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You could be a sweet dream,
Or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I don't wanna wake up from
you..
Boring
Monday, June 30, 2008 1:54 AM

I am bored. So did a little test. Somehow, it is quite true to a certain extend. Oh well.

What Rhowena Means:

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out. Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia. Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person. You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you. At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts. You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it. You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Unwell
Saturday, June 28, 2008 12:58 AM

Not feeling well emtionally and physically. Down with flu, slight cough. Fever subsided. This feels so crap. But i am still alive kicking. Enough said, i am gone!

p/s: im craving for waffle all of a sudden ):

L.O.V.E
Thursday, June 26, 2008 2:19 AM

'If the outside world wasn't there, no judgement or outside opinion about who you should love or can't love, would you still loving the person that you do today? Or would you be making other choices in your life?" quoted from wen xun's blog.

It has been there since don't know when. But i never understand this quote of hers. I don't get it till today. I understand, finally (: Love can be simple yet contradicting at times. Nevertheless, i am glad just to have baby around.

No matter what's to come, how long we gonna be together, i just want to treasure each and every hour, every minute, every second with her. In time to come, i know for sure i will look back to those moments and smile for once in my lifetime, a wonderful angel is send to me from heaven. Thank god for the lovely gift.. .. ..

Baby, i know our relationship is never easy. Pardon me for my stubborness and those words that hurts you at times. For not letting me go, for making me feel so loved and blessed, for giving me those wonderful memories. And for everything, i would like to thank you. I am not good with words, let me prove it with my action. And i wanna shout out to you once again, ILOVEYOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART <33

p/s: This is interesting, try it. I tried it too (: DOUBUTSU URANAI

`So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said that it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it. Eventually feels a lot better than actually.

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F.A.M.I.L.Y
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 2:22 AM

After shitting it out, i was rather hungry again. Heys! I had my dinner at 6plus can! I realised ever since don't know when, baby always like to drag me to early dinner. Sometimes it can be as early as 6pm you know! But well, that's my baby.

After last night, i realised i am not a fillial daughter afterall. Should have been more attentive towards the parents. Especially at this point of time, i think wad daddy needed the most is our care, concern and support. Haven't been speaking much to my family much lately. And today, i only spoke 3 sentences to marcus at home. That was 1) "Come out have your dinner". 2) "Off the computer, i want to sleep!". And 3) "Pluck up modem cable". Well, tireness sometimes can isolate people man. I went to bed, he was doing what i don't know. When i woke up, he was fast asleep. Mummy came back at 11plus, woke me up just to ask me to bathe. When i woke up and went to bathe, she was in bed already. Broke record, i spoke to dad the most tonight =P We even watched tv together (:

Seriously, i felt very remorseful towards daddy tonight. First, i didnt know he was at home. So i didnt ask if he wants any dinner. Second, he talked to me bout fathers' day this year. He asked me where i went with my mom, how come we weren't not at home. Third, dad asked if i wanna go out with him to grab a bite just now, i rejected. Should have just went to accompany him even i dont wanna eat. From the way he talked to marcus and i tonight, i can tell he was rather disappointed with both us ): Sorry daddy.

Oh well, seems like i am always full of thoughts every night. Ha. What to do. I am miss always-thinking-too-much. Lol. Nothing much have been going on in school except for the usual laughters and craps. Was too tired yesterday till i "fainted" in during lessons =X Hahahas! You got it? But no, i am still not considered a sleepyhead like wad baby said =P Ahhhh! G slept earlier than me tonight! I lost! Boooohooos! Hahahas! What crap!

I better get going. I know i am really gonna fall sick if i am not gonna take good care at this crucial point of time whereby i just contracted the virus. Don't know which bugger drank my water and passed it to me >:/ Okay, maybe should blame my poor immune system instead. My throat is feeling so funny! Please laugh at it, thank you -.-

Should i or should i not? Okay, it doesn't make any sense to you people i know. I shall 'park my hands' now. Sounds familiar? When you're young, i bet most of you definitely have used this phrase before 'park my pen'. But no parking lot, park wad pens or hands? Who came up with this in the first place. So LAME! Hahahahas! I think i am just being nonsensical tonight. Bye!

