Weekends(:

I really should be studying now, but i find myself doing so many other stuff.
I'm really scared for monday, i don't want this coming week to come, and the following weeks as well. what if i don't do well? what if i do badly :(
Sigh, i don't know. i just feel so inferior sometimes.
I probably can't be as good? :\
i suck.

hmm.. CS and F21 items have arrived ^^ yay, gonna collect em' later from irvin, then probably head down town to get stuff. I still need to get to the post office before noon at least!! it's almost 10.30am now and i haven't done anything -.- i slept at 1.30am last night, it's not the latest but still late since i was freaking tired but still had to do stuff. :( i'm still tired now, but i'm up so early. i'll probably drop dead by the end of today :(

Goodbyee (:

Cause humans are full of jealousy, selfishness, and self-centeredness.
Everybody wants to be right-the good one.
But nobody ever wants to be the bad one.
& everybody just push the blame to others.
Don't you agree?

We always live in our own world of thoughts and perspective.
Never looking at other's perspective/point of view.
and it comes back to square one, that people are just selfish.
and we care for our own feelings, and we just want to be happy.
who doesn't want to be happy, right?

Cakes at midnight?





It's 12.50am and i'm suppose to be sleeping! :( i'm super tired everyday this whole week. my eyes are so tiny cause i'm so sleepy everyday. and i always have the sleepy look -.- i'd feel like i'm so overwhelmed by many things. Stress~

Uts on monday and wednesday next week, i feel so stress! am i? actually not, cause i'm not even studying shitz! :( that's the point, i'm not studying that's why i'm scared and stress :\ need to really start soon, but i really don't know where to start. i'm so tired everyday! FML.

I'm starting to hate immunology cause of the faci. I thought he was nice, but i guess not anymore. What's with his stupid strict grading! Ugh. After all, i still need to do my best in everything, and i'm trying. Hopefully can do well in UT (:

Okayz, shall go check on my cake. it's done much faster than expected yay. ^^
Goodnightz XOXO

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Hello Lazy Saturday. My saturdays are officially lazy. Weekends aren't meant for dates or shopping. My weekends are meant for sleeping/studying/doing nothing. Nice(:
I slept at 2am last night, watching youtube of the stupid guy doing damn gay actions + gay singing and i think you've seen it before on fb. Some of them really crack me up although it's damn retarded. Watch till my comp crashed!!! -.- Amazingly, the later i sleep the earlier i could wake up. i woke up at 10ish. If i had slept at 12 or 1 i'd prolly wake up at noon. ^^

So, i spend my day doing immunology notes for only 1 problem and i felt so tired.
:\ then i end up napping at 3pm till almost 6 cause i felt like it and was quite bored.
I haven't watch GG all day, few more episodes of S2 to go. What should I do now?
One more day till the whole routine repeats, sigh!! :\ can't wait for holidays which is in another 7 more weeks, how awesome is that NOT. it's like 2 more friggin' months!
By then, it's christmas. Savesavesavesavesave. (L) can't believe the year just passed by so quickly, i'll be in third year in no time!!(then graduate) damn fast.

I really wonder what i'll be doing in the future, seriously wonder. Sometimes, i feel like escaping this country with you. Just me and you in this not-so-perfect-world-but-a-little-more-perfect-country-maybe. hehehe (L) i mean who wouldn't want to escape this ohsostressful country? Right?

XOXO
7.06pm

When you want something badly enough, you wouldn't mind going through all means to get what you want. & i think i really want to go to melbourne!! So, i wouldn't mind working to fund myself there next year!! I think it'll be pure awesomeness to be able to go with your favourite person (:
Once in a life time trip, and i don't want to miss it :( there's so many other trips to japan, etc but i still want auzzie love that country best (L)

Someone find me a job! I want the easiest way to get money without having to work so much which means high paying job hahaha! like i wonder what? kays, i'm dreaming. I want $$$.












