, and you take it to the limits. In fact you need overkill to feel really alive. You also want approval, though you don’t often verbalize that. You give 100 percent of yourself to those you love, and expect the same, if not more, in return. There are definitely no half measures in your attitude to love.
You are demanding of yourself and others, but when you give your heart to someone you’re very loyal. You are committed to anything you do, including relationships — you absolutely adore the idea of love. It’s a challenge that excites you.
You turn heads whenever you walk into a room — you are the strong, silent type, and you have a magnetic aura. You have something that’s hard to put your finger on but makes it nearly impossible for people to ignore you. You know full well that you can manipulate people, and you love it! This magnetic power is really your greatest strength.
It’s well known astrologically that the eyes of a Scorpio can hypnotize. Whether you know it or not, this is your most powerful physical trait. Often people will often say that you have amazing eyes. So even though you don’t always articulate your feelings, your eyes do plenty of communicating for you — they can express the full range of your emotional states.
Determination is another of your key characteristics. People can see you as insensitive to others’ needs, even obsessive, because you push forward so single-mindedly. There are no half-measures in your life — in friendship, love, family life or work. You want to be the best, and you won’t let anything stand in the way. But on the plus side, you like to share your successes with the people you take under your wing, whether they’re family or friends.
You’re not afraid of obstacles or challenges, whether they are something unavoidable or foes or competitors. In fact, you thrive on them — you love trying to prove that no one can stop you.
If someone tries to corner you or put you in a difficult situation, they’d better be prepared to give it their best shot, because you won’t give in until you win, and your enemy is totally crushed in body, mind and spirit.
If that ruthless streak in your character can’t be satisfied straight away, you’ll wait, patiently, until the proper time to seek revenge. Time is of no consequence to you when it comes to wreaking vengeance.
Whether you’re fulfilling your sensual appetites or your more noble aspirations, pleasure will always be a focus for you. You want it all. You are not afraid of the dark side, even though you seek the light. This is why Scorpio has three totems — the scorpion, the lizard and the phoenix.
The scorpion is the most vengeful and dangerous part of your nature. If you’re operating on that level, you’ll be constantly seeking to hurt others with your power. This is, of course, something to avoid.
The lizard represents the class of scorpions who hide from life and never quite achieve the full measure of their power. They sometimes seek self-destructive outlets such as drugs or even criminal activities to satisfy their obsessive nature.
If you aspire to the best that Scorpio has to offer, you’ll be the phoenix, which rises out of the ashes. This transformative totem indicates that you have to burn your lower nature to allow the most splendid parts of your nature to live and grow. Fortunately, most Scorpios lean towards the phoenix.
In appearance you will be well proportioned, strong in body, muscular, and with a broad face and a commanding look. Your eyes, as already mentioned, are your strong point.
You are a tireless worker and generally achieve great success after the middle part of life.
The life of a Scorpio is challenging, but there’ll never be a dull moment.
--
after today , i realised i dont understand myself at all .
Magnetic, elusive, sexy and determined. That’s you Scorpio! You were born under the eighth sign of the zodiac which is referred to by astrologers as a fixed water (ice) sign. In a lot of ways ice sums up your emotional character. But why is this, when you have fiery and warlike Mars ruling you?
Your star sign is probably one of the most misunderstood signs of the zodiac. It has had a pretty bad rap over the years, but that’s just because what people don’t understand, they tend to fear. That cool aloofness is just the surface of your complex nature, and is by no means bad. Below the surface of your cool exterior is a scorching and passionate fire. You know it and others sense it too.
You’re an emotional being, and you take it to the limits. In fact you need overkill to feel really alive. You also want approval, though you don’t often verbalize that. You give 100 percent of yourself to those you love, and expect the same, if not more, in return. There are definitely no half measures in your attitude to love.
You are demanding of yourself and others, but when you give your heart to someone you’re very loyal. You are committed to anything you do, including relationships — you absolutely adore the idea of love. It’s a challenge that excites you.
You turn heads whenever you walk into a room — you are the strong, silent type, and you have a magnetic aura. You have something that’s hard to put your finger on but makes it nearly impossible for people to ignore you. You know full well that you can manipulate people, and you love it! This magnetic power is really your greatest strength.
It’s well known astrologically that the eyes of a Scorpio can hypnotize. Whether you know it or not, this is your most powerful physical trait. Often people will often say that you have amazing eyes. So even though you don’t always articulate your feelings, your eyes do plenty of communicating for you — they can express the full range of your emotional states.
Determination is another of your key characteristics. People can see you as insensitive to others’ needs, even obsessive, because you push forward so single-mindedly. There are no half-measures in your life — in friendship, love, family life or work. You want to be the best, and you won’t let anything stand in the way. But on the plus side, you like to share your successes with the people you take under your wing, whether they’re family or friends.
