I've been very lazy to post anything. Weekends has been quite a bore. ):

Staying at home the entire saturday is the most torturing thing hahahah.
Seriously. blame myself for waking up at 12 plus in the afternoon! it's like the entire morning just passed and abit too late to go out cause of some reasons. i think it's too rushing to go anywhere far. so, ended up slacking the entire afternoon online and then sleeping at 6 till 9pm. -.-

combined service today and i was late. and antz didnt save space for me so she ended up sitting on the floor beside me. hahaha. opps so sorry k! but it was fun sitting on the floor in a corner righttt can do anything you like. and i practically didn't listen to the entire service i didn't know what was going on hahaha. thinking about it now i don't remember alot of things. :\ anywayzz after service cheryl taught antz math and i was stoning away so bored. left around 1 to lot 1 and i spent again!!! GRRRR. bus back to church, i know its so retarded. but its antz idea! i got subway cookies. and the church was locked up already. so retarded hahaha. ended up at coffee bean and i got to use my internet ^^ ended up not studying anything and using the internet from 3 plus to 5 plus and then went home. What an afternoon! hahahah!

I'm on holidayzz and i was being good to accompany andreawong to study okay. I wasn't even planning to study. heheh. but i guess i'll start studying soon i wanna do well ^^ Alright, i'm thinking what to do tomorrow so boredx and i miss you so badly. ): I want to watch night in the musuem 2. this hols i must at least go hort park/marina barrage or somewhere nice.
goodnightz i feel like eating icecream now.

This is like the awesomest cupcake i've ever seen.
Irvin bake this for me hahaha! it's just all about the colourzz.
i only want to admire but not eat. ^^



Holidays are HERE! i'm gonna enjoy this pathetic two weeks ttm! :D

& HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY SHANDY FOO. I HOPE YOU LIKE THE PREZZIE. AND HAD A AWESOME BIRTHDAY. SURPRISE!! (: i know you were so very touched. hahaha.

okay i can't help but keep staring at the cupcake. -.-

anywayzzz im gonna quit talking about the bad things. like my really screwed up ut today. shall focus on the upcoming test after the holidays. i hope this is the last time im gonna screw up a ut. this is what i meant by studying doesn't exactly help much. i was referring the whole time! waste my time! haha. Righhttttt.

shall plan what to occupy my holidays with. i just hate how time passes too quickly all the events slowly come by into my life too fast. i don't have enough time to prepare. why don't time just slow down. its the start of the holidays and im already thinking of the end coz i know it just passes too fast. two weeks is really too short to enjoy much. oh well, just appreciate it. the next ten weeks of school will be pure torture. haven't started on PP and i'm really so dead. I feel really lazy and don't know how to go about doing it. shall try doing a little during the hols if im not lazyy (:

i've no idea what to do tomorrow. GSS is here and i wish to shop hahaha. why don't someone just give me 200bux now so i can go spree online hahaha. i got tons of stuff i want. sponsor me! ^^
Grrr i'm getting boredz now. Goodnightz. XOXO

Today was productive. I overslept and didn't attend school. ^^
Moral of the story: Don't ever switch on the air con and sleep before 1am!!

hahaha i felt that the weather was immensely humid the past few days and decided to switch on the aircon. The entire night was too good that i slept past my alarm and woke up at 9am! school starts at 9.15 btw. So i decided not to go to school and continue to sleep hehehe. It's not like i planned not to go. I was dreaming this morning so i didn't wake up hahaha. ^^

I still went to school at 11 plus, went for the mushroom talk and studied a little. After that went to amk for mushroom hunt! hahah. Back to school library and studied intensively for biochemistry ut this coming friday. :( i still can't understand glycolysis or whatever kreb's cycle. Hate ATP the most!! GRRRR. I'm sort of done studying except that part. Annoying shitz. Anyway, only left the library at 7pm had subway and home ((:

TWO MORE DAYS TILL HOLIDAYS!!!
SIX MORE DAYS TO SIMS 3!! zmg can't wait to attend the 'party'.
I like the sims3 headband so cute. :D
awesome. ^^

I can't wait for the holidays. 2 freaking more days of school i shall endure!! (:

shit it's 10 plus i need to bathe now. i'm so free tonight i don't have any work to do. hehehe.
Me like. although i missed lab today i don't care itz pretty easy anyway.

Shall go revise a little later if i'm not lazee. and sleep early tonight! its the first time ever i overslept for school omg. hahaha! it will be the first and the last.
Toodles! XOXO

P.S i'm loving the lootssss i just gotttt zmgggg totally luv!!

