i am supposed to be studying.
i need to study.
i have to study.

sigh.
oh blessed friday, when will you arrive?

these echoes

The family's off to Japan. Leaving me all alone to the house. this empty house.
urgh!@^#$(*%*&
Boring...

birthdays.

It's the last day of being 21. This speed at which time is flying, it cannot be explained.
Birthdays used to be such happy events.
Birthdays are YOUR days.
when it is your turn to be queen.
where your whim and fancy is met.
when you are showered with blessings and love.
when time seems to come to a stand still as you bask in the showers of joy and eagerness with loved ones.
when the day you've been looking forward to the whole year long finally comes.





This is not the case this year.

Birthdays succumb to the reality.
Birthdays are but another day,
Birthdays simply mean you've spent x number of years in this world.
Birthdays. Birthdays. Birthdays.

whats the big deal?