`People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like secret roadmaps of their personal histories. Diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving nothing behind but a scar. But some of them don't. Some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut's long gone, the pain still lingers --Dr. Meredith Grey

Chalet
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 2:36 AM

I was reminded to update my blog twice since my last entry. Not that i dont wanna update, is cos wednesday to friday was away for class chalet. And then no photos, so didnt wanna blog. If not have to blog twice which is so troublesome. But actually my entries also not much of a interesting. Probably just keeping you guys update of my daily life and such (:

Finally all the photos are uploaded. Not really a lot of photos or videos this time. But this time round, it was super duper fun. Time spent was fabulous with all the fun and great company (: Only my clinque plus G made it for the chalet. Some not coming didnt even inform us >:/ We prepared a lot of foods this time round. Damn! But on a lighter note, i got my belated birthday present from abdul dul!! Whooohooooo! SPONGEBOB MONOPOLY! ((: I was just kidding only but abdul really went to get it! I AM OVER THE MOON!! WHEETS!!

Anyway, first night was more of games. Everyone was gathering round in a circle playing murderer and some funny card games. Each and everyone was so awake and engrossed in the games la! Hahahahahas! Janice that joker kept making us laughed like mad. I can't write out the feelings, but one word, hilarious. Whenever i think back, i can't stop laughing to myself. And thinking of chester's face when he woke up in shock while we were playing game, it is like OH MY GOD!! HAHAHAHAHAHAS! Ended our games and drinking session officially at 4 or so. Wanted to sleep for 10 20 mins before going for mac breakfast. But zhili kept bugging us, doing all those funny actions of his kept us all awake! We gave up, we left for mac breakfast. Wow! After whining to baby for so long, i finally get to eat macdonald's breakfast at 5am in the morning! Hahahahahahahas!

After breakfast, all were tired. Went back to chalet and had a short nap i call it. Woke up by G's call as baby was going back to school for proj and i wanted to go home get my swim wear at the same time. G came by and picked us back. Reached home, bathed and napped for an hour while waiting for G to come back and pick me as he had something on in the meantime. After picking all of us up, headed to zhili's place to collect those satay and otah for bbq that night.

Put everything in place, changed into swim wear and off we went to the beach for more fun! Played dog and bone game. Loser would have to forfeit. And ha! Baby's team forfeited! WAHAHAHAHAHAS! And ahem, their forfeit was 'suggested' by me. Went to a nearby tent, sing twinkle twinkle little star and dance along with it. Hahahahahahas! They did! *CLAPS* Chilled out at the pool before going back for bbq.

Alright. Shall hand over to the photos to do the talking. But before that, take a deep breathe. I don't know how you people gonna react to it. Laugh will the least i guess. Esp ahem. My beautiful photos. But please, dont copy and paste somewhere =/ Deal? Alright, i will take it as it is.

In the room:

This is how you wear a bikini on a hot babe (swallow back your vomit!):

Step 1: Tie it ard your neck

Step 2: Tie behind your back; and whose finger is pointing at my breast -.-

Step 3: Wear the bottom; make sure is the right side =D

Step 4: Tadah! Done! Stand up and show the world the masterpiece (;

Step 5: Pose and show the pretty face =D

In the pool:

BBQ time!! FOODS!! :

Oh well. Sorry folks. Sorry for ending it off with chester's not so pretty arse. Ha! Anyway, back to school. *Pouts* First day only and i am feeling so tired already. Moreover, today is only monday. Holidays were too short for all of us i presume. I spent most of the time with G and baby during the holidays. Maybe SQ too. We have been hanging out very often. Hahahahas! I was out practically every night till daddy has to be mobilise to talk to me. Lol!

Uh oh! It's so late already and i haven't study vb and iptnet quiz. Good luck to me. Hahahahahas! Nights everyone =D

p/s: g, thanks for the morning calls and those ride lately. sorry to trouble you. and thanks for being there for me all these while (: thanks buddy!

