We shall see.

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>>>>>

Sorry.

Sadly, trust was sold and I have nothing else more.

Essence.

Decided finally to put all my heart and soul into it.

A simple question. Why do I not want to lose? Why can't I lose happily?
Because my mentality is of a winner's.

Others practise until they get it right.
Champions practise until they can't get it wrong.

I'm Okay.

Finally after maybe a few cycles of 24 hours missing in action for my blog I got on and started blogging again. Actually I'm waiting for my Aunt to finish washing her clothes before I can use the toilet and damn it, I'm so gonna be late for work today. But it's ok, since I've learnt to look at life from a different angle there is nothing to be worried for. Work today is gonna be so fun I think.

I'll not be around here for a few days and yea I'll either be working, playing soccer or in the worst case scenario doing homework! Oh yea, sms me your phone no as I've lost all my contacts! :(

A different angle.

The core of life.

Let's just say after what happened yesterday I've started to see life at a different angle. Maybe I've never been looking at life correctly so far. I promise to change.

The way to win.

When a team plays, it will want to win. But how do we win games? The essence to winning games will be the finishing touch of the team. For example, soccer, you can have good defenders and an imbalanced keeper but without good strikers and midfielders who carve out the game together with the cutting edge, you will never win games.

This has happened for quite a number of times with Mistakes, I've found out recently that we play well. We have chances to shoot, which ultimately means that we have chances to score. But due to missed chances at the frontline, we often get pushed back by the other teams far enough and we go down to losing the match in the end. Mistakes has a good spine of players be it in attack or defence, but in order to win we needa play ruthlessly, we can't give any chances or else the other team will recover and hit us where we hurt most.

Mistakes, we needa win Monday's game. I want to, like always.

Haozhe is a noob.

Currently slacking at Haozhe's place using Xintian's laptop while he is busy playing Granado Espada. He keeps saying that I'm wuliao but hey, I'm not okay..

The paper house was grand, very grand..

Still sorry to you.

Funeral's tmr, going over to Haozhe's place now.

Sorry. Again, I've let you down.

Bad form for bad player

I'm just gonna admit this. Whatever happened recently has seriously affected me, but I'm not gonna further elaborate on the problem. Had a match today, wasn't in the perfect shape for playing and plus the demands of the weather are too high and I just couldn't play to my peak. We stayed at the court from about 12 to 4 and kept on playing and FFS we won almost every team. Either we are at the top of our form today or the other teams just needed more training.

The weather didn't change one bit from the course of morning to noon to afternoon. And I was so frustrated at the weather. I donned my keeper uniform and played an 'inhouse' match with my teammates and saved brilliantly from Daryl. (He's gonna kill me for this.)

Anyway, talking about slacking the day away. We practically played soccer for the whole of today, soccer, lunch and then soccer again. Ok maybe I'm just not fit for this game at all.

What more can I say than sorry. I don't know what I did, I admit, this was a mistake on my part. I'm sorry. I never meant whatever I said about not being friends anymore. But this doesn't change anything ffs, trust that is lost may never be returned. My silly mistake cost me my greatest friendship. I'm sorry. Maybe one day I will find out what did I do, but it will already be too late. I apologize for this.. my finest friend.

Thursday

I'm gonna cry on Thurs and Fri i swear.
Seriously.
Everything's gonna be grand.

Today may be an unlucky day but I smile due to the meagre no. of good things that happened. Thanks everyone. Especially...

No, I havn't given up.

A new beginning.

Futsal (also known as street soccer) is a game which I have been playing regularly from the start of the ending of Pri 6. Ok, since then I had played with some great personalities on the court and became friends with them off the court. Mistakes United was my club, I'm sure that it still is but I just want some freshness and maybe take a break from the same old people.

So thats why I'm forming a new club, the relationship of this club and Mistakes will be the same as MTN and DwD. I will play for both, but my first ever club, which is Mistakes, will always be my first choice. I havn't really started on the name for the new club and I'm open to any suggestions for such. Suggestions will be appreciated and I shall personally thank you with a bouquet of flowers.

The lineup for the club is undecided yet and I've yet to recruit new members, so, wish me good luck please and thank you.

P.S. This may be a 3-1 2009/4-1 2010 club, yes, auto join if you want to. And to .... please tell me what's going on, I'm really close to dying of wild thoughts.

And wish me gl.
Hf.
Thanks google you are the best!

My own worst enemy

What is fear if you havn't really experienced anything before? Fears may be hardest to conquer but what about your own human heart and mind?

Mere passing-by

I told Gabriel, "10 years down the road, when you look back at today, will you regret what you did?"

Maybe I made the right decision, maybe I didn't.