This is weird, i've uploaded the picture but its not here on this page. -.-

Anywayzzz i think RP is soo ridiculous and really sooo ignorant i have no idea what to say about my own school. I feel like they are damn proud to have the most number of cases in a cluster in spore! I think they want to break record and tell the whole world how good they are for having the most number of cases and still allow students to attend school like normal despite the rapidly increasing number of h1n1 each day. wtf -.- I think they want to enter guiness world record or something.

I thought that I should not be bothered about it anymore even though we are at risk, but wtheck i think this is way too much. 66 cases now and the people around us are all infected. Just because we don't get it that gives us a reason to go to school(and probably get it one day?) Be thankful that our immune system is strong and take that for granted? Although we have the least possibility of dying from it but so? Urgh! I know i shouldn't be like complaining about it cause its just a freaking contagious stupid flu. Pfffttt. I just cannot stand the way they handle things. If like it's just a normal stupid flu why bother to inform us how many cases there are in RP. Is that gonna change anything?! Obviously NOT!! :@ so why tell us for what. let us be paranoid about it but still continue to go to school? -.- and why keep flooding our mails with stupid news from newspapers you are so proud to share about. Helping us HIGHLIGHTING all RP news in YELLOW to show how good it is of the increasing number of cases and helping spore increase more?

okay, sorry i sound really pissed here. i'm not pissed at the fact i don't get LOA because i don't wish to do elearning which i won't learn much and i'm at the losing end. It's just that i really don't see the point in them telling us the number of increasing cases each day and the temperature declaration which makes no sense. -.- The latest news about them knowing of the 1900 students who signed the petition of allowing LOA for year 2 and 3 students. RP said that they will treat it with respect but i really wonder if they really will because it sounds so fake. :\

I'm tired.of.ranting. hahahaha!

Not pissed at the above situation. Cause i'm really happy today ^^ and hope everyday i will be this happy! Although i'm quite sick of school, you end my day with a smile. Loves(L)
i'm feeling really sick of school now, no idea! oh yesss biochem lab today and it was fun with enzymes and saliva(ewwww!!) luv the colour change and everything. (: Pictures another day i'm too lazy to upload them here. Can't wait to get my laptop back!! :(

Goodnightzzz. Really long post.

Pictures from friday. ^^ Team Matez. & the last pic from the previous day.

Luvs.

xoxo

Missezz you every second you're away from my sight.


shermaine is extremely lazy to blog nowadays and because i'm bored out of my wits so i'm here right now. i have no idea what to blog about. i'm still using the school's comp and waiting for my laptop to be back with me by monday hopefully. (: Itz the weekends and the week was great nonetheless. It passed quite fast, everyday seemed like a friday the entire week. Very happy for the weekends although it's nothing great. I've been quite happy the past two days ^^ Yesterday was the slackest day since school started because we didn't have to present at all. Had lab in the morning and that's about it. 2 hour break to slack! Took pictures and facebook all the way. Meeting 3 was just doing some practice questions given and listening to her teach us previous problems. Awesome! (:

36 confirmed cases of h1n1 in school and there's nothing done yet. I'm still happy to go to school anyway. haha! Its better without elearning cause im gonna hate it for sure like everybody else.
my saturady spent lazing around at second home. Failed to watch transformers because it was extremely crowded and the queue was like a snake. -.- neither do i want to get front row seats. and what if i queued and by the time i reach the counter there were no more seats for that timing what do i do? I dont want to watch another movie either or other timings. So i guess its a waste of time to queue hehe :) ended up sleeping in the afternoon for awhile then home (:
I think i'm very lazy now to go anywhere like town. cause i think i have no intention of shopping so what for do i go town for? To look at everything and not buy makes me ever more sad! :(
Saving $$ plan going very well and i hope it will stay like this. hehehe! I've not shopped for the longest time i cant believe that. Omg! :D

Sorry, i know my blog is like this lengthy pile of words always. If you don't wanna read then you don't have to because it's rubbish anyway (: I blog for the sake of blogging. I'm quite lazy to upload pictures either, bare with it! Feel like eating icecream now, very random. or should i go finish up the sashimi? (L)

I'm so bored that i end up playing tetris in fb and is position 1 in block star tetris in my fb! Beat that ^^ Addictiveeee.

