Sunday, July 31, 2005

[-No more song to put-] No More Song to Put - Put Song - Lazy To Put Song


We have come to the end of July.

Damn it's fast. Maybe a tad too fast.
I am so not ready for the O' Levels!
Let me see, I got 8 months more.
7 just went past without a trace.


Woke up early today....got some YFC joyride on a civilian plane today......the one I didn't get on and got stupidly angry somewhere in March. Flew around Singapore, saw my house, saw the school. When the pilot (Major Beber - Pronounced Bee-Ber - Yeah I know, never heard of such a name) climbed to around 4000 feet, I can almost see the whole of Singapore, if not for the low altitude clouds floating around. If you have seen a small, yellow plane in the sky around 8:30am - 10:00am today, it may have been me in there. =)) Best experience in YFC since the F-50 flight and that's all.


Got a few test results back! Again, not satisfied with Bio. I want an A! Fortunately for me though, I have a pair of uber-l33t Bio pros sitting behind me (Nat and Cai Yan). Let's call them, the Bio couple. =)) JUST A FARKING LAME JOKE. Anyway, got a measly 66% for Bio test which I'm not happy with, a mere 14 1/2 for Geography test and got a not so great but satisfactory 17 for Physics (An improvement, of some sort). B, C, A so far =((.


Next week, we got an A Maths test on coordinate geometry of which I know nothing of, functions and another thing I forgot but it's on Tuesday, 2nd August. Time to buck up, people! Those still playing games, betta quit before it's too late (I don't practice what I preach) Those still sittin around in their Maple world, good luck.


Tomorrow's Monday.....gonna study Maths till I brains deflate (that will prolly take about....a few minutes). I'm gonna make sure I at least get a good pass or fail with flying colours. (?!)


>Top Ten Theories to why you might be reading this blog:
1. You're very bored and need inferior entertainment.
2. You're blog-surfing.
3. You got redirected here by an evil, virus-infested porn website.
4. You got redirected here by www.arsenal.com.
5. You got redirected here by www.footballstars.com =))
6. You're doing a university study on how lame a person can be.
7. This blog just came out as a pop-up suddenly.
8. You're laughing too much and you wanna stop.
9. You're using my blog as a platform to listen to A7X.
And the Final and Most Probable Reason.....

10. You love me. XD

But don't stop coming. =)) <

Tuesday, 26 July, 2005

[I found you here, now please just stay for a while. I can move on with you around, I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done. We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you.] Seize The Day - Avenged Sevenfold - City Of Evil


These two days have simply been quite a miracle.


Goodness me, Miss Pok is on MC for two days! I wonder what she's down with. That's a total of 7 periods of Maths blown away! We did have some relief teachers though.......a certain Mr. Fan making most impact. He was telling funny tales about universities......he succeeded so well in keeping us entertained. I bow down to him for standing out in a crowd of cranky teachers. That was yesterday though. Today, we had this Mr. Tan (Kee Seng) teaching us Maths. He taught us good! I managed to absorb most of what he said.....maybe coz of his style of teaching? Whatever it was, he was clear the first time. I DON'T absorb what Miss Pok teaches the first time round. Only occasionally.

So the day started with English; it rained in the morning. Lopez and Nora came up and 'shared' an article to the class.....a class of inactive, brain-dead corpses that is.....much to the dismay of them and Miss Seah. Yep, they spent so much energy, and we gave them the cold reception. A round of applause for their effort.

Two periods passed, and class 3/6 (or army of dead 3/6) went down to have our P.E, once again, we had "Volleyball with Ah Boon." And yet again, 3/6 boys (I don't know about the girls) were alive again....and turned into retards. Yes......had a good time in the cool morning. How I wished it will snow in Singapore. When it does, however, it will signal the end of the world (RAGNAROK LOL) is nigh.

Reported to Sir Vijay after our P.E (Psychological Exacerbation), and we finally got our Physics test results back! I didn't fail! Woohoo.

