raining cats and dogs
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 3:27 PM
been raining cats and dogs ever since i woke up.
or rather 1 hour or so before i wake up.
wad a gloomy day.. .. ..
finally fulfilled my wish of slping for 12 hours!!
wad a achievement!
lmao!
today is my off day.
not going anywhere though.
shall stay at home and do some houseworks (:
hurry, praise me!
muahahahahahahahahas!!
another reason is if i were to go out, i wont get to talk to the boyf for another extra min.
cos usually by the time i get home, he is alr aslp =/
i wanna pierce my navel.
i wanna tatoo my lower back.
pretty aye!
mum will kill me though.
however, we live only once, don't leave any regrets.
but but but..
i scared of pain =/
hahas!!
alright.
some random photos.
im bored.. .. ..
`*-looks is indeed very deceiving-*`
sigh
Thursday, February 22, 2007 3:23 PM
im getting bored of this job alr.
sigh.
the people are getting lesser and lesser each and everyday.
im getting very bored.
someone here simply just sucks to the core!
i used to have someone to acc me to the toilet last time.
but now.
zzZZzz..
it is not that im scared of going to the toilet alone.
but i have someone to talk to and gossip with (:
lunch is never alone unless my partner, aina or sharina is off.
you see.
i have aina, faz, nuraini, devi and fadilah.
nuraini always dragged me to go smoking break with her.
now?
one pathetic lonesome soul.
lol.
nth but sigh.
sadness overwhelmed me suddenly.
im afraid.
all of a sudden.. .. ..
is it really gonna come true?
like wad roland kor kor said?
no.
i dun wish to think abt it.
I DONT WANT!
just pray hard grandma will be ok.
many things are going on ard me these days (or m i thinking too much?)
soon, i will break down.
but no.
i wont be defeated so easily.
i will not let emotions rule me.
fuck it man.
im going out of control.. .. ..
spare me.
sigh.
the people are getting lesser and lesser each and everyday.
im getting very bored.
someone here simply just sucks to the core!
i used to have someone to acc me to the toilet last time.
but now.
zzZZzz..
it is not that im scared of going to the toilet alone.
but i have someone to talk to and gossip with (:
lunch is never alone unless my partner, aina or sharina is off.
you see.
i have aina, faz, nuraini, devi and fadilah.
nuraini always dragged me to go smoking break with her.
now?
one pathetic lonesome soul.
lol.
nth but sigh.
sadness overwhelmed me suddenly.
im afraid.
all of a sudden.. .. ..
is it really gonna come true?
like wad roland kor kor said?
no.
i dun wish to think abt it.
I DONT WANT!
just pray hard grandma will be ok.
many things are going on ard me these days (or m i thinking too much?)
soon, i will break down.
but no.
i wont be defeated so easily.
i will not let emotions rule me.
fuck it man.
im going out of control.. .. ..
spare me.
wad the fuck
Monday, February 12, 2007 12:00 AM
wad's the bloody big diff between the old and new blogger?
no much diff wad.
or i have yet to capture the technics?
rah!!!!!
i felt so fucking irritated.
BY EVERY LIL THINGS .
esp my com!
fucking slow.
im so tired!!
i seriously need a break.
i know i have been saying this upteem times.
but fuck.
actions speak louder than words, isnt it?
to that 'him'.
dun disturb me.
wadever i do, i need not report to you.
you are nobody to me.
urgh!!
you are getting on my nerve!!
let me repeat myself, im attached!!
fuck off!!
my chest is tight.
i need to let it all out!!
im suffocating!!
let me scream!!
ahhh!!
i don't know why.
i felt so stressed up all of a sudden.
my sixth sense is telling me sth is not quite right.
am i not right?
sight.
i don't know.
sometimes, i think im too naive.
am i not?
`*- i don't wish to know-*`
no much diff wad.
or i have yet to capture the technics?
rah!!!!!
i felt so fucking irritated.
