時間它像是河流
慢慢的輕輕推送
有時候像是旋渦
很難靜止而不動
開心的 傷心的
一輩子 能改變什麼?
能相信什麼? 



遊走在夢的盡頭
也常常不時回首
人與人擦身交錯
誰停留誰又遠走
我曾經 犯的錯
我曾經 留下的遺憾
就讓它去吧



如果想要回到那過去
但是你我之間存在遙遠的距離
試圖去彌補破碎的縫隙
我學著不放棄
願你牢記我曾經愛過你
因為有你我才學會相信愛情
關於過去的事就藏心底
未來依舊有你的回憶



詞 張震嶽

Tech Support: Hello … how can I help you?
Customer: Well, after much consideration, I’ve decided to install Love. Can you guide me through the process?
Tech Support: Yes. I can help you. Are you ready to proceed?
Customer: Well, I’m not very technical, but I think I’m ready. What do I do first?
Tech Support: The first step is to open your Heart. Have you
located your Heart?
Customer: Yes, but there are several other programs running now. Is it okay to install Love while they are running?

Tech Support: What programs are running ?
Customer: Let’s see, I have Past Hurt, Low Self-Esteem, Grudge and Resentment running right now.
Tech Support: No problem, Love will gradually erase Past Hurt from your current operating system. It may remain in your permanent memory but it will no longer disrupt other programs. Love will eventually override Low Self-Esteem with a module of its own called High Self-Esteem. However, you have to completely turn off Grudge and Resentment. Those programs prevent Love from being properly installed. Can you turn those off ?
Customer: I don’t know how to turn them off. Can you tell me how?
Tech Support: With pleasure. Go to your start menu and invoke Forgiveness. Do this as many times as necessary until Grudge and Resentment have been completely erased.
Customer: Okay, done! Love has started installing itself. Is that normal?
Tech Support: Yes, but remember that you have only the base program. You need to begin connecting to other Hearts in order to get the upgrades.

Customer: Oops! I have an error message already. It says, “Error – Program not run on external components.” What should I do?
Tech Support: Don’t worry. It means that the Love program is set up to run on Internal Hearts, but has not yet been run on your Heart. In non-technical terms, it simply means you have to Love yourself before you can Love others.
Customer: So, what should I do?

Tech Support: Pull down Self-Acceptance; then click on the following files: Forgive-Self; Realize Your Worth; and Acknowledge your Limitations.
Customer: Okay, done.
Tech Support: Now, copy them to the “My Heart” directory. The system will overwrite any conflicting files and begin patching faulty programming. Also, you need to delete Verbose Self-Criticism from all directories and empty your Recycle Bin to make sure it is completely gone and never comes back.

Customer: Got it. Hey! My heart is filling up with new files. Smile is playing on my monitor and Peace and Contentment are copying themselves all over My Heart. Is this normal?
Tech Support: Sometimes. For others it takes awhile, but eventually everything gets it at the proper time. So Love is installed and running. One more thing before we hang up. Love is Freeware. Be sure to give it and its various modules to everyone you meet. They will in turn share it with others and return some cool modules back to you.
Customer: Thank you, God.

Nurses Advocator: 
Changing the mindset of a typical Singaporeans towards Nurses

I give many many thumbs up to the person who wrote that reply!

Imagine this world without nurses..

Who will take care of your love ones?

I was indeed surprised.


What is going to happen next?

你笑着说 
他是朋友 
但你眼中太温柔 

我的不安 
那么沉重 
只有你不懂 

他霸占了你的心中 
属于我的角落 
所以你说 
我们不是你和我 

是我想太多 
你总这样说 
但你却没有真的心疼我 
是我想太多 我也这样说 
这是唯一能安慰我的理由 


我想我没有错怪了什么 
虽然你不说 
或许错在我 


太晚我才懂 爱了你太多 

Overflowing joy.
That's how great my God is.

傻瓜 (:

Birthday wish: __________________.

I wanna have long bus ride with you.