The other half of the day was pretty uneventful, till our assembly. Some group of people went to Perth on June and they had their presentation. Full of life among the audience. Well done, People-Who-Went-To-Perth-On-June-And-Made-Their-Presentation-Today. =))

Went home, met with another miracle. The long awaited new monitor has finally arrived! It's big, black and beautiful. =)) Not without it's defects, though quite insignificant. There's a pixel-sized red dot near the top right of the screen. It's not that annoying but I don't know why my uncle's replacing this monitor with a new one tomorrow just because of a teeny-winny-barely-noticeable red dot. =X

LET THE HEADSHOTTING BEGIN! MUAHAHAHAHA. That means let the slacking begin too. =((

> You know what's boring? This blog. =)) <

Saturday, 23 July, 2005

[Fight for honor, fight for your life. Pray to God that our side is right. Even though we won, I still may lose, until I make it home to you. I see our mothers filled with tears, grew up so fast where did those years go? Memories wont let you cry, unless I don't return tonight.] M.I.A - Avenged Sevenfold - City Of Evil


The blog has a problem! The picture won't show!

So sad......this is the best skin I've ever had for The Arsenal Hangout. Kudos to "Anep" for making this wonderful blogskin. But if the picture doesn't show by next month, I'ma switch to another skin....

Enjoy the songs (if you are) while you can... =))

Woke up at 6am today, off to another YFC event.....some radio-controlled competition of some sort....rendezvoused with Zulfika and Chin Chuen at Choa Chu Kang MRT station at around 7:10am......Hidayat was taking a dump so we had to wait a few minutes for him (awfully long). When he finally arrived (toilet paper stuck on his ass)[jk], we made our way to Boon Lay MRT, and then rode a bus 192 to Tuas Terminal....some really secluded place in some industrial area....and it was near the good ol' (but smelly) Tuas Incinerator....and we could see the huge Tuas Second Link bridge. Somewhere in the bushes was a flat grassy patch of land, with two big tents (the ones used in pasar malams) pitched, and we saw some people flying some radio-controlled planes. It was quite interesting to watch at first, coz they were really humongous (for personal radio-controlled planes) and they flew fast...but later it got incredibly boring watching people fly their planes. I swear my face rotted turning my neck following the planes. It got so boring waiting and waiting for some unknown reason our brains suffered degeneration and our whole YFC helpers out there were playing with rocks and such.....we stayed till lunch.

That whole thing managed to eat up half my day.
I sense that something bad will happen on Monday.

No more tests next week! That's a large weight off my shoulders.....finally I can return to the courts and gain back the form I've lost.

Toopid home computer monitor is out of order....so now Counter-Strike: Source til I get a new monitor... -_-. From the look of things now, I might be able to get a monitor when the Sun freezes over.

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September 11, 2001. The world was shaken by a truly horrifying spectacle of terrorism mankind has ever seen. And then there were the Bali bombings...and then the Marriott Hotel bombings, and now, London bombings, Egypt bombings, Beirut bombings. BOMBS ARE EXPLODING everywhere. Suicide bombers - taking not only their own, but other innocent lives as well, so they can die in the way of Allah. This is not the way. I can't believe how misguided they are. I can't believe why they think violence will solve anything at all. Terrorists.

I don't see the point of blowing yourself and others up. What good do you see in this? Islam does not teach the massacre of innocent lives to be a way to be nearer to The Almighty. It's all sheer murder! You're paving the road to the Great Incinerator for Bad People! Stop tarnishing the name of Islam. Because of terrorists, every Arab-looking man who sports a beard is labelled "suicide bomber".

I might be wrong but one truth stands out - Islam does not teach unnecessary violence at all. In fact, the term "Islamic Extremists" is wrong. Don't consider terrorists Muslims at all. Not until they change their ways and find their way back to the path of Righteousness. They are just very misguided. All my opinion. Once again I reiterate - I might be wrong.

