A new beginning

26.11.2011, saturday

bf's pop which he didn't participate and i didn't attend
waited for him to be done with stuff and finally can book out at 1ish.
he bought bbt for me from yew tee point, new bbt to try
taro milk tea with pudding which was quite powdery.
so far, no bbt i've tried can beat koi's milk tea ^^

bought mac from nex(1 for 1 nuggets) to b's house.
it was one of the saddest day to be honest, don't really want to talk about it.
all's good now! :D
i guess once in a while we need to have a good fight and everything will be alright. :)



bf has weird cravings for noodles at 10ish at night.
went to nex for some noodles before i went home :)

27.11.2011, sunday

trained to dhoby ghaut for lunch at this chinese place, no idea what's it called.
bf just had the craving for sour and spicy noodles ._. although i didn't really want to eat chinese food, but i gave in and ate with him. LOL




my pork rib rice which tasted just like home cooked food. #hatechinesefood


and his sour spicy glass noodle which he wanted.


and some pan fried dumplings which was not bad.


went to catch 'breaking dawn' after that. and i got to eat my sweet popcorn! :D
the movie was so weird, all the kissing/wedding/honeymoon/and bella getting pregnant.
maybe part 2 will be nicer? haha. the show was just weird. like there's no story line.

it was raining after the movie, so we trained to somerset even though it was just one station away. went to collect his altered jeans levis, and my altered pants from mango. and finally bought my blazer for a whopping $99. they didn't have the $139 one i saw at nex's isetan which i like very much. black with hot pink trimmings on the inside. settled for a cheaper one instead cause i was desperate. but i still like it though :) walk around for a bit before strolling down to orchard towers for thai food.

at this place, which felt so much like thailand cause we couldn't understand their menu at all.


bf's fried rice which was good.


prawn tomyum soup which wasnt spicy, i like.


and my pad thai which was tasteless -.-


by the time we got out, it was dark and the christmas lights were on. super pretty!!


walk all the way back to OC. the lights were all so blue-y and all the same down the street though.
nothing fantastic this year. last year they still had the large christmas tree outside ion.
along the way we watched some crystal ball performance and i was so fascinated by it lol.

mango tart @ fruit paradise. so so good, i like!! i wish i could bake such awesome yummy tarts seriously. look + taste good (Y) had tea to accompany with the tart too.



to the roof top thereafter. pretty lights i want to hang them in my room too ^^


too dark for photos, so i had to use flash and this is his reaction.






stupid boy doesn't want to take photo with me :(

okay that's all for my weekend!! :)

btw, today i just tendered my work at ttsh!! like finally!!!!!!
will be out of there in two weeks time :D
so damn happy i got the job so soon. like 3 hours after the interview yesterday, they send me a confirmation email already. MOST EFFICIENT AWESOME COMPANY EVER.

can't wait to start work there although it's quite an ulu place! ^.^

hope i have a good week ahead. it's only tuesday but i'm kinda tired.
my feet is aching so much today, i blame the shoe i wore :(

xoxo

You're my shooting star

one weekend ago. 19.11.2011, saturday

the day we attempt to get jeans from levis #shopping fail.
they had the $50 trade in a pair of jeans offer so we wanted to buy a pair.
couldn't find any black jeans i like and i refuse to buy other colours.

bf didn't find any he like too.

lunch at our new favourite haunt - genki sushi @ the OC.





nomnom :)



caught 'immortals' at the cathay before going for dinner at 15 minutes.


bf's current favourite new watch.
he seriously cannot get enough of watches.
b, will there be a day you stop looking at watches? hahaha.






oriental duck pizza which wasn't as nice as i thought.
the combination of ingredients tasted quite weird.


my ham and mushroom pink sauce pasta
large portion and i couldn't finish it without feeling like puking.


b's prawn aglio olio i think?


coleslaw was our last dish when its suppose to be the appetizer.


ended the night with rocher tauhway, went to ps and bought many masks.
now that i'm typing this, i should go do mask now. been very lazy to do so. :S

xoxo

i want all of you forever. you and me. every day

i'll leave last weekend to another post. :)


to my special boy:

whom i love so dearly
you will probably be the only boy i can ever love
you are special in my eyes
if i lose you, i don't ever think i will be able to live a day without thinking of you
we've experienced too much, gone through too much
to understand each other
but at times we still fail, we fail to understand
we take each other for granted
we've been too comfortable with each other
and thus fail to appreciate, and end up doing things our way

'that’s what we do.
we fight.
so it’s not going to be easy, it’s going to be really hard.
and we’re going to have to work at this every day but I want to do that because I want you.
i want all of you forever. you and me. every day.'

it is not easy, and has never been.
i don't know what the future holds
but i'm crossing fingers we can pull through
it's hard, how tears isn't tears anymore
tears are like excess water flowing out from my body
it's crazy. one moment we're fine, the next we are not.
but at least i feel normal like that
cause all couples fight :)

it's about how we get through each argument.
we fight for what we want
which is each other.
xoxo

random pics

one week ago at pasta de waraku

funny thing, a second after this pic i was actually crying.
and in this pic b is smiling so nicely which is so rare lol.





random lunch at work from left over dinner the previous night.


bb kitty snoozing in the nest on a rainy day :)






baked cupcakes on last saturday night when b couldn't book out.