Weekends are here, somehow i think i need to start studying. Ut in 2 weeks time. or a week left? zomg. i'm scared. somehow, my mind will drift off when it's 3pm or so. Information overload and I really can't take in anymore I just wouldn't pay anymore attention and start playing games or whatsoever. How awesome is that? I'm so dead i really need to start revising all those shit. :(
My favourite module so far would be immunology ^^ i've been wanting to learn this module since last year i think? I like MCB cause it's easy and that's that. but not gonna take easy modules for granted cause i doubt i'm even familiar with the basics :\

What should I do tomorrow? Weekends are getting more boring because I'd haven't been to town since school started? and there's really nothing interesting anywhere. except going out to eat and spend lots of money on food!! :[ the minute i step out of the house the entire day my money would be spent on food and that sucks. I want to save money!! :( then what's the point of going out right? -.-

I realise i've never really blog about my daily life cause it's too mundane to talk about. Routined schedule- school home school home school home school home. I don't think you want to read how i go to school and then go home. RAWR. In two day's time the routine's gonna start all over again!! hate it very very much.

Okay, i'm blogging too much seriously. Goodnight XOXO

I want to go for the study trip to Melbourne next year and visit monash and dig for dinosaur fossils and shop and eat aussie food all with my special one. Who wants to fund/sponsor me?

This picture is mega cute. I'm saving all the nice pictures again, almost every picture i browse on tumblr is so nice and pretty i can't help but save every one of them continuously ^^










I think auzzie is awesome, one of the best countries ever and close to homeland hehe.
i want to fund myself for the trip which is like 1k + after subsidy. It's either i save(pretty impossible) or i have to work. :( Should I? I really want to see what's monash like cause i want to go there next time though it seems quite impossible!!! Grrr.

Why ain't i smarter? this sucks,thankyouverymuch. hate competition!

Blah. should not rant about this anymore. cause i'm really doing my best in school(that's what i think). I still do not know what the facis want from me cause i think i'm doing my best(okay, maybe not really my best) but still better compared to many others right?! i'm trying to be more out-spoken for goodness sake how much more you want me to talk?! super annoying ttm.

On a brighter note, it's finally friday + weekends!! Yay to that. The week passed very fast and it's pretty draining too :( i'm so tired i came home and slept till 8+ when i wanted to wake up at 7.30pm! always hate myself for oversleeping so much cause it felt like i have lesser of the night left to do my work and stuff. plus i hadn't eaten my dinner when i woke up. -.- i guess i'm sleeping later tonight. it's 12.10am already and i should be going to bed soon. Hate the weather it's superrrrr humid and hot i'm perspiring when i sleep gosh.

Goodnightz XXXX

All's fine.
A good hard silent cry, cause i can't do a day without you.

I quite love MCB(not a vulgar word) it's molecular cell biology.
It's one of the easiest module this semester for me. Sad for those who didn't take rDNA before. At the losing end cause MCB is super basic for those who learn rDNA(the toughest module ever!) Btw, MCB is a year 1 module and we're the last batch to take it. I don't get why we need to take a stupid year 1 module and go to school at 8.30am! Annoying :|

Anywayz, we did some model making using paper, rafia strings and free flow of scotch tape just to make the process of how DNA is packaged into our cells ^^ Pretty cool.

Histones!




The X is the chromosome(end product)




Pretty awesome. We put in so much effort and in the end it ends up in the bin -.-
I think we waste a lot of resources especially paper and scotch tape. we practically used the whole roll of scotch tape hahaha!! like free flow. (: I like activities like this cause it helps us to learn better instead of the boring ppts. :D

andandand before i went to school yesterday morning, i saw my cat brought back this bird. Super cute bird. I don't understand why she loves catching nicer birds. So mean! hahah. We manage to get the bird back still alive but pretty much still in shock. I touch it when it was lying by the window and it flew away -.- retarded! i thought it couldnt fly.

(ignore the clothes in the background)

Hotcakes w orange sauce on monday night as supper ^^

I have my breakfast as supper cause there's no time for me to fry this early in the morning. Love it although it was a spontaneous idea and I just made it in a rush heheh (:

It's mid-week, two days till weekends can't wait!! ^^ scary how the week pass so fast. Like before you know it its friday and the weekends already. Lovin' it but don't like how Uts are here very soon. Time to start mugging sighzzzz :(

Speaking of it, it's time i start on my PP poster soon. I totally forgot i have to do that. :] i have no idea how to start.

Toodles.
xoxo

Love speaks a thousand words/feelings/tears.

Do all good things really come to an end?

Cause we lost it all, nothing last forever.
I'm sorry I can't be perfect.

Suddenly, all i could think of was the lyrics of those songs. Is it coincidence?

I should stop this cause i'm gonna tear all over again.