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Tuesday, 19 July, 2005

[Fear of the dark, fear of the dark, I have constant fear that something's always near. Fear of the dark, fear of the dark. I have a phobia that someone's always there.] Fear of the Dark - Iron Maiden


Can life for me get any better?!

My CS now farking on form......those AK and M4 trainings are finally paying off...

I don't know about my footy form.....haven't kicked a ball for a long time now....(or it seems)

Today P.E, played volleyball again. Well not exactly. We were just fooling around with the volleyballs, shooting hoops, being retarded, acting cute. Quite fun to play in the rain. The nearest we have to snow. *sighs*

Today 3 people were absent.....Mrs Fujiwara, Princess and Mao2....I think that's the most we had since the start of the year. So today beside me was thin air....can sit all styles larhh =)).

Hidayat and his imitation of Sir Vijay's morning greeting...^-^. LOL.

Today, Mr Oh gave us our target-setting papers back, with a so-called "love-note." (Ewwww) I was assigned to mindmaps for every chapter we learnt. I'm glad I don't have to buy assessment books or anything, unlike so unfortunate souls out there =)). There were some super lucky people with no love notes, Mr Oh claims that he knows how they function and would therefore, not disturb them..... ????????????????????????????????????????????? -=[W.T.F]=-

After school, went to Yew Tee food court with Zhe Song, Nat, Lopez and Xi Wen....had a good chat...met quite a few characters there.....Mr Kenny Toh, Ridhwan and Shaiful and some classmates.

I have a Biology test tomorrow, a Physics test on Thursday and a SS test on Friday. I've only studied for Biology so far. Cluesless on Physics and I expect myself to die from it. =((

OK NOTHING TO WRITE LIAOZ I HOPE YOU HAVE ENJOYED THE SHORT AND SILLY PRESENTATION. I WISH YOU ALL LUCK IN EVERYTHING YOU DO AND THANKS FOR READING THIS FARKING BORING BLOG. HAVE A NICE DAY. (Attitude)

>Wee.<

Saturday, 16 July, 2005

[Sometimes life is altered. Break from the ropes your hands are tied. Uneasy with confrontation. Won't turn out right, can't turn out right.] All Things Will End - Avenged Sevenfold - Waking The Fallen


Hmmmm.......so far.....so good. Things are on the positive for me right now since the start of school. Somehow, the June holidays seemed to have a major effect on me. And damn was it good!


I can't believe how easily she was torn away from my mind. And to think I was struggling to stop thinking of her before that.....magic month of June. It has happened before.....when I knew she had somebody on her iron sights.....but suddenly the feelings came back as suddenly as it disappeared. Will it happen again? I have a feeling not.....

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"This opportunity comes once in a lifetime, yo." - Lose Yourself

Contrary to that, I think life holds many opportunities. You just have to look for them. They take shape in different forms, all depending on your goals in life. These opportunities, when taken properly with full purpose, brings you closer to your goal.

Don't worry if you've missed a couple of chances before. Like I said, life holds many opportunities. You've overlooked one or two......sooner or later.....with effort or none....it will pop up again. However, opportunity's arch-enemy is within us all - Hesitation. Hold back and your chance may sprout wings and fly off right in front of your eyes. If that was a big opportunity you lost then.....good luck finding another.

Some of these "openings to success" may come with a risk too. Taking a risk is what we will all face in life, regardless of your path. Whatever good comes to you, bad will follow too. That is what makes some of us so afraid to take risks - the Bad side. Of course, we have to be sensible. If you're more likely to get more bad than good in taking a risk, why take it? If you've made the wrong choice and got yourself in some deep shit, dig yourself out, (take a 10 hour bath), learn from your mistakes and move the hell on. There is no bliss in remembering past mishaps. Just look forward and march. What's done is done. Let bygones be bygones. What's behind you that's not good, forget. Don't cry over spilt milk....

