Last week of holidays has got to be awesome.
I remember saying that i have to study from mon-wed this week, but somehow plan failed! :(
This weekends definitely have to be put aside for studying no matter what. School starts on monday and test on monday, FML :(

Anyway, i super love cheap thrills whether be it going somewhere far just to eat crayfish+prawn horfun. so very very very good. (Y) me like. watching random movies like princess and the frog for free -.-
walking around aimlessly re-visiting the same shop over and over again(like regular customers) just looking at the same things but not getting them. ^^ Uncountable number of places i've been to this holidays, like almost every mrt station i've been to(that's if there's something nice there). and all my money has been spent on food. is that good or what? i'm getting fatter. shall go swimming again soon, hopefully! :D

&&&&& finally andrea is back!! stupid girl MIA for 3 whole weeks. let's have lunch together on sunday or something okay? (: i know we have lots to talk about.
i don't know what's the plan for tomorrow's countdown. not that i want to go join the crowd or something, i don't mind a quiet one at home though. but so boringggg. hmmm..

New year reflections? too lazy to create one, or maybe i should? or dedicate another blog post for it. okayyy i know i'm lazy and probably won't write. :\ shall go prepare now to go outtttt.
byeee (:

PS/ my apple pie is oh so yummyyyyyy. for a first timer it's damn good. self praise i know, but whateverrr.

Thanksgiving sunday; as usual, hall was packed ttm. Five services combined. 3 languages.
I can't sing/understand chinese for nutz. and i still think hokkien is vulgar. :\
DG took an extreme long time to decide where to go.
chanyi,priscilla,sarah,me,jeremy and zhihao (: finally the dg(not all) decided to go to dg.
stood in ps thinking what to do again -.- ended up walking to paradiz to play pool.
not my kind of thing, but twas fun. (: although quite boring. i don't find how hitting balls can be interesting after some time :\ slacked. walk back to ps with cy and pris. the rest continued playing then met us later. pris and i left, the rest stayed.

trained to somewhere, slacked then home.

Today; morning swim at 10am! 12laps (Y)
home to bathe. out to study. studied a little only :\ so unproductive i know! :(
Sighhh, i'm seriously not in any mood to study. i'm so screwed for ut next week.
it's the last week of holidays and i really want to enjoy. pffttt!! :(((
i want to eat good food, but i'm not willing to spend on food, fml.

Singapore's so boring, there's nothing to do!! :(
i feel like baking a cake now.

Goodbye
xoxoxo

Sometimes, i don't know what to do with the pictures and text.
I left it remain as it is, because i have no idea what to do with them.
Neither did i delete them, neither did i look at them.
I guess i will just remain as it is, not browsing through them but leaving them for where they belong.

No words could bring me down, no words could affect me. Call me a bitch or [insert whatever crude word there is], i don't really care. I'm just gonna love myself even more. thankyouverymuch.
Am i really happy this christmas? I just can't wait for 2009 to end and 2010 to come. Where the whole new year starts all over again! Awesome. (L)

i can't believe 2009 is ending, as much as i want it to end. i can't believe it has passed so quickly.
2010 will pass as fast as well, but i just hope i'll be happier in 2010. I've always wished to be happier every start of a new year, but apparently, that doesn't really happen. i've been sad most of the time. happy at times though, but still.. whatever it is, look forward to what's coming and what has yet to come.(it's the same i know)

Yeap, i'm back to blogging once again. i'm wondering if i should change the link or something.
i can't believe i'm gonna be 19 soon, older each year!! :( i hope to have some goals in life, at least think of the future and my happiness in every aspect. hope everything will be good.
In life, there's up and downs, it's more of how you want to deal with it and accept the reality of life. There will definitely be heartbreaks here and there, either you stay the same or you move on. If you think being the same would make you happier, then go ahead with it. Do things that would make you happy and satisfied. (Y)

If you would ask me if i'd regret anything in life, my answer would be No. I've not and will never regret anything in life. I believe everything happens for a reason. I believe in treasuring every time spent, i believe that God is in control of everything. I believe everything happens so that I learn, i grow and i think. Each and everything has a purpose, you learn from it, and learn to love.
No wonder they say memories are not forgettable.