我竟然没有调头 最残忍那一刻
静静看你走 一点都不像我
原来人会变得温柔 是透澈的懂了
爱情是流动的 不由人的
何必激动着要理由
相信你只是怕伤害我 不是骗我
狠爱过谁会舍得
把我的梦摇醒了 宣布幸福不会来了
用心酸微笑去原谅了 也翻越了
有昨天还是好的
但明天是自己的
开始懂了 快乐是选择

But I just love to.

告诉你 满着你只不过是个决定

忘记你, 放弃你

只怕我无法前进

不知道为什么会如此莫名紧张你

我越了解你, 越靠近你,

越犹豫.

So near yet so far.

I really see how God changed people around me.
Love you loads God (:

"我要到未來，
我要趕快長大，
他說都是為我好，
我長大了就會懂了。"

2006年9月16日，21嵗，我還是不懂......


那一天早晨，遲到了。握住早餐，我邊吃邊趕到學校。
"對不起同學，請問教務処在哪裏？"
傻傻的四眼仔，一幅迷茫的樣子。
他，新來的老師。


天啊！爲何要在我回家的時候下雨？
算了，雨勢太大跑不回家了，等雨停吧。
"沒帶傘啊？一起走吧！"
依舊是那副傻氣，外加一份關愛。
同輩的狼毫譏笑，身旁的他顯得格外不自在。
我感覺他的腳步突然停了下來，回過頭，他停頓了一會兒，把傘遞了給我。
"傘你先拿去用吧......明天見，拜拜！"
一股暖流襲過我的心底，大雨中那樣子跑回家，我不自覺地為他感到心痛。


我知道這很傻，但是我純粹只是想報答他借我雨傘之恩情。
第一次做吃的，卻不是給老爸吃。
我想如果他知道了一定會又嫉妒又氣吧，對不起了老爸！
做好了！咦？怎麽不自覺地做出了個心形的便當？......
算了，想個辦法悄悄拿去給他比較重要。
好吃嗎，老師？


我不再翹課了，我找到了每天到校報到的理由。
我不再留連購物mall了，
反而我覺得學校的各個有老師的角落比衣服包包還要有趣。
成績進步了，回答問題時，我更加胸有成竹，尤其是他的課。
但我想他對我在學業上得過於熱誠顯得有些招架不住吧，哈哈。


原來老師還有在下課后到體育館打籃球的習慣，今天我跟著去了。
在回去他宿舍的那段路，我騎上腳踏車，一支繞著他兜圈。
間中沒有交談，他只對我的行爲不時露出微笑。
我鼓起勇氣聞關於他的一切，他也不怎麽回答，只專注的看書。
我知道他有在聼，所以繼續問下去。
"傻瓜......小女生......哈哈、小孩子......"是我得到的回答。
我不想浪費時間多加爭辯，只想問到我想要知道的。
雖然什麽都沒問到，但那下午的時光是幸福的......


是我沒耐性嗎？我只想知道一個明確的答案。
今天下午我一如往常的看他打籃球，但心裏卻上下起伏的厲害，沒法專心。
坐在更衣室外面，來來往往的男生想我投入的眼光是令人不自在的，
但是我真得很想快點得到一個答案，哪怕是明示也好。
對於突然闖進更衣室的我，他大聲驚呼了一下。
我們倆杵在那冰冷的更衣室裏，尷尬萬分。
我鼓起勇氣在尷尬的氛圍中問了那個問題，但取代他的答案的卻是一個噴嚏。
唉......無奈。


今天我約了他在電腦室，説是想請教他一些電腦的問題。
他直視住電腦熒幕，不停的按著滑鼠。
我沒心思去理會他在幹什麽，這樣的沉默持續了好一陣子。
"老師，我們這樣子算不算是在談戀愛？"
"你在想什麽啊？你不會懂的啦，傻瓜。"
他又輕撫了我的頭，仿佛我就是個小孩子。
我其實對這個舉動並不是很在意，但這次，我真的很不喜歡這樣子。
我激動地在他的唇上蓋了我的初吻，便跑了出去。
我，不想讓他看見我的淚水......


