Second Date in Twelve Years.



Hope you enjoy your belated treat and the date though it was short and time passed so fast! (:
Another date soon!! hehehe. Thank you for being the bestest genuine childhood friend heheh. ^^

I'm loving every single day this week. It's been tiring going out everyday and waking up early but it's all worth it spending time with favourite people and all! (L) I love living life to the fullest but it's tiring doing that everyday. You're happy but tired at the same time. But i enjoy every bit of it. i hope i'm able to get back to the reality of school next week, sigh :(

Shall wake up to a better day, Goodnightz (:

Make me Happy with Rainbow.



I like how days could be like this. I wished days like this last forever, or life could go on like this.
Life without Love is Nothing.
& life is love, love is life.

that fuzzywuzzy feeling isn't l.o.v.e
it's just that feeling i know and you don't.

xoxo

shall go trim my super long nails and paint a new colour.

that shirt, that jacket, that shorts, that wallet, that shoe, that dress, that top, that hairband, that bag, that.. etc.

should stop shopping for real. stop adding the list. and it just goes on and on and on and on.
crapz. i'm broke for real. enough is enough!! :|

more honey cornflakes ^^

XOXO

Imagine Me Without You

As long as stars shine down from heaven
And the rivers run into the sea
Til the end of time forever
You’re the only love I’ll need

In my life you’re all that matters
In my eyes the only truth I see
When my hopes and dreams have shattered
You’re the one that’s there for me

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus:
Imagine me without you
I’d be lost and so confused
I wouldn’t last a day, I’d be afraid
Without you there to see me through

Imagine me without you
Lord, you know it’s just impossible
Because of you, it’s all brand new
My life is now worthwhile
I can’t imagine me without you

When you caught me I was falling
You’re love lifted me back on my feet
It was like you heard me calling
And you rush to set me free

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you

Chorus

When I found you I was blessed
And I will never leave you, I need you oh

Chorus

I can’t imagine me without you

Fell in love with this song the moment i heard it. I didn't even know it's a christian song till i found the lyrics. :| nice!

Apple Crepes with Orange Zest. (L)









I'd finally got myself to make the crepes with the left over batter. I managed to make one perfect one only, the rest was shitz. I think i need a new pan, it keeps sticking!! :( buy me a pan! i need a pan, a whisk and a mixing bowl ^^ Anyone knows where i can find durum semolina? I've seen semolina but not durum semolina. I want to make pasta! (:

i'm obsessed with anything with flour i think. i like flourrrrr, flourrrry things. so it's basically anything fried or baked. (L) hehehe. i'm kinda addicted to lemonade tycoon, i play it on the iphone before i sleep and when i wake up. i'm pretty bad at doing business, really! i'm bankrupt now i want to restart the game haha. i don't get how like on one day people buys my lemonade and the next day they think its expensive when its the same price. ridiculous!~~

my legs are aching from the swim yesterday, but still bearable. me stayed home today so boring. went out to grandma's house to celebrate her birthday. was very angsty when before i went out cause i so wanted to sleep but my parents had to rush me out at 4 plus!! :( GRRR.
i stoned there alone not wanting to eat. pffttt! so bored. i play junior monopoly with my little cousin and it's so simple and the rules are all so different haha! cute.

ohoh, yay my meowmeow is back after more than 24 hours!! missed her :((

Goodnightzz :>

A long walk, A secret dream.

The sun the heat the wind the walks the talks the pictures, the memories.

I'm sorry the pictures are very fugly here, i resized them and it's so @)(%*)@!*_!
its fine when i look at it in the comp but looks bad when uploaded here! :( hate big pictures hate resizing cause the picture won't look good anymore. :( i'll just upload these few for keepsake. there's too many impossible to upload 149 pictures. :<















omg, the more i look at the pictures, the uglier it gets!! so angry!! :( + i look fat in all the pictures.(i didn't upload them) :( like my legs are fatttt i don't care if it matters or not im still gonna complain. fat.fat.fat. don't try to convince me anymore that i'm skinny, i'm nottttt. i want skinny legs pls. :( like skinny skinny legs. or i wouldn't mind if i grew a little more taller then my legs will be skinnier haha! i want to be taller!! :\ okay stop rantingggg omg.