Failure to establish contact with a few chances is okay. If you're seeing off one too many chances, you're either extremely hesitant or stupid. I said life holds many opportunities, not unlimited or plentiful. If possible, grab the chances you see before they're gone. After all, they bring you a step closer to achieving your dream, no matter how big or small the opportunity may be. The important part is being nearer to fulfilling your objective. Fret not, not taking a chance doesn't bring up a step back. It merely keeps you stationary, till you strike on another opportunity.

All of this applies to all types of goals. Short-term goals, mid-range term goals and our long-term goals. Occasionally, opportunities for two types of goals may appear at one time. It is solely up to you to decide which one to take. Go for what you think is right for you at that moment. Usually, your decision will be a correct one. It's good to imagine the most likely outcome of your decision beforehand, before making a decision at all. That way, it increases your chance of making the most fruitful decision.

Even if you're making right decisions and striking tons of iron when they're hot all the way (you must be one hell of a lucky person), you will still meet up with a few walls keeping you from success - failure. Like the wall, there are ways to get across failure. Smash through it (ignore and go) or climb over it (think, learn and move). Don't sit down and weep. Nobody's gonna break down the wall for you. It's a self-service world. You have to be strong. Crying doesn't solve anything. Your tears, no matter how volatile, is not gonna bring the solid wall down. It's okay, however, to sit down, reflect on what happened and think of a solution. That's the best way to get across failure. If you're willing for a violent approach, you may try destroying the wall, but it will be painful. Very painful. And it will, come back and disturb you.

1.It's all your choice.

2.It's all another loop.

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How about that? Boring? Stupid? Farked-up? A bunch of bullshite? Good? And that's analogies from a retard trying to sound smart. =)) I'm not myself right now. Heehees. Maybe I should write a book on self-improvement coz I need some myself. =)) Like, how to be more funny. =((

All I have to say is: Follow where your goals lead you and in due time, you will grab hold of them. You will have to let go, just try your best to have a great life. Good luck in all of your future endeavours.....

Look out tomorrow for a 50/50 chance of an update. Thanks for reading till this far!

>If you really think I should write about something else, don't hesitate to tell me, okays?! =))<

Wednesday, 13 July, 2005

[Raise your hand, and taste, the courage......(The One of Light).....fall, from grace, unholy night...I've come here to kill you, won't leave until you die, murder brought from vengeance, I close my brother's eyes.....tonight......] Chapter Four - Avenged Sevenfold - Waking The Fallen


Good spaces in between updates, eh?

I'm just too busy with school work or training (footy and CS) these days..
I apologize. =))


Today wasn't so bad...starting to like listening to my MP3 in the morning.....kinda give me a kickstart.....just by listening to a few tunes?? Guess what I like listening to...

Having M.T for the first two periods is great! Very good start to the day......coz the lessons are none the boring!! Not much fun today though....but still enjoyed it..

Came back to class for some Bio practical.....don't know why I'm so blur when it comes to practicals. Had a nice time playing with the syringes. (Nice pants design, Nat)

The period before recess was MR OH BOON TECK'S lesson. Wasn't so bad today....(what a lucky day). Poor Lutfi had to carry his table to the front though....for some apparent reason. The Bell Of Happiness rung in no time.

There's nothing to write about recess...=/

The lesson after recess was Physics....Sir Vijay was quite unhappy with the fact that some people didn't hand in their Physics TYS (which was supposed to be holiday homework). Then he went on to enlighten us on "Dynamics" (Chapter 3)...Yep, some people slept after the first period....incredible how Sir seems to not notice people sleeping in class. I pity him though.....there he is standing there preaching and talking his lungs out and there we can see some students laying dead on their tables.

English. Fun. Not joking.

After school went to play some footy in the courts with Hidayat, Han, Air-Ron, Fishboi, Ridhwan and company....then some big boys came in to play....but they weren't too hard.

Tolerate a few boring entries a while alright, the juicy stuff will come...
Thanks for watching.