I think you all should get twitter cause i believe you'll tweet more than you blog. & since i'm a blog/twitter stalker, i don't like un-updated blogs. Twitter ftw. ^^

I forgot there's something called pictures that I can upload. ^^

Weekends was normal considering i'm broke to the maximum right now hahaha! ((:
Yesterday, went out in the mid afternoon for 'lunch' at the jap place in northpoint (: ended up eating dory fish pasta and my favourite ribena soda + mango(there's other fruit choices too) hehe. bought famous amos cookies and went back to woodlands. starbucks for some iced tea and hazelnut swirl which totally taste nothing like hazelnut -.- that's bout it. (L)

Love my rainbow nailz, i finally erased them off just now cause it's so chipped off and so ugly. :\


pictures from last time at the jap place. omelette rice w beef patty.


teriyaki chicken pizza which is so good hehe(Y)


& my favourite drink there although it cost 2.50 for so little.


and my super messy bed while i was sewing. apparently i do everything on my bed- use laptop, sew, paint my nails, sleep, etc.


& hi model for my hairclip hahaha! ((:


Churched today, and i wasn't paying attention throughout. Even the oldtestament class we were busy chatting away. I didn't listen to a single thing apparently. :\ sermon was more like some counselling talk on addiction -.- and i didn't pay much attention too although it was more interesting than normal. ^^

Okay, it's back to school tomorrow and it's week 3 of school already. how time flies~ seriously time flies too fast although i want it to be faster!! i want holidays and somehow i don't want cause everybody is leaving me for some other country so @%*@)(%*_@!)( sad. :( i don't want tests to come too cause i've got no motivation to study at all grrr. :((( i'm wondering why do everybody actually hate school. is school really that bad in singapore? :( i guess it is. stupid stress environment seriously!! :@

dreading another week of stupid school! :( hope it pass fast enough. Ugh. i can't believe there's 8 more weeks till holidays, it's insane plz!! okay shermaine pls stop ranting cause ranting isn't gonna change anything.

xoxo

I had a sinful dinner cause our growling stomachs have no time to think anymore after the many traumas that happened- looking for my lost ez-link card and getting the guards to access to the classrooms which i found it there and the trauma of the flying insect/beetle whatever it is. had macs at 8pm and we just gobbled our food in minutes.
i'm so exhausted today and shall hopefully turn in earlier. sleep in tomorrow! yay. i'm so glad i'd skipped tonight's cousin wedding dinner cause i'm so dead tired! okay not really cousin, somehow like distant cousin whom i don't really care. my brother got to book out today cause of the wedding, lucky him (: i, on the other hand can't be bothered to go ^^

hope everything's. ...
somehow, this week everything's not going smoothly for us.
hate feeling sad and clueless.

second post of the day, which means the day isn't that good. (not really any particular reason)
& for the fact that i almost lost my ez link card and my heart dropped. actually i don't really mind if i couldn't find it, just that i'm lazy to make a new one and i can't go out this weekend without a card, so inconvenient! :( so glad i drop it in the class. Lesson learnt: never put my ezlink card in the back pocket of my jeans!!(but it's kind of a habit cause its convenient, heck!)

I want a white fluffy cat! cuteeee. ^^ (DRAGGY POST AHEAD!!)



hi, i've been procrastinating to blog the past two days cause i'd rather watch gg than blog. season 2 now, and it's getting rather uninteresting. I still think chuck/blair & nate/serena makes a better couple cause they seem to matchy and i think it's because of their hair colour!! what logic is this but i think they should be together ^^

It's finally the weekends and i'm so happy the week passed pretty fast. This semester is alright but i'm pretty sure i'm way behind even though it's only the second week. Whatever i've learnt seems to not get into my head at all and i'm worried. I think i have serious STM. I have to think for quite long what modules i'm taking and what day it is on. Probably the facis aren't interesting to give a good impression in my head. (: I'm quite scared for the UTs even though it's only the second week. I believe it will be here soon and i'm quite screwed because i can't remember a single thing i've learnt!! It goes in and out everyday! :((

Righttt, i'm still in school now and it's 5.48pm and i'm so alone in class!! (obviously waiting for someone) hehe hurry up please! :( i'm getting quite bored thus blogging. i'm getting hungry too and i wonder what we should eat later? hmm. i want northpoint jap food omg i still think its damn good!! I want to try everything there. and it's quite cheap too ^^ i can't stop raving about it, sorry. & to rant on, i'm majorly freakingly broke right now. okay maybe later cause i'd havent transfer the money yet. Thanks to this major shopping spree i did online with irvinong. it sent me to bankrupcy in minutes. Thankyouverymuch. it's my first and last major spreeing seriously. Gonna save after this whole thing (like seriously!) i can't wait for my loots, since one month ago!~~ hehehe.

