I'd say I miss You.

i'm not gonna blog anything much but i just have to announce how friggin' happyy! i am now. I finally see the $$$$. hehehe it's not alot but just what i wanted. ^^ and checking my ibank i realise i actually spent $3xx this month on just online shopping?! Gosh i didn't know it would add up to that much. Seriously crazy! I don't even dare to calculate the receipts in my wallet spent on random stuff. & if i were to calculate food it would be so much more. Maybe 5xx -.-

I'm extremely tired right now i'll blog some other time. I only had 2 hours of sleep before going to work for 12 hours straight! I'm zone out half the time i'm working cause it's seriously damn bored there's no people. Goodnightzz. XOXO

The day couldn't get any better. If only every day could be the same and as perfect.

I only visited wisma and taka today. I spent close to a hundred bucks. Pooffff. this is what i called shopping. but still not the real kind of shopping cause i'm not filthy rich and i kept thinking about the $$ i have left. I feel quite broke now. I hope $$ is coming in soon. if i didn't control i would have spent every single cent i have. and go broke the rest of the week (thats if i didnt get my pay)

okay, i don't know why i'm blogging when i've nothing to blog. i've been staring at this page with a blank mind. I need to sleep earlier tonight i've got full shift 12 hours of work tomorrow. I'll be yawning the whole time there and just pacing up and down the area sigh! It's soo boring ttm. hehe but im able to meet shandy for lunch and maybe go home together ^^

Goodnightz.

I'd love you with every beat of my heart.

(sorry i've been hearing too much cheesy love songs when im at isetan)
i wonder whats with their playlist. the songs are nice but they are all lovey songs and they keep repeating the same always!! i've heard the same song many times wth -.-







I drag myself out of bed this morning tearing my eyes open cause i was really tired!! :( Glad i went for dg, and it struck me on how actually we have really busy lifestyles. Okay i don't consider mine that busy since its the holidays now. We often neglect spending time with God, not prioritising our time doing more important stuff. (k i know i spend too much time with the comp) and when school starts its gonna be so much more worse and busy. i'll be having the mundane routine lifestyle of going school then go home do work and stuff then sleep kind of thing. Urgh! :@

Commitment of the week : Take some time to just reflect and spend some time with God. @ the beach? irvin, is it confirmed?

I seriously don't know where my spiritual life went to, it's been really stagnant for i don't know how long and i didn't really do anything bout it. SIGH. I hate spore's busy hectic lifestyle and most of all i hate studying. I seriously don't know why im feeling like that now. I don't know what im gonna do. it's like i dont see a good future ahead of me. Grr! I hate my negative lack of confidence mentality. (that i keep thinking i can't do well and that its really competitive) I want to fly away to somewhere else. :((

I want to go somewhere to relax and do nothing! I want to visit hederson waves and marina barrage. I want to go shopping like right now. I couldn't resist anymore and went shopping for awhile after work which was already 9 plus. Didn't manage to get anything but i tried shoez!! I'm in a very good mood for shopping right now so if you're lucky i may get you something heheh. i'm not in a good mood because i got my pay. (i haven't got it yet and i cant wait!) I think i should shop all i want now because when school starts i doubt i'll have time to shop at all only weekends? so pathetic sigh! :( Then i know i'll end up online shopping cause i dont have the time to go out.

The next time i shop i'll try to refrain from looking at price tags and just grab anything to try! I hate hesitating so much. -.- sigh. I think i just spoiled my mood by ranting those negative stuff. I guess i just need my sleep i've been waking up early the past 3 days. And i only have one day rest before my fullshift on tuesday. SIGH :( Hitting the sack soon, goodnightz.

For better or worse, till death do us part.