BY EVERY LIL THINGS .
esp my com!
fucking slow.
im so tired!!
i seriously need a break.
i know i have been saying this upteem times.
but fuck.
actions speak louder than words, isnt it?
to that 'him'.
dun disturb me.
wadever i do, i need not report to you.
you are nobody to me.
urgh!!
you are getting on my nerve!!
let me repeat myself, im attached!!
fuck off!!
my chest is tight.
i need to let it all out!!
im suffocating!!
let me scream!!
ahhh!!
i don't know why.
i felt so stressed up all of a sudden.
my sixth sense is telling me sth is not quite right.
am i not right?
sight.
i don't know.
sometimes, i think im too naive.
am i not?
`*- i don't wish to know-*`
uhmm..
Wednesday, February 07, 2007 7:46 PM
human's mind is never complicated.
is the human's thoughts that make it complex.
life is never complicated.
is the the way the human think and behave that makes it complex.
problems are like foods.
you need to chew it into smaller pieces before you can swallow.
it goes the same for problems.
you cant solve one big chunk of problem at one go.
you need to digest one by one slowly.
when you are on the verge of breaking down, it is time to give yourself a break.
chinese saying, a break enables you to go an extra mile.
so which is why i am longing for a break before i start school (:
though i am not on the verge of breaking down, but i wanna go an extra mile.
lol.
so i wish i have another break.
i wanna go overseas (best if i can i go visit my aunt in aust).
i felt so sinful today.
ate junks the whole day.
lays, maggie mee, potatoe strips.
all unhealthy foods.
urgh!!
i know im putting on weight.
but well (once in a blue moon).
lol.
hmm.
the boyf is sick again =/
everytime he is sick, im always working.
sians.
if only im not working.. .. ..
to the boyf, get well soon ok.
misses are getting more and more each day.
im looking fwd to the next time i can spend the whole day with him.
though is only rotting tgh at his house.
in other words, i miss his company.
anyhow.
i shall end the post with my latest addiction.
is the human's thoughts that make it complex.
life is never complicated.
is the the way the human think and behave that makes it complex.
problems are like foods.
you need to chew it into smaller pieces before you can swallow.
it goes the same for problems.
you cant solve one big chunk of problem at one go.
you need to digest one by one slowly.
when you are on the verge of breaking down, it is time to give yourself a break.
chinese saying, a break enables you to go an extra mile.
so which is why i am longing for a break before i start school (:
though i am not on the verge of breaking down, but i wanna go an extra mile.
lol.
so i wish i have another break.
i wanna go overseas (best if i can i go visit my aunt in aust).
i felt so sinful today.
ate junks the whole day.
lays, maggie mee, potatoe strips.
all unhealthy foods.
urgh!!
i know im putting on weight.
but well (once in a blue moon).
lol.
hmm.
the boyf is sick again =/
everytime he is sick, im always working.
sians.
if only im not working.. .. ..
to the boyf, get well soon ok.
misses are getting more and more each day.
im looking fwd to the next time i can spend the whole day with him.
though is only rotting tgh at his house.
in other words, i miss his company.
anyhow.
i shall end the post with my latest addiction.
urgh!!
Sunday, February 04, 2007 5:00 PM
on the verge of breaking down alr!
urgh!!
im so the very tired -.- zZZ
i cant stand the sight of the house the moment i reach home.
esp my room.
fucking marcus!
always mess up my room!
from now on, i gonna lock my room door.
(thanks him for giving me a chance to!)
just screamed over the phone with a fucking indian guy.
ccb.
fucking dun understand wad i say.
need translator anot.
before you raise yourself your voice at me, you better be prepared you will be shouted back at.
you sucker!
one thing bad abt me.
my temper.
ok.
i know.
damn fucking bad.
i get agitated easily.
i suppose i should go and meditate for a week in the shaolin temple.
be vegetarian for a week.
or keep me in a ulu kampong for a month =/
one crazy woman keep on calling in these days.
i feel like pitying her.
but the fact is, she is damn irritating.
urgh!
ok.
hong soon have been doing funny things to her.
transfer her po*ice, pi*zah*t and bla bla.
lol.
ok.
other than that.
things have been good.
but grandma is in hospital.
hope she will be alright.
sigh.
hope it is nth serious.
jiaenn.
dun need rich, handsome or wadever.
as i said, be super nice to you can alr.
enough to support you can alr.
lol.
well.
you will know wad i meant when you have one.
seriously (:
and to my special one,
im sorry.
but i definitely am looking fwd to tues (:
imissyou.