Shall blog a proper post instead of ranting again. Take a break from studying(even though i'm actually done). I'll make this quick and go to bed. ^^ i think this will be the earliest i'm gonna sleep. Usually try to sleep before 1am at least! (:


my cutie pie hehe she looks like a kitten here :D


& the moth i saw in school through the glass window.



Astons @ ssc last saturday!! Been so long since i ate astons, the last time was last year cause i told myself i wouldn't eat for at least half a year because i was quite sick of the food.



fish burger ten timez better than mac's!


teriyaki chicken, the sauce isn't that nice but still alright.


Best thing of all is the food so cheap! :D heheh. Spent some time in popular and i got stationaries. Actually just pen but it felt so freaking long since i ever shop for such stuff. I never bought a pen in more than a year hahaha! (: so fun to shop for stationaries ^^ I got a feeling i won't even use the pen at all cause i totally forgot about it until i blogged about this haha! shitz.

Anyway, last week of school till holidays!! Super can't wait to sleep in and enjoy that pathetic two weeks hehehe. Chemistry Ut done today. One down two more to go for the week. Yay! I'm feeling rather sick, down with flu. Grrrr need more restttt. Me don't want to go school but me must!! Sigh ): So amazing i haven't skip a single day yet. I think its too amazing hahaha.

Shall go try submitting my rj again the leo system is giving me problems every single night its so annoying seriously!! i've got to fix it :@ Goodnightz.

Shermaine is just freaking out right now. I thought I was quite confident for chemistry but sadly it's not the case now cause i'm having a panic attack. (which i should not!! at this point of time) I feel like i've not finish studying. zmg i realise i didn't even read the 6ps. I think i'm having too high expectations of myself. If i'm not gonna do well i'll just cry. I'm so scared. right. now.

I'm just gonna cry myself to sleep.

So much for wanting to blog a proper post i dont have time now. Goodnightz ):

The past month has been a month of whirlwinds, a roller coaster ride. It's been a month since school started and I still cannot believe that a whole month had just passed. It was really really fast literally in a blink of an eye. My life really revolved around school and home and was really mundane. I still cannot believe it'z been a month of school. Time passes too fast for me to catch up. I guess it's the busyness that really got me hooked and been very oblivious to everything else except school. I guess it's time to slow down but i just don't know how i can slow down when i can't stop time and i can't find time for breaks. Its so taxing!!

I can't deny that things are smooth sailing ever since school started. Busy with our individual school work and stuff i wish i could find the time to just chill and relax. Things actually remained rather casual. I won't say it didn't change at all because it actually did. I know i really can't compare the time we had during the holidays and right now. It's a really totally different thing. Sometimes it's quite hard to compromise and such. Maybe i have really changed since school started. I'm really quite stressed out in class and i have to say that year 2 isn't that easy after all. Still, I really enjoy what i really am learning. Maybe that's the reason why time passes really fast in the week. Before you know it, it's friday ^^ I enjoy the things learnt in class and it's really a good learning journey. Though many times i felt like giving up cause everything was so tough, i still manage to get through em'.

I guess I can only say that you should not give up no matter what. No matter how hard it takes, just persevere on because you've come a long way. I know it's so easy to say but hard to instill it in your life. I have a long way to go, I can't give up so easily but just try your best to do better! (:

& it's the same love that makes me laugh, makes me cry.
i love you
xoxo

Rainbow Spamz FTW.
^^
Me like the pictures. hehehe.
I shouldn't be here but i'll just write a short one.

I need to cut off all msn and internet so that i can focus on studying!!!
It's too distracting. I shall take back the internet part cause i still need the internet for research, etc. I'm not so lucky to have notes like some other polys alright! I must stop being in fb and all the random sites i go to when i'm bored. its too addictive.
I should be.studying.right.now.LIKE.NOWWWW!













Rainbow so cute. I like the dress so cute ^^

shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!shermaine cannot give up!

No matter how hard it takes shermaine cannot give up!

XOXO

Pretty Pix are Addictive. Hard to decide.
It seem so Perfect.



Cuteness!


^^


she's so pretty! (: luv the dress too.