My body feels like its breaking apart! I have super sensitive nerves now i wonder what i'm suffering from seriously. it's neither muscle aches or the going-to-fall-sick kind of feelings. It's just extra sensitive nerves that when i just scratch my thighs or arms it hurts quite badly :(
I really hope i don't fall sick. I work for 12 hours today!!(fullshift) from 1015 to 10pm i nearly died its just so freaking boring there. At times time passes really slowly. I tried my best to refrain from looking at the time so i didn't wear my watch. (hoping time would pass faster) & i met shandy for lunch (: heheh that girl has been working too much we always lack time to go out together. I can't wait to stop work soon!! but at the same time i guess i'll kind of miss being there working. I guess miss the people too and all. I'm not ready for school at all and will never be. The feeling's so different! I really really really don't wanna go school and i shouldnt be saying this to remind you :( SIGH.

You must be guessing how i could blog here!! YES I GOT MY INTERNET BACK TODAY AND I'M SO FREAKING HAPPY. INTERNET IS THE MOST AWESOME THING IN THE WORLD. I seriously wanted to cry because im desperate for the internet last night even though i got to use awhile at mac. the moment i switch on my comp when im home i wanted the net but got none! i wanted to die okay. Im seriously too addicted to it.

I have work tomorrow again!! @ boutique this time. I'm so freaking tired i really want to dieee. Save me. Sorry, i'm already complaining that i'm working too long then i think about some others who work like few days straight and full shift. Yeah, i think i complain too much cause i didnt know work could be that tiring since im not working everyday? Plus im only part time not FULL TIME!! i can't imagine working life next time. -.-

& i seriously want to go on a shopping spree soon like next week or something i can't wait. Everyday i see people go shopping and it tempts me so much! I really want to like just get whatever i like and not thinking like twice or thrice. Everytime i do that i end up not getting it because i think so much on whether or not to get it. And in the end i end up just not getting it because it's either too exp or not neccessary or that i'm afraid i wont use it -.- and all the stupid reasons k. I want more stuff for school plus something for my bday? hahah (: Can't wait!! (not school!, my bday!! :D)

okay, im blogging too much shit here. goodnightttt im so tired there's church later plus work after that. Toodles. XOXO

cute-ass cat that hid under the blanket during a thunderstorm! (: Actually i kept her under there cause she was really scare. & yes!! thanks to the freaking storm that strike down my modem and now i cannot use the internet. how unlucky is that. pfftt! :@

Finally!! I took like dont know how long to get to this page. I couldnt type just now. I'm at mac using the internet how pathetic can it be but y'knw i'm desperate!! :( Using a while could just make me happy. I came here straight after work(thankfully i could leave at 8). I was supposed to work till 10. I'm kinda tired since i woke up at 7ish. or earlier? Work was kinda tiring cause of all the crawling under tables to get stocks. -.- and the bending down!! so tiring :( other than that its quite boring i start trying shoez again ^^ hehe.

I realise i haven't blog since tuesday. Wednesday was my third day of the holidays which i stayed at home! :) Thanks to the rain i couldn't get out even for a little while. hmm. Yesterday, i went broke? kind of. since i went to town but didnt' buy any thing so i wonder how i went broke. None other than food of course. sheeeshh why i always spend $$ on food. Oh, and i bought a stupid overpriced magazine from HMV that money cheater bitch. :( Shld have went to kino first. Bought at hmv for 13bux and kino sells at ard 10bux. :@ Feel so cheated. &&& you know the difference? HMV doesnt allow you to browse so its brand new in packaging. Kino ones are all open and you can browse so imagine the state of it. So i guess 3 extra bux because its new? Pfft. Wellll. . .whats done is done. I still think its worth it. I can flip a 13bux magazine over and over again. While a 3bux magazine is read only once!! hahaha. Oh and who's willing to buy for me the vogue collection which cost 58bux just to see runway models and some nice stuff. hehehe!