You’re not afraid of obstacles or challenges, whether they are something unavoidable or foes or competitors. In fact, you thrive on them — you love trying to prove that no one can stop you.
If someone tries to corner you or put you in a difficult situation, they’d better be prepared to give it their best shot, because you won’t give in until you win, and your enemy is totally crushed in body, mind and spirit.
If that ruthless streak in your character can’t be satisfied straight away, you’ll wait, patiently, until the proper time to seek revenge. Time is of no consequence to you when it comes to wreaking vengeance.
Whether you’re fulfilling your sensual appetites or your more noble aspirations, pleasure will always be a focus for you. You want it all. You are not afraid of the dark side, even though you seek the light. This is why Scorpio has three totems — the scorpion, the lizard and the phoenix.
The scorpion is the most vengeful and dangerous part of your nature. If you’re operating on that level, you’ll be constantly seeking to hurt others with your power. This is, of course, something to avoid.
The lizard represents the class of scorpions who hide from life and never quite achieve the full measure of their power. They sometimes seek self-destructive outlets such as drugs or even criminal activities to satisfy their obsessive nature.
If you aspire to the best that Scorpio has to offer, you’ll be the phoenix, which rises out of the ashes. This transformative totem indicates that you have to burn your lower nature to allow the most splendid parts of your nature to live and grow. Fortunately, most Scorpios lean towards the phoenix.
In appearance you will be well proportioned, strong in body, muscular, and with a broad face and a commanding look. Your eyes, as already mentioned, are your strong point.
You are a tireless worker and generally achieve great success after the middle part of life.
The life of a Scorpio is challenging, but there’ll never be a dull moment.
--
after today , i realised i dont understand myself at all .
Monday, March 14, 2011
Threesome
Met up with my dear Threesome @ Nex this afternoon
had Long Johns for lunch.
and went to buy tickets for Red Riding Hood.
i rate this movie 3/5 (:
we headed to Chomp chomp for dinner after the movie.
reached home at 9:15PM :D
overall, it was a nice day .
tata ~
had Long Johns for lunch.
and went to buy tickets for Red Riding Hood.
i rate this movie 3/5 (:
we headed to Chomp chomp for dinner after the movie.
reached home at 9:15PM :D
overall, it was a nice day .
tata ~
Saturday, March 12, 2011
Tuesday, March 8, 2011
Hi ,
met up with Liyin @ around 12pm today .
headed to Yishun to watch My Ex.
bought th tickets and went for lunch at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe.
awesome catch up . chatted like no tomorrow & we did not take note of th time . the movie starts @ 2.40pm & we left the restaurant @ 2.40 sharp =.=
but luckily , they're still showing the advertisement when we reached there
some parts are quite scary . but overall, i rate it 3.5/5 :D
shopped around Northpoint till 5.30pm & headed back to Serangoon .
bought a few stuffs & went home (:
SERIOUSLY MICHELLE QUEK MEI XUE,
YOU REALLY NEED TO STOP SPENDING MONEY LIKE WATER !!
reached home & something really turning me off . _l_
bye !
met up with Liyin @ around 12pm today .
headed to Yishun to watch My Ex.
bought th tickets and went for lunch at Xin Wang Hong Kong Cafe.
awesome catch up . chatted like no tomorrow & we did not take note of th time . the movie starts @ 2.40pm & we left the restaurant @ 2.40 sharp =.=
but luckily , they're still showing the advertisement when we reached there
some parts are quite scary . but overall, i rate it 3.5/5 :D
shopped around Northpoint till 5.30pm & headed back to Serangoon .
bought a few stuffs & went home (:
SERIOUSLY MICHELLE QUEK MEI XUE,
YOU REALLY NEED TO STOP SPENDING MONEY LIKE WATER !!
reached home & something really turning me off . _l_
bye !
Sunday, March 6, 2011
Places that i wanna go this year
1. Universal Studio Sentosa
2. Singapore Flyer
3. Marina Barrage
4. Sit cable car
5. Snow City
2. Singapore Flyer
3. Marina Barrage
4. Sit cable car
5. Snow City
Fxck up Sunday
Hi.
Its Sunday.
& i think i'm gonna rot at home today.
fml.
Mum do not want to go out ~
like bored only ):
Iwantshopping !
okay bye !
Its Sunday.
& i think i'm gonna rot at home today.
fml.
Mum do not want to go out ~
like bored only ):
Iwantshopping !
okay bye !
Thursday, March 3, 2011
Life (another random ranting post)
ahh ,
time really past fast .
17 1/4 yrs of my life gone.
but up till now,
i don't know what i want to achieve in life.
i don't know what i wanna be in the future .
chose banking service . but this is not what i really want .
i myself dont know what i want either .
screwed up my life since young .
but who can i blame ? no one .
no one is leading me .
thinking back , i had a few dreams when i was young .
when i was in Primary school , i wanted to be an interior designer .
then when i was in Sec 3/4 i wanted to be a nurse .
ha , but none of these will come true and i lost my interest already .