`no matter what's to come, iloveyou still.


Demanding
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 2:52 AM

Sometimes, i wonder was i too demanding myself or because my environment, the people and things around me are making me this way. I've got no idea. I just went kinda emotional while thinking bout this issues and doing laundry at the same time just now.

Mom was already asleep when i went in to her room to bathe. Looking at the way she slept, i couldn't help feeling sorry for her. For she have to work so hard to support this family. And despite it all, i still show her those fucked up attitude of mine. I guess i am just being childish. But seriously sometimes, i just couldnt stand the way she discipline me. How many more years to get away from this i wonder. No doubt, i will never understand what is she thinking and why she treat me like that, simply bcos i am not a mother. And on top of that, she never talk to me bout it! How will i ever understand?! She is so different from my dad. My dad explains to me why is he doing all these and talk to me, hence i accepted it and listen. But mom? She uses threats. Sigh. Seriously, i don't know should i even be feeling sorry or be pissed bout it.

I seems to be blinded with everything at home. I guess i let emotions ruled my head which i think that shouldnt be happening. Who likes to be neglected? Nobody! Yes! When i see my bro, i seriously don't know to feel sorry for him or wad. He only have got computer at home to keep him company when all of us are not free for him. But damn! I am f-king angry for he is always creating mess at home, not being auto in doing things and occupying my room almost the whole day!

And sorry baby. Sorry if i ask too much from you at times, or rather all the time.

Urgh! I dont know why am i typing out all these. But shit. Yes, i am feeling like crap now! I am off. Anyway, i am feeling hungry.

D.R.E.A.M.S
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 4:01 AM

I can’t stand it anymore. I am growing up, i am starting to have more of my own opinions. I don’t like to be control. And maybe because im a taurus. A bull don’t like to be disturbed. All the more you disturb it, all the more it will charge at you.

On a lighter note, today, i came up with a new dream. One more added to the list, i told baby and G to be my business partners. I told them i wanna open a dessert store that operates through the night to serve customers like me. Because i will crave for desserts at night. Hahahas! I am really very hungry now for i've yet to eat anything except the 4 pathetic pieces of candies since 4plus yesterday evening. However, i refused to make myself campbells or anything for everything seems to be tasteless =/ I guess i havent been eating anything new or super delicious for some time.

I am serious. I want to open a dessert or food stores or a cafe that operates in the near future. Don't tell me how difficult it is, don't break my dream. Let me slowly work towards it. Don't discourage me, encourage me instead. I am already starting to think bout the interior design ((:

Oh man! My stomach is growling. How! I am really really hungry! I should be off before i really see the sunrise this time round =X Toodles!

` Icantwaittofeelyourarmsaroundmeagain

AHHHCHOOOOO!
Monday, June 16, 2008 2:28 AM

Oh man! I am sneezing like mad now. Nose damn irritated. I don't know why. Might be cos my room is kinda dusty. And my nose now are block! Damn! I think cos the body is going through some kinda detoxicing inside? Hahahahas! I think im flooded with so much of the health issues inside my head now.

Nothing much has been happening lately. Except i have been watching more shows. I have watched alvin and the chipmunks, ah long pte ltd, harold and kumar go to white castle. Hahahhaas! I've been watching too much of a comedy, decided to switch a bit. So now i am watching broken english. It has already finish loading, but apparently, i havent have time to watch it yet.

Ah. Anyway, met baby tonight. But after seeing her, i miss her even more. I guess i wont be seeing her for the next 2days i guess. Well well. And G, thanks for the ride once again.

I was thinking of some thing before i sleep this morning. I was thinking how i want my room to be. And i decided to make it green. Hahahas! With my furnitures white. Hahahhaas! But purple arent that bad too yea?

Oh well. I dont know why am i blogging too. This post is kinda boring. I am off.

p/s: ihatemyhair!!