Goodnightzzz. Love you vvv much.
XOXO

My laptop has to be officially sent into the hospital for an emergency :(
I'm very sad about it because I currently miss it alot. I'm using the school's old school acer laptop which runs on XP. I'm very used to Vista and this is very very weird. It's so 'old fashioned'. i'm not saying XP sucks, its because i'm used to vista and it's 'hightech' system icons and everything.

All my data would be gone, glad i managed to back it up ^^ I actually left my computer on for more than 24 hours since monday night. D: I'm so afraid of switching it off because it may not be able to on again. :( Yeap, so finally it got its wish to get treated - hard drive & fan gonna be changed. (:
i'm not used to the no bookmarks and nothing in this comp. My bookmarks are so important because it's just a click away. Now if i want to view them i have to plug in the external hard disk and open the bookmarks one by one in a new window. GRRRR :(

I'm so very pissed because they told me that they could repair on the spot(which i know its quite impossible but still believed!) Only able to get it back next week which means the entire week spent with this damn laptop. i shldnt complain cause at least its better than not having any -.-

Anywayz, the latest news that year 1 students in RP don't have to attend school for a week which is friggingg unfair. What makes them think that year 2 and 3 students didnt go to those places or have contact with those people. Pretty retarded. I don't think its a bad thing either cause i dont really mind going to school. Staying at home and doing elearning is worse than going to school i think. At least i get to learn something right hahaha ^^ whateverzzzz. :\

im so boredz. :( Lab the next two days. its getting quite boring.
i'm quite addicted to that typing game in fb and its getting on my nerves when i can't seem to get pass level 9 most of the time!! :@

Byeee.

Twentynine

3 words won't describe that feeling (L)




Today was my first time being late for class since i stepped into RP. I was suppose to go get my laptop fixed at the service centre, but i only get to call them at 9am the earliest. class starts at 9.15 and i have to call them to tell the problem and all the necessary information. By that time i was already late for class. They told me they will come down to my house to get it fixed(i forgot to ask when -.-) so i didn't bother to go down. Since i was late i didn't want to attend class already. but i realise i have nothing to do if i dont go for class so in the end i did and reach class at 9.50am :\ Glad i attended class cause it was fun. Love A&P (:

Anywayz, i haven't switched off my laptop since last night. It will probably die due to overheating and what not. I'm so afraid to switch it off now because it won't be able to turn it on again!! :( Should i switch it off tonight and let it rest? then i'll prolly go to sch early to loan a laptop incase it doesn't work tomorrow! Sigh :( I hate this alotttzzz. PFFTTTT.

Today is sinful day, i ate so much sinful food. fried kuay teow and potato chips. Shall starve tomorrow haha! Everyday seems like friday to me i have no idea why. I just keep thinking it's friday and i don't have school the next day. Looking forward to the weekends!!
&hugs the best comfort ^^

Love you vvv much.

We've come a long way. To me, it's been really long, tough and rollercoaster-ish, i promise.
It's been xxx days, xx months and x years.
I won't lie it's never been hard, tough, negative, buckets of tears, pain, hurts and probably the worst feeling eva in your life.
At times, it can be the happiest, bliss, most perfect time of my life.
And really, i treasured every single bit and smile at the memories.
I like pictures, how they capture that lovely moment. Though they may not express how I actually really feel. that particular joy love and peace. It's amazing that I still can keep them look at them and remember the past. I like doing that alot. To see how much me and others have changed.
Pictures means alot to me, besides that, the human mind which is quite small to contain much.

I don't know why i'm posting this, i just felt like it.
If you don't like reading this, i still like reading my own blog. I enjoy reading my post though it sounds quite retarded haha ^^

Should i skip school tomorrow to get my laptop fixed or should i go to school? I want to eat at chompchomp ):

i may not be perfect, after all i'm still human. i have flaws. i actually dislike flaws, but i try to accept everybody's flaws no matter how bad it can get. I have them too ): i'm being very random and i like that. hehehehe. i hate how selfish i am at times, self centered and oblivious to things around. and i have an attitude i guess. hahaha i'm known as attitude person just because i'm always quiet. doesn't mean i'm quiet im showing attitude k!! sometimes i just don't want to be in the conversation or else its i have nothing to say or i can't click with your convo okay. most of the times its this case. pfffttt! sometimes i wish i was a little more childish so i can play get along with those people(no offence here). but really i wish i could just join the convo but i just can't bring myself to because it's just so weird and not me!

