Letting go.

I think i finally understand.
and i think i feel strong enough to let go now.

merry christmas~

I received my first christmas sock from my family this year.
(we dont usually celebrate christmas.)
My christmas sock was left beside my pillow last night while I was asleep.
They insist it was santa claus.
(If it really were, then Santa's really late. Where has he been for the last twenty years?)
Anyway, anyhow, I GOT MY FIRST CHRISTMAS SOCK!!!
woo hoo!!

In my christmas sock.
1. an ORANGE. (I wonder with my rolling and turning while I'm asleep, what would have happened if I squashed the orange?)
2. 3 ferrero rochers.
3. 3 sticks of chocolates
4. 1 kit kat
5. a winnie the pooh mug.

*grin* lovely lovely christmas!

what type of mystical creature are you?

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off, off we go.

Off to penang and langkawi with my family.
A holiday. long awaited.
Cant wait to get away.
woo hoo!!
Wont be back till christmas eve.
Till then, dont miss me!!
*grin*

why why why!?!?!?!?

Why cant anyone understand that they're nonchalance creates alot of trouble for others.
What an idiot!
Because of YOU! I cant sleep tonite.
Because of YOU! my members have to go through so much shit.
ASSHOLE!

Take me to Neverland.

I've been sitting here for the past half hour, writing a post, deleting a post, then writing again and then deleting again.
That's how confused I am.
I'm trying my best. I really am. But it gets a little too tiring at times.
and all I wanna do is run away. to a faraway place. where no body grows up. fly towards the second star on my right all the way till morning.

goodbye.

a simple prayer

dear god,
grant me the serenity and peace to carry on.
love,
me

pre paper frustrations.

I am bored.
Sick and tired of this room.
Frustrated with the rate I am going with my books.
Looks like its gonna be a sleepless night.
Paper at 1 tomorrow and I haven't even completed one page of my help sheet.
fwaaaaahhhhh!!!!
who the hell invented exams.

Counting down.

8 more days! Hang in there! 8 days 8 days to freedom.
Feels like the longest 8 days.
I'mm tired.
Someone invent a perk machine.
Coffee doesnt work anymore.

songs songs and more songs.

In the mood for chinese songs today.



I can never grow sick of this song.

Heard this song while studying at macs yesterday.

Now, its stuck in my head.

pretentious.appearances.love.hate.

appearances appearances appearances.
Imagine the kind of performances we put up for it.
Think about the anguish and hatred that goes on deep within us.
Ponder over the underlying reasons for it.
I wonder how something once so innocent, once so true, once my guiding light and form of support could have turned into this.
This ugly, pretentious, biased thing that goes on between the both of us.
I didnt understand why then. I still dont understand why now. And perhaps I will never understand in the future.
But perhaps just sit down and think.
Who the hell am I to you.
Why you treat me the way you do.
Because I am trying. I am truly trying.
and YOU are not responding.
not at all.

Many things you have done and are still doing for me and I have not been unappreciative at all.
So stop ASSUMING and CRYING.
because, as the saying goes - once bitten twice shy.

Have you heard of the butterfly effect?
The one which hypothesizes that the mere flap of a butterfly's wings can cause great changes in nature.
What you are doing now is killing us. killing them. killing all of us.
killing killing killing.

I wish you would stop.
But you never ever ever listen.
wait a minute. you DO listen.
But ONLY what you WANT to hear.
and ONLY from the people who are NOT us.

at the end of the day, if this is what you want, I'll give it to you.
this pretentious relationship based only on appearances.
That's what you'll get.

So much for your role.

mugging hard.

exams exams exams! urgh!
They're the worst part of school.

i'm here to blog..

RUBBISH.

ok, done. lolz.

-- lingz =P

Bring me back to reality.

Poland Poland Poland. I want to go to Poland.
There was a presentation on Poland in class today and the pictures, they took my breath away.
I wanna go on a road trip in Europe. 

and how very quickly the drive to study dies off. bleah.

Picture Perfect.

Tired's the word. Upset says it all. Hectic Hectic Hectic.
This picture makes me smile.
I need a hug. :(

Had this huge need to watch a movie.
and guess who came to the rescue!

Decided to catch my first legal R21 show and randomly picked one, not knowing what it was all about. haha.

It was a rather good show I must say, albeit the fact that half the time I was confused, trying pretty hard to decipher the ongoings.

Exams are in 2 weeks. I havent started studying. sigh.

Rain rain go away

It's been raining the whole day.
I'm stuck at home.
Boo Hoo!

Big hugs.

I know its kinda late but here are pictures of my party! They're not all but I'll send them to you guys asap ok?

Big thanks to all who made it happen.
Shout outs to

Celia and Wanting: Thank you babes for staying the night and doing up the place, for taking such good care of me for the last 14 years of my life and I thank god everyday for friends like the two of you. Love you both!

Meiting: I simply love the dress you bought me! Thanks for taking me shopping and helping me choose my outfit for the day. *grin* I know we haven't been meeting up as regularly as we would like, lets hang out more k?

Joshi: My darling pig, who took me out for a wonderful lunch and introduced to me again the amazing world of neo print machines. I miss the days when we sat next to each other and just laughed at every single thing. I enjoyed my day out with you and to be honest, I'm kinda glad you didnt decide to move to australia.

Haoling: For specially making that long distance call to wish me happy birthday even though reception was really bad. haha. I miss you babe! I cant wait for December to come.

NUS darlings: I know work loads been hell and many of you had tests the upcoming week but you guys still made the time to come down to celebrate with me. Thanks dearies.

Aloha!

Im done with the chopped off sentences, the trouble you go through with posting pictures and the pop up user thingy.
So I'm here now, fresh start, with blogspot.
I still dunno how to put in my picture there though.
Still figuring out how to change my templates and sort.
Bear with me :)

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