Lubs~ One thing i love about the weekends is i get to sleep in on saturdays which is the most awesome thing since i wake up at 8 everyday(or 7+). you know how @(*U)(@!*$!)$*!)%*) is that!! :\ Sundays i have to wake up at that time to for church so it's left with saturdays only how sad ): weekends are mainly for me to rest cause i've no energy for going out since the whole week practically drained me out. Pffftt :\

shall drop by the library to return pancake books, then to bank in money and off to dinner ^^ but i don't even know what time i'm able to leave the school, okay this sucks!!
GRRRR

XOXO

It feels weird, i don't know.



Do people really keep secrets?

I don't know why i'm thinking like this and all the shitz.
Too much GG has influenced me haha! ^^

Finally done with Season 1 shall start Season 2 can't wait.
Since i've not watched season 2 before(i know im extremely slow). I actually rewatch season 1 cause i'm afraid i don't understand the rest since i watched it so long ago. -.-

I miss my hotcakes, but i'm too afraid to make them again. or more like i don't even have time in the morning unless i wake up at 6 in the morning which is impossible :\
school isn't bad afterall(i don't know why im saying this). but it really aint that bad.
i don't know if i'm not putting in much effort or i'm just trusting God too much.(is that a bad thing?) cause i feel so effort-less in school since i'm having GG marathon the entire day in school. like 6 episodes a day? (Y)

Awesome.

I need to sleep now but i want to watch GG too!! i'm so addicted omgosh. D:

it's finally mid-week. can't wait for the weekends, cause i feel like i've more time to do stuff i like hehehe. Goodnightz. ^^

XOXO

Some days I wish I didn't have to go to 'fake' school where they teach everybody how to be fake.
or maybe it's just me? hate how i can't be my real self in class. Some day I wish I could just shut my mouth up and not utter a single word in class. I'm quiet, reserved, and you can't change that.
I wish I was born more noisier, hyper, and more outgoing so i wouldn't be fake in this fake school. RAWR. :(

It's hard to get by day by day. 1 week has passed, and i hope the other 15 would pass as fast.
Bravely gonna face this hectic draining week all over again! (:
Cheers to that. ^^

I'm hungry now, and i wish i could stop being hungry for once.
I can't stand how much i snack every night :( i eat very little in the day but snack so much at night which is so bad sigh :(

Shall watch one episode of GG and hit the sack probably. (that's if i don't snack)
XOXO

Dinner filled with my Love(L) ^^


Yesterday was quite a bad day. I hate the faci so much i felt like slapping his face and curse him to die. i haven't been that mean for a long time but he surely did test my patience!! he's one stuck up ass and keeps asking why this and that. Super annoying because he didn't get what i'm trying to say. I wasted my time doing a ppt because in the end we run out of time and i was the last team and he asked us to present the 6p -.-

Firstly, i hate his class because we cannot present the slide we did on, so it's basically random presentation- we present the slides other people did. Secondly, he's so stuck up and @(%*U&@)%&@. Thirdly, he has to spend an hour on the first team presenting.(because they have to present the worksheet and ppt). the last team to upload all the stuff have to present first. it's super retarded to present the worksheet and if you answer the question wrongly or not answering the question he will ask you to repeat the whole question again -.- superrrrr abcddgiorsjgosejgoe.

okay besides all these ranting. i ended the day sweetly. subway/tomyumcupnoodles/home-cooked egg crepes with apples(although it looks like potatoes) and hotdogs ^^ super yum.
actually it's not even egg crepes its just omelettes but i want to call them egg crepes. (:

It's finally the weekends, i'm super happy. ^^ but at the same time very drained. today's lesson is quite bad. The faci is nice but she talks like a machine gun non stop. we didn't even get any chance to talk. RAWR. :<>
I cant stand how she talks superly fast. I can't get what's she teaching about and my brain was about to explode with overloading of information. Gosh, i wanted to die!!

i can fall asleep right now right here but i want to re-watch GG again. so tired!!!
Goodnights. :(

I love quotes/words that are so true, exactly how i feel. (L)







I had my first proper meal in school today(yet shared) for this semester. ^^
I prayed that I could get good facilitators, and so far all 3 days they were really nice.
I hope the next two days would have nice facilitators too, then i'll enjoy every day of school.