Yeap. & i hope school closes soon due to H1N1. Grrrrr

Pictures, my life.

I almost broke down and cry because my laptop couldn't load into windows. It's been like that last week and i went to the it helpdesk and they repaired it so it was fine after that. This morning it started to be bitchy again and decided to take eons to load and kept restarting even before asking for the password. Like at least 3 times before it could load into windows. Now, I tried to switch it on when i came home. and it doesn't load again?!?!?!?! I so badly want to cry. It restarted for like TEN TIMES i tried all ways like safe mode and the normal one. I have no idea how i use it now i think i tried one of the safe mode advance or whatever it is. I'm so glad I can use now if not i don't know what will happen i will just hide and cry till tomorrow because my comp is officially dead and i have not backup a single shit!! Now is really regret not getting a hard disk that time, screw you shermaine!! ):

Anyway, i'm trying to backup what's most important into my pathetic 4gb thumbdrive. I'm so not gonna switch off my comp till tomorrow or ever again until i get it repaired. I think i should skip school and bring down to fujitsu ): but i will die without a laptop you knowww. :( SIGH.
I think the most important thing i'll backup would be my pictures, i think they are my life and memories i don't want to lose. I've done that and it took an hour?! 3000+ images/files i think. :\
Now transferring my school documents/notes and then it will be full already. I don't know what else to transfer over. Songs aren't that important to me so i don't really care. I think next would be bookmarks! i got thousands of them. ^^

Alright, shall stop here and get work done and go bathe! haha (:
Goodnightzz.

Happy Father's Day! ^^

Taylor Swift is (L), and i like her name (: hehe.

haven't been listening to her songs in a long time. actually haven't been listening to songs at all. Sometimes i really wonder why I don't listen to songs. like i can have the urge to listen to songs at one point of time and the next i'm bored of it and then not listen to songs anymore till someone influence me to like a certain song haha ^^

Foody pictures from yesterday, i'm feeling hungry now. I had awesome catmountain durian just now. it so melts into your mouth. (Y)



love stone rice (:




I'm quite dreading school and somehow not prepared or feeling excited for it. :( I used to be quite alright with monday but now it doesnt seem so :( School is boringz you know ): I somehow just slack my day away i wonder what i've learnt.

It's almost the end of june, time passes soo fast. I realise UT2 is in two weeks time which is freaking fast! I'm so scared i better start studying soon ):
I want time to stop, i don't want to grow any older. I don't want the future to come, i don't want to know what the future is like. I don't want to have more responsibilities and problems. I don't want to grow old. I don't want to. . . etc.
But i want to start working and earning my own. I quite look forward to that i don't know why. But it's still a long way to go. I don't know where i'm going after i graduate. I don't know if i should take that path to get a degree i dont knowwww. and i don't want to know either. :(

I want a holiday, i want to relax i want to go overseas with you. i want to tour the world i want to sleep the entire day not worrying about a single thing. i want to have real peace and pure joy.
i'm tired of studying. but i don't have a choice right now. Press on for another 1 and a half years.

:(

Another new week is here, and i hope it passes as fast. (:
Goodnightz, love you ^^


that will never change.

If each day could last like this, I'll be the happiest kid in the world.
I guess it's a feeling i'm unable to describe, the feeling of joy, peace and love.
It's not the fanciful kind of time that matters, but the every second that counts.
The little walks, talks and laughter. It may not be the most perfect thing in the world, the downs can really be very down but those never last for more than a day. It's that a good or bad thing?

