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Sunday, March 4, 2012

i have already make a point to talk to you of anything when you are free so as to strengthen our r/s but then recently you make me feel i shouldnt be doing so. why are you so sensible when comes to work? not like i've any motive asking about it. i asked because i'm curious about it and not what i'm gonna to plan something bad towards you. you mean getting along for all these years you dont know what i am like. fine if you dont know about my interests and stuffs but my character? you dont know?! i really got nothing to say.
i dont wanna to care about your matter anymore and wont make a point to come to talk to you.you simply dont worth my time and sharing. so be it if our r/s gonna turn sour again. not like im not use to it. i shouldnt be so native and think that we are getting better.
arghh hate it.

Sunday, May 29, 2011

What have to be part have to part.. But everything comes too fast for me to accept and my stupidity or should I said naive lead me to such regret of my life.
Sometime i wonder why had I made such decision yet I'm still happy about it.. Contradicting right? Mm nvm tired and sick of it. Everything happen for a reason and I must learn to be satisfied of what I had now. Must be recently some bothering stuffs causing me to recall.. So irritating! Arghh.. Kay now everything I can't be bothered then i'll be happier..

Friday, May 27, 2011

tirreeedddddd...

went clubbing on wed again.. yes clubbing..

i know i shouldnt be..

was suppose just dinner (i thought) to celebrate Desmond's bday but who knows..

okay so ya went rebel.. and this bouncer check we girls' ic for so long..Zzz

either he asked us to smile like our ic or our hair to look similar luh!!!

anw the night was crazy for me at least..

cause we went in early so we started to play games among ourselves and of course punishment was to drink.. drink.. and drink lo..

it's so fun cause most of the time we just go along with others cause the music was super loud..

anw we went back around 3plus.. and i slept for awhile then got to wake up for work!

sian ttm.. i want my bloody sleep..

nvm i manage to survive after one day and tomorrow guess what!

im going again! 2 different cliques 2 different locations..

so im going with my sec friends..

going to be a tiring day again.. i need to drink more waterrrrrrrrrr....

Saturday, May 21, 2011

night with my girls..

last wed went clubbing with my girls.. the usual loves...

was more like a catch up session to me. saw my junior, my squadmates and my polyfriends..

anw it was a really nice night although i didnt dance much!

haa.. so ya that night S called me after like 5-6years of not contacting?!

which's kind of shocked. and at that instant im looking at my phone wondering if it's my phone that rung! lol.. so ya glad that they all are still the same..

we chatted like we're so so so "close" friends.. haa

and something very disturbing happened and i simply cant erase that image away..

till now, when i suddenly think about it i've this "vomit" feeling that totally disgust me..

i know i shouldnt feel this way cause is very normal and it has got nothing to do with me.

but somehow it just feel weird and disturbed..

anw i returned home the next morning at 8plus only because of some ppl's selfishness?

maybe that person dont have that intention but i just blurt out that it's totally waste of time..

and im behaving like some kid keep complaining.. but what can i do right?

i got nothing to do and only complain can keep me awake. and i said so much 不好听的话 when i shouldnt cause after so long nv meet.. this part i apologizes..

kay.. but i really cant stand dishonesty although it's weird admitting to it also..

anw next come was my love telling me this secret which even turn me off!

and this explained the questions asked.. honestly im really stunned by the actions.

maybe that's why some words are said which i can understand why. hai..

just hope that's no next time for such coincidence..

Monday, February 28, 2011

meet up with jie and ger for dinner..
we went to eat korean bbq! to satisfy my craving!!! im so into korean foods recently la.. especially kimchi!!!:D
sadly im too engrossed in my foods and i forgot to take photos.. sian..
anw we ate at the korea shop at the esplanade there.
we're so surprise to see our last time manager and chief daddy!!!
hee our chief daddy still give us a bigger potion! so good la.. thumb up for him!
and we keep refilling our basket of veggies and kimchi, until the waitress will auto come and ask for refill lo! lol.. so funny..
sadly we didnt manage to drink starbucks:( cause by the time we finished dinner then do some shopping, almost all the shops are closing so we took bus home..
nvm! there's always a next time!