Kitty goes to the vet

Male to female.

haha

On the way to the vet to remove his balls, poor kitty :(


He was super angsty and fierce at the vet. Kept growling and hissing when they want to check on him. Refuse to come out of the cage. lol. so fierce! :x

The following pic is not for the faint hearted :\
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Yup, his balls given to us as souvenirs. hahaha kinda gross though.
Hope he will be a good kitty from now on.
:)


I'm now a sick kid, still recovering from the fever on friday :(
Never felt so sick for a long time, nearly died in school :( Thankful for b who was with me and thank you for cabbing home with me too. I couldn't walk because my leg hurt so bad i have no idea why :( Feeling much better now~ although now my throat has lots of phlegm :x
I need to get well before cny!! sucks to be sick.

-big hug-

xx

My stupid naughty cutie pie is going to get his balls chop off on sunday!!
It's just a few days away but it feels so damn long because he is being damn annoying by marking his smelly whatever pee everywhere in the house :(
If i don't sterilize him he is going to continue that because he is a horny bastard trying to find a gf in my house but obviously failed. Grr.

I can't wait anymore!!
but so sad that's the earliest because there are no more other slots :(
Everybody has been complaining and he's on the verge on being thrown out of the house. Everybody has been scolding him but it wont work because its just natural!! Urgh.
It's animal instinct.

kthxbye

xx

where's the hope of tomorrow?

Like a baby chick
vulnerable.
you don't know what the future holds
not even wanting to think about it
yet, just want to curl up
hoping tomorrow never comes


xx

Life-changing (hair) moment.

Hi.

My baby kitty is soo cute, love him.
Random morning snuggling in the blanket when my sis was sleeping.
& he close his eye(like on purpose) when i took this.
super act cute! lol


This was yesterday when we were playing xbox, he was entertained by the moving icons on the screen and looks like he wants to catch them. why so cute! :D


Today was my life-changing moment.
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not me.


my hair.

and now i (secretly) miss my long hair.
but i'm trying to comfort myself, by saying i should not regret because i wanted this change.
i like changes, only to my hair. i realise i cannot stick with the same boring style for long.
one moment i want my hair long, and one year later when it's long enough i decide to chop it all off yet again. You may say it's a waste(yeah i know), but i like a change once in awhile ^^
Anyway, not like hair won't grow anymore. Hopefully my -quite- short fringe will grow in 2 weeks, if not i will look like some small kid for cny. I can't believe i'm turning 20 but i still look like a kid with my hair D: lol







byebye long hair, see you in one year's time. When i'm twentyone, hopefully i'll be having longer hair.

I don't wish to blog about today. All I know, my ulcer at the tip of my tongue hurts like a bitch and it was bleeding just now :( I don't think i'll be able to eat anymore at the moment i wish for a tube to feed me directly into my stomach D:
& tonight, i just want to curl up and die so maybe i take back my previous sentence(i don't want food).

I'm so depressing tonight, i know.
I'm sorry.

x. 3 more days + 1 UT to conquer
x. after graduation will be x2 stressful cause i have to think what to do
x. i hate cny
x. i don't really like my hair now, but i'll learn to get used to it.
x. i'm a bad kitty today, but i'll be better(although this is like the countless time i'm saying)
x. today was just pms-y + bitchy, not on purpose


Truly sorry.


xx

The kind of guy any girl would wish for.

I don't know if i've posted this before, but i don't care! still going to post again :)

Every girl needs a man.
You know, the kind that’ll treat you right.
The kind that has enough respect for you &
is willing to change, just to be with you.
The kind that searches for you with all his heart &
that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls.

Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her
because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already.
He won’t mind calling you early in the morning
just to say good morning or late at night to say good night
; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story
or talk to you until you fall asleep.

This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you,
even if it’s to just
go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy.
He would defend & fight for you &
wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most.

The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering;
the one that calls you surprisingly,
even if he’s out with his friend,
to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot.

The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends
every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”.

The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him,
even if they’re little.

The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him,
waits for you when you’re falling behind,
& opens doors for you.

Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile &
buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday.

The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut
or done beautifully for him.

He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you,
just in case you forget.

The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs,
but to actually be loved & to love.
You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot,
who kisses your forehead when you’re down,
tells you to be strong & to not cry,
& when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard.

The kind that will go through thick & thin with & for you.
The kind that just loves you for who you are
& not for who you aren’t and
loves you because
you’re his favorite girl in the whole wide world.



(WHY SO FUCKING SWEET ONE)

kthxbai.

December 2010 in films~



















December treated me well, and the first week of January 11 has been good :)
Christmas week was good, strolling down orchard enjoying the christmas lightings.
I can't remember all the actual dates to these pictures though. Sogurt onwards was the first day of 2011 at NEX. ^^ Thankful for everything, all that i have. I cannot ask for more, but only try to be better this time. If in any way i am hurt, i can only blame myself. I never felt like this for so long, i just hope i'll be good this year. I would do anything for us (L) i love you b.

Shall sum up every month in 36 shots because developing film is so expensive :(
Bought b&w film recently and can't wait to test it out! & for sure i'm not gonna develop them at that stupid lousy shop in cwp! I hope the other one reopens soon :(
A month of school left, can't wait till it's all over. Have not decide what i'm gonna do next, will let nature takes its course~ :) i'm glad i listened to b to not work these few months while i'm very free. I don't think i'll ever regret because time spent with you is -priceless- something money cannot buy. I may have a lot of $$ working, but nothing compared to the time spent with you all these while. I treasure each and everyday i get to be by your side. Others may think i'm crazy because they see me waiting for you to finish class every week, but i'm happy, as long as i'm in your presence (: I just hope things get better, and things work out this 2011. Treasuring whatever i have at this very moment.

This week has been good, twas fun ^^ Funan thrice this week because b wanted to get his xbox + all the games. I get to play when he brings it over. #gamergeek. :D Walked from funan to desker rd for dimsum, super full!! Hope this week will treat me good. Till then (:

xx

Happy Anniversary baby! (L)

I can't believe we've been together for 1 year.
All i can say, we've made it :)
We've made it through the very tough 2010.
I'm sure we'll be able to face the more tougher times this year(if there is) but i hope not.
I won't post a whole long list of everything that happened.
You and I know, it's our secret.

I don't want to say or think of the future, I want to appreciate the present and everything that's happening now. I don't want jinx the future of us. Let's enjoy and appreciate each other for as long as we are together. I love you, for everything and anything that happened.

Because..

Everything happens for a reason

xoxo