Spec Course

Finally, im OFFICIALLY a sergeant.
4 days of mental and physical "torture" is over. It was both fun and tiring.
Sleeping at 11pm and waking up at 5am..
Donning the prestigious no.4 everyday.
Doing 5BX in the morning every day at 6am.

Enduring the 4 days.
Which was kinda boring.
1st day - Revision
2nd day - Tests
3rd day - SDC and Army Musuem and IGTS
4th day - Lectures and BOOK OUT.

1st day was the most boring day of all. Revise and revise again and again.
the food was nice!!

2nd day was the 2nd most boring. cos we had tests, tests, and more tests!!
GSK was not bad..
IFC okok,
Trainfire cant make it.
LOL

3rd day, early boring, afternoon SHIOK.
I had moodswing in the morning, at SDC and Army Museum.
then afternoon, after a lunch which consists of stingray, i was energized and had a fun time at IGTS.
Used the Matador, GPMG, and the M203 Grenade Launcher LOL. Shiok sia matador.
Gay shit. Learned alot about the Mortar and the Spike too.
And then learned star navigation and natural route i think.

4th day, BOOK OUT DAY.
Morning had bunk and area cleaning. Stand by bunk was abit ridiculous.
After that was an inspirational talk by a 2WO.
RSM Singapore's 2nd Infantry Unit.
One with a long heritage.
Then was award presentation and then photo taking with SGT ROCKY and then BOOK OUT!!
got a 3SG, didnt work hard enough at Spec Course..

Specialists Course Phase 1 2009

It all comes down to those 4 days.
Its make or break.
Good luck to all. May the best cadet win.

Initiation

Today i was promoted to acting USM.
Then i was thrown into the eco pond. they gang me, fairus and jana. zz.
dunno now still got the fishy smell anot.

I miss grandma

Its the 12th day of her departure.
I still feel sad, i long for her to come back..
I havnt recovered from the blow after all..

Counting down

Im counting down.
8 Days to competition @ Bukit Batok
10 Days to Spec Course @ Amoy Quee. To be deployed to other camps.
23 Days to my birthday.

Oh crap, im bored. and very very very tired.
I have nth to do..
Trying to get ppl to play soccer tmr.. but then should be unsuccessful.. again.

Dots

I guess i dont really have anything to blog about.

Just wna say thanks to Alison.
And one more person whom i forgot.

THANK YOU ALL

It seems like i've gotten over it.

So i wna say a big thank you to..
Dad, Mom, Hao Zhe, Feng Ru, Rong Ming,
XinTian, Xinling, Ah wee kor, Ah Qiang kor,
Ah Guang kor, Ling jie, Susan Jies, Angela Jie,
Ah Ping jie, and all my other unamed cousins.
My uncles & aunties.

Also wna thank, Janet, Ai de, Siew Hwee, YongKai, Jeron, Bro!,
Samuel, ZhengTing, Mr Chin, Yaoye, Kenneth, Matthew, Mathew, Sheih Li, FangRu, Ying Jie
Mehn, XinPei, Ultraman, Wei En, Best Frnd!.
Ru Sheng, Kenny, Angus..

I also wna thank my grandma, who was the best ever.
She's in heaven now, no more suffering.
She taught me how to cherish ppl more than i did in the past.
I love her.

I think that should be all..
Once again, thanks EVERYONE who comforted me and cared for me
during the lowest point of my life.

To Grandma with love

I'll never know how to adapt, she's not here anymore.
Everytime i go to my uncle's house, i'll always remember my grandma.
Not only because she is my grandma, but also because of what she did.
She loved us all. She passed on, leaving many of us behind.
Now, i won't have a chance to see her anymore, i won't have a chance to go visit her on weekends and see if she's okay, i won't have a chance to see her eat the food that my parents buy for her anymore.
She's gone.
Today, i went to her coffin and i told her, " Ah ma, wo ai ni, an xin de shang lu ba" (means,"Grandma, i love you, go on in peace")

Did she hear me?
I hope she did, cos i really meant it.

I would really miss her laughter, her beautiful face, her beautiful white hair.
I still remember when i last visited her, 2 weeks ago, she was ok.
I also remember the last words i said to her. She lay on her bed and i held her hand, i told her "Bye bye"
Now then i realise, how tough is it. And i also learnt to cherish ppl.

Nobody wanted this to happen, but this is part and parcel of life, people come and go.
I wanna thank all those ppl who comforted me, especially Janet, Sylvia, Siew Hwee and my cousins.
My biggest regret, is that i cried as i accompanied her on her last leg of her journey to heaven.

Ah ma, I love u and i'll always do.