`-*believe that you are unique. trust that you have your own capability*-`
urgh!!
im so the very tired -.- zZZ
i cant stand the sight of the house the moment i reach home.
esp my room.
fucking marcus!
always mess up my room!
from now on, i gonna lock my room door.
(thanks him for giving me a chance to!)
just screamed over the phone with a fucking indian guy.
ccb.
fucking dun understand wad i say.
need translator anot.
before you raise yourself your voice at me, you better be prepared you will be shouted back at.
you sucker!
one thing bad abt me.
my temper.
ok.
i know.
damn fucking bad.
i get agitated easily.
i suppose i should go and meditate for a week in the shaolin temple.
be vegetarian for a week.
or keep me in a ulu kampong for a month =/
one crazy woman keep on calling in these days.
i feel like pitying her.
but the fact is, she is damn irritating.
urgh!
ok.
hong soon have been doing funny things to her.
transfer her po*ice, pi*zah*t and bla bla.
lol.
ok.
other than that.
things have been good.
but grandma is in hospital.
hope she will be alright.
sigh.
hope it is nth serious.
jiaenn.
dun need rich, handsome or wadever.
as i said, be super nice to you can alr.
enough to support you can alr.
lol.
well.
you will know wad i meant when you have one.
seriously (:
and to my special one,
im sorry.
but i definitely am looking fwd to tues (:
imissyou.
`-*believe that you are unique. trust that you have your own capability*-`
i doubt you know
Friday, February 02, 2007 3:10 PM
was feeling upset ever since ytd.
my pay and sth else (huiling, you know why. lol)
and wad added to my depression this morning.
I CANT FIND MY FAVOURITE RING!!
):
where has it gone to?
knn!!
hope i can find tonight ):
i just cant rmb where i placed it last night.
i've search all the possible places, but to no avail.
fuck it man!
called up the fucking agency this morning.
i thought i never bring my time sheet.
cb!
i brought!!
calling back to screw her again later.
wasnt feeling too good.
hmm.
but daryl that joker.
wtf!
he is damn funny man.
hahas!!
that lifted my spirit a lil.
but still, sigh =/
just when i thought my happiness would last for weeks and weeks.
now, it just hit me right at the face =/
guess, will be feeling moody for the next few days.
sometimes when i say nvm, doesnt mean im alright inside.
sometimes when i keep quiet, doesnt mean im fine.
one word, disappointment.
i was looking fwd to weekends actually.
but not so now..
-actions speak louder than words-
my pay and sth else (huiling, you know why. lol)
and wad added to my depression this morning.
I CANT FIND MY FAVOURITE RING!!
):
where has it gone to?
knn!!
hope i can find tonight ):
i just cant rmb where i placed it last night.
i've search all the possible places, but to no avail.
fuck it man!
called up the fucking agency this morning.
i thought i never bring my time sheet.
cb!
i brought!!
calling back to screw her again later.
wasnt feeling too good.
hmm.
but daryl that joker.
wtf!
he is damn funny man.
hahas!!
that lifted my spirit a lil.
but still, sigh =/
just when i thought my happiness would last for weeks and weeks.
now, it just hit me right at the face =/
guess, will be feeling moody for the next few days.
sometimes when i say nvm, doesnt mean im alright inside.
sometimes when i keep quiet, doesnt mean im fine.
one word, disappointment.
i was looking fwd to weekends actually.
but not so now..
-actions speak louder than words-