過了一個周末，我拖著懶洋洋的身軀返回校園。
對於上回的舉動，我不知道今天要怎麽面對他。
不過，他沒來上課。


又是自習，已經兩天了，他到底上哪去了？
今天，教務主任走進了教師宣佈這段時間老師會請假。
什麽嘛？這到底算是什麽？他竟然請了假避開我。



已經是第五天了，他依然沒出現。
下課了，我不願離去，我好像見他。
下午的校園是寧靜的，我只聽到我的奔跑聲、不規律的呼吸省、和哭泣聲。
我按耐不住了，也顧不得什麽了。
我大哭大吼，說了一連串我不怎麽記得的話。
那一天，好像耗了我一生的淚水，
那一年，我交出的一顆心被打碎。


他靜靜地從我的眼簾中、生活中離去了，
我再也沒看到那張傻氣的臉孔。
我也漸漸地長大了。
爲什麽一定要站在未來去看今天的好壞？那麽今天我要如何過呢？


當初我不懂得，現在還是不懂。
你能告訴我嗎？
老師，我好想你......


credits: mojako

In every season,
You are still God.
I have a reason to sing.
I have a reason to worship.

改變需要勇氣面對.

I heart Suju.

God's blessings overload (:

When you are not right, God says GROW.

The selfish person has to grow in unselfishness.
The cautious person must grow courage.
The timid person must grow in confidence.
The dominating person must grow in sensitivity.
The critical person must grow in tolerance.
The negative person must grow in positive attitudes.
The pleasure-seeking person must grow in compassion for the suffering people.


GROW Tqy!

Being the only one left alone staying in BP is rather disappointing.
I hate walking long distance alone in the night.


Yes I was,
Taking a trip down memory lane
Things have changed, One thing remains ...

我沈迷的感动与你不同,
我的了解, 让我自由.

Lovin' the breeze at barrage.
Thank you girls :]

I love H-logic.

Seriously I think Kevin,Eli & Alexander are three cute guys.

當愛情只剩眼睛少了耳朵
就變得妳只看到妳怕看的我
努力越解釋妳越流淚激動
但有些事
不仔細聽不會懂.

我難過,我才懂.
放開也是一種美麗.

Thanks for the memories.

能不能回到最初
最自然最灿烂的笑容
没有钻石的爱情我也会被感动
让自己放空恢复漂亮的脸孔

So many nights, I wonder why
What can I do to make it right?
Everything will be all right
So Jojo, just tell me why.

Many things change. And You are there.
Thank you My heavenly Father.

AWESOMEEEE.



and yes,
I will tolerate those who says hurtful things to others.

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onewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonew
onewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonew
onewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonew
onewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonew
onewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonewonew

onewbaby's my new (L).

Nich&Wy (L).
credits to source.


Sudden fear rushes through when she gave me that ward-choosing form.
Will I be able to be a great SN in the future?
I feel I'm so not fit to become one.
How come I dont have that confidence that my friends around me had?

Useless.



God pls help me.

Merry Christmas to all(:

My night shift ended today!
MY SN AND AN are many many THUMBS UP!

and thanks to this starbucks caramel frapp.
I AM LATE FOR WORK.
><

But I still thanked Mummy for it(:

Time brought us together
and now I felt that we are




apart.





Truthfully I'd missed out many things.

Great birthday cakes and gifts from you you and you(:
My hyukkie and teukkie also celebrates on Suju's 4th anniversary on my bday.
Yay!





p.s. I'm super depressed to work on saturdays.


