Saturday, June 26, 2004 2:29 PM
=”*if u need mi i would be dere...but if you dun..i’ll leave quietly.....sigh...*”=
hmm...i m nw back frm camp...suppose u must hav read alort abt camp by nw le rite...heheX..kaes la...but everybody hav different tots n feeling one lor....hmm....so nw i tell ya my....heheX...must pay attention kaes...look up...dun slp....chest out..stomach in....no la...jk....haha....lame mi....
daY one
fall in..den parents’s meeting...sit dere do nth...slp.tok...haha....aiyO....before tat gt bunks inspection....den my slippers kana throw down man...aiyO....haha...but no kick la....go down pick lor...but stoopie....3rd level...must walk one big round...cos staircase dere not open....den must drink alort of water...drink until we kp going shhhshh...haha...go pee la....very urgent ma.....so full...bladder will burst man....haha...wad e...mrs jeya wanna make sure we’re welll hydrated....wa lau....one 1.5 bottle...n half of it....drink until i wanna puke ar....haha.....scare of water liaOx...den tat nite gt steamboat oso....heheX...although not very delicious...but cos gt alort of ppl eat..so quite nice....(“,)first time eat wif so many ppl....heheX...den tat nite gt fire drill...aiyO....every shocking leHx...
daY two
go cyclethon....so siaNx...i go do pd....den saw shu han...mi tio shock...tink y she in st john....she transfer sch le....haix...den go back play balloon war...den still play wad....journey to the west.....aiyo..play until my hair...eeeeEeee......so disgusting.....duno tk hw long to wash clean my hair man...aiyo...wo bei zhen de zhui can...aiyO....mud..milo...sauce...flour...eggs...n duno wad...cos cant see anyting....aiyo.....wad e....lyk idiot lidat.....kp walking around lyk idiot....haha....aiyo....but quite fun oso....haha....
daY three
gt campfire...third night reali damn tiring lor....den morning go play dragon boat..very fun leHx....but i gt darker...becum malay...nw reali damm play...overcooked.....chao da...haha...super blacK....haha...den tat dae gt campfire.....sigh.....very disappointing....cos is lyk we jaunty haven been quite left out lor.....sigh...den liying n mi cried...cos of it...den i cried cos of dis n another ting...cos i m scare....sigh.....dun wish to tink abt it man...gosH...u would nv wanna experience it.....den tat nite kp having fire drills n changing parade....gosH....very tired leHx....run up run down....lyk idiot..haha...no la.....slept at 5am tat morning.....sleep until 8am....still not enough leHx....haha..mi pig wad...where gt enough....haha....
daY fOur
yeah.....break camp....finally can go home slp.....
haha....dis camp hor...quite fun oso....esp we slp outside.....but very scary....we kp joking putside...tats y mi n sum sec 2s gt closer...heheX...esp js....who?jeremiah lor...he reali helped mi alort.....thanKs jeremiaH...nw he’s not js..promote liaOx.....JR....jeremiah roxs....heheX...cos tat dae run run...run until i not feeling well...he helped mi all the way....so caring hor....but too bad...he’s jus my junior....if not....haha...no la....wad u tinking..pls lor...i where gt so flirt....heheX...heys gals....but treasure my dis junior leHx...haha....he slp can snore one....vinson n i cant kp toking abt him....haha...joker man...sigh...den my unit...sigh...gt abit not happie in dis camp lor...but watta do....cos is of the assit unit head tingy....nvm....u won’t understand.....
hmm todae....GOH training...learn hw to use a “magic wand”...haha....no la....is drill cane....haha....very honour leHx...first in history a gal use drill cane....mi lor...haha....den in e squat nw onli i noe hw to use....so hounor...noe tat sum sure jealous one lor...dun nd to sae who...i noe who can le....den is lyk sure jealous cant be i/c oso...sort of very angry y i can be i/c...rite....dun nd i sae...if u noe urself beta.....
kaes...gotta stop here le....very long le...read until wanna slp rite...heheX...okay..mi stop le...~
Monday, June 14, 2004 5:08 PM
~*_to love is nth...to be loved is something..to be loved n love is everyting..._*~
sigh...todae whole day stomach pain...very very pain leHx...argh...den todae gt training...GOH rehersal..the weather very hot..den my tummy very pain...everyone tink i stomach crampjus bcos i sae i stomach pain..haha/...do i look lyk i hav stomach cramp peeps?pls lor..if i stomach cramp i'll sae liaOx..gals..u have i oso hav one lor...ooPs..haha...=p stomach pain ar...
hmm..yesterday jus came back frm malaysia...go my auntie's hse...learn to ride motorbike...my dad taught mi...heheX..den the dogs at the beach very cute sia...if i've a dog..u will be the first ont to be bitten...wahahaha..jk...den go shop shop a while...bought a belt n tink nth le..haha..den go my dad's frene plantation...ate quite alorts if fruits..esp durians...eat until i m bloated...hahahaX..sure to put on weight le...sigh...so fat!haha...reali vey fat nw...an extra layer...sigh...haha...
den my family keep saying wad it would be a blessin if i married a guy who hav a plantation..den dey will everydae find mi eat fruits..sigh...matchmaking...pls la...gt money so wad...can bing mi happinesss meHx...if no love..gt money oso no use...money can eat meHx....haha..lame...
recently rather troubles with love tingy..some of your might noe...den u al might tink i m not faithful lor...it's true...yes...i m a flirt...sigh....duno y...i always cant succee in love one...my love life suXs..but no matter hw short it's..i will still rmb every detail of it...clearly...heheX...who wad...where wen..why..how...everyting...hahaX..though nw reali very miserable...but..at least i still hav memories....though i've lost 'him'...the memories of him still stay...must blame mi for duno hw to treasure 'him' wen he's aruld lor...sigh...nw i m enlighten le...before i love anyone...i must love myself first..heheX..sigh...reali miss 'him' leHx...duno hw's he nw...sigh...
agnes..lion....duno wad happen..shan bei...sigh...wad's going on...sigh...guess my sweetheart jocelyn is veh stress up...aiyo..sweetheart ar...can dun kp toking abt death anot...u will be alrite one lor...tkkaire kaes..tkkaire my honey,dear,darling n everyone kaes..dun make mi worry...although i may seems nth...seems not worry...but in my heart..open n see le...cant!must hav passwords..haha...jkjk....
hmm...tkkaire ppl....have a nice dae....~
Thursday, June 10, 2004 4:42 PM
*+_swear every word is true..dun wanna lose you..._+*
sigh....reali feel lyl crying out nw...life is jus too stress fer mi...my bro suXs...hate the sight of him...dun wish to hear his voice...he very KB....i go meet jeremiah,my junior his proB meHx...even lidat oso must complaint...wad the fucK..shut the hell laHx didi...u suXs...dun wanna listen to dis song den get out...i hate ya!!!get lost...u're damn irritating..
i very sleepy nw oso..sigh..having headache...sigh..i suXs rite..seriously..i suXs totally....i m useless.....haIx...sorry....
sigh...being scolded fer nth...felt so hurts...just lyk a knife staB right thru...haIx..i m not good in words though..my attitude suXs...sigh..it's true..
**agnes n lion...wad happen to my dear agnes n honey lion..why..sigh...shou xin shi rou shou bei ye shi rou..y must turn love into hatred...i dun understand..sigh..cool urself down can...dun giv urself so many stress..i oso feel stress..but who cares...i dun give it a damN..let the stress jus crash mi down one dae baHx..sigh..miss my sweetheart jocelyn so mucH...so long nv see her le...i miss ya..
**vinsOn...i m sorry....**