Sunshine after the rain
Sunday, June 15, 2008 5:25 AM

Just came home almost an hour ago after hanging out with G and SQ. Was rather down the whole day, so called G to ask where was he. Hearing me so emo, he came to fetch me out at 11plus after doing his stuffs. I told him maybe eating will me feel better. And i wanted to take my mind off, wanna get out of the house.

Anyway, i told him i feel like eating beancurd. I've been craving for it, i dont know why. So he drove to the one near his place, opp punggol nasi lemak. I told him i feel like having everything in the shop. Everything there was damn tempting but sigh. While eating, i told G, what i blogged before coming out. He said i was bound to be fat and ugly, and or food cravings not satisfy. Ha, but it's worth it i guess. After eating, he said he was still hungry, went round again not knowing where to go. He called SQ.

Picked SQ up, went back to hougang and they had western foods. While talking halfway, i thought i felt my phone vibrated. I looked at both phones, but to my disappoinment, there was nothing. SQ said i was having depression cos i kept thinking that my phone vibrated and looked at it =/ The second time when i said "Aye, i thought my phone vibrated," SQ laughed at me again =/ but this time, i didnt take out my phones.

Decided to chill at the mac near SQ's place. In the car, i took out my k800i from my pouch, to my atonishment, i received a sms from baby. I was over the moon! SQ and G kept laughing at me. SQ said she can see me flying already. I cheered up ((: I asked why G's car no sunroof, so he could just tie me with a string and i can fly outside the car like a ballon. Ok fine, lame -.- Anyway, i was real happy. G said he realised something just now, he said i am easily contended. In other words, im cheerful by nature ((:

Chilling out at mac was good. Talking things and laughing over them. Headed home after that.

Anyway G, though you might not see. But really, thanks a lot. Thanks for being my friend all these while. Thanks for trying to cheer me up. REALLY THANKS FOR ALL THAT YOU'VE DONE FOR THE PAST 1YEAR PLUS! ((: You're really one that is worth keeping and cherish ((:

And baby, glad to hear from you. Though i dont quite know what happened, and i don't wish to prob you much(unless you wanna tell me, im willing to listen. It's ok if you dont want). But i hope it will be sunshine after the rain soon. You know i will always be there for you like how you always do for me. And I love the megawatt smile you have on your face! So get back on your feets soon honey! Im waiting. Despite it all, ILOVEYOU STILL BABY ((: Whatever that's to come, i hope you will hold on to my hands tight. Let me get through it all with you. Let me be your comfort, i promise to be your pillar of strength. I promise, i wont let go (:

Alright, Im off. It's early, and im not in bed =X Morning world! I wanna see the sunrise soon, i've not sit down and seen one yet =/

P/S: When you least expected something, it happens. Just like on the train last night. Damn it!

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Misses
Saturday, June 14, 2008 9:59 PM

Dear god,

I prayed that my precious baby girl will be on her feets again. I am more than willing to do anything just to make put a smile back on her face. I am willing to be her punching bag or even to turn fat and ugly, and or to have all my cravings not satisfy. I wish that she will be give me a chance to be her pillar of strength and support. And above all, I just wish to hear from her, that she's fine. Dear god, once again, i prayed for her happiness. God bless.

With much loves,
Rhowena

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SIGH
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 10:20 PM

Sigh. Tried borrowing car from dad, but he claimed he wanna use. But now, he is still not out of house yet! Like wth. My plans tonight were actually to meet jiaen at her house then go pick baby after that.

I seriously hate times like that. When I wanted something badly, i couldnt get it. I wanna go jiaen's void deck and crap with her. Cos i think she miss me. Hahahas! I assumed so cos she msg this morning. Hahahas! And yea, i did promise i will drive her around one day. We are like crapping online la. Hahahahhas! I told her my forehead itchy! Lol!

Secondly, I wanna see baby badly. I wanna see her like now! THIS MOMENT! I wanna pick baby up and send her home after work. Imissher )):

Nothing much. Am yawning away, sian-ing away while waiting for baby to knock off. Waiting for her msg. Once again, IMISSHER MUCH LIKE I HAVEN'T SEEN HER FOR THOUSAND CENTURIES! (though i just saw her hours ago =P )

Sigh, im continuing with my nua-ing business till baby msg me. I WANNA SEE HER! She drives me nuts =X

P/S: Jiaen said im the cutest (: Evidence below!