Alright, i think i should stop browsing through pretty pix cause its so addictive!!
Its good to do that in school when you're free cause time passes faster, on the other hand i end up not listening to others present. :\ Been so long since i've taken any pictures of humans. I'm back to prettypix and prettyshoez. hahaha. Me like. I also think i don't even have time to take picture and i'm really lazy. hehehe! school is unglam :)

Today is one of the days I felt like taking a break from school. I guess i'll still attend the whole week of school because skipping means not learning which equals to not understanding and equals to screw up Uts. :( It sux to be in science and there's so much to be understood. I wish it was Year 1 where i can learn brainless common sense kind of things where i do not have to study kind. It seems easy now but it wasn't that easy last year!! :\

I very much want to skip school and study to catch up on my work because i dont seem to find any spare time. I have enough of school and information for the day i just don't feel like coming home to stare at science and understanding some other modules. Sigh ): I really do not want to screw my ut up!! i got a week left to study. Pffttt.

I need motivation. I think most of the time i'm scaring myself thinking that i understand nothing when i actually do. Paranoid.Paranoid. I need comfort, a hug and rest!! (:
I'm lovin cornflakes with choco milk and it's my favourite thing now. I eat it for breakfast/supper and when i'm hungry. Yumzz. Shall get going and find something to do now. Bathe and hopefully try to study. I got difficulty studying at home GRRRR.

Toodles.XOXO

I screwed up my purple painted nails with silver design. or should i say my maid screw the right hand -.-! Grrrr i hate it right now so i'm gonna erase everything off(waste of my effort!!) :@
It's the beginning of the week yet again. I just don't know why time seem to pass really fast this year of school. Last year, it didn't pass that fast. in fact it was really slow. I guess it's because of the stuff i study that's really so taxing. :( Stress!!

Couldn't wake up for church but still did and went. Zonked out and fell asleep during service! -.-
Went for lunch with family then home! Omg, i ate icecream again today when i said i wouldn't. I'm suppose to be studying but i'm surfing the net again!!!?!?!! Actually, i think there isnt much to study cause if i listened in class i guess i would probably understand most of the stuff. But still, i better revise a little. I want to get A for chem! (: i must tell myself not to be so complacent and study!! but on the other hand i'm afraid if i study i'll fail too hahaha! this is rubbish.

Okay, i shall.. hmm.. go take a shower and then get some work done. ^^
Toodlesss. XOXO

(new) Icecreamz Haunt!



Four of us ate 7 icecreamzzz scoops with waffle bowls ^^
Guinness stout/2 strawberry/horlicks/tehtarik/d24 durian/snickers



I think itz quite a famous place but never heard before? Again, good icecream places have to be always ulu and that's quite a good thing isn't it? so not many people would actually know and go.
Although it's advertised in many places. (:

Anywayzzzzz, the icecream is really really yummy luv the d24 durian coz its damn good!! like the horlicks tooo. yummmz. wanna go back there for more & try other flavours!! heheh.
Even though this is good, dailyscoopz & creamery have their own good flavours.
i have enough of icecream since yesterday's one at swensons plus icecream overload today. Enough of IC for a week at leasttt. Although its my favourite thing! :D

Left around 4ish and train to town!! (: Been so long since i step into town. Didn't shop much so i bought nothing!! Good $$ control seriously. Went back at 7ish, very fast i know. Yeap, i'm kinda tired. I should be studying but i'm not doing a single thing right now, shitz.
I really really need to do well i'm hoping i'll get a 3.8! don't laugh because i think its quite possible. If others can why can't i? I hope my motivation and inspiration last till the end. Cause i really really need perserverence!! :( I want to do well. Alright, shall do some studying soon and hit the sack. goodnightz! (:

DNA clonezzz. ^^




my mind is blank, i don't know what happened in the week exactly. i just know today's friday and its the weekends!! I get to sleep in and thats it! (: Plus meeting the girlsssss was so great since we've not met for a whole month!! so much to talk about!! hahah plus shop.

went to swensen's for dinner. me and shan waited in sch for cab for more than half an hour. the taxi stand queue was like foreverrrrrrr!!! super long!! :( but we still took cab even though the rain wasn't as heavy. how can you not take when you queue for damn long already! -.-


icecreamzzz. super filling cause we ate after dinner.


K this is going no where cause i'm dead tired. so goodnightz!

my ulcer is kiling my appetite and i've not eaten the entire night!! :(
I'm really hungry but have no appetite to eat cause my ulcer hurts like crazyyy.
I don't even feel like opening my mouth to talk/eat.

I should catch some sleep nowwww its 1am!! It's friday and there's lab again.
& I can't wait to meet the girlzz after school although i probably will be keeping my mouth shut.
^^
goodnightz!

