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认不清，看不清。。。
Monday, April 12, 2010
New Beginning ♥ 2:21 PM
New Blog:
http://dancingnotes2.livejournal.com/
=)
The idea of having a new blog has been hovering around my mind for quite some time.. Dancing-notez@blogspot has been with me for 3 years (how time flies), through the many ups and downs in these years... It's time for a new change, a new beginning. =)
I won't delete this blog though. 我是个怀旧的人！Haha!
Perhaps sometime in the future, I may revisit my past entries here (there are quite a few for my own views only =P), and probably even write an entry about these memories. Who knows =)
- -Huey-
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
♥ 1:07 AM
Still in the midst of busy mode.. But I'm coming here to get a breather. =) At least this little space of mine here is where I can say whatever I like. haha
There's just been too much going on recently. Family. School. Events. Meetings... People will be shocked if they look at my organiser. Though I keep on complaining about assignments, I think Wheelock College has been a good source for keeping me busy. Besides studying there as a student, I am in the 'Events' Committee' for the school as well. That means more meetings and events. haha. On top of these, some of us in our cohort (including me) has formed yet another committee for our community service requirement. We're planning to do community service work in Myanmar, which means more planning and meetings. I've backed out from the Drama group since the start of this term. Cos I think the Myanmar work will be more than enough to add up to the hours required for CS, and I really think that doing just drama work's gonna take a long time to fill up the hours. *AndI'vegottentiredofactingthesamerole =X*
Other equally (if not, more) important things at hand is the PORTFOLIO PROJECT. Tedious work. My file is so heavy now too. And my interview for this assignment is on the 6th April! Wish me good luck!
We've another new module for this term: IT in ECH settings. And I.do.not.like.it. >.< Whole load of random assignments and major assignments that are taxing. I don't even understand what I am doing for them half the time.
To speak frankly, this 8-week extension lessons are much less hectic than the first 6-intensive weeks. The Wheelock faculty were actually not joking when they said 'intensive'. -.- NP Blk 52, level 5 was practically our 2nd home during these periods.
But this time, these 8 weeks of extension lessons seem to be filled up with many other random meetings, activities, events, blah blah.. I don't know why I'm so... vulnerable nowadays. Schoolwork is stressing me, and if there still pple silently reading my blogs for updates (lol), you'll probably know that I am facing alot of stress at home too. And it is worsening. I don't know how to concentrate on my work when I'm at home. Time is not exactly long enough for us to work on our assignments at a comfortable pace, but I often feel like screaming or crying when I'm at home. My parents have not been coming up here for dinner as often in recent weeks too (work). There're many things which I cannot talk abt to my friends - even good friends. In the past, I wished there would be someone/pple who would understand my issues and all. But I think the 'me' now have just gradually evolved into a person with an abundance of solitudinous - is it a good thing or bad thing, I do not know.
We will be doing our online forms for the Boston study trip in the next few days. Some time during mid-april, I'll need to go down to the US Embassy for some interview regarding my visa application. I almost freaked out when I thought I had lost my photocopied forms for this trip a few weeks ago. Some people may feel that the forms are not a big deal, but to me, they are. *I need to learn to be more careful with my important documents the next time. Ahh
Assignments, events, outings, committees, meetings, important documents, interviews, family issues, Boston... and perhaps still some yet-unresolved personal, emotional issues. I am just thankful that I am still coping. My mum only just realized yesterday that my face is getting smaller and smaller. I don't think I have gained back the 4 kg that I lost last December from teaching at a childcare that cheated a few hundred dollars out of my pay in the end (long story *Iamstillangry).
I only have a selfish wish for now: I want to leave for Boston soon. Even if it's only a temporary escape.
只要笑一笑，没什么事情过不了。=)
- -Huey-
