Hi, i'm determined to blog something now cause i'm so free and i don't want to leave this space with the same post each time i log in. I tweet so much that this space becomes redundant cause i don't know what to blog anymore. Glad that another week has passed, one more week of school, one more week of tests and i'm all done with Year 2! ~ how awesome is that. okay, not really that awesome because we won't be in the same class -cross fingers- hopefully, we will be :(
i don't know if it's a better thing that we are in the same class, maybe different classes wil be better too? i don't know :( anywayz, still the same fyp team so not too bad either ^^

The week started out bad, but it turned for the better towards the end. (:
Though there may be things that come inbetween, i love you still.
I just need to stop think negatively, so i will stop being sad. hate those tears! :(
Lots of car rides this week :D Love to sit the car when bf drives, but sadly not his car! hahaha.
Went for a drive around woodlands/admiralty today during break. After school fetch classmates to cwp. Thank God for the car because it rained damn heavily after that! been so long since it rained. :)

DG tomorrow, after a month it's my first dg hahaha! :D i haven't open the reading material to read yet, and they are at chapter three already. awesome! i better read later, hopefully.
Test starts next saturday, i'm so dead! i have not studied any shit yet :(((( i'm scared.
SIGHHHHHHHHHH :( school faster end please, i want my holidays!! I want chinese new year because i want money. I want to go bkk soon! :D

Shall check on the pie.
Toodles
xxxxxxx

Finally a proper picture post. I need to revive this page.

i realise i got a whole lot of pictures in my memory card, mostly baking anyway. ^^

Anywayz, i finally cleared space for my accessories.
i always wonder why i buy accessories but i seldom use them. :\
i think i should buy more watches cause i love watches more than anything else.
it's like my favourite accessory of all, like the bf. hahaha!


I should paint my nails soon, haven't paint them since school started this year, which is 3 weeks? surprising huh.


and what a blur picture of bf driving that day to cwp. (:


this post is so random, but whatever.
bodyworld today was so good so awesome and i loved it! :D
everybody should just go see the whole exhibit, so interesting and alot to learn although i learn most of them in a&p :D i need to see real stuff like this to make myself more convinced that it really looks like that in my body. hehe ^^


photography is not allowed but i just can't resist to take a few.

and this is your lung!




and my favvvv animal the giraffe!


that's about it. these are chicks from the science centre.

science centre is getting quite boring, like seriously nothing interesting to see anymore.
or maybe i've grown older and it isnt interesting already haha!
left the place at 1ish, trained to cityhall for lunch and some shopping.
i bought nothing cause i'm broke.

but i think i can't help it anymore, i need to shop badly.
i can't resist any longer hahaha! so.. we shall go shop again tomorrow.
that's greattttttt.. but i'm so dead cause i haven't started studying for ut3, fml!

&&&& i badly want to watch hachiko the dog movie after C told me about it.
it's gonna be another majorly sad dog show. i like.

okayz, shall talk to bf now and sleep soon maybe.
goodnight (:

I should update this space, other than those random short post which i've deleted (:

Another week has passed, somehow this week has been bad.
Somehow, it just isn't as good. things happen one after another.

Monday was just another mundane day.
Tuesday the boy fell sick and we left class after 2 hours.
the boy vomited blood on the way to the doc's.
Wednesday we skipped school and i went over to take care of him, half the time he slept and i stoned.
Thursday was back to school and we discussed the fyp projects to choose. Finally all chosen and submitted. -relieved.
Friday(today) school and then hang around cwp after school. today isn't good either cause of problems between us but we talk out fine. somehow, i wish things turn out better too.
oh and during second break, we borrowed a classmate's car and bf drove four of us to cwp to get macs and back to school. fun ttm! :D

It's always a give and take.
i may not be the best, but i'll try to be the best.

many things we hate,dislike,etc. i guess we have to learn to accept one another for who we are.