i don't know how long we walked. i think its definitely more than 5km. madness! super hot with mosquito bites, but all worth it heheh (: we walked from alexandra road till harbourfront. so we crossed the two hills. vivo city for awhile, then home sweet home. ((:

Loves, XOXO

Swam 20 laps today in approx an 1 hour. heheh (: great accomplishment ^^ i think i'm burnt now. my nose is burnt, shit. :( slacked at the pool playing lemonade tycoon till no batt. left for the library to look at food books. ^^ yumyum i want to make pasta and nice pancakes with nicer sauce haha. but i think i'm bored of pancakes already but i still want to make them ((: and crepes too. i'm just too lazyyyyy. & i want to cook rosti again! but you know what, i'm very lazy. i want to eat but i'm lazy to cook and wash the dishes pffftt! hahaha

i should stop thinking about food cause i'm already getting fatter!! byeee.

Should quit all those comparing and stuff, you'll never get satisfied that way, i promise.
It just.gets you all depressed and disappointed. I'm making myself stressed up for no rhyme of reason. It's all because I'd keep comparing with better people. & sigh :( ultimately, you know yourself best. you know how well you did, you know that you deserve what you'd got. & you know that God's plan is better than yours. Family and friends give you the best encouragement you could ever get. Love ^^ Nobody is perfect, you may be smart clever intelligent and having the best grades but it could lead you to know where if you don't have goals nor plans.

I don't like the world. I don't like how people compare. I wish the world was fair. I wish everything would be treated equally but it can never be that way. If everything was fair, there wouldn't be comparisons. that would be nice though. I dislike the way human works. It's weird how the world can be competitive, stressful and nerve wrecking. It's just a passing world yet so hard to get by it.
I don't know where what i'm talking leads to. But you know, it's just like you know you know? Okay nevermind. (:

This wasn't what i wanted to type, not this much at least. I can't stop ranting. bye!
P.S i need a breather, this holiday isn't enough. I want to stay happy.

Pictures Speak A Thousand Words. xoxo























I love how my hair's growing, although quite slow but much longer than before. ^^
i like good hair days. & it's been 5 months since i last cut my hair. grow hair grow. actually i don't know if long/short hair is better. but for the mean time, i'm missing my long hair. hope long hair doesn't give me problems so i won't chop it off again (:

Henderson waves tomorrow?

ThirtyTwo. (L)

I love weird random conversations which totally cracks me up.

(L): Look! i'm wearing a necklace -shows a elastic string from bag onto wrist-
me: HAHAHAHA WTF. isn't that suppose to be a bracelet. HAHAHAHA. -.-
-continues laughing-

laughed till my neck nearly got cramped at a position cause the bus jerked. zomg!
and the (L) started laughing like mad too.

i don't know how stupid little random things really crack me up. Loves ^^

finally got to eat chompchomp. ^^ yumz. stingray/friedrice/chickenwings/sugarcane/satay. wanted charkwayteow but too full to take in more! -.- i seriously feel fat the whole week. pfft. wanted frolick but sigh can't take in anymore! ): i wish i had a larger stomach hahah! i drank too much sugarcane so full. :\

the day was awesome. ^^ hotcakes+ham+sausage breakfast. movie marathon but fell asleep 10 mins into the second show. watched coraline which was not bad ^^ and aliens in the attic.(where i fell asleep, too tired) but i didn't find aliens entertaining nor funny. -.- ugly creatures. coraline was scary and ugly too hahaha.

okay this is freaking random. i'm still pissed at. my advisor cause she doesn't want to reply my mail or see my report. i'm getting panicky about it i just sent her another mail. it's been a week already gosh! ): screw her. :@ & i saw some of my grades yesterday, which isn't that bad. but still overall its bad bad bad and i hate it very much. i need to work so much harder. i believe i deserve the grades. i know i can do better. Sigh, studystudystudy.mugmugmug. next semester's gonna be crap. shitz.

