You'd make me smile the widest, and cry the hardest.
Still, I don't know what life would be without you. Too hard to imagine.
Cause everything I see would remind me of you, it's impossible to get you off my mind.
(L)

Today = 20minutes farm mart + 190 to PlazaSing + Secret Recipe + DIY shopping = (Y)








Tomyum Spaghetti which was good, not that spicy (:


& dory fish in lobster sauce (Y)




+my virgin try of choc banana cake! hahaha.



heheh and more shopping at spotlight = spend a bomb. seriously need to stop shopping already. i'm spending all my $$ on diy stuff cause i really want to make them when i'm bored. Though i still am bored after making. ): holidayz are such a bore sometimes. I wish i'm rich so i could go out all day to chill ^^





plus cutie shoez i saw the other day online. like seriously very pretty and i want them so muchhh. but i always end up not getting them. seriously, enough shopping. shall diy my shoez too maybe HAHA! (:


))): super nice please! i like the colour and the cute ribbon!!




i'm lazy to blog full story. but the main purpose of farmmart today was to search for rye grains but apparently they do not sell them and the shops are practically not open + we felt like we're the only customers there wth?! super embarassing to be walking around when there's nothing to see? everybody was like staring at us hahaha. but i saw cutie dogs and cats in a petshop. but it was damn smelly. -.- after walking one round, took the shuttle bus just in time to get back. super retarded. and the shuttle bus isnt free, its 50 cents for a one way trip which is very retarded. so we spent 2 bucks 2 way trip to go there for 20 minutes. :\ waste of time hahah.

okaysszzz. shall stop here, sleep or something. i don't feel like posting certain stuff though this space is quite privatised. :\ &shermainebrokedowntodayagain. hatehatehatemyselfsometimes. sometimes i dont know what to do, i feel so tired yet i still break down but it feels quite good. i still need you so so badly. and i know it's all my fault GAH ):

Goodnights.xoxo

Shermaine is very boredz. I can't seem to find anything to do. I've nothing left interesting to read online. i'm lazy to watch CSI because i think i'm falling asleep. and shall go sleep soon! (:
Today was pretty boring. Cause i stayed home almost the entire day. ): Went out for a little while to get nailpolish and surprise the porkz. ^^ i'd hope you're happy and not disappointed with me anymore. (i know you aren't cause i melted your heart!) hahahah :D

Anywayz, stayed there for a while and went home (: and started being bored again. The company doesn't make you bored at all (L) hehe. mizz you very much.
Church tomorrow, actually later since it's past twelve. wake up early again! i've been sleeping till late the past few days and it was good (Y). love waking up late. but i seem to change my mind of waking up late cause i feel like i've wasted my entire morning away. i want to wake up to have breakfast not lunch -.-

I didn't sew today because i got nothing left to sew. Less materials now and its getting boring. I need to go get new stuff new cloth to sew more things! I get bored of the same thing very easily. I need $$$ plz fall from the sky. :( I got so many things to buy- mainly materials hahah. i'm so into diy now. but i'm not even selling them, its like for my own use and i think its good heheh. i get to make my own stuff my own way and own style (Y)

okayz, i'm blogging very randomly cause i blog whatever comes to my mind. -.- Goodnightz.
xoxo

okayzx, my header shall be this small because blogger dont seem to be cooperating with me. i'm sure it has nothing to do with my resizing and stuff. GRRR pissing me off. i'm so boredzx. ): I stayed home the entire day spending my time sewing. Finally done and i'm so happy + great sense of achievement. Want to guess what i sewed? (L)
Shall go watch CSI miami now bye.

I wish i knew where to start. but sadly, i don't.
It's been way too long since I blogged a proper post. busy catching up with studies, work to do, and UTs. Glad it's all over right now and it's finally the holidayz! (: Feels so good to finally take a good break again. Though there's PP left to do, but still it's much lighter a burden ^^

Holidays are quite a bore if you are cash-strapped. which is the current situation i'm in now. Been out the last two days. Im gonna stay at home today(friday) and rest. i'm so drained and tired out. hehehe. I'm gonna stay at home all day and sew till my hands hurt. ): but heck, i like it and it's gonna be a sense of achievement. can't wait till it's all done up (: hopefully by today.

Anywayz, i'm not gonna upload all the pictures here, all can be seen in fb.(which i have not uploaded all either because fb is being another bitch there!!)


& you don't know how in love i am with this shoe. ((: saw it again today.


