And I thought.

Slept at 3a.m. this morning and I miraculously woke up at 8a.m. I was shocked to find myself awake at 8 and tried to go back to sleep before my bowels came calling and I had to journey to the land of pipes to do some small business.

So thats all for today, no mood to talk about anything anymore since tmr isn't a good day.

你已經遠遠離開　我也會慢慢走開

Empty counters and empty seats.

Today was a fine day with the weather showing mercy to me and other fellow citizens of earth. The weather was perfect for a daily dose of kick about but in any case I needed to work for money, for fame, for my life.

Ok, so work was kinda boring today with almost no customers after the 3pm mark. It was just like waiting for time to pass and the grass to grow. I partnered Bert and my I/C was De Shui, so how much better can it get?? This is life!

The sands of time are consuming me as I put a weary finger on each button of the keyboard, but stay tuned as I tell you the meaning of perfection!

No mountain high enough.

I managed to drag myself out of bed at around 8.49a.m. today after having to wake up a few times the night before for no reason. Ok, after brushing my teeth and etc, I asked myself, where's my delicious campbell's soup for the soul? It appeared that apparently no one prepared it for me and so I was kinda furious. That's fine, I had a few mouthfuls of Instant Noodles before heading off to work at 9.45a.m.

The Mrt and bus ride passed in a blink of an eye, I reached my workplace at like 10.15a.m. when my start time was 11. Ok, I slacked around in the refreshment room after changing into my uniform and passing my medical receipt and notification to the manager. Thereafter at around 10.50 a.m. I punched in and started work.

Working at my new position was kinda ok but after witnessing the intensity of lunch hours I immediatly told myself..

"GG, I will screw up."

Ok, so I took hold of the position and took over my teacher. I did quite ok i think, I hope I satisfied my teacher and my other grandmasters. I did till about mid afternoon when I went for my break which lasted around 30 mins. The food was great! Maybe it was because I hadn't eaten in like, 5 hours? I was famished.

After coming back, I immediatly took on the role of continuing my job. And I worked till around 5plus close to 6 before closing and signing off. Thanks Gladys for showing my how to do closing and imitating Shyang Huei and scolding money! And thanks Shyang Huei for teaching me so much!

Stay tuned to dancing-withdevils as I feature news on how I get trampled by 2 flamingoes!

Flamingoes

El Noob

Ok so i practically injured both my feet and I think my bones have shifted positions.
I needa see a doctor fast!!
Anyway, gotta work tmr so its a sad face.


I miss her so so much.

Big Mistake

This was big, I know. But I don't really wanna care. I just want to have fun, if I go and I don't have fun at all, whats the point?

Never gonna give up.

Once I've made up my mind on something, I never give up. That applies to everything. I've been doing it for so long, I don't mind doing it longer and to every extent for the rest of my life.
Please understand this.

Never gave up.
Never will.

Buying Maledict Salves.

Solve the Mystery.

MTN?

Getting close to disbanding MTN.
Its not their problem,
its mine.

Went as fast as it came.

Art Park for maybe the last time this month later.
I will miss Art Park..

I've finished making sense.

What if i say i will never surrender?
I never did.
Never will.
Over my dead body.

Don't know ley..

How shall I go about it?
I don't know how to do this..
Maybe I won't.

Still have 2 days though..

Don't let it go to waste

Yea right, great.
1st Day of chalet falls on 1st day of Camp Pinnacle.
I love this.

Lone.

Frustrated and forlorn figure cut the court tonight.
Played like shit and injury wasn't the best excuse.
Wanted to play well but unable to.
Maybe its time to take a break.
Take a long one.
Sweat the shirt?
My foot.

Know that I will always be behind you.

No matter what.

Rain or Sun.
I will think of a plan B.
I'd better not risk it.
Take care.
I know I've been disappointing.
Sorry.
I'm always, will ever be, here for you.
I made this promise as a best friend.
Though you dont seem to care anymore.

All I ever did was look up to you.

 Here we are, there's no where else to go and
That's so far from where we all could be but
If you feel like disappearing
You should take this for what it's worth

Character

“Sir, even though you are only 1-bar, i still respect you more than the other officers with 2-bars.”

As a person, I cannot change the world. But I can change the world for that one person.
-SM NCC

I will remember this quote forever, taught me a lot of things. Although we lost the shooting competition today, I've learnt alot of things.

Live shoot 2009

Live firing today was, so much experience gained.
5 Magazines of 6 rounds and I dented one, didnt fire one, and missed two shots. Thats a total of 20/24, If im not wrong. 1st mag was for sighter anyway.
I swear the recoil was unusual unlike the IMT ones. The recoil was like, boom! , and you are completely thrown back due to it. The rifle was hot too, needless to say. And I hate the empty cartridges la, they just keep flying out of the rifle.

Gunpowder is so smelly! Zz. I hate live rounds. But it was a valuable experience though. :)

Henshin

Final Kamen Ride.
D-D-D-DECADE!!



Wish me good luck for shooting competition tmr, I dont fire live rounds every now and then.. See you on my next post, if i dont get killed.

Plan plan and plan

Starting to get bored of everything. To 3-1 ppl, BBQ's on thursday evening, sms me regardless of whether you're coming or not.
Havn't buy the things for BBQ, this spells shit.

Life isnt getting any better, so I shall keep quiet for a few days.

Noob keeper

Soccer for 3 consecutive days was tiring. My team gets stronger and stronger while i get weaker and weaker. Wtf. Injuries shall not be excuses. Im weak.

Have to get better, I must.
Glimpses of the past have been overshadowed by failures of the present.
Can't let that continue.
For Mistakes, for the team.