Saturday the boy would be coming over for my filled-with-love breakfast before we head down to bodyworld. & i don't know where to head to after that. I need my hair cut, but i guess not tomorrow. :\

I can't stand my long fringe, i miss my bangs somehow.
i hope i don't regret :]

why can't i have nicer hair?!
ugh.

shall go make the blackberry sauce now to save time.
hitting the sack early tonight, goodnightz (:

S'mores.







+. the nagging pain at the back of my left ear is killing me.
+. i'm feeling so moody because of the pain :(
+. i hope it goes away tomorrow
+. i hope i don't fall sick! D:
+. i feel happier for school now, i don't really dread it anymore.
+. i'm looking at things more positively now (: (yay)
+. choosing fyp projects the next big headache/burden now.
+. need to start studying for UT3!
+. plan what to do during the holidays, i want to work!
+. bkk in march- and because of that i lost my attachment. (i don't know if it's a good or bad thing. and i don't even dare to tell my mom about this)
+. i just finish downloading audition and shall try to install. hope it doesn't screw up :\
+. alright, i'm off.

Goodnightz
xoxoxo

oh and this reminds me that i want the tiff and co. xoxoxo ring! :D

Primary gathering was awesome! Really glad to see all of them once again after 6 years?!
Most of them didn't change and still the same! hahaha
those who are innocent are still as innocent as ever.
Conversations were hilarious ttm!
BBQ was so-so. i felt that there were nothing much to eat.
i kept standing at the pit waiting for food to be cooked! ^^

Other than that, nothing much happened. I left at 10ish.









met (L) at the bus stop nearby, bus-ed to tpy.
caught 'the spy next door' at 11.35pm at tpy. Super good movie! 10 bucks so worth it hahah :D
Movie ended at 1am. Stoned/walk around tpy all the way till 6am omgosh.
you know how boring it was. went to the mini park nearby to feed mosquitos -.-

was super dead tired by then, all the pictures are just stoned faces. haha!
i kept falling asleep everywhere i sat. :\ oh and i ate ba chor mee at 1.30am wtf.
i can't believe i was eating food so late, can't be helped i'm hungry! bbq food so little.

Took the first train home at 6.15am, reach home bout 7am and i plonked on the bed to sleep till 1pm :D super duper shagged. it's 3pm now and i'm so bored! I want to go out. i think buying train concession is a waste of money now wtf. cause i ain't taking that many train rides! i feel super guilty now shitzzz. :\ i want to town but im so lazyyy. and nobody wants to go with me. not like i have money to shop and all. but i just want to go out and aimlessly walk around hehe :)

okay, i should stop ranting. i have no idea what to do now. fml

TOODLES
xoxoxo

Last UT2 tomorrow. Can't wait for tomorrow to be over~
I hope genetics will be manageable and UT will be alright (:

After that am gonna rush home, quickly finish up my rj and all, bathe and then head out the joy5/6 '03 bbq. Been don't know how many zillion years since i last saw all of them! Quite exciting! hahaha :D won't be staying overnight with the rest. i'd probably meet (L) to chill the entire night away. midnight movie? or just stone somewhere till sunrise ^^

exciting much?!

i hope the plan doesn't screw up. if not.. :\

i don't even know if i can stay awake the entire night. i think it's madness after an entire day of school. D: plus it's the end of the week which means i'll be more drained. haha! D: D:
I can take saturday to rest at home but it'll be kinda wasted. -.-

Shall revise a little more then hit the sack.
Toodles
xoxoxo

Screw it. I rather do fyp individually.

All the politics- which i'm not even involve in is pissing me off.
I think people should just stop being so childish and selfish.
Stop thinking of yourselves only and choosing your friends so selectively just because it's work-related. For goodness sake, they are still your friends. Why do you even treat them like that? As if you're the oh-so-great judge and eliminating them one by one.

Trust? Friends? You can all go and die! Hope your team screws up big time.
This is what i call selfish brats. I know i don't have any rights to say much, but looking at it, i feel like killing all of you.