I should stop here, if not i'll be talking a whole lot.
Goodbye
xoxoxo

Grand opening of the mixer! on christmas day (:

i have to admit i used a pre-mix pack.





super love the mixer, it does wonders.




the cake came out burnt at the top, but uncooked in the inside.
quite gross actually. :\


but since it's quite uncooked, it's easier to mash it up.

& it turned out like dough, not really nice actually :(

but wait... see the outcome of my awesome decoration! hahaha




super love the colourzz it's madly pretty.


almonds and rainbow colours. yumyum.

they are all happily sitting in the fridge on the tray now. mum has been nagging for me to keep them because the fridge has no space. but i haven't thought of where to keep them! Grrr.
i've no nice plastic bags. i need to give them away tomorrow although it doesn't taste that great.
it's the thought that counts right? hehehe :D

can't wait for the awesome spread of food tonight. but i don't really like the idea of many people at my house. :\ i'm bored now, what should i do? hmmm..

Anyway, christmas was boring. church, vivo thereafter for lunch and walk around. long bus ride home which was good! ^^ i'm home for once today! like seriously first time since the holidays started. i've been out every single day the entire 2 weeks. next week its time to start studying if not i'll be so screwed for all the UTs, bless me! haha ((:

Toodles.
xoxoxo

I guess i wouldn't be posting here anymore.
The reason I post here is probably for keepsake and lots of rantings + sadness.
Afterall, I don't really post much stuff that are really for keepsake, this isn't that private afterall.
& i'm positive that i'll be happy, so obviously i wouldn't need to rant here right?
unless....

i'm really pissed or something.
which i hope wouldn't happen.
cause i want to stay positive.
and be happy.

My only wish for christmas this year..

is to be happy! ((:

my left eye is quite swollen now, hate the feeling!
hope it goes away soon ^^

shermaine would probably not be the same shermaine you'd ever know.
Sorry if that's saddening, but at least i'm happy and as long as the people around me accepts me.
i'll be more than happy :D

Life's too short to be sad, to quarrel or to be angry.
Be happy! :D

Hate how life's really unpredictable, thus i really want to live life to the fullest, to be happy and to love. Though life's a routine, i'll make that routine a happy and not boring one.

Loves.
xoxoxo

Boo. This space has been really dead, i don't enjoy blogging anymore. It seems like i've grown out of the blogging world. i don't see any need to rant here because nobody really cares? hmmm..

School's out, it's the holidays and it's awesome!! ((: I don't have to wake up early. Sadly, it's only 3 weeks and 1 week has already gone by! i hate how time flies damn fast, i don't want school to start. I have test on the first day of school!! :((((( i need to study, i don't want to fail. SIGH :(

Life sucks. I need a holiday, somewhere else.
I want to stone and relax.
I want to be happy.
I don't want to cry anymore! :(

Now, it seems like i'm blogging once a week on a saturday.
No, i'm not busy with anything at all. But it feels like i have no energy or mood to blog on a weekday. school stress school stress and all the UTs. Glad they are all over now.
Holidays are here, okay not really here because i still have one last day of school on monday which sucks ttm. :\

The past few days have been a whirlwind if you know.
It's 5am now, can't believe? i can't believe too. I probably didn't sleep the whole night because i thought of you the entire time, and i can't believe you are leaving in like 3 hours.
heartbreak x932802

First time i listen to music the entire time i slept, probably the music ended and i woke up.
Sighhhhh holidays don't seem like holidays after all. I'm gonna stone all day, thinking of you and waiting for you to be back. I miss you so badly.

I hope you understand.
Enjoy yourself, ((:
xoxoxo

It's been a week since i last posted. the blogging urge has died apparently. :(

my life is boring. finally it's the last week of school and finally a break! although 3 weeks only, better than nothing. can't believe it's the end of the year again, time flies really quickly! is that a good thing? hmm..

6 more weeks after the holidays till end of semester. hate this part of school because it means changing classes again. my class isn't close at all, pretty quiet class but not bad anyway. Although maybe there are politics which i don't really know of? i don't really care, i think the people are quite nice to work with so far (: Yupz.

2 tests this coming week, i'm mugging now and i'm distracted as well.
SIGH :(

Stay home saturday yet again, to study. nice weekend! -.-
prolly shall find something to blog about next? but i doubt there's anything, anyway nobody really reads this so it doesn't matter heh ^^ blog for keepsake.

-back to the bookscomputer-
Toodles
xoxoxo