Last day of school - chemistry. totally awesome love my faci she's so nice.
she bought us a cake and snacks (: and no other faci actually bought anything for us.
Stingy asses. :\


& i seriously will miss this class a lot. i don't know but this class really is awesome and nice people. i never felt like this the whole of last year. :( SIGH. but life goes on, and we'll still have to change class. maybe we'll end up in the same class somehow somewhat haha. we'll still see each other around ^^


baking session with the girls for faci. Our last ever time we see her because she gave us extra lessons the day before the ut. she's so freaking nice, really! like which faci will ever give extra lessons?! -.- + the nutella muffins were freaking good (Y).


I don't know what happen after that. all i know it was continuous mugging till tuesday(when ut ends) and the feeling was so awesome that everything was over!!! :D

Ikea with the girls on wednesday. two days back. day after ut was over. heheh. lots of fun ^^

though it was only trix zuzu and me. (:
& we bought random things again hahaha (Y)



& btw its my first time traveling to the east. went to tampines ikea but ikea seems to be quite boring now, less random things to buy -.- anywayz, stayed there till 3 plus? zuzu left, me and trix bus to hougang then train to chinatown (: and omg, it was then trix told me that the purple line train has no driver!! gosh omg i seriously didnt know that. i dont know how slow i am. seriously dont laugh please! i didnt even believe her at first! until i went to the front of the train and you can even see the tracks!! -.- GAH SO DUMB PLZ! :( okay side track. went china town to look for materials to sew hahah (: didnt get much cause all not nice :\ decided to go PS for spotlight. and spend a whole lot of time there deciding on what to get. and i spent quite much ): then i was so broke :((((( PFFFTTT.

end of story. tired tired tired. lazy to continue hahah.



Yesterday was Ion orchard. 'The Proposal' which was really good (L) and window shopping! :(
Okayz,i'm so tired now continue another day goodnightz. it's 1.50am already.
xoxoxo

How come blogger works so fine now and its noon time! hahaha (:

I have no idea why i'm here. i think its because i'd havent been here for a long long time.
UT3 takes up my entire life away. PFFTTT :( Shall blog after the last paper is over tomorrow and i'm so happy about it! when everybody else starts their exams i end. good or good? hehehe :D
shall get going, i'm gonna have 2 papers later on which i so dread because i'm good as dead. Pray i don't finish it crying ): at the same time, I CANT WAIT FOR IT TO BE OVER!!! it is good as ut 3 being over, seriously. yeahhhh, and i haven't started studying for tomorrow's paper. and i end ut today at 5.30. URGH! :@

okayzxzx goodbye and take care! (:

When you know that everything's failing you. The last thing you should do is give up.
It's the last lap shermaine! Don't give up. Cheer up (:
Because you know that it's all in God's plan, and you know it'll be the best for you.

XOXO

Ion orchard was awesome ttm seriously! It's a all in one shopping centre. I guess every single shop you name they have it there. mega huge! four basements and more floors upstairs which i didnt even manage to walk. Only managed to walk the basement levels where the shops are not so branded haha! im like a broke kid stepping into shopping heaven haha! (:

Btw, i bought nothing from there cause i'm mega broke. ):


++++ i fell in love with this awesome rainbow heelzzz. you don't know how obsessed i am with rainbow stuff. i will go gaga over them!! ^^ and i fell in love with this pretty very awesome shoez the moment my eyes laid upon it. Gosh! though i dont ever know when i'll ever that butttt i think it's so worth owning it! If i had the $ i would buy it immediately. GRRR :(



i was practically in shoez heaven i've never been to a shop so cool like this. (Y)


i wish i could buy all the shoez there seriously. not cheap at all. ):


++ accessories made me beam even more. i controlled so badly not to get anything! ):



++ i finally get to try butterchicken which taste so familiar like i've eaten before!

I finally knew what taste it was. it's exactly the same taste as the instant tandori chicken i have at home!! so i guess butterchicken wasn't that surprising though it was yumyum. (: hunt for mad long before settling at this place in luckyplaza. and i didnt regret a single bit cause the food was superrrrrrrrrrr nice!




had butterchicken/cheesenaan/honeyprata(nicest prata eva!) and tehtarik(Y)


fattening but whateverrrrr. worth the fatz haha!


that's bout my day. i bought a pair of shades + cloths to diy stuff heheh.
i just diy a ribbon andddd i conclude my sewing seriously sux. wtf?! i seriously need more practice! SIGH :( why can't i sew nicely?! :((( mega sad okay.
such a failure in such stuff. i guess i only can do nailz hahah.

feel like remaking another one. the first one was just trial.
okay toodles goodnightz! xoxo