I'm sorry, i'm majorly annoyed and pissed with everything and anything.
Don't test my patience, it has it's limits. Moody TTM! :(
I'm tired, but all these has be bugging my mind.
8.30am class later, so dead! I feel like sleeping but yet i feel like stoning the night away.
FML.

I need to stop trying so hard to be happy, cause it won't work that way.
I need to stop and breathe.

Teehee. i'm a happy girl now. i can't believe everything happened so smoothly. and all i can do now is thank God. Thank God mummy is open to everything now. Happy ttm! :D
I've got nothing to hide now and it feels really good. Love (L)

It's been a week, and all's good. love you very very much :D

FYP team has been troubling me quite much.
I can't really decide and I don't know what to do, everything's so chaotic and people are just so i don't know what to say. what hard decisions to make, sigh :(
I hope the people in my team would be nice though. i don't want to suffer for a year! :(

I hope i stay happy this way everyday! :D

++ today's talk was majorly boring. I need motivation to do well.
++ i don't really know if i should go to Monash, but for now i'm heading that direction.
++ 50k +, the price to pay for my 10 months degree.
++ my grades have to buck up x99999
++ for now, i have to worry for my grades. sigh :<

If God wants me to be there, i believe He'll make a way.
All i can do now is do my best for everything (:

XOXOXO

Short Update:

A week of school has passed. Tomorrow's friday, like finally the weekends!! :D
School's been boring, mundane old shit. With you, everything seems a little brighter.
but still.. school has been a piece of shit. i'm getting slacker day by day.
Even faci commented that our ppt today was too simple and no research was done.
I seriously couldn't be bothered, i'm dead tired plus there was UT just now.

I need to pull up my socks, my grades suck shit. :(
I just think i'm putting alot of expectation and stress on myself.
I don't want to, but it just happens. Sigh :\

One more Ut 2 left to go (: but the thought of genetics just makes me want to die.
I hate genetics ttm! :(( i don't ever know how to like it and since my grades suck like shitzz. BOO :( tomorrow's genetic plus genetic ut next week. Super duper no mood! :(
I think tomorrow i will probably slack my day away and all the more reason cause it's FRIDAY.

I'm super dead tired now, and this update isn't short at all -.-
Went nyp just now supposedly to see you play but you didn't. Quite a wasted trip and i went although i was dead tired!(with all the walking just now make it worse). I think walking to nyp is worse than walking to rp. Gosh! Walk to somewhere in yck/amk to eat at 8 plus. super dead tired already can die! Only reach home at 9 plus almost 10pm D:

Okay, shall sleep soon!
Goodnightz.
xoxoxo

My wish for 2010 is to be happy, to love and to be loved. To grow closer to God, rely on Him and find comfort in Him (:

Resolution for 2010 : To conquer FYP and the entire year being happy. Study hard, and get better GPA. Learn how to cook and to bake more yummilicious delights. Exercise more often! and control my diet. (fatss)

I hope this year would be smooth, with God's help i believe it will be ^^

xoxo
Love of my Life.

Happy 2010.

i didn't get to post on the last day of 2009 since i was practically out for 12 hours?

Anyway, NYE - lunch with parents and brother. sister was working (:
very good crystal jade lunch yumyum (:

After that i went out(without them of course) to LI, harbourfront, hortpark then home.
Walking from harbourfront to hortpark was scary cause it was pitch black and super dark. scary ttm. Thankfully Mtfaber has lights and people, not scary anymore (:
Slacked at the waves part, talked and eat. took like an hour just to get to that place then stayed till 10ish then walk down to alexandra (: bus back home to countdown. sweet! (L)

That sums up the last day of 2009. Special last day of the year. (:

I hope 2010 will be a much better year. I'm sure it'll be. can't believe Year 2 is gonna end and i'm gonna be Year 3. Time flies! :\ School's still gonna be great. heheh :D at least i'm not exactly dreading school now. although still quite boring :S
Should i change to a new link? hmm.. but this link has lots of memories for many years.
or should i just quit blogging since my life won't be that boring or sad anymore? hahaha.
nevermind.

xoxoxo