hotmail is a bi*** now i cant open or delete mails. screw the net. yeah, but i know i shldnt be complaining here cause at least i get to use. Seriously i dont know when my home internet would be fixed -.- and i'm so pissed!! :( Ugh i seriously cant survive. Although i'm working tmr and sunday. I don't even feel like working. :\ Sigh. Sooo, i shall blog as much as i can. As much rubbish. -.- I feel like my week is screwed and not likable by me cause i'm working at somewhere i dont like!! & i just learnt about so many new brands not heard of. The sale space at isetan is so big!! There's like madden girl, steve madden, steven, jlo, jessica simpsons, vance (something), arthuro chiang or whatever shit. and bags like kathy van zeeland, paris hilton and betseyville or what not. I fell in love with this sort of giraffe print heels but nobody thinks its nice. I don't know. but it's quite comfy. :D

I just ate fries and now im eating icecream. -.- i got the pictures from irvin but yeah im so lazy to load them. There's like 200? plus i transferred virus from her comp to my thumbdrive and i transferred it to my comp -.- I totally didnt think about that when i ask for the pictures. hahaha irvin your comp is seriously infected with tons of viruses which i bet you don't even know there's such thing. Go do something about it !! :\ & i didn't mean to scare you that my comp could not work because of the virus. hahaha.

I want my pay!! and i want shopping!!!

Alright, i'm going offfff going home soon toodles. I can't bear to leave this place. haha! I'll be so bored at home. Shall turn in early then. :( Fullshift tomorrow!! Hopefully can leave at 8 again. I'm so tired byeee. XOXO

FML is so Amusing and Addictive.(2 As) FML FTW. hahaha.
i got addicted i spend like an hour or more reading 50 pages last night before i went to bed. (:

i'm still reading fml now but i think its getting boring and i'm quite lazy to read all already. Too many! haha i shld start my own fml here too. but i guess my life isn't sooo (FML) so there's nothing much to fml. okay i'm like talking rubbish here.
I'm so dumb i left my thumbdrive at irvin's house so i don't have the pics now. So much for bringing my thumbdrive to get the pics then i left it there?!!! Anyway we baked Matcha muffins w choc chips & Nutella cupcakes. Both so yummy!! (:

Today is the first time after really long i ate my dinner before 7. i felt so weird cause it's like so early. :\ i normally drag dinner time till 8 if i'm at home. If i'm working i'll be eating dinner at like 10 or 11 which is so freaking bad. :( cause i only wait till i'm home then i eat.

Someone's crushing on ed minton. i can't deny he's quite hot though. ^^

My sorethroat is on and off. sometimes its pain sometimes its not. -.- i wanna eat icecream!!
I just realise i've not listened to music for a really long time. at least few months? As in purposely look for songs in my comp and play to listen! Music is not 99% of my life. hahah (: Soo, its quite good that i can live without music! :D Someone is making me like elliot minor now. Simple plan Ftw still. Okay, i'm not really fan of any bands anyway. Like i say i don't even listen to songs how would i even like any. -.-

Okay toodles. I want shoppingzzz. Bye.
i'm so annoyed by the amount of shipping fees i have to pay!!

It's Two. Two. ^^

It's Spring Time!! (although there's no 4 seasons in sg) But yeah, spring season and me like cause the clothes and all are so colourful and of course me like colourful stuffs!! ((: I want my wardrobe to be multicolour(as in the clothes inside) so i'm gonna hve many many different colours. I know that sounds so weird. Also need to have basic colours of course! i want to get all the colours basic tops and etc. but my wardrobe is kind of cramped up and lacking space!! Grrr. Yes yes me want to go shoppingggg. Today didn't manage to go out to anywhere! Except dinner with C/Q/ZX. Pastamania! and the food ordered were just nice not too filling till i wanna puke :D In fact still have space for more. we had 2 plates of pasta, 10" pizza and apple crumble yummz.

Tomorrow will be funfun. Updates w pictures hopefully tomorrow. this is getting so boring and wordy i know. Not like i like it either. :( i need a haircut badly i cannot stand my annoying fugly hair. like sometimes its alright and sometimes its just really bad hair day!! Ugh. i hate it to curl out @*$)@(*$_@*$_!. HAIRFIX SOON!! hmm and i realise my manager called just now but i didnt want to pick up cause i'm afraid she ask me to work tmr which i obviously will reject!! Pfft.
I'm glad she didn't spam my phone or something. hehe. i dont feel like working anymore!!!! I want my $$$$$. Oh and i've receive my f21 bangle can't wait to open it. Toodles. XOXO

Hello. Less posts cause i'm dead tired from working and all those shitz. (: sorry its' wordy pics again nxt time.