chocolate cupcake w cadbury peppermint choc inside + peppermint buttercream frosting
:D so yummy! peppermint choc is one of my fav flavour combo ^^


i wish i can find more time to bake. so glad my baking skills is still there even though i haven't baked for a month :) cupcake is still my favourite thing to bake. i don't like baking cakes cause its so big and nobody will eat -.- cupcakes are small enough for me to finish :)


mac breakie yesterday morning :) i love hashbrowns.
i love my mcmuffin and hashbrown with maple syrup.
and fries/mc chicken/mc nuggets or any other burger with curry sauce.
so i'm actually upset that there isnt curry sauce temporarily. i won't eat mac until there's curry sauce. i eat it with almost everything so how can dont have!!! haha.

i will be so sad if they discontinue curry sauce for life. maybe i won't eat mac anymore. lol.

okay, shall go rest now. but if i sleep now i wouldnt be able to sleep tonight.
i only got out of bed at noon, which means i have been sleeping for 14 hours?! wth.

missing the loverboy bb kitty. can't wait for this weekend.
i want to eat my genki sushi again! :D
xx

short weekend, worse pain ever

i'm on 'mc'(just that i didnt go to the docs) today cause my stomach has been hurting badly since last night and i don't know the cause of it. i went to bed at 10pm and woke up still hurting so much i could barely crawl out of bed. :( worse stomach pain ever in my life you know!! omg.
i wanted to work five days this week but end up with another unfortunate event. lol. i'm just not meant to work five days a week hahaha. not fated~

just browsed through my albums to see if i have pictures to post and realise i have none. we've not been taking pictures due to lack of time. last weekend was really short. bf only got to book out on sunday morning. met him, went to his house had breakfast before going for our movie at nex, 11.30am. caught 'you're the apple of my eye'. some taiwanese show which was really nice, b loved it too ^^ never laughed so much in a movie before, really. the jokes are hilarious although it's kinda like a m18 show not nc16 lol. bought lunch and went back to b's house to rest. was raining the entire day. had dinner before sending him back to camp :( short time together but it actually felt quite long somehow. nevertheless, no matter how short the time we have, it's still good :)

yesterday i get to meet b in the morning for mac breakfast before he go for his appt at cgh. had macs at yewtee before training down to paya lebar with him then i train back to novena for work. :) cross fingers he gets to downgrade hehe. love you b :D

OnT,Genki Sushi. I miss you.

realised we have not taken a picture together in quite a while.

04.11.2011, friday
met bf after he booked out at 8+
went to amk for thai food which sucked.

located under the hdb like nakhon, by the time we reached there it was 10+, they close at 11.



thai milk tea


my lock-screen wall paper now :)




pad thai which was so so spicy cause bf mixed the chili flakes in :(


tom yum seafood


conclusion: will not go back there again. nakhon is still so much nicer!
^^

after our late supper, we went home. lol ikr.

05.11.11, saturday
spent the day watching vampire diaries at b's house. had dinner at his place before coming over to my house to stay :) caught a bit of vampire diaries at my house too, then slept :)

06.11.11, sunday
woke up for church next morning.
went down to town with b and andrea.
finally get to thread my brows, so much neater now!!
:D

lunch @ genki sushi, orchard central
this place is added to my list of favourite japanese sushi restaurants.
little variety but the sushi is damn good i like! :D
i want to eat there again soon ^^

have to use ipad to order food. one time only can order four.
following pics are the food we ate.










the food will arrive at your table in this 'train'.

















my udon and ebi kakiage super yummy.


andrea's bowl of rice idk what is this.


okay, i'm so hungry now after looking at the food.
the salmon skin handroll is super yummy. and the smoked salmon sushi with roe on top, i forgot what its called. ALL SO NICE ONE!! D:
there isn't a dish that isn't nice, imo.
apparently they have a long queue most of the time, but the day we went got nobody one.
hehe :D

went to h&m and walk around for abit looking for a place for dessert but failed.
andrea went home after that.


bf and i went to get bbt at artease in the end. first time trying and it's quite good minus the fact that it's so expensive seriously. i'd rather get koi. their milk tea comparable to koi though.


green milk tea w small pearls and passion fruit rose tea with aloe vera which cost 5 bucks.
it's a large cup though. add $1.20 just for aloe vera, insane~ haha

bad things happened after this and i don't want to mention nor remember. anyways, we went home after drinking. end of story :)

07.11.11, monday

bf don't need to book in on sunday cause it was a public holiday plus off in lieu for those who went live firing on sunday. he booked in on tuesday night instead. super long weekend!! I took leave on tuesday too so we could spend time together. monday was spent as his place watching vampire diaries again and slacking around.

08.11.11, tuesday

went to ct for curry chicken noodle then bused to funan to look for his game.
end up spending $135 for the 2 games he wanted.
walk around raffles city before training to novena for his nsc appointment at 3.30.
went for lunch at pasta de waraku. one of my favourite pasta restaurants but the food we had that day wasn't up to expectations :S went for his appt after that, and b managed to get 3 months excuse off uniform. no uniform = do nothing. how awesome is that. but nooo, cause he has to go for live firing tomorrow even though he is excused from uniform -.-
so yeah, i'm home on a friday night. if he can book out tonight, i wouldn't be at home now. -_-
so tomorrow i will be staying at home rotting cause he gets to book out on sunday morning and book in on sunday night. FOL :(
SIGH. life's so unfair, everything sucks. ugh!!

i don't know how to feel now. i miss you so so much, although you may not think that i do cause you think that i don't appreciate you but in fact i do. i really don't want to get upset over this. but now, i feel so lonely and depressed and all kinds of thoughts get into my head. i hate this. i hate being alone and not being able to see you on weekends. it's the only free time i have, and the only free time you have too. but now we have less than 24 hours together. i hate this so much, but i don't have a choice. :( sigh should stop complaining. i'm sorry for disappointing you all the time.

goodnight
xx