Chem test tmr, I dont want to fail.. but i keep thinking of things these few days.
Not sure if I'm paranoid, I dont think so.
So, I wont be feeling happy these few days, or maybe not anymore.

Epic Fail.

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone.
I'm just an empty barrel.
Sometimes i wonder, the reason behind why i do so much and get nothing back at all.
For you.

Till the day when fear's too much to handle.
Never smile again.


I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing,
And the pain you feel is a different kind of pain.

I suck.
I am an idiot.
過往的畫面全都是我不對 細數慚愧
我傷你幾回


Memento Mori.

It came back..

Memento Mori

I need to take a holiday
Maybe it's a fall from grace.

If one day, you find out that I did something terribly wrong. I don't bother if you forgive me or not. I just want to say that I am already trying my best to change. I don't know how many friends i will lose.

No mood for Fico.
No mood for anything.
No mood for life.

I've found out that my frnds are the greatest frnds in the world.
I wont mind if they hate me when my secret is revealed, I will remember the frndship I had with them.
I love them all.

Tevez wakes up with the neighbours.
Manchester United wins the 151st(or 152nd?) Manchester Derby! (Again!)
Ok, so it was a great match and the play was nail biting towards the end of the match, which was till the last goal. I thought it was all over when Bellamy scored the 3rd equaliser. I was telling SiewHwee "Draw la Draw la draw la.." which was then followed by "Goal!".
United surely proved their title credentials last night with that exceptional win over City and their new boys.

I want to commend on Ryan Giggs who proved that he was still tough at the age of 35 going on 36. He played excellently on the left flank, terrorising the City defence with great crosses and feints. MOTM performance. :D

Ok lets talk about today. Went for Kranji war memorial this morning with the other SSpecs..
After that went for buffet with family and relatives at Jumbo LoL.
MY WHOLE GENERATION SUPPORTS MAN UTD!! :D

Came back home to do work, really productive this time. Thanks SiewHwee for teaching me so much. I'll show you in EOY that u teach really well haha.

What happens when you endure 26 hours without sleep and you drop dead on your bed the next moment?

Lol. Saturday was fun! I woke up at 8am in the morning and did my usual stuff, eating watching tv blah blah. And then, I used the com for a few straight hours? Till lunch. And then I watched the telly till around 4pm.
Then i resumed my computing duties on my computer. Ok, no life, wait till you see the 2nd leg of the story. At around 7, I had my dinner while watching the telly (Again?!) Ok, then straight after i played Dota. And after which at around 11 - 12, I went to watch some soccer matches. Till around 1.15 am. When the liverpool - West Ham match was in half time. I went down to Macs to buy some food for my already famished self. Ok, so i watched the end of the Liverpool West Ham match. Then i went to bathe, and do business too. Then, i Fifa-ed till around 4am and i considered about watching the Barcelona - A. Madrid match. And in the end i decided not to, as i was addicted to Fifa already. So i played till around 5.30am and i went to watch the match, it was kinda boring, so i went back to my room and played Fifa or Dota (Can't remember which). Till about 9am this morning. And i went for my breakfast while watching the adventures of sharkboy and larvagirl. LOL. Then i came back into my room for some Power Rangers on Youtube. But at around 10 ++, i really couldnt take it anymore and i went into deep slumber.
Woke up at 2.30pm.. Had a bath, ate porridge and came back into my room DETERMINED TO COMPLETE SOME SCHOOLWORK (which i didn't ofc).

In retrospect, I think that young adolescents should sleep early and rest more as they are still young (Obvious?!) and should take care of themselves.
In another point of view, i think that i should really start on my work or i will suffer the consequences of not doing anything at all and rushing assignments later on in my short lifespan.

Undone: Amath work, POA homework, and SS project research proposal.
Morale destroying: NCC Stuff tmr.
Worrying: Exams coming.
Anticipating: Manchester Derby later on.

Ok, so I've made up my mind to start studying or my grades are gonna go down seriously.

Got hooked up onto Power Rangers again..
Ah.. the nostalgia man.

Can't get focused on anything these few days.
The reason? Not sure.
Never mind, tmr i've got meeting and Senior Specs trng. Darn.

Seriously, FML, i've wasted 15 years and did things which i shouldn't. Now, I can't escape from that guilt. Its all my own fault. Sorry.
I continue to live in fear for everyday i live.

If I did something really really bad in the past and you found out, will you forgive me??

Some of us don't pay attention during lessons.
Some don't even care about sec 4 and 'O' Levels.
Some are just wasting their lives away, waiting for each day to pass.
Some give teachers attitude, flaunting their lack of self discipline.
Some even skip lessons.
But what can the rest of us do?
This end of year exams, its do or die for some of us.
Some ppl are in danger of not going up.
Please, buck up.
Since we're together in 3-1, lets go up together, graduate together.
How do we do that? Change your attitude.

Memento Mori.

Uptown girl, you know I can't afford to buy her pearls
But maybe someday when my ship comes in
She'll understand what kind of guy I've been and then I'll win..

I got 3 good frnds.
Han Han, Ah Long, and Ni Ni!

Angus:"很guai lan eh 我的猫。它在外面跟别的猫打架。“
LOL!

So I'm back from SSC with joy! Ahah!
Sharing with u guys some great quotes from the ppl over at HQ..

"As a person I can't change the world... but I can change the world for one person."
-SM NCC

"I'm always lucky. If i can do it, so can you!"
-CLT Wei Hao

"A tongue 3 inches long can kill a man 6 feet tall."
-SM NCC

"With the state of the weather and Sergeant Major's melodious voice I'm sure the Z-monster will come and attack you."
-Camp OIC

"Wa, why your uniform so new? You just steal from Log branch ah?!"
-3SG Riduwan

"Why your boots so white sia? You come back from WW2? Or u steal from museum?"
-3SG Riduwan

Going to camp tmr.
Wish me good luck,

Soccer ytd was, tiring and i dont know why.
Scored a goal ytd and it reminded me of heartbreak 19 March 08

But ytd proved a fruitful trip to Fico as I found out that Sylvia is a great keeper and ZhengTing should not be subbed out of the team at any time. Mehn was outstanding too together with Samuel.

Memento Mori