* you are my sunshine, my only sunshine ♥ you made me happy, when skies are grey says:
you are the cutest

Up next
2:09 AM

Up next will be alvin and the chipmunks! (: Alright, im a bit slow in catching those hot movies but still, i deserve to be praise eh. At least i make an effort to catch them.

Before i end, i am very very curious that im gonna pose the question that was posed to G earlier here (: Guys especially, feed me with responses =P

Qns: What if one day you're married, and you realised the person you gonna spend your life with is a transexual? What will you do?

The first song on my blog is extremely beautiful (: My latest addiction! Whooohooos! Okay, bye!

P/S: G, thanks for your company just now and those pancakes, and bubble tea! Not forgetting those crap that made me laughed. Thanks buddy (:

Clueless
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 3:15 AM

I blogged for the sake of blogging today. My mind is really blank. Can time please turn back? I am suppose to sleep by 1am. But look at the time now! Nevermind. I will try again tmr. Hahahas!

Nothing much have been happening lately except the driving out last night for a spin and reaching home at 5am in the morning. Time to stop my night life i suppose. My skin complexion is getting from bad to worst. I need to adjust my sleeping time! Like as if. Hahahas.

Aiya, since i dont know what to blog. Then i will post photos. Photos that will make people laughed like mad la. I guess. So unglamourous of us. I think janice put on her blog lor! I dont even dare to put ah! Later everyone run away.

Ok here it goes. Take a deep breathe!

I am hungry. I feel like closing down my blog and friendster, stuffing the phone under the pillow and deleting msn. I am bored. Hahahas!

The end. I dont know what to continue already. Bye!

Happy 5th months!!
Sunday, June 08, 2008 1:02 AM

Just a quick update. Gotta go to bed soon for there is work tmr =/

What the hell! Let me enjoy my holiday first la. 2nd day only, the moment i opened my school e-mail, i saw e-mail from the IPTNET lecturer informing us of IPTNET quiz 2! Wa lao! That means when school reopens 2 weeks later, there are
  1. OOAPJ - Seqence Diagram presentation
  2. VB.NET Practical quiz
  3. IPTNET quiz 2

AHHHHHHHHH! Why like that? I was waiting for this holiday till i nearly went mad! Then when it finally arrived, i was told there will be tests again! Come on, 2 weeks are not enough for me! Oh man! Maybe i shouldnt complain. 2weeks are better than nothing. Alright alright. I better stop grumbling =/

Anyway, HAPPY 5TH MONTH MY DEAR GIRL! ((: Time flies! In a blink of eye, it's already 5months and still going on! Whooohoooos! Thanks for being my support and making me feel as if im one of the most fortunate girl around in this world! ((: YOU'RE THE MOST WONDERFUL GIFT THAT I EVER HAD! Thanks for giving in to me all these while! It's more than words could say how much i feel for you right now. But still, ILOVEYOU TRUCK LOADS MY LOVELY BABY GIRL!! <33

P/S: one more added to the collection (: it smells heavenly btw!


Drop dead
Friday, June 06, 2008 3:37 AM

I am dropping dead. For the first time im racking my brain so hard just to get data structure done. DBMS not done too! Goddamnit! Stress! Holidays are coming, but i am so damn stresssssss!! Oh man! I want more chilling out at esplanade rooftop(baby, catch my hint). So i can sleep in baby's arm and not only that! When i sleep, it means baby cannot! Wahahahahas! ((: And esplanade rooftop is really a nice place esp when there are not much of the people. You can see stars sparkling over your head and big blanket of the sky. Long story cut short, last week photos will be posted up soon. I am so goddamntired! Goodbye!

"Only she can drive me nuts!"

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Name: Rhowena Chia(Rho)
Age: 21 years old
Date of Birth: May18 1989
Horoscope Sign: Taurus

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