(Y) Thumbs up for the good things that happened this week. (Y)

• PP scope approved.
• First 'A' this year. (don't laugh, it's an achievement to me k)
  
• Trying to improve in participation(it's the 4th week already!!)

Yay that i'm not getting anymore Cs. Neither do i want to stay stagnant at straight Bs so I'll try to aim for As if possible. Though i'm quite happy with Bs as long there are no Cs. ^^

The bad thing - i'm really really very drained and tired this week i have no idea why. It's not that I do not have any interest to go to school and learn! but I feel really tired and can't get up in the morning. I'm waking up later and later. It used to be 7.30 or earlier now it's 7.45+ :( Everyday i come home really tired and fall on the bed immediately and fall into a deep sleep! Pfftt eating dinner at 9pm -.-

school is bursting my brain with information overload?! but me still luvv anatomy ^^ really really really need to study very soon. all the modules talk about ATP and i still don't know what the shit is that. too many processes too many cycles i'm all confused seriously! :( I want to do well for Uts. hate the competitive environment seriously, but not like i have a choice. I just need to do better.

I just hate how to system makes everything so superficial. So fake seriously. Having to act open and talkative infront of the faci when you are actually not. For the sake of grades I have to do that. Everybody is just acting by contributing alot of information during class discussion and behind they don't really do much and all? Not talking about anybody but some people are just like that. Do i have a choice?! NOOOO so i have to act fake tooo which is not what i want because it's not me! Why is everything for the sake of grades. I do it for learning but the ultimate reason why you're studying so hard and talking so much is still for grades right? Freaking GPA -.-

(sorry, i'm not supposed to post that rant but i just did. now my post so long!)

Shall get going, toodles!! XOXO

Alright. I'm updating again! (: With piccys. Taken yesterday in church while studying. Yaaa we actually did study a little okay! but end up taking pics and all. I didn't upload all so see them at facebook ^^ We started the topic on animalz and there we go again. Ended up at bpp with antz buying her robovoski (:





















I can't decide whether i still like my hair or not. Hmm, but i already said i'm never even gonna cut it or chop it off again although its tempting. I'm gonna wait for it to grow long again. (: I hope my hair texture will be nice and i will stop having hairloss ): Sigh! okay, i think i like my hair somehow somewhat cause it' has been good and have been growing! (Y)

Actually i wanted to blog about something else but shall save it for another day. & btw i created tumblr. i doubt i will be posting there cause i have no idea what to. -.- Click!
it'z anatomyzzz my fav tomorrow!! I feel really tired this week even though it's just the start. Probably no urge of going to school this week and i just feel really sick and tired i really need a break!! :( i didn't have any fun last weekend pffft!

i'm so annoyed i just feel like taking a break tomorrow and not go to school but sigh i know i can't do that cause i lose out. GRRRRR!!! i don't know how to go to bed now cause i came home at 6ish and slept till almost 9. Gosh!? This shows how freaking exhausted i am since yesterday! ):
Toodles. XOXO

I feel so bad i didn't pay attention in class today after i presented and the rj was 'Who among my peers is the best presenter for the day?' Nice one! when i didn't pay attention she have to ask this kind of question. -.-! Guess what i was doing. I found someone who have a fetish for shoez too and we were browsing through queer looking shoez and getting fascinated by them. ^^

I feel sick being cooped at home the whole day. Must be the weather. :\
It's the Weekends and i'm so happy cause i get to sleep till noon. ^^
& i just slacked my entire day away doing really nothing. I managed to read 3/4 of sputnik sweetheart. Supposed to return it yesterday but totally forgot. So i got my sister to return it just now without finishing the book. -.- Pay fines again!! :(

Omg, i didn't manage to study today yet AGAIN! I feel really lazy to even open anything to read. I don't know what to study and where to start. Okay, damn i'm giving excuses again!! :( But i really think home isn't the best place to study. I get distracted with the freaking internet and i'm lying on the bed using the laptop soo i'm feeling so lazy grrrr.

