当你开始向左走时，而我偏偏向右走，我们是否还会在原点相遇呢？

i wonder how long will i last?

sat. the last day of the week already. one more week to the new school term. suddenly everything seems to be in a rush. haha..

got 2 invites to 2 girls' 21st bd parties. n coincindentally, one of the gals' bd party is on the merlin bbq! how how how? should i just halve myself n go for both? haha... yesterday my freshie wendy was still pestering me to go for the bbq... now i think i have to disappoint one side... damn.. it's such a difficult choice...

n power! things may just be all right in the end. still hoping....

hoping

maybe, maybe not. who knows except God? still hoping....

things happened for a reason. since things happened, i just have to accept it. every little thing is a learning experience for me n i just have to learn it the hard way. who doesn't?

many thanks to those whom i seek advice from. people like ling, QL, Melvin, thanks for being there to give me advice. really glad to have such friends like u. n of course to those friends of mine who r wondering what happened, pls dun be too worried for me.

i was wondering this the other day n i'm still wondering. i dun think i will ever get the answer cos i dun think i will be around to know the answer. sometimes, we just have to expect the unexpected. u may say, isn't that called pessismisstic? maybe, maybe not. i feel that in everything that we do, we must always be prepared to face certain consequences. n not because of some minor setbacks, we give up. that's my definition of 'expect the unexpected'

i'm hoping to see u agn

recently, there are some low points in my life n i was quite troubled by them. i was thinking about them day n night. n as i was walking home after i alighted from the bus stop, i was reminded of this song 'God Will Make A Way'.

before i sang this song, i was worried about how things would turn out between us. as i sang out this song, i experienced the wonderful feeling that things will turned out just fine. it really calm me down n somehow or rather, i gave up thinking about it for the night. i entrusted the whole matter into God's Hands for i know He will help me through.

maybe we can't never be together; maybe we can. who knows except GOD. it is written: Trust in the Lord your God.

to that special someone, take care....

today a girl smiled at me on board 179. how i wish that it wasn't the girl but u who gave me that smile. i would be over the moon.

hope this will blow over soon

time

hopefully, time will heal all wounds n in the meantime, i will wait.

back from foc

hi guys n gals out there who r reading my blog, i'm back from my faculty's foc. a long, tiring n full-filled foc with lots of friendship forged, 'wars' waged n not forgetting the happy memories etched in our minds after today. my grp won best OG this year; so it will be 2 successive wins in a row since we won it last yr too. well done MERLIN!

super duper tired.

my stupid mouth

thou shalt not talk so much. the more i talk the more mistakes i will make. so maybe it's wiser to just keep my bloody mouth shut

2 more days to foc. hope the foc is fun. hope the freshies r sporting.

the programs r quite interesting. quite packed. got events like dragon boat, amazing race, ubin, fright nite at ubin, changi chalet etc... sounds interesting isn't it? haha... of course it is!! that's why i'm back to help as GL!

haha...

looking forward

just one more night before i can see u agn dear! looking forward to seeing u after so long a time.

foc

foc is coming! cheers not settled.. die....

pic!

all the people that attended the gathering! 16 people in total!!!

class gathering!

decided to went for the class gathering after all! lucky thing i went! there was so much fun n so many people turned up! a first for the class gathering! n yes, very nice to see so many people who r attending it for the first time! nice to see jane n weiyun after so many years. n congrats to u gals who grad liao! poor us the guys who r still slogging it out in uni!!

thanks for the effort gy!!!

hmm

hmm something happened recently. family n personal life.

sorry gy that i dun want to go for tmr's gathering liao

special words

i love my princess joanne.

it's exactly one week since i asked for your msn n stuff like that. though things are going to be difficult ahead of us, u can be sure that no matter what, i will be there for u. haiz... major major test for the both of us rite? no worries mann! i'm sure God will guide us through. He who knows us best, will give us nothing but the best.

wah... this tuition kid is quite playful. can't seem to be able to concentrate on his work. the house is quite noisy too. hmm... plus the fact that besides in school n during tuition time, he doesn't speak english to anyone else. so it's abit worrying on how to improve; i can give him tips on how to improve but if he doesn't practise the language, how to improve? haiz... headache. the other one though, is much better.

i want to migrate to another country. though singapore is where i'm born n there are feelings attached to her, other countries seem to have much more job offerings n better prospects. but then hor, to be able to emigrate, one must have a reasonable standard of living first n must be able to contribute to the other country leh. so that means i must work damn hard now!

nice

went back to school today to move my fridge to my cousin's hall. temporaily depositing it there until my princess starts to move back to her hall then will shift it to her hall. hehe... after that went for lunch with melvin. must say a big thanks to melvin for helping me!! walked around causeway point looking for a present for my cousin who is throwing a 21st BD party. managed to find something which i hope she likes hehe...

n i returned my hall keys liao. so i'm officially hall-less now. dun know foc how. no place to stay for the night. hhe.. can i stay with u??

hehe.. i managed to ask suan wood to go for band practice today. hehe.. i hope u enjoyed the practice though u haven't been playing for years. hope u can stay on in the band. hehe...

hehe.. dear princess, i want u to be happy; to have a smile on your face always. dun be afraid of your past; dun let your past affect u. trust in yourself that u can forget about your past. n u can be sure that i will help u through. though i just stepped in your life, i'm sure that u r the one that i want to be with. really looking forward to seeing u again.

princess, anything, anytime u need someone to talk to, i will always be available.

dear princess

dear princess, i want u to be happy. i dun care about your past; i only care about our future together. pls do not think too much about your past ok? if u have the time n u want to think, think about how to have a better future with me k?

remember that i will always be with u. share your troubles with me. dun bottle it up. one more brain to help solve the problem is much better than u trying to solve it alone.

it's wonderful knowing u

wtf

just quarreled with my mum. though it's like normal fare, i dun really understand why must it happen? all because of a stupid phone call from a stupid someone who disturb the whole proceedings. wanted to watch this dvd. the volume from the dvd is quite soft plus the fact that my mum has to speak so loudly besides me. so that's why i was damn du-lan lah. tried so many times to watch it on my lappie but dun know why there's no sound coming out. can see the picture but no sound. or i won't have to go out to use the living room's tv liao.

it's right of me to stay in my room n not go out to the living room. at least there will be no quarrels.

looking forward to seeing u!!

a nice n exciting week

well well well.. it's been a nice n exciting week! today is monday... it all happened exactly one week ago at seniors' camp. hehe.. though the exact day is not monday. met a special someone. waha... special indeed.

have to register my subjects today. so met up with my gang to go to school to do the registering. wah lau.. the registering was like a stock market place. shouting over the phone, confirming with friends.. waiting for people to let go of their places before we can take the subject... haah... twice a year we have to do something like this...

it's like only one month left to the new term. quite scared all of a sudden. lots of things to do once school starts. concert, school work, tuition, outside jap lessons. lots of things!! haha...

concert... it's approaching. it's will be the second concert i'm having with ntusb. my first as sl. will i be able to do a good job? will my section do well? haha... i'm worried.

things r getting interesting....