Wednesday, May 25, 2011

THINGS A GIRL WISHES HER BOYFRIEND KNEW:
  • I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.
  • I want you to give me your hoodie when I`m cold.
  • I want you to hold me and keep me warm.
  • I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies together.
  • I want you to kiss me in the rain.
  • I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers.
  • I want you to play with my hair.
  • I want you to take amazing photos with me.
  • I want you to come to my house and meet my family.
  • I want you to lay on my bed with me and just hold me.
  • I want you to watch the sunset with me.
  • I want you to give me piggy back rides daily.
  • I want you to kiss my nose.
  • I want you to wipe my tears away.
  • I want you to tell me that you miss me already even if we were together five minutes ago.
  • I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.
  • I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters.
  • I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me.
  • I want you to smile every single time you see me.
  • I want you to know how much I love you.
  • I just want you.
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Thursday, May 19, 2011

I'm back :D
New post: Getaway @ Pulau Ubin

Bought this deal @ $60 for 2 person which includes a night's stay at celestial resort, breakfast, and either snorkeling or fish spa. (we took fish spa in the end because the boy doesn't like anything to do with swimming. lol)
Checked in on the 15th of May(sunday) at around 3+ in the afternoon. Rested for awhile before going for fish spa(max 3hours straight).



bf's reaction at the fish spa.
it was damn ticklish at first. all the fishes swarm to your feet and suckle, damn gross and very itchy!! my dear boy damn cute, didn't want to put his feet in cause damn ticklish. haha!
i got used to it after awhile although it still felt quite itchy if put inside for long. We stayed there for 45 minutes and came out. we were the only 2 there btw. :)


Went for dinner at the restaurant there ^^

Seafood fried rice, veg with salted fish, salted egg yolk prawn(which doesnt taste like salted egg) and smoked duck w orange sauce and fries. food from various cuisine nomnom. :D the food was not bad, and still quite reasonable in terms of price. :)

1101 our corner room. it's really dark at night outside. creepy :S plus there's alot of lizards making the stupid noise inside our room, damn loud so surely it's inside our room :S gross!
Misty effect picture from a cold room to outside temperature.



@ the jetty before going for breakfast the next morning(16May)
Self timer shots ftw. ^^


Yeap, our breakfast. which was alright. you don't get to choose, since it's included in the package.


And one last shot before we take the boat back. this pic is supposed to be at the beginning but we were too lazy then, so we only take when going back. haha.


Btw, it's only 1/4 of the pictures we took. If i'm gonna upload the rest it will take forever. and i'm lazy to do so. hehe. had an awesome mini short getaway with the boy and we wished it lasted longer though :( wish everyday can be a holiday like that. how awesome can that be! D: not forgetting we snacked so much at night after dinner. fat pig are us. :\

For now, it's back to reality. back to work. so freaking tired.
waiting for the boy to come home from his movie, bathe and talk to me before we hit the sack. can't wait to see him tomorrow :)
hehehe.
love you max.

xoxo
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Sunday, May 08, 2011

Another week has passed. seems like i'm coming here only at the end of each week. not that bad already. :) life's aren't that great currently. life on repeat, and when the repetition of things isn't good ones, yeah that sucks. :\ *stone* suddenly thinking about what will happen next time. i don't know. trying to pull through all these obstacles, at the same time feeling oh so painful :( hate times when i wake up and ask myself why i'm awake, secretly hoping i do not have to wake up anymore. hate the feeling when i want physically pain more than the mental one. it's that torturing. sometimes i just want to -die- . it's tiring to live each day in tears sometimes, tiring to please the people around you. just simply tired of everything. *depress*
i'm sorry i wasn't the person you wish i was. i haven't been a good daughter/sibling/girlfriend/friend. i don't know if i'll ever be good enough. but at the moment, i'm definitely not good enough for you. i fail as your girlfriend, i'm just another loser. (i don't think i have rights to call others one) i don't know how life will go on from now. i hope things turn for the better. sometimes i wish i could fast forward my life to see how i'll be like. of course hoping i'll be better, the process of changing is too torturing but life has to go on. i'll try, but no promises. if things turn for the worse, then maybe things aren't meant to be. xcrossfingersx no doubt we've tried countless times, yet still not giving up. cheers to a better tomorrow. *hugs*
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