Anywayz, i really like to be very happy! who doesn't like it anyway. -.- Being happy is ten times or more better than being angered sad depressed and what not. I have a wish and that's to be happy everyday, whether it's for that one second. I look forward to a happier future. ^^ Like waking up smiling every single day, that would be so awesome! hahaha. (L)

Today was (Y). ate at my favourite jap place, MOF. window shopped, and caught a movie after so super long! 'Ghost of Girlfriends Past'. I didn't enjoy the show, i don't know why people been saying it's nice and so on. Probably not my type of show although it's the romance kind and i don't know how to describe it. :\ k nvm, maybe i dont even exactly understand the whole show but it's pretty boring though i almost fall asleep. but since i paid 10 bucks just to watch it i shouldn't waste right. -.- i think i ate so much today. but i'm still hungry. only ate 'lunch' at 3ish then movie/popcorn at 7ish and i came back and ate rice and chicken again! at 10ish. zmg :\

Shall hit the sack now, sorry not much pictures and i'm quite lazy to post. Goodnightz. (:

Its the Weekends (L)

i'm gonna spam kitty pictures. ^^ i don't care if you like her or not. ((:



my soft and fluffy pork (L) heheh. i put her by the window, she's got a phobia of heights and hate to be there unlike other cats. but in the end she still sat there so cute ^^




she looks really scared and shock. and ignore my just wake up look. -.-


my mom bought colourful lizards for her but she doesnt seem interested in them. too fake!
can cats see colourz anyway?


& she totally ignore them even when placed on her!! -.-

the rest of the pics were taken in microbiology lab on wednesday. had fun staining bacteria (:


this was the dye filled sink which everybody did their dyeing at. purple red soo coolzz.


all the dyes and solutions needed.


staining in process with a kind of red dye called safranin?


& tiz is my stained bacteria which you obviously can't see here but only under the microscope.
I did mine well and was shown to the whole class ^^ the bacteria was purple hehehe yay.


and my broken deeply thumb nail which cant be seen clearly here due to the flash. the nail is growing but still quite pain :( hope it will grow faster!!

Alrighttt that's about it. Today's chemistry was pretty screwed up. my group didn't even do a ppt for presentation. we concentrated too much on the excel thing and was totally screwed up when my faci said that she doesnt want us to explain that but the problem statement! Wtf?! our effort was kind of wasted! GRRRR and she doesnt' want to hear our explanation cause we were taking too much time. (unprepared whattt!!) Total failure today manzzz. First time i'm experiencing this kind of thing where i didn't even present a single thing. Our group was the odd one out cause the rest presented so much more plz. zomg! D: Quite disappointed, but yeah i didn't care less after that. she's more into partipation not your presentation i just hope i dont get a C :(

Anywayz, its the weekend and its time to enjoy and chill out. Gonna celebrate porky's birthday and have fun ^^ Goodbyez its getting late and i've not bathed! (: Toodles.

The internet has been a bitch the whole day. School and home equally the same! I shall take some time to blog now, haven't been here for two days due to the intensive mugging for anatomy. Finally all the UT1 are over. UT2 coming up next which is equal to more and much more mugging ): Anyway, it's finally friday tomorrow and finally the weekends. The week passed quite fast actually and i quite like it ^^

The week has been good (Y). I want to upload pictures from my phone but the bluetooth in my laptop doesnt seem to be working. GRRR.
Things that happened this week :

(actually i can't think of anything right now. I hate it when i'm blogging and suddenly i have nothing in mind already!!) :@ Anywayz, my thumb nail cracked quite deeply yesterday and my maid told me that i had to cut it off at that point of time. so she helped me and ended up in a very very deep cut. I cried over a nail, not because it's a nail but because it's so frigging pain i cried so badly. First time experiencing such pain over a broken nail. I now quite have phobia over long nails but then i've not cut the rest of the nails yet. now my thumb nail is half of my normal long nails :( I hope it grows out fast soon because the tip of it is still sensitive when touched and i can see the flesh that's why its so painful. :(

Had microbiology UT on monday and anatomy UT today. It was quite bad. After knowing the answers for microbio i don't know whether to laugh or to cry that i'm gonna fail. Expected anyway, i didn't study for it. :( Sigh! am i suppose to regret or what? I think i 'studied' quite hard for anatomy. but i think my version of studying is actually copying and pasting notes into a ppt and that's it. It's not even studying or memorising thus today's test was quite a failure cause i spent ALOT of time referring to the ppts and wasted ALOT of time leaving very little time to finish up the test. :( I'm still quite sad about it. Because I knew how to do the last part of one question but lack time! I really hope i don't fail seriously. (biggest blow among all the modules) Haha! I (L) anatomy! :D I still think there's too many questions and so little time! The other modules don't have as much questions okay. :(

Okay, i shall stop ranting seriously. I'm always doing this cause it's my only way out. hehehe :D
Goodnightz. i'm gonna enjoy the weekend although itz only two freaking days before another week starts. And i better start on my PP soon!! :\ Byeez!