Goodnightz (: early morning later~

Me loves You many, XOXO

Edit/ am gonna do a list of things i want to do/go before school starts. i need to make this last two weeks the best! (: i seriously dread school many. BOO! <:

MEOWZX.














I want a kitten. so cute!! ^^





meow meow. (:
catz are mega cute. hehehe.
i'm so bored. it's my third day staying home except going to church. Long weekends = more boring. I prefer weekdays. ^^ Can't wait for tomorrow. At least it isn't a public holiday and it isn't crowded outside (: Loves. & i miss you sooo very much. ): sigh. i don't know what to do now. should i nap for the next four hours again like yesterday? hehe (L)

okay bye.

Pictures Do No Justice.

i want a babycat, a kitten cause they are soo cute ^^ but my cat's cute too hehe.


Hotcakes for breakfast (:






the picture do no justice to my bling-ed nails (: one crystal dropped out but im so lazy to replace it. ((:

Brother's back, and i think i shoudn't be happy about that anymore. The moment he came back, he rushed out to meet his friends -.- and then he came back and complained about the iphone. like wtf? i didn't even do anything to it. when i use it's perfectly fine, he use got problem. Annoying shitz! everything also blame me -.- :@ so he shouldn't even be back!! GRRR.

Stay home saturday yet again, like weekends are for me to rest. and weekdays i'm busy going out and all that. (Y) Cold, rainy good weather :D but i'm really bored now like seriously nothing to do. watched 17 again just now. :\ shall play spot the difference again, after so long.
Stupid advisor hasn't replied my email!! @)*@)%&@)@)(*) so pissed.
i'm bored and i'm pissed. :\

Sigh. shan't rant anymore. Goodnightz (:

Pretty shoes kill.



Finally met up with the girlz yesterday. went pool dipping only cause we didn't swim and end up talking in the pool. always end up swimming a lap and spend the rest of the time talking. so unproductive! haha (: anyway, the purpose is just to catch up ^^
vin cooked aglio olio for us, yumz (: and meringues for dessert heheh nice nice :D
Sadly, we had so little time. no time to do manicure, only shandy painted her nails. we need to meet up again, when shandy's free after all her attachments and busyness ): sigh. i wish days like this last longer sometimes (:
Left at around 2, met the porks train to bishan to repair her phone. then to funan to look at stuffs and then back home. cause she was aching all over thanks to fyp -.- so we didn't get to walk around much (: hehe.

I really should sleep early every night, this is so bad. i can't seem to sleep early! i know i've been ranting so many times on this. but really!! i need to force myself to bed by 12 at least. i end up sleeping at 1am every night. i know it's the holidays, but still, i shouldn't keep this habit. it's gonna be hard when school starts :\ sigh. ): i can't wait for school to be over, graduate and get everything done with!! & i've already submitted my report to my advisor through email. till now, no response. i'm scared,seriously. ): i don't know. i just know i have got to do a second time. like edit and all. :\ Pfffttt.

I don't know what i should do now. I want to go out but i'm so lazy. i just want to lie in bed and do nothing. Okayz, i should go eat my lunch now or something. It's porridge, i hate but i don't have a choice!!! ):
Bye.

Edit/

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! Loves (:

am so glad blogger works so fine at any time of the day now. so i can blog/upload pictures any time of the day ^^ hope it stays this way and not get screwed up again! (:
Today was pretty boring, watched 'The curious case of benjamin button' and i didn't know it was this kind of oldie show. If i'm gonna watch it in the movies i'll prolly fall asleep -.- plus i didn't understand it at first? :\ not that bad actually. but i guess sci-fic movies not really my type haha. i still prefer chic flicks/romance/comedy. Those type of combination :D hehe
Tomorrow meeting the girlz for swimming and manicure (: + homecook food by irvinong haha! hope we have enough time ): since we have very little time to meet up only :((

&&& i'm so happy my PP report is finally done!! Am gonna submit it to my advisor. I really hope it gets approved. and not more than 25percent plagerised. :( SIGH. okay goodnights shall sleep soon tomorrow will be an early morning. XOXO


I want pretty colourful food like this. yumz! (: