Jian Wen

Snowing in the frozen world.

Friday, July 24, 2009

Hola!



- The partyworld singing session





- Happy Birthday Bro once again!




Hows everyone doing? Great? Hmm, at least the weather in sg is getting better, but only in the night. More windy nowadays ^^
I haven been up to anything besides hanging out with sammie, yuqian, junhao & nacio for partyworld session and jt's birthday celebration at yb's place.
Everything is good and everyone had a good time (:

Before I realize, its already FRIDAY! HOORAY!! Here comes the WEEKEND YET AGAIN!!!
Hmm i'm particularly excited about this weekend for i'll be having a Paintball battle @ Red Dynasty with my Air Force mates. heh, u bet its gonna be dirrrty & dangerrooousss.
On top of that, this Sunday, Liverpool is gonna have a showdown with our Singapore Lions! Was kinda disappointed that Gerrard wouldn't be attending but there's still great players like Torres, Alonso and Lucas to lookout for! Im so gonna wear my liverpool jersey and so gonna scream "You'll Never Walk Alone." I predict the scores to be Reds 3 - 1 Lions
We shall see how it goes yea.

With regards to work, im currently assigned to organize a Healthy Lifestyle/Sports Day for the entire Air Manpower Department. Pretty large-scale project i would say but it seems really interesting. The plan is to go for a walk @ Changi Boardwalk which is a really nice place with beautiful scenery such as the sea view and watching the sunset. Romantic huh.
Hope to get it over and done with. Plus finish my essay on SAF Leadership Doctrine as well as essay on my Vacation Attachment. After which I would clear my annual leave and enjoy life as i go to Taiwan! The downside is... after my trip from TW, i'm left with 10 days before my flight to UK. Yet another 9 months of studying.

Today is Friday and next Tuesday, im gonna have a minor operation to remove my wisdom tooth. *Ouch!* Hopefully it wouldn't be that painful else I can't really eat no shyt. *Prays*

Haven been partying for lyk a month already. Shld i hit da club this sat night or shld i head for a secondary sch gathering? Tough choice. Shall see how it goes.

Alright, my plan is to eat as much as possible this weekend and after my ops, i shall exercise, utilizing my 1 week MC. Wee! Wo mei you chao keng!

Take care friends. Have a lovely weekend. 8)

p.s If i did not reply any sms, its becuz my phone is so screwed. Time to get a new one.


Cheers,
Casper

Thursday, July 9, 2009

Akon - Sorry, Blame it on me.




As life goes on I'm starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out and apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want to take responsibility for


I'm sorry for the times that I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I'm in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry your life turned out this way
I'm sorry the FEDS came and took me away

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
Enter 21 you know the club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
For rising back out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you
I'll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Sunday, July 5, 2009

Sunday Rainy Day.



- Axe and Puke. 1u is the photographer. Very serious players.



- CoCo and Tauren. Very slacking players.



- fishball gang new member.





- Another fishball gang member.





- fishball gang leader.


It'd been a great weekend for me. Although its merely 2 days, i'd had fun, laughters and met up wiv alot of pals. Where shall i begin with...

Friday was an insane day in the morning for we had a live mess run event whereby everyone had to run 3km up the Gombak hill which is located near Mindef. A bunch of us were determined to run uphill without stopping at all. But, that was just a thought, an initial thought. Upon reaching the hill after 1 round around the 800m track, we were at a lost of speech, mind couldn't function properly anymore, so we ended up walking up the hill and sprinting down the slope. Haha. Dun laugh, its really tiring! My butt and thigh still hurts. Nonetheless, it was kinda fruitful as the redbull gals who distributed and promoted the energy drink for us were really hot. hmm we didn't do anything funny besides drinking 3 cans of red bull each. =P
I went for my medical appointment and headed to bukit panjang plaza after that. Spent $50 initially and ended up spending $500. But what is worth spending to me, is worth spending.
Thereafter, got home and took a nap before proceeding to causewaypoint to meet the fishball gang leader, rainie. lol. Had ramen with my old gunbound pal and then headed over to partyworld! As most of the rooms were already occupied, we were lucky enough to be given a vip room, just for the two of us. Well, needless to say, as usual, i acted like as if it was my concert and imagined there were invisible fans cheering and singing along with me. haha. Nonetheless, it was a fun night filled with laughers and at the same time, hardcore training session. Rainie can sing really well! After like 3-4hrs of non-stop singing, we ended the concert with "one night in beijing". GG. LOL.

Saturday. Was supposed to attend the "Air Force Hunk invasion of Siloso beach". However, i overslept and couldn't make it. Sry to the guys yea. Will definitely make it to the *paintball* session next week. (: Hmm.. and so, i let my alarm clock snooze.. and i woke up in the noon. Had a little trouble deciding where to go in the night. Its either powerhouse with TSOs or dblO with some other friends or L4D with my bros. Honestly speaking i felt like clubbing that night but the H1N1 fear is constantly in my mind. Since RSAF reminded us to avoid crowded places, as an obedient soldier, i shall obey orders.
Went out in the noon to meet my long-time pal, jiayi, for 'Duplicity' movie at cathay cine. I muz say that its a very intelligent movie which stimulates ur mind and force u to think, think and think throughout the entire movie. 2 lovers worked as spies for rival companies and decided to steal the valuable formula for themselves... and i shall not reveal the rest. Oh ya, i managed to psycho jiayi to go balcony for a pint of beer! haha bo bian, i thirsty mah. I find balcony kinda cozy and cool. Can just relax and chill, not to mention the very comfortable n interesting rocking chair. Rock-a-bye-baby~
Darkness fall, and my decision was not to club but to meet my bros at bt timah IRC for our L4D and Dota session. As usual, we had fun and pwnt our opponents, especially so during a dota game where we versus a grp of mh-ers. GG to them. 3 cheers to the DOTA COMPANY for this bunch of bros really rock in Dota. Goodjob guys (= However, the climax and peak of the night arrived while i was surfing facebook and saw a picture(in my friend's album) of 4 "fit" male divers and TAGGED MAOGUI as 1 of em and BOOMER as the other. HAhaHA, we seriously had a good laugh over it. Had prata and teh peng before going home for Dota yet again.

Not-So-Sunny-Sunday. It was a gloomy, cold and rainy day. Basically woke up in the noon, had lunch and dota-ed all the way till the evening. Sry ky for not being able to go out n chill due to my ton of excuses such as.. its raining and im made of paper, i wanna watch War of the world by tom cruise and im gonna haf dinner wif my mom. We'll definitely go chill next weekend yea.. after the 5 deadly days are over.
Okay.. so for today, i just stayed at home, upload pictures, eat, drink, smoke, play dota and decided to blog. Gonna go to bed after this.
I've also received my results. Some modules i expected to score higher but got lower grades while some i expected to score lower but got higher grades. So confusing hor? Well, overall, on average i got a 2nd upper grade. Only manage to get 1st class grade for 1 module known as 'work n orgz'. Its so difficult to do well.. darn, gotta study n try really hard next year. I swear i will work even harder and go for it for THIS IS IT.

Alright, i've finished my rants. Gonna go to bed and back to Air Force mode tmr morning. Goodnight everyone. Try and be happy although its not that all easy to be. 8)


Cheers and with love,
Casper