Do unicorns exist?

I think this is too pretty to be called a pony, they should be called unicorns instead.
My impression of unicorns are pretty like this and v magical ^^ haha!

Today's the first day of the second half of the semester and it turn out fine after all. I guess it's just all about your perspective towards school. (: maybe i thought of being very slack in school that's why it turns out quite fine. i don't see the point in stressing myself up when it's all gonna be the same as when i do nothing. hehe ^^ maybe you don't see any logic in here but i think that i shouldn't push myself too hard or neither should i try so hard in class but end up being disappointed. I should chill and relax and classlearning would be more fun X 10 ^^

I'm having a bad flu and my throat is feeling quite bad i hope i dont fall sick ): i think its the bad weather + subway cookies and mainly the DURIAN! shouldn't have ate durian just now again ):
this is badddd. UT today was bad cause i didn't study much plus i think i don't have enough time. and i was feeling really sleepy towards the end of the day although i wasn't even paying attention in class. -.- i was really day dreaming during 6p wth! The network is school really sux today, i couldn't connect in the morning and after that it worked but was on off connection. Pfftt! they should really do something about it seriously. Affecting us ALOT! :@

Shall stop here and find something to do, i don't think i can sleep that early. :\
Goodnightzz. ^^

i think this is freakingly cute. like burgers made out of cake and brownies. and fries of cookies.
I think it will take years for me to make such thing into perfection. ^^ It really looks damn real like fries and burger except the lettuce doesn't seem real. it's just frostings :)

& can someone tell me there's no school tomorrow? :( let me live in denial for awhile.
I still don't have the feeling that there's school tomorrow. I'm not panicky and such at all is that suppose to be a good thing? I keep telling myself i'm used to school and all and everything's pretty simple (: I hope i'm really used to it and not lying to myself! I hope it will not be stressful in class and i hope ut won't be that difficult cause i didn't really study(okay this one i can really blame myself) shall go read up a little later. I'm so glad break time is 15 minutes longer now although it doesn't really make a difference. We'll still end later and that sucks even more. I just hope the week past faster, and i'll be waiting for weekends every week (: how sad. everybody else is still having the holidays and i'm back to ten weeks of horror! SIGH :(

i.just.hate.to.wake.up.early. i'm back to bed time before 1am when school starts. been sleeping at 2am the past week and waking up at noon. no more of such when school starts. and i hope to do consistent studying from now on. i'm really scared for the last week of school which is full of tests. it's so different now, gah! :( i hope to get at least half of my PP done by june or mid july.(if completed then good) i need to squeeze in time for everything. i need to stop being emotional about random things i think of everyday/night. I really don't knoww. i just hope for a better school life and be happier. and now,i feel so distant from God like i really don't know where i am. :(

Shall go bathe now and hopefully try to sleep early(it never happens). Byee!

It's my fault but i'm the one getting hurt it the end, always.
I call this self-hurt. I create trouble for myself and end up getting hurt myself.
then i spend the night sobbing to bed. :(



Anyway, i already knew yesterday wouldn't be good since the start of the day. True enough, i was quite depressed for no reason and i don't know what. Some other stuff piss me off too and kept tearing the whole night till i slept. My heart ached so badly like a heart attack. Sometimes i really don't know how to describe this kind of feeling. You're sad and you don't make it better but instead think of the worse which make yourself triple sad. (if you get what i mean) it's always the case. I pray that when school starts everything will be smooth. I really do not want to get so depress over school. It's in one day's time!! 2 weeks passed in a blink of an eye. I have to be strong to face ten weeks of school before the next hols. 6 months have almost gone by so fast. I wonder how the next few years would be like. I can't believe i'm eighteen already, old enough to think for myself, my future. But i still don't know what i want. It's so scary to think that I don't know what i want after i graduate. Life's so unpredictable. I feel that i find it hard to achieve what i want. i find that i lack something. i lack character i lack many personalities that others have. Be it being outgoing and such. (i know i am who i am and i shldnt compare) Yeah, but all the time you will envy how others can be better because of a certain character/personality. Don't you think it sucks? :\ I guess everybody have their best attributes, i hope to believe in that.

why am i always blogging about such stuff, i'm being so emotional i shouldn't even think of such things now and be happy! school is driving me nutz. I need to complete my PP asap but i still don't know what to do. GRRR! i stayed home the entire day and studied microbiology and i think i'm quite done with it. hahaha i just copy paste stuff into a ppt and i'm done -.- I feel like playing sims now should i? boredzzz. byee.

