Whoo - I love D'elena episodes, love it!

Based on the episode - if you don't watch this show, please skip this! :D

Vampire diaries season 3 had been taking a 100000 years to be aired.
It's been MONTHS and i am still not seeing the ending to it.
and between episodes, they can frigging stop airing the next for a few weeks to a month!
I thought to myself - how could anyone fan or addict stand this.
and slowly, i let myself enjoyed other shows instead.

but tonight, episode 19 was just AWESOME.
I feel that i can breathe again! OMG.
u know, im getting pretty bored and annoyed by the original-killing nonsense and of course the SUPER complicated love triangle for the entire season 3.
and i was really hoping more exciting things could come right after episode 5-10 thereafter.
but the past like 5 - 8 episodes were just plain boring.
GRRR. it's either i kill you, u kill me, or someone finds out someone is gonna get killed and in the end the whole world is still alive. sigh. booooring.

but yessssss. tonight it happened!
i love how damon and elena kissed. like seriously! finally a proper kiss wa lao eh.
and finally she is close to ADMITTING that she does feel for damon.
i mean come on, both the brothers are really damn poor thing la....
so bitch, u better make up ur mind really soon. GRRR. but i know this will be never ending if the season is going to continue after the 3rd one.
but really? that long?
at least try being with damon for once?! GOD.

and it's ridiculous how rebekah's mum spirit got into her. like WTH!
and now the evilaric has an accomplice.
LAME.
and oh, tyler is HOT.
so is caroline.
but he is jealous huh. like hyperly.

OMG i just cant wait for the next episode!!!!!!!!

but before that, i am soooooo excited to go taiwan!!!!!!
shall pack my bag soon!
and stay at home for a lovely sunday to grab as much rest as i could.
gdnight! :D

Yay it's a no-work day tomor!

Life in the office hasnt been too bad, i must say.
being in a room with just us eventually didnt feel that bad.
because right now, even if we are not doing work. no body knows.
and we can spend the next few hours away chit chatting until the cows come home.
I really really really love michelle and kiran.
they are the best colleagues ever, and yes they will be my friends for a long long time. :)
they are simply awesome!
and this, of course... is prob the only reason why i am somehow hoping that i am not leaving the company.
but i have to lah.

well. today was a day without work - bascially i din do anything at all.
okay perhaps i spent about 30 min on work. lol.
while mich and kiran went out to do their free personality test, i actually fell aslp at my desk before going for lunch.
IT IS THAT BORING BEING ALONE IN THE ROOM.
after lunch, i tried to be funny and went to disturb our little hamster, bohbs.
and guess what?
i nearly became a murderer who crushes the hamster underneath the heavy drawer.
thank god he survived. what a friday!
i had the worst fear in my heart today. if i ever kill a hamster - i will never get over it.

then then then!
Met the gang for dinner. :)
Clar Mag Eric Eugene. And today, we have a special guest - BEN!
LOL. it has been so long okay.
a dear friend that i have missed for about 1 year or at least 8 months finally re-appeared!
and of course we had fun messing around with Eric who's having a new fling right now - soon-to-be gf.
i mean... thou the many disapprovals, i am supportive, as long as my bro is happy.
But she better be a good girl, because i think he deserved more than ms L definitely. :)
and next tuesday, we are meeting at TP for Week 0 overnight.
It's like an annual thing that we will never want to miss, right?
but going back there makes me a little emo, everytime i step into TP, i miss the days i spent with asc.
it has stretched so many years that it will not be easy to forget.