>If one wishes for others to follow, one must lead.< (Jeremy, don't act pro in philosophy) =))

Wednesday, 6 July, 2005

["I'll try," she said as he walked away. "Try not to lose you." Two vibrant hearts could change..... Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear. "I'll be here waiting", tested and secure.] Unholy Confessions - Avenged Sevenfold - Waking The Fallen


At last, I have a chance to blog.

Not that I'm too busy or anything, just plain lazy. =)


My life's on an up lately! I'm feeling happy, love-sick free, depression free, stress-free(the incoming tests will change this), being on form on football. I love this "Period" of time. But life has it's ups AND downs. How I wish this up would last forever.....I wonder when's the down gonna happen. For now, I'm gonna try my best to keep this up going.

There's almost nothing to write about. I know it's boring in here. I'll try to keep things exciting...

I had a dream last night. It was very weird and very realistic....like a vision of the future or something.....here it goes. (Don't LoL, Rofl, Lmao, Lmfao)


I dreamt I was laying on a couch and watching a basketball show, strangely hosted by our Air-Ron. (The way he was talking was funny) then the building started to shake, and I start to hear jet planes flying over the building. I ran back to the living room and I saw this pretty little girl with a fair complexion, holding a stuffed bunny. She said to me "Daddy, what's happening? I'm scared." I remembered kissing her forehead and telling her not to be afraid. I carried her and went to one of the rooms and started ransacking the cupboards for her birth certificate ( I don't know why I was doing this, I was just thinking of her BC ). And that's all the time I had before my sister woke me up, in her usually annoying way. When I woke up, I just sat up, feeling very awkward, the way you would always feel when you have such an impactful dream. I kept thinking......"Was that just simply a dream or a vision of the future?" If it was a dream, then I won't be sure if I'll ever have a life in the future....but if it was a vision then......would Singapore be at war in the future? And who the hell was I married to? And if it wasn't for my sister, I could have found my "daughter's" BC and found out her name too =X. It's all very disturbing.....having dreams you wish you wouldn't wake up from......then again if you didn't wake up, YOU DEAD.

I had such an experience earlier (with a dream) where I didn't want to wake up........only Nat and Air-Ron knows of it =p.


Okay, that's all I have to share for today. Yes, I'm still disturbed by that dream.



>I don't wish to be as fast, intelligent and skilled as Thierry Henry. I'm working on it.<

Sunday, 3 July, 2005

[There's nowhere to run and hide, when you're living to die....Stuck alone, inside your head, better off dead.. The phone would ring, in the empty house, no one's around....] Clairvoyant Disease - Avenged Sevenfold - Waking The Fallen


Your hazel tint green eyes watching, every move I make,
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again, with you by my side,
Your the one, and in you I confide...

And we have gone through good and bad times...
But your unconditional love, was always on my mind,
You've been here from the start for me...
And your love's always been, true as can be.

I give my heart, to you.
I give my heart,
Coz nothing can compare in this world to you.

~Warmness Of The Soul - Avenged Sevenfold ~

My blog. Has been given a makeover!
You like? If not, I WOULD REALLY APPRECIATE IT if you tell, coz I'm gonna do it for the blog readers (if I have any). No, I won't rip you apart, eat you alive etc.

Don't know what to write about coz I'm only updating to compliment the blogskin change.

I'm really into Avenged Sevenfold right now....but kudos to bands like Linkin Park and Yellowcard for paving the way to my interest in rock. Thankew! Don't worry, I won't forget my roots. Apart from A7X, I'm also listening to bands (I bet you haven't heard of them) like Atreyu, Cradle of Filth, Children of Bodom, Blind Guardian, Iron Maiden, LTE and thanks to Nat, Slipknot. :) [I try to avoid the subject of Satanic bands...so please...thank you.]

Thank goodness for this weekend. I really need a rest after the sudden entry back into school again. Very hard to adapt to the boring school life again...

Yes, I've noticed. My blog has become incredibly boring....since the finish of the Sec 2 days.

That's all I have to say for today. I'll update tomorrow, if I pwn the A Maths homework in time.

>If you are really observant, you will notice something on this website<