I really hope i'll study tomorrow. On the other hand I feel like i just can't waste my weekends by studying?! it's just soo not me. I guess that's the reality of life. I'm gonna officially have no life really. ): I can't believe 3 weeks of school have passed and in another 3 weeks will be the 2 weeks vacation ^^ can't wait!! First, i've to overcome all the stupid tests. SIGH. :\

I think it's time i buck up in school for better grades. I better stop being so quiet and anti social! Pffftt. I'm gonna be loud and noisy and talk alot during discussions. Hopefully that will be the new shermaine. I just cannot stand how everybody in class talks at the same time and the faci just don't listen to your idea and stuff. So annoying so i just stay quiet -.- & all those smart ass people keeps sighing and being so 'depressed' that they got a B. Screw you please. If you want an A others also want it right! Stop being selfish and give others a chance! :@

Alright, I shall attempt to go read chemistry or something right now.
Toodles! XOXO

i miss you

I'm totally drained and tired out today. Practical almost the entire day since school started at 9.15 till 2plus? we didn't even have much time to eat. We only took at quick 15 mins lunch break then went back to the lab to continue with our work. We are suppose to clone a gene. So, today was only the isolation of DNA which already took up soooo much time! itz really tiring and we kind of screw things up so i doubt there's any dna in our sample? :( So time consuming and all but it was really fun hehehe! ^^ The 1hr incubation time was used for our break. Soo pathetic. Everyone was starving by then! :(

just took some pics in the lab of the equipments but there's def more.


this is our tray of solutions and bacteria(e coli) microcentrifuge tubes.


the tips use to pipette solutions and only can be used once then thrown away.
(talk abt saving the environment)


these are micropipettes which are really fun to play with :D


these are the same pipette tips just diff sizes.




Yeap, at the end of the day we started our presentation at 3.15 and ended around 4pm. We weren't even prepared for anything so it was kind of screwed and full of rubbish ): First time i felt so lost and empty cause i didn't understand many things. Lab next week again and we're gonna use the same dna sample from today. so we're pretty screwed cause my group's one has barely anything -.- I wonder howwww. Pffftt!!

Thankfully it's friday tomorrow. Finally the weekends again and i better make some effort to study seriously! ): it's getting so tough and i don't want to fail the UTs. Daily grade is really bad. I hate the class for one reason- competitive!! All smart asses seriously getting their As. I wish they stop complaining when they get a B or a C. It's freaking annoying okay. They should just shut their mouth when they have so many As. Grrrr!! :@

Okay i need to sleep the ulcers are taking over my mouth and its freaking painful! but i'm still eating kinderjoy ^^ haha the toys are so cute. Goodnightz. I can't wait for tomorrow to be over. XOXO

Today was quite a bad day considering it was a rainy good to sleep morning and i've to get my ass to school Alone :( Considering i stayed in class the whole pathetic day without getting out of my seat once at all. Yeah, i didn't even go down to eat or anything like that. I just survived on bread in the morning, a lollipop and a little bit of biscuit. & because meeting 2 ended at 12.30 instead of 12, i had to get my work done asap due to lack of time. Anyway i did mine in 5 minutes -.- Sooo it was rather alright (: But, i just felt really down and :( Till nowww. I have no idea why. I guess i didn't have my dosage of xxx ):

I'm so annoyed that my advisor hasn't approved my PP scope! :@ itz getting on my nerves cause i need time to redo if it's rejected right!! :( Plus, i just got to know my i have 3 UTs coming up the week before the holidays. &&&&& its the 3 freaking modules i dislike the most. or more than the other two. The other two would be after the holidays!! I thought holidays would be used to study but i doubt so now. I'm so freaking screwed I better start now seriously! rDNA & biochemistry is out to kill me. Pffftt. i have rDNA lab tomorrow and have to wear freaking shoez i hate the most. I'm gonna bring slippers to change like how most of them do. hahahah! (: I hope it's gonna be fun though although its a fact that i dislike the faci GRRR. Tomorrow's gonna be hectic due to lab and i guess there'll be lack of time to finish our work. Sooo. . there goes break time and there goes my lunch.

I need to sleep early i'm waking up later and later everyday! Soo tiredzzzz omg. Toodle!
XOXO

Sorry! I just hope the picys below won't gross you out. Btw it's just chicken bone please. hehe
That's for anatomy lab today. ^^ very fun and i played with chicken bone.




bone in vinegar


& the white one in bleach.




hmm, school was quite awesome today cause it's anatomy my favourite! I can only understand modules that i like! ): Why can't i just like every single one of them! Pfffttt. :(
Anyway, i'm done with my PP scope and it's a huge burden off. The waiting for approval is making me anxious as well cause i hope it'll be approved (: now i've to clear my CE points gosh!!

Sigh i shall stop ranting already and hit the sack. Goodnightz. ^^