i realised i have nothing to talk to you

wah... she still dun get it
a blur gal indeed
it's time to let the cat out of the bag

one of them is too engrossed in reading the bible study notes
one is too focused on looking after the little one

how many times have i heard the phrase "no more liao, this is the last time!"?
but that 'last time' will never ever come, i suppose
who will not help their own?
who will let their own to die?
he will never be able to grow up
many times
many chances
no more
i'm sick of it
sick of everything

i didn't know it is a permanent employment position in japan
now i really have to consider it carefully
to pray about it
since it's permanently, if i do apply for the job and get it, it means i will have lesser chances of seeing u
which made me realise one thing
i really hate to lose you and my family and my friends and everything in singapore.

a rainy wednesday afternoon
in the midst of my fyp-ing
how dreadful
this is the weather for sleeping in!

thanks for sharing!
hope it won't disturb u again! haha