Now , i'm gonna sit in one corner & think i want to achieve in life.
ha, joke , bye !
time really past fast .
17 1/4 yrs of my life gone.
but up till now,
i don't know what i want to achieve in life.
i don't know what i wanna be in the future .
chose banking service . but this is not what i really want .
i myself dont know what i want either .
screwed up my life since young .
but who can i blame ? no one .
no one is leading me .
thinking back , i had a few dreams when i was young .
when i was in Primary school , i wanted to be an interior designer .
then when i was in Sec 3/4 i wanted to be a nurse .
ha , but none of these will come true and i lost my interest already .
Now , i'm gonna sit in one corner & think i want to achieve in life.
ha, joke , bye !
Monday, February 28, 2011
When will Dream High ep 16 Eng sub come out !!
i wanna watch the last episode !
addicted to this Korean drama
ha.
I'm a new fan of 2pm . okay , random
& i'm addicted to Big Bang's song, Koe Wo Kikasete
had been working for th past 2 nights .
siian :/
instant noodle for breakfast again.
i'm just too lazy to get my ass out of this house to buy food
hungry hungry hungry .
bye ! (:
i wanna watch the last episode !
addicted to this Korean drama
ha.
I'm a new fan of 2pm . okay , random
& i'm addicted to Big Bang's song, Koe Wo Kikasete
had been working for th past 2 nights .
siian :/
instant noodle for breakfast again.
i'm just too lazy to get my ass out of this house to buy food
hungry hungry hungry .
bye ! (:
Wednesday, February 23, 2011
Money
Saving Plans starts today .
Wish me luck ~
Hope i can get a new phone (June) & Lappy by end of year :D
Wish me luck ~
Hope i can get a new phone (June) & Lappy by end of year :D
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Thursday, February 17, 2011
Boring Life
decided to blog as im like tired of youtube-ing & facebook-ing . Ha.
well, life recently is either work or sleep ~
currently working @ Lenas , Nex
don't really like this job but i need th money .
hope i'll get use to it soon ~
needa work 6 - 10pm this evening ,
i wanna get a new phone after my current contract ends which is like .. 4 mths later ?
idk which to get .. anything but iPhone as its to common.
but, i like th apps ~
=.=
well, life recently is either work or sleep ~
currently working @ Lenas , Nex
don't really like this job but i need th money .
hope i'll get use to it soon ~
needa work 6 - 10pm this evening ,
i wanna get a new phone after my current contract ends which is like .. 4 mths later ?
idk which to get .. anything but iPhone as its to common.
but, i like th apps ~
=.=
Monday, February 7, 2011
Free
Hi ,
my contract had officially ended 1 week ago .
I really need to look for a job soon as i'm broke.
maybe tmr ?
i shall go to Nex to look for one .
pray hard that i won't feel lazy .
i neeeeed money badly , think my phone bill this month will cost a bomb :/
sad .
i hope to meet Threesome & GENI soon
i miss them a lot ! ):
bye !
my contract had officially ended 1 week ago .
I really need to look for a job soon as i'm broke.
maybe tmr ?
i shall go to Nex to look for one .
pray hard that i won't feel lazy .
i neeeeed money badly , think my phone bill this month will cost a bomb :/
sad .
i hope to meet Threesome & GENI soon
i miss them a lot ! ):
bye !
all the computer at home crashed
):
Monday, January 24, 2011
Job
my contract is gonna end soon.
& i need a new job badly , supaaah badly .
i'm in love with G.NA's black & white now !
love her ttm !
Cube Ent , Fighting !! <3
& i need a new job badly , supaaah badly .
i'm in love with G.NA's black & white now !
love her ttm !
Cube Ent , Fighting !! <3
Sunday, January 16, 2011
WORLD END
many people are saying that the world will end in 2012
nobody knows whether is it true or not.
for me , i hope it will end..
as i had screwed my life.
nobody knows whether is it true or not.
for me , i hope it will end..
as i had screwed my life.
Friday, January 7, 2011
Threesome,
Hi,
Its been like months since i last blogged.
oh well, its a new year , another year had passed.
think back , its the best yet most boring year of my life.
boring because i'm trap inside a boring office most of my time !
i'm glad this nightmare gonna be over soon.
and i do not need to dream of having cctv all around me while i'm sleeping anymore
haha. n
its th best year because i have Threesome
i'm glad that i have them in my life.
yes, like what one drama on tv said, i do not need many friends, having a few true friends is more than enough. :D
although they always make fun of me "failing" , but i never took it to heart.
really, i love them a lot (:
thanks god for letting me know them <3
2011,
my new year's resolution,
earn lots of moneeeeey (:
and of cause, let me have more time meeting Threesome & Geni !
guess what,
i did not fulfil my last year's resolution .
damn it..
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