Failure

I've failed. Failed everyone. Im a failure.
But i promise one day, i'll change. Let today be the day when it starts.
I'm gonna withdraw myself out of everything and then work harder to prove myself again. May it be in studies or NCC.
By the end of the exams, i hope to see myself a changed person, is it possible? sigh..
This has taught me a valuable lesson, I will do better next time, i swear.
I wna say that im sorry to my fellow cadet Fairus and my CO Mr Chin.
We had a chance to go Perak, but I myself wasted the chance.
I will work harder, i swear.
Anyway, it has been a long day for me. Its NCC and studies 1st. Dont ask me which is the priority..
I've withdrawn myself out of the shooting comp. Until I'm ready to do things again, as efficient and hardworking as before. Once again, I hope I won't let u all down.

Sorry.