HAPPY. (: blogger decided to be nice to me finally after 5 days. ^^

It's friday already. It's 12.30am now. I'm gonna sleep soon! before that, drink soyabean.
Soyabean shall be my bestf in the morning and at night. I have no idea why it's a habit now to eat/drink something before i sleep. FAT :( I used to eat icecream every night before I sleep for a period of time(that's if there's icecream). shall switch to soyabean now cause it's a healthier choice? i remember i used to hate soyabean when i was young i have no idea why but i find it alright now (: Though my fav is still chocomilk, but shall settle with soyabean :D
Btw, i'm not on any diet. i just have no idea why my appetite has shrinked. or my food intake became lesser? that's bad cause i feel full so fast though i want to eat many more things ):

Anywayz, this is the last week of school, left with 3 more days including today! ): zomg, i'm so sad i've to part with the class. Honestly speaking, this is the best class i ever had since i came to poly. SIGH ): the changing of class really sux. The friends I made are really nice and all ):
Shall not start ranting on that anymore (: Ut3 coming up and i've yet to study wow. i'm so disappointed with myself that i'm not studying? No motivation suddenly! ): But i'm trying to start studying nowwwwww heheh.

Yesterday was the first time i left class halfway this semester. But at least i left after presentation to take my 'grade8 exam' hahaha! it was quite alright but i think i screwed up? HAHAH OKAY THIS IS JOKE. -.-

randomzxzx picturezz.

this was pink day. pinkhairbandpinktoppinkshoezpinkbag ^^ i'm so pink haha!




pretty bling stuff i used to diy my nails and i'm so in love with em' now!


whenever i look at my nails i feel happy cause i still don't believe i did it myself hahah!
not saying i did it well but yeah, the feeling is just so satisfying hahaha!
i'm gonna do more nail designs when i don't feel lazy ^^


vivoday where i spent 100 bux in 3 hrs. (: Was really really happy with my loots heheh.


thankyouveryverymuch (L)

Goodnightz XOXO

oh what the heck is wrong with blogger seriously. smackbangshoot.

"Love can rebuild the world, they say, so everything's possible when it comes to love."

You have to see this!!

Mad cute!! ^^ All the bentos are like zomg. Super cute.
locoroco bento wtf. i wish i can make these one day!
sorry, i just picture spammed this post again. Finally can blog after midnight!


cutezzzz ttm!






& omg this rainbow nails are like awesome i want them too!
i just did my nails. not so rainbow-ish. but in 3 colours in blingbling glitter ^^ i only did the left hand i'm too lazy to continue the right hand cause i know it'll screw up :(((


sorry picture spam of catz. don't like don't see okay! :)))



















Sigh, no idea what to blog again. Life is boringzzz. I stayed home again on a saturday!! :(
& i studied a little. i'm so easily distracted. i can write one question down and lie around in bed or go surf the net for awhile. Freaking annoying! i don't know why my attention span is so short. or i guess i dont feel like studying or doing cause it's so difficult hahaha!

at least i managed to study 2 problems of chemistry! i've a long way to gooo i wonder how am i suppose to finish everything and all the modules. I'm left with a week till ut3! WOW :|
so tired so tired so tired. so tired of studying so tired of everything GRRR!!
i'm so happy there's no school on monday. one extra day to rest!! yay (: although it's only one day, its better than nothing right :( SIGH!!
Shall find something to do now. i've been fishing the entire day hahaha and that's what got me distracted UGH! goodnightz.

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!! :D

I'm so bored, i just uploaded pictures. very very random pictures from days and weeks ago. ^^

This is some protein gel thingy we did today. SAS-PAGE (:




& finally took pictures with my new fringe which is not very nice. but i think i find it okay?
hahaha getting use to it (Y) it's quite long and it's poking my eye. i also think it makes my face looks fatter in pictures ):









i quite miss the long fringe. but a change is good. at least its a change not out of my willingness so it helps me to accept changes hahah wtf am i talking. like sometimes you want a change but don't dare to? so you need someone/something to help you make the change unexpectedly hee.


i want super long hairrr i want to do the braided headband so nice so nice.
btw, my friend's braided headband is fake and mine is real k! hahaha ((: i dont know why the picture quality sux. i dont edit photos also! lazyyyy.


and my cat's wound got smaller already compared to last time. almost gone (:


random things i drew during dg class in church. hahaha.


so boreddddzxzzz





Yeap. i've no idea what to blog. i'm trying my best to start studying.
i'm so tired everyday after/in school SIGH. Shall sleep now it's almost 1am.
Goodnightzz XOXO