First three days of school wasn't as bad as I thought. I believe as long as the facilitators are nice, the class would just be as awesome. Classmates are nice too hehe thank God for that.
I can't wait for the week to end, hope each week pass as fast as i want it to be. Faster than how holidays pass. ((:

Lots of love,
xoxo

I have to post this. I don't know what collection is this but i think its super awesome.
I'm not really in awe of the clothes, but the make up is so nice. its the first thing that attracted me! ^^ plus so pretty. i can't help but look at pretty people ((:







it's the second day of school so far, all's fine (: classmates isn't that bad, modules and facis are alright. today was fun (: i like my faci, she's so slack and easy going (: we presented 2 ppts- 2 teams share 1 ppt and the last team did a quiz. Loves (L)

MCB is an easy module compared to rdna definitely. it's like the basics of rdna and we've learnt it before so it's not a problem for us hehe. We are the last batch taking this module and it will be a Year 1 module next time. (: too basic that's why for year 1. heheh :D
Hope tomorrow will be good too. hate facis that are so fierce and strict. and stingy with grades. They suck. HAHAHA!

I need to improve all my grades this semester and I hope to do well hehe. I better start studying soon, i'm afraid i can't catch up with everything. :( i can't wait for the week to end. Can't wait for the weekends ^^ heheh. I really don't know what's the post is about. All about school.
I told you life's boring when school starts, really. it's school home school home. Everyday i wake up, i feel the horror that i need to face an entire day of boring school!! (and come home so drained and tired. hate that feeling).

I'm craving for cup noodles. I feel so hungry today hahah! school makes me have irregular meals. :\ i'm eating at random times, i don't eat my proper lunch cause i really don't feel like it. It's all so messed up. :<
Goodnightz (L)

Shall sum up the past week, since i've not done that in a long time.
i've been blogging random posts, and random rants (:

Baking/swimming at irvin's on monday? pretty long ago.

honey cornflakes my favvvvv!! super addictive (:


Wednesday(30September09), out with andrea to have lunch/dinner at MOF. Belated birthday treat ^^ Roamed around MarinaSquare and time passed so quickly we had to part, awww. :(
i had to train back alone in the stupid crowded mega packed train! pffttt :\ I remember meeting the porks, had a quick dinner and home (:

Thursday(01October09), met the girls for lunch then to my house and they raid my wardrobe. chittychat, laughed at a video and they left, and i left too without knowing where i was going.
i dressed quite sloppily so i doubt i could go town, ended up slacking at porky house again. hmm?

Friday(02Octorber09), went over porks house and shandy came over too. (sadly, irvin couldn't make it. hope you're better now). i cooked aglio olio and we watch 'The Unborn' which i rented. and they were damn scared throughout the show hahah. the sound effects as usual is the scariest but i'm still fine with it ^^

After shandy left, rested and then headed to chinatown (: i got many hair stuff and cloths to sew (: i went all the way there wanting to buy the elastic thingy(my main purpose) and i realise i totally forgot about it when i reach home -.- Anyway, had desserts which i was craving for.
Mango Pomelo(favourite dessert ever!) andrea if you see this, you should try it cause mango is the nicest thing ever. it's a waste if you don't eat it! i never heard of anybody hating mango accept you hahahaha! ^^




Tried the carrot cake which was the most awesome carrot cake i had in the whole wide world.
i wouldn't mind going back just for it! i bought some back too ((:


and sesame paste which isn't to my liking, but not bad! (:


heh made a new bow for someone (:


and a bow for my cat hehe so cute.




Yesterday, caught sorority row with the brother(i think i blogged about this already)

Church today, went back, rested, went out to jurong to collect my shoes!! (:
Had dinner at IMM.








ordered the seafood pizza which was a wrong choice cause it's spicy!!
spoiled my whole mood cause it's spicy. i thought i could have a good meal.




& we forgot about our dessert that comes with the whole set. we only realise it two hours later when we left the place already hahah. good thing we were still at IMM so we went back and collect it. ((: walked around, home (:

This will be the longest post, till i don't know when. I doubt i'll have time when school starts.
i hate feeling drained out when school starts. I hate feeling drained after the entire day of school.
school sucks big time. i'm tired, and i should sleep now though it's early. i hope i can wake up by 7.30 or the latest 8am. it's quite impossible i think. :<

Goodnightz, XOXO