i never thought of someone as much as i think of u

decided against it

so it will be with me forever

why am i worried for nothing?!
not much use also
dun do it again

she will not know
she will not feel it

dear favorite junior,

did anyone tell u that u would look beautiful tonight?

although at times, i tease u and such,

i think it's because of something else

it's good when u have the president n vice-president of a camp as your friends
u get to know certain facts that are not known
it may all seem fine on the outside
but on the inside,
it's another story altogether
i'm glad i'm there though
much fun i must say
seniors entertaining themselves (as usual)
because for most of the time, we do not know what the hell was going on
so we just sat around and catch up with each other and entertaining ourselves becomes a part of it
so fun

one day to FOC
two weeks to overseas trip
three weeks to new sem
how wonderful

recently i encountered many instances in which the leaders of the organisations did not have enough communication which led to decisions that were incorrectly made. In one of the situations, the decision affected me in a way financially but i'm glad that people have offered solutions to rectify it. But if during the meeting where there was proper communication (i wonder if people do attend the meeting in the first place), additional steps can be saved.

In another separate issue, captains of our public transport service (especially taxis) seem to be driving ridiciously, picking up passengers at any place possible to stop their taxis, regardless of the cars behind them. By doing so, they are causing themselves to be a hazard to other road users but to me it seems, they seem to be enjoying the risk of causing a road accident. If I never remember wrongly, there's an increase in the no. of accidents between taxis + bus with other vehicles. On the same side of the coin, some bus drivers drive super slowly as if the vehicle is going to break down soon. I seriously wonder what has happened to the standards.

and if u still dun know, there's 5 more ERP gantries around the island. In a report on the second day of the usage of the gantries, it was reported that the purpose of these gantries are to ease the traffic through these areas. and it set me thinking, if the no. of drivers remain the same before and after the introduction of these gantries and these drivers were to avoid the gantries by using some other roads, wouldn't the other roads be congested as a result? and does this mean more gantries may have the possibility of being erected at some other roads in the future?
maybe in the near future, there may be a gantry every 5 m on the road! to reduce the no. of drivers on the road, there should be some other incentives for the people not to drive; for example drastically reducing the price of the bus fare n mrt and not erecting more and more gantries.

i dun know what to say
everytime i ask
i would get the same reply
nothing more nothing less
n i just don't know what to say after all
i dun know what to say

friends
you must know how to make friends
friends
either encourage or discourage
friends
are so hard to come by

i think u are quite arrogant
do you talk without processing it in your brains first?
or maybe your brains are filled to the brim with nonsensical stuff
that there's no more of it left for anything else?
you only associate with those whose words are pleasant to your ears
n i do think u do things with a motive



Disclamier: Do not ask who I am referring to for I will not reveal.

i'm invisible in the house

so i'm invisible

though physically present,

no one notices and no one bothers to tell me anything

but then things happen

i get the blame

how wonderful is that rite?