hmm...todae finally settle my team stuffs le...hehex...i m so happie todae...but although i m very tired....all thanks to puay hooN...we sit down there tok tok tok den kp on crapping...hmm...and in the end..everybody was lyk so close once again..one prob settle le...hehex...but still can la...
hmm..i m so tired...every night sleep so late..nw i reali feel lyk sleeping lehx...haha...bcos of a pig la...haha..no la...my kor...crappy him..i noe him in national camp...very childish de...haha....
hmm...kaes...actually i was intending to quit competition squat...haix...but tink..haix...long story...
haix...nw having headache ar...duno y...mayb not enough rest lor....hmm...tink i write until here todae...duno watta write le....anyways...melissa's team..jia yOu baH..stll loving ur team...-smile always-...NC6 too...*maucKs*
*-still loving you...confuse...-*
hmm.....nw so late le..cant believe i m blogging my blog so late right...haha...cos cant slp ma...so come blog blog lor...hopefully blog le i can go slp...haha....
hmm...jus go my grandma's hse...den after tat go meet jeremiah...reach abt home 11.20....den his dog damn cute...haha....but his dog with his sis..so i nv touch...
den jus nw on the train...todae saw countless of couples....looks very xing fu...i was reading my "Gospel of Luke" tat book....but eventually i lost concentration and i nv read le...cos saw so many couples...summore i listening to love songs....wad e hell..make mi bu zhi bu jue tink of 'him' again....tink of him i will tink of e disappointment...sigh...
hmm.....all NCO of pss st john listen up...u all must do a gd joB kaes...since u all are selected..pls serve the corp well...anyting can find mi...and one more ting...keep the glory of pss st john glowing kaes...jia you!
sigh....who can see thru my unhappiness...sigh....but nvm...as long i can bring joy to others can le...who cares....haha....
-sigh...i m not blaming u....i nv blame u for not able to meet...jus tat i m so disappointed in u...i duno...i dun mind being a fool...as long as u're happie can le....perhaps u might be lying...but i dun mind...as long as u happie can le...jus stay happie k..all the pain i will tk...dun worry..not ur fault....anyway...gd luck for later NDP...slp early...noe u haven slp yet....tk care...miss you...-
todae mi went to cut hair....shorter den last time...can tie but very short onli...very difficult to tie oso...but nvm...i quite lyk my hairstyle...went with sock hoon todae...she oso go cut hair...
den after tat we go northpoint...go walk walk...buy my camp stuffs....den go eat...but seems i lyk i have no appetite todae...duno y....sigh...
dis morning wake up earlier den usual...cos need to go out do proposal...plan nxt wk'dm...ya...i m promoted to AOIC...along with ziyi and jeremiah...tat ziyi ar....cant stand him...always late one...worst den mi...haix...but we mangage to do e proposal lor...den after tat jeremiah go le..left n ziyi...we do hmwork den listen to music den nth else le....den go walk around thomson plaza...cos we were there doing proposal whole morning...
mi and ziyi are innocent!!!we're jus gd frenes...dun ever tink beyond tat kaes...me an him is impossible...
haix...mi nw still sick...haix...but all alone in a room of mine right nw facing the lonely night alone....wish somehow mummy is here to control mi...sigh...my parents went overseas...i nv go..cos gt pd...sigh...lucky jus nw sock hoon come my hse accompany mi a while...thanks sock hoon..pei mi whole afternoon...
mi nxt wk whole wk nv go sch...cos gt national camp...tues to fri...very long lehx...haix...i m homesick..haha...