Mistakes United revival

Wahaha, Mistakes United is getting together.
But my keeping still sucks from last night so Im the suckiest in all of the Mistakes members!

Tell me tell me,
I care.

The thought of waking up late tmr brings a smile to my face.
Holidays finally start, and MC had to rub it in by saying that I have to study for O levels during hols.

I feel so dead now.

Study Geog la zz. If not sure fail.
My leg hurts now, i think the nail is falling off. Same fate as Mehn.
!!

MTN wins second game in a row
Level 1 Roshan proved the cutting edge :D
Lineups (MTN vs Daniel Ryan Taka YZ Kr) : Veno (Mid), Lycan(Bot), Treant protector (Top), Syllabear (Top), Ursa (Bot) VS Enchant (Top), Lightning Revenant (Bot), Troll (Bot), FV (Top), SF (Mid).

It was an all pick game, so we picked our heroes as discussed in class today, stocked up, and headed to Roshan at level 1. Sylla, Lycan and Treant took Roshan on first before Veno (Me) and Ursa arrived. We took little haste in destroying Roshan as I spammed my Plague wards and Treant's living armour made us thick. Ursa had no problem in getting damage on Roshan as quickly as possible and the Living Amoured Bear had no problem tanking together with the summoned wolves. After getting Roshan and levelled up to 2+, we went to our lanes immediatly. I took on SF, which was important as it was kinda of a battle of carry heroes at mid. I spammed my wards in order to get creeps and exp as quickly as possible, but i didnt harrass SF at all which i think i was stupid for not doing. SF was having a full health bar and I was getting creeps, dont get the advantage here. Meanwhile, Lycan gets FB-ed by Troll at top and I heaved a great sigh of relief as i thought i was the one to be first blooded. That was so close. After having a few more sorties with SF, he took me head on and killed me with a raze as last hit. GJ Daniel. When i respawned, I took my claymore and told Lycan who was NC-ing to take mid while I went to bot to strut my stupid Snaky hero. Actually he doesnt look stupid..
When I got to bot, i dealt dmg on troll and LR and angus got the kill. We wanted to go for LR but decided it was too risky with the tower looming upfront. I cashed in for a quarterstaff and went on with my farming peacefully. At a point, I had half my HP gone and therefore had to base immediatly which i did not do but went to NC instead and got cash for my Lothars :)
The possession of Lothars proved to be a valuable asset as I got down to work straightaway as Carry and got a mega kill with the aid of my teammates. But it was ended as fast as it was achieved as I was stupid and let troll kill me :(
Ok, at this point in the game, i have already farmed up a Agha which helps me in dealing dmg with my ulti. We pushed the opponent to their limits when it came to us that they were gonna take down bot. Me and Sylla tele-ed to bot straightaway to intercept while the other 3 of our team went from behind. I went in for the ulti and also a venomous gale. That was painful and FV was denied by his teammate troll, Enchant was killed and just as SF and Troll were just about to ww away, Ursa appeared in the nick of time to earthshock for the DK. That was immense and was a major milestone in the game.
After that, was another teamfight at top which we won again and then we pushed in for the mega creeps and eventually won the game with my veno getting the end items of agha, lothars, treads, bottle, butterfly and a TP scroll :D

Ok, dota's over and back to normal life.
I still do!!

Wait lo.
What else.
My com went boom today.
The illusion of progress is in effect.

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

Who am I to tell her how to live her life?
I dont understand myself, dont know what Im doing.
You've just been seeing an imitation.
Sour and bitter life.
This is my real world.
Daze.
Close.
Forget.
Someone.
Replace.

Reunited with the old gang.
New dreams.
Mistakes United Football Club :D
Still that same old feeling.
Best frnd u are worth the pain. (inside joke with Cynthia, actually dont want put her name, but apparently she nvr tag so i xia suay her)

=============== Few hours later ==========
My goalkeeping sucks la wtf. Very dramatic ley.
Noob.
Mistakes go! Mistakes go!
Dilemma between playing for JSS or Mistakes in Fico competition, sekali during the competition i got camp, then GG.Com.sg. Lol.
Anyway, I've not been playing well in Dota and soccer.
Although my Dota becoming more and more like the past, pro Juker.

Mistakes prevail.
DwD prevail.
All starz prevail.

I dont know what I'm doing.

Move on, live on..

One step at a time..

Better than nothing..

What's the difference? Nothing.

Great, my holidays are seriously all gone. Shooting competition + Camp Pinnacle + Work + Trainings = Gone.

I hate this la. I dont even have time to spend with my family. And freaking Camp Pinnacle's 5 days! I'll be so bored at Camp Pinnacle la..

Looking on the other side, i have class BBQ to be excited for, although thats a meagre 1 good thing as compared to 4 energy draining activities as stated above above.

Come on.
I hate doing Gong Han zz. I hate it la..





IN CASE PPL MISTAKEN, I'VE EDITED THIS THING!
And this msg was meant for those DwD ppl. :)
DwD will prevail as it has always done so.

Come on.
I hate doing Gong Han zz. I hate it la..





It will.

Mehn and Me, 2 sad men.
Sian

if you ever really love somebody
what do you do when you lose somebody
this one is for the broken hearted
for the ones that's feeling all alone
if you ever really love somebody
know how it feels when you lose somebody
this one is for the broken hearted
for the ones that's feeling all alone


Its not like i had that much hope in the first place anyway..

My leg is hurting like Zz.

This can't be the real world now.

Impaled.. So pain so pain.
No DotA yay :D