I seriously can't remember anything that happened ytd, but work was crazy! But i'm happy cause i earn more $$.^^ There's this customer(from indo) who bought almost 3k worth of shoes/bags. It was really crowded already then she came in and line up like at least 10 different shoes and tell me she wants all those in size 7 and a half and some in 7 :| I was like 0.0 damn shock. Like i'm so busy attending to other customers and she came and i have to serve her because she ask me. i nearly went crazy. plus seeing the mountain of boxes lined up on the shelf plus the displays all dump there!! and never ending customers standing at the foot of the storeroom door asking for all sorts of sizes!! :( I wonder why is there always like this one point of time each day(esp wkends) where it would be extra super busy then slowly the crowd subsides. Like when its busy its really busy kind of thing! Urgh. :@ then when we're free we have to slowly put back the high stack of shoez -.-

&&& one more thing. i hate customers that ask for shoes where i need to climb the shelves cause i hate that the MOST!! so i'll be climbing and scolding! :@ I know it isnt their fault that the shoes have to be so high up. butttt. . argh!! :(

okay, i'm suppose to blog abt today i'm sidetracking so much. -.- tday was alright, busy at a point of time with messy shoez everywhere! then we hve to slowly display them back. annoying people love to mess shoez up and just dump them anyhow!! grr. Anyway today was (i cant think of any word to describe). Yeah, but smth quite 'bad' happened. i wanted to take a short break and happily took out my box of cornflakes/subway cookie/waterbottle. Yaaa so i sat at the table drank some water then the store's phone rang so i pick it up and left my water bottle half closed! (so you shld know what happened) !!!! i accidentaly knock down my water bottle and thought it was close. so i was quite lagged. yaaa then i realise the table was flooded with water and the fax machine was there?! i stare at the puddle of water flooding the table further and further!! 0.0 i totally didnt know what to do so i just stare at the water!!! and it was like flowing to the floor. I saw a box of tissue and grab a bunch of them and quickly wipe the faxmachine part! (so scared it will spoil or something). there was a stack of fulscape paper on the table which was kind of wet too :\ cause the water landed there first! :\ okayyyy this is just bad. So much for taking breaks! -.- i ended up with more work cleaning up the water. pffft.

hmm i'm falling in love with this matching wallet and bag i'm so keen on getting it but apparently i bet i wont. -.- plus i've been trying shoez in the store when i'm free ^^ so funnn. and i know what's the real meaning of really comfy shoes. Cause there's some shoes which are really comfyy!! comfy shoez FTW. :D Today we manage to close the shop on time!! 9.30 sharp we were done with everything. hehehe (: alright, tomorrow would be an awesome day. YAY. i feel like shopping a little tomorrow i can't stop the temptation anymore!! just a little will do k. plus i really need a hair fix cause my hair is sooo in a bad shape now i can't stand it anymore. so i guess i'll never be able to keep my long hair again cause i can't stand shoulder kind of length. grr!

Enough of rubbish rants and words and nonsense. Goodnigthtzz! xoxo

p.s i'm not done with the header but i'm really lazy to change anything.