actually going church jus nw...but cos i meeting somebody tats y end up nv go...but in e end nv meet....suan le...nvm...='(
-dun worry...i nv blame you for not able to meet....jus tat i m disappointed you noe....sigh...nvm...forget it...actually i hope todae we can trash out everyting....but...nvm...tell mi if you love mi no more...i will leave...but dun go on breaking my heart...i reali cant tk it anymore...i m sorry...i love u with my purest heart...wanting no love frm u in return...forget it...noe wad i sae nw is useless....nvm...anyway...sorry for bothering you...everyting is purely my fault...anyway...gdnitex....-
hmm....todae ar....very cold....raining cats and dogs the whole days....so cold....haix....weather todae so nice...if onli i can slp whole dae...wa...so good.....hahax.....den jus nw go tp....go eat kfc....wa lau...nw i sore throat lor....yesterdae even worst....whole body ache,sore throat and headache the whole dae...piangx ar....reali not feeling well...slept fer 12 hrs yesterdae..but it doesn¡¯t seems to be enough...haha....laughing at mi dis pig ar...bcos not feeling well den i skip yesterdae¡¯s service lor....haix...den make ziyi miss e 11++¡¯s service...mi so guilty...so sorry ziyi...
sat pd...haha....whole nite i was laughing at the word fridge....haha....ya...wad¡¯s so funny u may ask...actually i oso duno....haha...bcos of e st pat¡¯s guy in my team lor....haha...both of us were lamers...along wif our team i/c....damn lame...the lamest is still our team i/c....haha...asking us lame question....but it¡¯s very fun....noe wad...i reali felt dis pd can bond peeps lehx...haha...anyways alot of lame tings happened...wanna noe?ask mi lor....but hope u dun mind i kp on laughing when i haven even sae anyting...haha....noe alot of new frenes dere......(p/s:charles sir is very lame oso...haha...)..everyone is equally lame.....but when going home tat time...sth happened n i wasn't so happie liaox....haix...but nvm....happie memories always stay....hehex....
wa...todae go tp saw alot of ppl...den alot of ppl saw mi n ziyi....so e wad....see juilet foo duno wan to count myself lucky or unlucky...kp on hitting mi....wad e.....haha...but cant blame her....kids are lidat...haha....jkjk....
com training starting le....dis wed...our team is coming....!!!we¡¯re back....NC6!we¡¯ll do our best...together we share the same goal....get into national com...peirce sjaB....together we stay...we will strive for the best!!!jia yOu peeps!
-few daes le...haven been hearing from you....hw¡¯re you.....haixx....hope to hear frm you soon...dere¡¯s lorts i wish to tell you....happiness n unhappiness.....haix...*i m sorry*....anyway...i miss you lorts....-
Hmm.....todae saw sth....but i m not being affected by it...haha....finally no impact le...haha....yeah...means it becum histroy le.....haha....hmm...i can tell the whole world i no longer love him le...haha...i hav forgotten him completely...yes...i reali did it....the psn i love nw...tat psn shuld noe bah...
Hmm....suppose to train sec ones todae....but tat stoopie "pi-ka-chew" la...cancelled all cca....stoopie ar...den tat stoopie monkey wan us to clear the books under our desk...alot of books sia.....so heavy....but no choice....in the end carry home lor....haix....duno where to put my books nw.....my hse nw lyk rubbish dump lidat... haix.....haha...
*yawn* i m so tired...i wan slp.....hmm....i seldom slp in class le...so hor....i m very tired...haha....see...i so guai...so attentive in class.....haha....craps lor....haix...haven been eating since morning...no appetite..mayb i gastric prob...tats y..yar lor...whole dae having gastric pain lor...haha....nvm la...see ltre hw den i go hav my medication...anyway...it isn¡¯t the first time....hehex....here it go again....*yawn* haha....reali damn sleepy....
wa lau...damn pissed off with my bro lehx...he damn the wad lor....he very fan lor....wish to ask him to shut up....such a nusiance...cant even i hav my privacy...idiot....freak.....
["v"]hmm...u better tk care of urself lor...duno if u reali are a reindeer nw or wad....nose big n red...izzit?haha.....hopefully not....haha....clown oso can....hmm.....must reali takkaire kaes...sorry i cant be there to tk care of you...so tk gd care of urself kaes....hehex...so happie todae...cos todae gt sms...so shock u last nite call mi....i tot wad...xia si wo...haha...anyway...tats all i gonna sae todae....tk care....miss ya lorts...n i love you...(",)
-not gonna give up until i make u believe again....-