P.S irvin if you see this, i just wanna say i miss you! hahaha. have fun in macau/hk and don't bring the flu bug back pls. &&& when you shop don't forget about me okay hahaha! ^^ and don't think so much already k but enjoy yourself with the little time there. your bf is in good hands HAHA. (: love ya XOXO

MLIA

• i can't seem to get my fingers to open the ppts to study. I rather do brainless stuff than study.
• I just realise i have quite a bit to study. i've always thought that microbio was easy and have nothing much to be studied. FML
• But that still don't seem to make me panic about it. -.-
• Feel happy to meet the girls and shan's sister who made our outing very hilarious & never ending laughters.
• bought another hairband today.
  
• Feels quite depress for no reason or maybe there is?
  
• I really do not want school to start for many many reasons. :(
  
• wonders why i get upset so easily. Sigh ): wish you didn't have to talk like that.
  
• It's the reason why i don't want school to start. i hate the busyness and everything about school. but i guess hols are equally the same. (i dont know what i'm talking about)
• needs to stop eating at 1am.
  

Really feel like crying right now. FML

btw, i haven't been playing sims2 the past few days. i wonder why. i think i've lost the urge for sims already. is that a bad thing? i doubt when school starts i will have time to play :( i'm gonna leave my game hanging there. Bye.

Hair Growth Post

long hair chopped off before CNY'09


hair grew longer 2 months later. this was in march.



then i chopped it off again before i turn eighteen. cause i couldn't stand the length and it was damn hot! and this will be the shortest i'll ever go until i feel like shaving my hair bald haha!


and finally my hair grew so much longer now! i can feel the difference. I think only when you cut your hair real short then you can feel the difference in growth, really! ((: I can't wait for my hair to grow long again but that will be one year later. -.-


I hope i won't be bothered by the heat and the length that i'll chop it off again. I promise i won't do that already! I like me hair alotz and i hope it'll stay this healthy when it grows out long. (doubt so)! once it grows longer it will start dropping and i hate it the most! :( this is the main reason why i actually cut and now i don't even see a single strand on my bed. Try it! hahaha.

I'm craving for mos burger now. I managed to satisfy my cravings of milk tea and durian pancake yesterday! ^^ I can't wait to meet the girls later. Till then, bye! (:

Marina Barrage

Pictures in fb, too lazy to upload them here. Didn't upload all the 100+ pictures, too many already!

I'm having a very bad headache now since i woke up just now. ): Must be the heat and the sun and the weather! pffttt! :( I shall go sleep soon. I'm very happy my wish of going to marina barrage has been fulfilled. So glad that it wasn't crowded at all and its pretty empty and it's very very nice minus the freaking hot weather. (: Yeap, the exhibition gallary was good and very educational ^^

I think the weather is really madness now. It's humid 24 hours! Anyway, since we boarded the train at marina bay where we got seats we were too lazy to alight anywhere else like cityhall/orchard. Ended sitting all the way to amk only and went to amk hub. I got hairbands like again! Really hairband fetish now. I got 5 hairbands this two days. -.- I want to collect all the colourz yay (: I hope tomorrow i get to meet the girls if not i'll be quite sad cause i don't know when's the next time we'll ever meet. Holidays are ending which is very very SAD! I can't believe after this weekends, i will have to go back to school. thinking about that, i've not studied anything. Good job shermaine! I've not enjoyed enough yet, two weeks is pathetic. I can't believe the next hols will be ten weeks away! it seems really long but i guess time passes really fast in school. By then, it will be the end of semester and it's time to part with the class AGAIN! -.-

I want to get a hard disk from the IT FAIR but i'm still considering cause its gonna burn a hole in my bank not pocket. haha! :( Any kind souls willing to get for me? heheh.
I didn't want to post this long but i always do. I guess this is the only thing i'm good at. -.-
Bye!

btw my pictures are so much better thanks to using a digital cam and not my stupid lousy hp camera. i always thought my hp camera is good till i took pictures the past week grrr. I want to buy my own camera! but the think i hate the most is the size of pictures cause they are so huge and hard to upload. to upload i need to resize them which is so troublesome! i'm not the kind who loves editing pics cause i think original is best ^^

I doubt i will ever get my studying done! :( I think i'll be enjoying the next few days of my holidays. (: Today was out with mommy and siblings. Super long since we actually spend time together like go town kind. Had MFM for lunch @ Central. i was extremely full.