I can't help it but i keep changing the header. This isnt the outcome i wanted but i'll just leave it as it is first. Because' i spent hours editing the pictures last night i slept at 2am. It's so time consuming so i'm not gonna do it now yet.(when i have time) plus i'm not sure how the html codes work which is gonna be another major problem -.- i doubt i'll get it done nicely!! (& will leave it as it is).

tata, i've got work later and i'm so tiredddd. okie dokie time to check the mailbox. ^^ and munch on my fav goldflakes. (:

Where's my Loots?! I can't wait!! :D

I think i should like spend money on things that i'm wishing to get because my $$ ends up being spent on food which is soo not that useful except it makes you full -.- plus fat. Headed to bugis and haji lane today. I saw a cute top i want to buy butttt i just didnt!! :( Cause i need to save $$ but i think i'm just spending them on food -.- freak.




okay, now i really know what's the reason why people actually edit photos. Becauseeee i tried editing them just now. I didn't know the program i had could edit till like that! :\

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i thought my phone camera was pretty good. but i guess not now after editing.
just so perfect!! the contrast. hahaha (:

Yeah, i tried the matcha mango drink at coffee bean and it isnt that bad if you like greentea? it has a unique kind of taste i don't know how to describe. The mango isnt strong at all plus they add some vanilla essence kind of thing. so it taste like vanilla-greentea-ish. :\ so why do they even call it mango greentea when there's like no taste of mango?! -.-

anyway, i'm glad my flu is better now. I have work the next two days and i'm sure i'm gonna be dead. (its the weekends fyi) :( sigh. i finally know my class for year 2 and im happyyyy!! & i really have to work hard this year. God gave me this chance to be in my chosen 'course'(as in modules selected) so i really have to make full use and do my best. (: i really hope it isn't that competitive than i thought. :( Even though my grades didnt actually make it for the modules that i chose, i guess God made that perfect plan for me. I'm really happy i dont' know what to say. I totally forgotten about my grades. okay, not exactly forgot but didn't bother to harp upon it because i cant turn back time and i have to accept the fact? sooo, now that i got the class that i wanted i shldnt think too much about it anymore! :D

toodles. goodnightzzz. byeee!

Thanks irvin for the editing of pictures, they are really nice. But i'm still waiting for the un-edited ones. Although edited ones are nice i prefer unedited ones. I've never edited photos in my life because i've no idea how to. I don't see the need to change because i think i'll make them worse! haha (:

i think the pictures are pretty awesome will get them printed some day. ^^ &&& we'll have some other outing before school starts again!! :D a shopping trip + my eighteenth day. (:

Hello! i'm sick tired and grumpy!! :(

I haven't got the unedited photos yet. the ones irvin sent thru hotmail was blur and ugly.
I'm too lazy to upload the rest, check fb next time. (: hehe.







I'm not spending but i'm paying for the many top ups for sprees that i join quite long ago. I can't keep track of them now cause i think i joined alot of sprees -.- Okay, i think i'm starting to hate the waiting part. :\ Enough of spress at the moment. ((: Toodles, XOXO

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Irvin, send me ALL! the pictures asap plzzz. thankyouverymuch. (:




This is getting verryyy bad. I mean my immune system!! Its getting from bad to worse. I don't usually fall sick last time. Like once in a few years kind of thing. Now it's once in a few months!! I think its my second time falling sick this year. how bad is this, seriously. I guess its because of my very unhealthy lifestyle. Bad eating and sleeping habits! :( I'm forcing lots of water down my throat now cause i don't want my throat to get bad. Last night my throat was very uncomfortable i wanted to die. I woke up early this morning feeling the same way and forced myself to get more sleep so it would be better, and it really did! :D & i ate honey just now too so hopefully my flu/sorethroat would be gone. &&& plz no fever plz! i will really die and i have work tomorrow!! :( I don't wanna come down with a fever it's sooooo painful.

I'm very lazy/tired to blog now. but i really had fun with the girls today @ holland v. yeah i ate icecream which is probably gonna make me more sick but nevermind!! :D The sun was being a bitch today the weather's sooo extremely hot i want to die! But i should thank God for good weather right, its better than a wet day (: we camwhored like crazy andddd i can't wait to see the picccsss!! quick irvin quick send me.
Yeap, went back and parted. met b for cyrstaljade but i didn't get my xlb! :(

Alright, i'm gonna hit the sack early today hopefully soon in order to recover faster and i have to survive work tomorrow. Ugh throbbing headache please go away. Goodnightz. my flu is getting on my nerves!!! GRRRR.