Happy Birthday MingWei(:

SPECIAL THANKS TO:

Shihui
Yijun
Elizabeth
Merlyn
Huiqian
Jinnyang
Kenneth
Ruth
John
Sixian
Cedric
Shiping
Linhui
Sarah
Audreylin
Marina
Jieying
Benjamintan
Grace
Cindyho
Eileen
Evelyn
Huilu
Mingwei
Jiali
Prisca
Alicia
Yiling
Meiyu
Fiona
Julia
Fangqi
Carolyn
My Project P class
Jorris
Junping
Rachel
Maree
Xueping
Shane
Sheryl
Minhwa
Karthini
BenjaminChan
Huimin
Kay
Lauren
Audrey
Xueshan
Guilan
Angie
Sharon
Weining
Renmao
Jaslyn
Karryn
Hazelnut
Shujuan
Leonard
Siling
Liqiang
Miaoxin
Josephine
Linhui
Qiulian
Kelvintoh
Augustine
Sally
Aileen
Huipeng
Ruihao
Kelly
Pengsheng
Zikang

For your birthday wishes(:

6 weeks's over.
Love 12d Hate 5b.
Tan Qi Ying needs to buck up!
Doing not really well during attachment.
But I wanna thank God for such nice colleagues.

Especially Fangqi,Hazel,Melisa,Karthini.
LOVE THE FOUR OF YOU LOADS.
Also not to forget lulu and yolanda and the others(:

To my colleagues:
Thanks for encouraging me when I am down.
Thanks for allowing my breaktimes to be enjoyable.
Thanks for going through thick and thin during attachment.
Basically Thanks for everything(:












Re-structuring today.
Thanks Peixin,Huipeng,Sally,Jianfeng,Zikang & Jonathan for everything.
I really treasure times with you all.
Jiayous.




p.s. Suddenly I felt that I dont enjoy saturdays the way as before.

and that is not a good news.

"Maybe sometimes, we feel afraid, but it's alright
The more you stay the same, the more they seem to change.
Don't you think it's strange?"

First week of attachment is over!
I thanked God for putting me in ward 12d!
Now I pray that I can really practice more skills
and sign more competent skills by this week.
I wanna try take case!
Okay. Maybe too excited already, slap face*
TAKE CASE SO EASY AH TQY!


OH,
Glad to spent the weekend
with the NP&SP peeps dragon-boating just now.
And I thought it was too much of a coincidence going dragon-boating
with issac ong and his gf already.
Guess what,
I even saw vincent quek yong sheng.
too lame.

hee. spending time with my huipengpeng is fun too!



okay too tired already gonna slp.
Tmr's PM shift!




p.s. remain positive :D

I think time goes very fast.
Next monday marks my very last day in NP studying,doing quiz,exams,commontest etc.
Really missed the good days with my friends.
I thanked God that He placed me in this course.
Friends there are really many many thumbs up.

But I hope that I can really enjoy my almost 6 months PRCP.
Good colleagues,good sisters and brothers,good patient and environment.
And of course a good CI.


I will jiayou(:
Though there are many things out there are making my head bigger and bigger,
but trust me, I'll pull through.


And oh yeah.
I have a list of friends that I really wanna thank.
Look for your name!
(not in order of whether i like her/him better or what)

I thanked
Guilan for you accompanying me for NSL extra lessons
and help me on the FYP ppt.
Audrey for your encouragement always, taitai!
Xueshan for being crazy with me about kpop.
Evelyn for being my classmate for 3 whole years.
Lauren for bitting on my fat arms. okay, I enjoyed Genting trip with you.
Meiyu for always accompanying me anywhere I want to go
and studying with me.
Ruth for helping me out in the recruitment drive stuffs and allowing me to sleep on your bed twice.
Sarah for the encouraging sms you sent me.
Peixin for really putting effort in cg.
Sally for driving us to chompchomp and town and booking of tickets.
Miaoxin for always concerning about my life.
Jieying for accompanying me to photocopy things for recruitment drive.
Muh for teaching me NS5.
Cedric for leading the recruitment drive well.
Karryn for the organisation of the get-together.
P20 for everything you all had done in class.
Rachel for all time spent and kpop stuffs although i dont like jaejoong.
Ritchelle for introducing Nichkhun to me.





Love you God, thanked you for everything.