band camp first day

hello everyone! it's been a long time since i blog. gotten results. wasn't really that fanastic but it wasn't that bad either. i'm always above average i suppose. but i need to work harder if i want to get my upper second at the end.

today was band camp first day. ntu band. practice was quite sucky i should say? lots of pieces still not ready yet. then after band went to watch death note 2 with my section. a mini section outing. haha... my section is happening. but the movie wasn't that good i suppose. they cut a lot!! n that's the most not-good-thing to do loh. watch the anime n read the manga is better ha. but as long as it's a section outing, it's fine with me! cos it's fun to be with these people.

dun know whether it is or is it not? maybe it's not. i dun want to make the same mistake again. mistakes r painful. so until the point of time when i'm really sure, then ya. maybe it's me also.
a person full of crap like me won't stand much of a chance rite? haha....

anyway, it's kinda of late n there's still more practice tmr. meeting my section for breakfast tmr. yay...

outing!

went to JB with gy n yz today. was raining heavily. spirits were a bit low cos of the heavy torrents. went down some more when i heard something else over the phone. so was quite moody along the way.

dun know why whenever i hear that u r sad or what, i would feel sad too.

dun know why things r turning out in such a way.

no one really understands me i suppose. maybe i should just pretend not to know anything. maybe i should. it's affecting me. adding on to the fact that my grandma is now a bit not-in-the-correct-state-of mind condition, it's rather unhomely. i'm rather afraid to be come home. in fact, i dread going home. but still i have to cos i got to take care of my granny since i got a blockhead for a maid.

it's scary. it's not interesting to be in my position. how long more must this last? forever? if so, i rather die. for i know, i would go mad one day with this type of pressure n suspense in this family.

i hate quarrels. i hate noise. why can't people live harmoniously? why must people sin? why must U sin? I HATE IT!

two weeks

two full weeks of stuff are finally over. kukup trip was most eventful; nope, no one got injured or anything though i was prepared for such a thing. instead there was some problems when we were coming back for the bus driver was caught smuggling cigarettes. came out in the newspapers on wednesday i think.

just finished wasbe 2006 stuff. finally it's over. made some new friends. totally enjoyed the new friendship though not the leaders. i'm not afraid to say it; the whole thing was a mess. as a leader, pls spend more time on the planning part.

was thinking about it... certain things cannot be controlled and i feel that it boils down to this factor called TIME. it plays a most important role in everything u can possibly think of. especially in relationships, it is all time-related. there's nothing in this world that's not related to time. if only i can control time for just once, i want to go back to the point where everything was crystal clear n where's there no unhappiness.

do not know why things became like this. is it me? it doesn't matter anymore cos i'm always taken for granted. i'm always expected to do well for everything that i do. even when i'm not really very smart. i really think i do not fit into this family. they expect me to know what's going on because i share a room with him but the truth is just the opposite.

do u think i can read peoples' mind? no. i won't know if that person doesn't say a bloody shit to me. on the surface, we may be to be able to talk but we dun talk in depth. n recently, all because of some stupid phone calls, we quarelled. n the calls r like late in the middle of the night like 2am. it's like wtf.. i want to slp one loh.

it all boils down to i opening my mouth rite? maybe it's better not to open my mouth and all things will be good. as the saying goes, the more one talk, the more troubles may follow. maybe there's some truth in that in my case. who knows?

i'm the odd one out. the time will come when i can (n i will) shift out n then i can wash my hands off all the things that r bugging me. u may brand me as selfish but i think there's a limit to what i can n will do for u. it's not good to always wonder when the next crisis may arise. it may just give me hypertension or heart problem. my life is always full of such things so i sort of gotten used to it already. though the start may come a surprise but it's still not surprising when the hole is uncovered. depressing? yes but the heart is hardened. forgive n forget? maybe it would be better if i can lose my memory.

well, this is a very depressing post n i hope u dun feel depressed after reading to this point. hehe

hello everyone! it's me again... how's everyone? haha... it's time to have some R&R! haha... however, this dec hols is going to be busy for me mann... let's see what do i have...

first up... there will be 4 band performance/ensembles... haiz... which means must practise.. this is with ntusb... tiring sia... 12, 18, 19 and 23. performance will be at westmall, millenia walk and tanglin mall.. interested to go n watch us in action come n get details for me!

tiring rite? u bet!

spent the first few days of hols watching GOONG! kudos to JH for the online webby to watch it! yay! it's kind of interesting n i'm addicted to it liao! haha... but then it's ok cos it's the hols!!! haha... can watch until i fall asleep! haha... boo... hehe...

dun want to think abt the results just yet!! hehe

went to lay teng's 21st bd party. wanted to post the photos here but dun know why the photos won't load so lazy to re do everything.

day was shacked starting with a meeting at nie for the jc band fest thing. mann the meeting was long. followed by a meeting at church for which i was late. sorry guys!

got a call from the doc regarding abt my granny who's in hospital. wanted to talk to my parents regarding her n it turned out to be something not good. haiz... how?

take care everyone

it's the holS!

finally it's the much-awaited hols for us! a most eventful semster n defiinitely a most 'interesting' examinations! today had the last paper for the exams; applied chemistry. stuff like electrolysis, electroplating r now my friends. haha... but since it's the end, i shall not be friends with them for a short while first. wahah

went to sim lim to get my digi cam after the paper. wanted to buy sony t10 but in the end, i ended up buying canon ixus 65. it's really a steal. 569 for the cam, plus 2 1-GB SD cards, 1 extra battery, 1 tripod etc ( all these are gifts; the package itself dun have so many things). the sales personnel said it's because of sitex, that's why there's such a good deal. so for those who r eyeing a new digi cam, u might as well make your way to sim lim song brothers n look for this sales personnel called corinne ( i think? haha). the quality of the photos is comparable to the ones from sony t10 so of course, it's cheaper. haha.... i cheapo ma....

haa... after the shopping spree, gy n i headed to TCC for some coffee. mann... it's been some time since i had time to relax like this. too bad zhong u cannot join us! haha....

most of us drink coffee rite n there's this interesting book from tcc that describes what kind of person u r from what type of coffee.

first up, ESPRESSO. it says : you are intelligent and sophisticated. An organized and determined individual that puts your best foot forward in whatever you do.

CAPPUCCINO: you are a bubbly and jovial person, and the focus of attention at every party or soiree.

CAFE LATTE: you are amiable, generous and obliging - perhaps too obliging at times and people take advantage of you. (wah, the person will be damn sad)

CAFE MOCHA: you are charismatic and alluring , can always be seen in your sartorial elegance.

ICED COFFEE: you are cool and composed, reserved in your own ways. Carefree in what you do and emancipation is your philosophy of life.

hmmm.... i wonder what do they have to say about the kopi that costs 70 cents at the kopitiam? haha... what category does that fall under? haha....

felt so proud to be the new owner of a digi cam that i can call it mine.....