Ceasar salad with white bait yumz.


and my poached cherry snapper with white basil sauce?


and they shared a 1 for 1 lobster combo thingy.


my fish (Y) but not really the kind that melts in your mouth ):


I think this is much better than fish&co although i've only tried their fish and chips and it sux.
Ended the day at vivocity and i only managed to go f21 before we went home. YES ONLY ONE STORE CAUSE I SPENT AN HOUR IN THERE. and my mom was tired of waiting and unwell so we had to go home!! :( but me very happy cause i got my loots and dont have to pay a cent. Yes, freaking happy thank you mommy!! :D


I can't decide between the pink and the purple both so pretty. :( or should i not get any?

Secret shoe fetish! ^^

I think i'll be flooding my blog with pictures the next few days. hehe i hope the plan for tomorrow works out well! (: I'm really scared for school. School starts equals to horror stress and more stress more tests. Grrr really hate it alottt!! Still have PP to complete and i've yet to start anything. I'm really so gonna be dead cause the next hols will be ten weeks later which is freaking long i want to die. I don't even think i'll be able to skip school already! :( The last week of school will be all tests and i really don't know how am i gonna find time to study for them. Tis is gonna be consistent studying throughout! :( I don't want to be lagged behind. I need to do well and this is the millionth time i'm saying this. I really feel stupid sometimes.

I haven't started studying a shit on microbio and i'm extremely dead cause test is on the first day of school wtf. I think i'm studying for things that i enjoy only. so i guess i've to love all of the modulezzz. :( Okay, enough of rubbish. Btw, i dreamt of my rdna grades the previous night and i was happy about it! they gave out grades like in sec school with test papers and the B3 B4 thing. hahaha i was smiling in my dream. I hope i'll be smiling the same when the results are out. But i highly doubt it will happen!! :@ okay byeee gonna bathe now and slack my night away again not studying shitttt!! feel very lazy. :(

8 June 09' @ Mycofarm

It was a school trip to the mushroom farm @ seletar farmway, somewhere there. (:



we got to see how mushrooms grow and the pic below is where mushrooms grow on - a saw dust log.


we got to see shitake and willows only due to time constrain.


so cute right hahaha. we tried fresh raw mushrooms just harvested directly from the log. the shitake one was okay but the willow was ewwww. :\




Had mushroom cooking demostration and we got to eat em' ^^




and i bought mushroom floss too very yummy! like pork floss just that its mushroom.
and i bought a big box of mix mushrooms to cook hehe.




we went back and cooked mushrooms too :D


You need an oven, mushrooms, oil, salt, pepper(if you want), cheese.


coat the tray with oil first then lay the mushrooms place cheese on top of each mushroom and its ready to be placed in the over!


melted cheese over mushrooms vvery yummy. i randomly just came out with this recipe with whatever i have haha. turns out quite nice though.


and i look like im wearing a whole jumpsuit but its two piece k -.-




i think this picture is damn funny. it looks like its my hand but its not! hahaha.





I really should be studying now but i'm not. i've been waking up at noon every single day i have no idea why. I think i should treasure the sleeping time i have cause school is starting and i don't have such luxury of sleeping late anymore! :( i should play all i want now even though i have tests next week and have not started studying pffft! Really don't feel like doing anything now. I'm addicted to sims like f21. Played till almost 2am last night. I think i'm gonna play now. I feel stupid to have rented a house for my sims in university now they can't flirt with girls in dorms -.- like that how to get married! the two brothers just live alone in a house themselves. regret regret! & i wasted so much time renovating the house you know. its all purple on the outside damn gay but i don't care :D shall go play sims now byee.