Today Michelle said a great thing - nurture not nature.
we were discussing about upbringing and how each of us are victims of our circumstances.
and i think, it makes a whole lot of sense.
to the many people who are probably facing problems in their lives right now, whether it's life or identity crisis, they need to realise that it is a choice made in anything they do.
whther u decide to stick with the guy/girl you love, whether you decide to set priorities over your friends, whether you want to be that person everyone thinks you are, it is a choice.
yupp it set me thinking. :)

and and and! tomor im starting my first lesson for korean class with michael!
So happy! and excited!
this is the first time i really paid for a course! as in something as random as this.
i hope i learn something and we will have fun! :D

I hope Bohbs sleep well tonight in my room.
it's a little hot to put him outside with wewe - cuz she'll disturb him and then go and slp.
but i hope he doesnt run on his wheel... so feel like removing it from his cage so that i can sleep soundly.
hmmm that's not a bad idea ah... LOL. but shh!!! i shall not tell the ladies in the office - else they'll say im torturing a young being like him...
well... u don't like it... you bring him home next time. GRR!

alrighty! Gdnight! :D

Finally. Tendered!

It was a painful 2 hours speaking with bosss yesterday for my resignation.
but i am glad that it all ended well.

so now. i will be a free person from 17th May onwards! :)
16th May is my last day at prevview.

This morning went to the new recruitment agency Ace Talent and signed my employment contract.
Part time job with incentives.
i think im going to make good use of this to expand my network. :)

and im super sleepy now.

shall sleep.

i know i know - 2 entries in a day!

PHEW. I finally told boss that im intending to tender next week.
i appreciated her understanding, really. she's the nicest boss in the world.
too bad the organisation is a screwed up one.

here are some snippets of conversation i had with her:

Grace Chan 3:26 PM

Hi Venus, are u free to chat? 

Venus Ng 3:27 PM

yep - wassap?

Grace Chan 3:28 PM

I want to let you know that.. i have decided to tender next week. because after thinking it through i want to focus on my studies. im sorry to bomb you with this news. 

Venus Ng 3:29 PM

ooooh dearieeeee meeee. wait i go faint first

Grace Chan 3:29 PM

OMG please dont faint.! i had a hard time making this decision and breaking it to you

Venus Ng 3:30 PM

trying not to faint

Grace Chan 3:30 PM

=(((((( i din want to just throw you the letter

Venus Ng 3:30 PM

i know it mustn't be easy for you

Grace Chan 3:30 PM

so wanted to tell u first because u're not just my boss. my friend also

Venus Ng 3:30 PM

and i always thought studying and working is crazy. aww i feel the same. so you're going to focus on studying?

sian - you are such a valuable member of this team

what if i give you more off-days?

like i will talk to ryan and give you more leave or what do you call, add in exam leave

don't worry about me - you have to think about your best interest

but i also duwan you to zao cause everyone loves you and you're basically awesome lah

Venus Ng 3:37 PM

could you do me a favor and reconsider? 

with my following promises to you:

1. work part-time 

2. pay will arrive on time

3. inclusive of exam leave

take the weekend to think about it and if you hold firm that you'd like to tuition and all, we'll talk about other things k?

you don't know (or maybe you know) how important you are to ME. haha but don't let that be a factor in your decision

then monday we chat

Okay thats the deal. Im supposed to go home and reconsider. She has totally swayed my feelings. 

but it's not that i don't have faith in her, it's the management of this entire organisation who didn't put staff welfare as a factor in business handling.

they can just transfer funds here and there from each sister company and delay workers pay. i mean wth?!

but the conversation with her did make me realise my good work for the past year has paid off.

at least i feel appreciated by my direct boss and not the - burger king in the past.

and yes, this has boosted my confidence to spread my wings elsewhere, once i have graduated.

just then, right after the conversation. a headhunter called and offered me another position.
i wonder - why all of a sudden. could be a big sign for me to leave.
and, getting a job doesnt seem so difficult anymore - just whether i am keen.
the part time job at tai seng was totally god-given, i feel.
because it was totally unexpected.

and cute vincent (wavve F&B manager) came in to cheer us up a minute ago!
SO CUTE
i bet everyone can see that the social butterflies like us are dying in the caged up room.

HAHAH!
Okay. i cant wait to leave in 30 min time.
so long, byebye!